Surr woke up missing his heat. She tended to get cold easily while her Raha seemed to run almost unnaturally high temperature.
Really… He was perfect for her, in every way.
She lifted on her arms blearily, rubbing at her eyes and chuckled softly. At some point they fell asleep out of pure exhaustion it seemed and her mate rolled to his back not to crush her, now resting next to her… though too far for her liking.
Carefully and a bit timidly she crawled over and watching his relaxed, beautiful face settled on top of him with a soft sigh. She hoped he won't mind. She was quite tiny, even for a Miqo'te…
Gods… He was so warm…
Soon she was purring softly with content… till she frowned slightly, his leather vest feeling a bit uncomfortable under her cheek. She bit her lip nervously, sitting up astride of him, dragging her fingers gently across his chest.
Would he mind terribly if she opens his vest? Before… He said he wanted to be hers… But she was honestly very scared of overstepping again. She knew he didn't love her… yet. But she believed that with time… She could make… earn his feelings. Even with all the neglect and abuse, he wasn't a cold person. She could feel his need for affection, both to receive and give… Even if he seemed so shy about it, so hesitant… like he always expected being rejected… It broke her heart and made her want to find every person who ever hurt his feelings and HURT them, badly…
But she hoped that with time, if she showers him with enough affection… and shows that his is welcome… needed even… he'll get used to it. Maybe even feel free to give and take. And then maybe… maybe he'll love her as much as she already loved him.
But thats neither now nor there… she thought sadly with a sigh, going back to eyeing his vest with uncertainty. It didn't seem as such a big thing…? She already saw him naked few times… She blushed, biting back a purr at the memory.
He was so beautiful… everywhere. So perfect…
She finally gave in, unfastening his vest carefully as to not wake him. She just wanted… Twelve… Her breath stuttered and she stared at the expanse of glorious, tan skin; swallowing hard as her mouth watered.
Seeker Miqo'te were athletic by nature, more so then their nocturnal cousins, thanks to their race's innate skill at adaptation… But Raha somehow seemed more muscular than most males of her race she knew. Especially his arms… and muscles on his stomach looked so… delicious…
She leaned in uncounciusly, licking her lips, almost drooling… then she caught herself, noticing how heavy her breath got. She clenched her teeth, straightening and only allowing her eyes to travel gorgeous expanse of his skin.
Twelve… she wasn't that cold anymore… Actually, she felt like she's about to combust…
Surr finally gave into temptation, just a bit, trailing her fingertips delicately over his chest, down his stomach, stopping at the edge of his pants; somehow air just seemed too thick to breath as her gaze got stuck at his crotch.
She bit her lip with uncertainty, remembering something. Girls in Limsa, always whispering with giggles, how boys just loved if you would put your mouth around their… cock. How it's supposed to drive them so mad with need they would give you anything…
She didn't want anything from Raha, other then his affection and his heart eventually… when he's ready to give it. But the thought that maybe… it was true…? It seemed so interesting. Was it really so pleasurable? She remembered with a shudder how he put his mouth on her… privates that first day.
It felt so good…
She dragged her finger along hem of his pants, gears in her head turning furiously. She really liked idea of… giving him pleasure. She blushed thinking she seemed to have quite a weakness for it… Way his eyes looked… the sounds he was making when he was about to come…
Twelve… she really never saw anything as hot, as exciting.
And if it really was somehow even more pleasant for males…? She was fascinated with the idea, suddenly so curious… Could she… make him come with her mouth…? Would he like that? Did every male like that or just some of them? Girls weren't so specific and now her curiosity was eating at her…
She never dealt very well with it…
She regarded his sleeping face with uncertainty, swallowing tightly. She really wanted to know now… But that was much bigger then just opening his vest… She already overstepped so hard, bonding him without his explicit consent… And look how that blew up in her face… She was so lucky he was still willing to let her love him.
And what if it's really something only some males liked? And maybe he hates it? She knew he was more experienced than her… she accepted that… even of it drove her crazy with jealousy.
But he was hers now.
She should just ask him. She refused to make another blunder to threaten their soul-bond. But she knew her feline curiosity won't leave her be unless… she knows, one way or another.
Hesitantly she moved higher and leaned it, brushing her lips gently against his, lifting her hand to smooth her fingers across his cheek. He purred sleepily… and it was most beautiful, alluring sound…
Gods… she loved him so much it hurt…
Finally he blinked slowly; sleepy, slow smile tilting those gorgeous lips and putting her blood on fire.
"Morning, " he hummed, his low, soothing voice thick with sleep.
She's going to expire from lust…
He blinked hard, then blushed, licking his lips… certainly feeling her need…
"Good morning, Raha," she whispered, brushing her lips against his again, her tail flicked nervously. "Umm… Can I ask you something… private?"
In her small family, it meant question my be too sensitive and refusal to answer is completely welcome.
He blinked again, his ears tilting curiously.
"What's on your mind…?" he finally asked hesitantly.
"Umm…" She bit her lip, blushing furiously and trying to pick her words carefully. "I heard… some girls in my city speak… how… ummm… at least some males like it if someone was to…" gods, she was so embarrassed. "Ummm… put their mouth on their… cock," her voice was tiny. Raha's eyes were open so wide and he was blushing dark red up to his hairline. "I am… curious… if you would… like that? If I would do that… to you… I mean…" she was choking, staring.
He looked absolutely so flustered now, lifting his hand and covering his eyes. She sat up again, looking at him with confusion and a bit of… disappointment.
It looked like he didn't like that…? Or maybe girls were lying…?
"You don't like… that?" she finally asked timidly. "It's okay, Raha," she smiled shakily when he peered at her through his fingers. "I was just… curious."
"I…" he choked, covering his eyes again and she frowned. "I don't know. No one… ever… I mean… I did… but.. not… other… way around," he stammered finally, his face at this point at least as red as his hair.
She stared for a moment, then gasped softly, her tail going absolutely wild with enthusiasm, trashing against his legs. She was shaking from excitement and elation. She could be his first… at something?
Surr liked her lips nervously, trying to curb in her nerves.
"Would you like… me to try?" she asked shyly. "I… never did that, but I'm so… curious. And I don't really… deal… well with curiosity. But if you don't… don't want to, that's fine too…"
He peered at her again with his crimson eye only and she tried so hard to curb in her excitement not to… scare him off. It's still possible he hates it or that she sucks at it so bad he will hate it.
"You…" he swallowed hard and licked his lips nervously. "You really want to?"
She nodded so quickly her head spun before she could stop herself.
Gods… now she was dying to know… If he liked it? If it would really be so… pleasurable? And if yes, could she make him come in her mouth?
"Please?" she looked at him shyly from under her lashes, blushing furiously. "I really, really want to, Raha. If you're okay with it, I mean… Because… I can be really… bad…"
He laughed breathlessly and only now she noticed how heavy his breath became. Was he also… curious? Excited? Both?
Twelve, she really, really hoped he agrees and soon or she's going to expire…
Finally he swallowed tightly and nodded almost imperceptibly, covering his red eye again.
So cute! He was so adorable!
"Thank you!" she placed a grateful kiss on his pretty lips, smiling when he gasped breathlessly, his breath so uneven. Not wanting to spook him, she trailed her lips slowly, delicately along his jaw, down his throat and across his collarbone, lifting on her knees and moving down slowly. Muscles on his stomach quivered under her lips when she pulled gently on the waistband of his pants. She smiled softly when he timidly lifted his hips slightly, making her task easier
Soon his cock sprang for freedom and she gasped silently, tossing quick look up. He still covered his eyes, but he was already hard and his breath became even heavier. Was he excited or nervous? She licked her lips nervously again, hoping it's the first.
And hoping she can do it… good. To express her affection. Her love. Maybe earn a tiny piece of his heart already…
She chased away her distraction, focusing on his flesh. Even there he was beautiful… Earlier, she was always too shy… to look. Only that first time, when she wrapped her hand around him… Twelve, she felt heat coil tightly in her belly at the memory of the sounds he was making then… would he make them again?
Hesitantly, she wrapped her hand around base of his cock and almost squealed with delight when he uttered absolutely delicious tiny moan, his body going rigid as his flesh twitched in her grip.
"Please… tell me if I do something you don't like," she whispered timidly. "I don't want to hurt you, my beautiful Raha."
"Okay, " his voice was so… shy.
So cute!
She settled astride his legs, leaning in and taking a deep breath. Gods… He smelled so good there too. Still like spices, but a bit more… musky? So masculine… She sighed with pleasure, stopping herself from purring.
She wasn't exactly sure how to go about it, she mused pursing her lips.
Tentatively, experimentally, she swiped her tongue from his base to the tip. Raha gasped, arching slightly and her tail went wild. He did like it! So far at least…
Next she kissed his tip gently, trying to express her gratitude that he would… trust her like that. He whimpered softly and she felt a shudder run down her spine. Oh.. she already loved it…
She took a deep breath to calm herself a bit, then gently wrapped her lips just around tip of his cock, swiping just the end of her tongue over it.
"Gods…" he gasped breathlessly, arching against the mattress, his hands shooting down to tangle in the sheets.
She looked up, watching his face carefully and she had to choke down another purr. So gorgeous…
She blinked, uncertain. She wanted to put her mouth lower… but her teeth were pretty sharp… she really didn't want to hurt him accidentally. Maybe if she covers the tips of her teeth with her lips? Would that work?
She put her free hand on his hipbone, hoping to hold him in place so he doesn't twitch and hurt himself while she tested it. Tentatively she lowered her mouth around him, making sure to cover her teeth, and trying to hold her tongue back, unsure if it's rough texture would be pleasing on such a sensitive spot. She loved it when he did it on her, and his tongue was as rough… but maybe it's different?
Her ears twitched, jumping up at attention when he released a string of curses between breathless moans and whimpers.
"Surr…" he groaned and she carefully tilted her head to look up.
Ohhh… She stared, mesmerized. So gorgeous… Her Raha was so beautiful when in bliss… Red-cyan gaze so dark and dazed, flush on his face so pretty; those plush lips parted around these delicious sounds he was making.
She couldn't help herself… almost halfway down his cock, she purred, so dazed by his looks. And she froze when he arched sharply, tossing his head back against the mattress with a loud groan.
Ohhh…
"Seven hells…" he uttered after a moment, completely out of breath.
She blinked hard, then had an absolutely devious thought. She would smirk if her mouth wasn't busy. So he liked her purr… Hmmm…
She lowered her mouth further around him, slowly and carefully, and frowned when she couldn't fit any more of him in her mouth still with a way to go… She adjusted her jaw, but when that didn't help much her frown deepen. Then she breathed in and out deeply through her nose and relaxed her throat, determined to swallow him whole, or at least as far as she could go without choking.
Raha released another string of curses and breathless whimpers, and his hips jerked involuntary, making her almost gag.
"I'm… sorry.. so sorry… so good… sorry," he was babbling, panting so harshly as his hand tangled in her hair, petting her ear apologetically, shaking so hard. "Surr.. so good… please, don't stop… sorry…"
Ohh… she really loved it…
But she couldn't get distracted, though her perked-up ears were catching his every sound greedily; heat coiling in her belly so hard.
When her nose finally hit his skin and she was sure that she absolutely couldn't take anymore, she braced her hands hard on his hips, pinning him to the mattress, and purred.
It was a good thing she thought to hold him down because he jerked so hard, growling and groaning in turns, hand still in her hair fisting hard, shaking violently.
"Surr… I can't… can't… I'm going… Twelve… Ngh," he babbled again as she continued to purr around his flesh, with growing intensity, and panting weakly through her nose. She almost squealed with delight as his cock started to pulse on her tongue, his whole body going completely rigid under her; another string of incoherent curses, moans, and whimpers uttered in guttural voice hit her ears as his seed shoot down her throat. As much as she tried, she couldn't take it all, some slipping corners of her lips.
When her mate went completely limp under her, panting harshly and shuddering, she lifted her head slowly and cleaned him carefully with the softer side of the tip of her tongue, till he whimpered as if in pain. She stopped immediately, looking up with uncertainty.
"Are you okay, my love?" she asked softly, brushing her fingers against corners of her mouth, then sucking on them greedily. Not a drop wasted, she thought with a smirk. "I guess… you liked it?" she added with a pleased grin when he just stared at her, blinking those gorgeous eyes at her, completely blissed out expression on his features. She giggled with excitement, crawling up his body and placing an elated, gentle kiss on his lips. "I'm so glad," she sighed, purring happily. "I love you, my Raha."
For a first ever attempt, she completely blew his mind. Gods… her raw enthusiasm already drove him crazy, but this…
G'raha fully planned to return the… favor?... once he can gather his scattered thoughts and his heart slows down a little, but then sounded a knock at the door of her room and he stilled, glaring toward the sound.
"Surr?" he heard voice of the Huyr… Thancred. "I got news from Eorzea. Are you two decent?"
She almost jumped up, suddenly a terrified look on her face. G'raha frowned, tossing look between her and the door, sensing her fear.
"Something wrong?" he asked carefully.
"Than, just give us a moment, I didn't… didn't told him yet," she called out with mortified expression and his frown deepen.
Okay… Something was clearly up.
He pulled up his pants with a dark blush, sat up and stared at her intently, waiting.
"You see…" she started hesitantly, folding her hands together and looking at them timidly. "I send a… a request to our… Scions… leader, Minfilia."
"Huh?" he tilted his head curiously, wondering why she looked so scared about something so… mundane. "Something important, then?"
"Yeah… very… You see… umm… since we're… you're my soulmate… Gods… there's not an easy way to say it…" she sighed with resignation. She took a deep breath, looking up at him with such a fierce determination; it made his heart vault wildly again. "I told Thancred to pass to Minfilia that she either let me recruit you into Scions or I'm staying here."
His jaw dropped and he was pretty sure his heart stopped for a long second.
"What?!" he finally gasped, staring at her with completely dumbfounded expression.
This was just… too much.
His thoughts were spinning and he felt like he's going to pass out.
It's just not possible… right?!
"Just… before…" she hesitated, swallowing hard. "Please, don't be angry. I can't… Separating from you… it's just… I wouldn't survive it," her voice was so tiny and uncertain. "I'm yours. I can't… can't leave this place without you. If… if… she doesn't agree, I'll stay here."
He gaped at her, completely stupefied. She would choose being with him over being Scion of the Seventh Dawn? That didn't make any sense… He was a nobody. She was… He frowned, realizing that he actually had no idea what was her role in the Scions. She looked too delicate to be a fighter, in his opinion. He also didn't see any weapon on her yet, though it's not like… they knew each other long. But she also seemed too lively for a scholar… Too honest for a spy too.
But anyway… it's not like their leader would ever agree, anyway…
"Can I… let him in and hear the answer before we decide… anything?" she asked timidly, looking at him with such an earnest expression...
He sighed, chasing away his distraction. It didn't really matter one way or another. He closed his vest sharply, and nodded. He was so close to earning his Archon marks… there's no way he would leave without it… Just one exam left and he'll be finally free… And yeah, it's not like Scions would ever want someone like him.
But what about her then? Was she really serious?
He moved to sit on the edge of the bed and twitched slightly when she leaned against his back, coiling her arms around his shoulders and kissing his throat gently.
"You can come in, Than," she called out, but didn't move away from him.
It was a bit embarrassing… but he really liked how openly affectionate she was. He was used to his… lovers avoiding being seen with him in public. Ashamed to be affiliated with the freak-eyed tribe-reject.
It was heady, how she showered him with affection constantly…
Thancred stepping inside confidently snapped him out of his musing and he focused his attention on the Hyur. He blushed slightly at flash of smile on man's face when he saw them. Then tall Scion folded his arms over his chest and took on a neutral expression.
"And?" Surr asked softly, her voice taking on steel quality that made him twitch slightly.
"You were right," Thancred sighed, lifting his hand and rubbing his chin. "Minfilia rather let you recruit him then lose her 'precious Echo user.'"
He froze, staring, then slowly turned to look at his… mate.
Echo. She had Echo?!
Krile had Echo too, so he understood what it meant… People with Echo were extremely rare. Extremely important and precious. They could see in others memories, read and understand any language… And who knows what else? There were deviations for each person…
And she would leave Scions for him? For real…?
"Thought so," she smirked slightly, then swallowed hard and looked back at him shyly. "So you see… The invitation is open. You can join Scions… or I'll stay here, with you. It's completely up to you, my Raha."
It wasn't really a choice, was it? By the look Thancred was giving him when he looked back at him numbly, if he doesn't agree… He will find himself tied down like a hog and shipped off to Eorzea anyway…
Organization like Scions of the Seventh Dawn… They wouldn't easily let go of a person who has Echo…
He swallowed hard, looking back at Surr.
"I need a week to… earn my marks…" he said weakly. "Then I'm yours."
And as she grinned at him brightly, leaning in and placing gentle kiss on his lips… He couldn't help but think she was the best thing that happened in his life.
Suddenly… all years of neglect and abuse made sense. If it was a price for meeting her… He would gladly pay it twice… trice… just to see her lean away, place her hand against his cheek and whisper softly:
"I love you, my Raha."
