Cameron's first test of her new career began several days later. Jack had mentioned that he wanted to get an appointment with her as soon as possible. And by sheer luck, his desire was granted. (However, he had to deal with several shoves from Rusty, slipping on a banana peel and tripping on the sidewalk several times on his way there.)

Cameron glanced at a long list of confidential session notes provided to her by Salvia for the week:

Client One: Jackson Wells. Concern: Daily bad luck.

Client Two: Addison Woods. Concern: Trauma from experimentation in Xirxine labs.

Client Three: McKenzie Payoray. Concern: Daily bullying and coping with feline lifestyle.

Client Four: Damion Beelzly. Concern: Proper educational environment.

Clients Five and Six: Zillion Martinez and Kayla Christling. Concern: Anniversary troubles.

Client Seven: Vanexa Pierce. Concern: Solitude and fitting in.

Client Eight: Camilla Jimenez. Concern: Dancer, hopeless romantic, doesn't like her rep.

Client Nine: Autumn. Concern: Increase self-worth.

Client Ten: Tom. Concern: Break up with Addison and stealing souls.

Client Eleven: Daphne Dafadellia. Concern: Being less judgmental toward men.

Client Twelve: Rusty (Call him by his real name Reuben, he hates it). Concern: Bullying issues.

(Don't mind my mind reading.)

Cameron smiled as she stood on a chair and hung up a sign on her office door that read "Ms. Walden. ZPA Guidance."

She placed a small green tree in a pot on a side table, hung up a blue poster of two fish that read "Just keep swimming," and placed a golden dragon statue on a side table as well. Her desk was polished and had a label on it with her name. She stepped back and observed her handiwork.

"Mhm! Much better!"

She glanced at her watch and sat down at her desk, arms folded in front of her.

'Okay, you can do this,' she encouraged to herself. Her heart jolted when she heard a knocking at the door.

Jack peered into the room.

"Um Ms. Walden? I'm uh, here for my session…"

"Oh yes! Jackson, good morning to you," greeted Cameron. She mentioned to a purple beanbag chair on the floor. "Please take a seat and we can get started! Hope you don't mind bean-bags…"

Jack settled onto the bean-bag, enjoying the comfort. "Naw, they are actually really nice, heh…Also I, um, like what you did with the new room! It's very humble!"

"Thank you!"

Cameron placed a hand under her chin with a sheepish grin. "Yes I'm…very thankful to Zechariah for letting me change rooms. I kinda have a weird connection with my surroundings. The old room was just a little too intimidating on first arrival…"

"Yeah, I understand what you mean…" mentioned Jack.

Cameron cleared her throat. "So! You are my first official counseling session here at Z.P.A.! Is there um, anything bothering you at all that you would like to talk about? Anything!"

Jack stuttered, already beginning to feel a sort of crush for her. Cameron had appeared so nice on her first day and he figured maybe she could ease his current situation a bit. "Umm…well…I think for things I tell you to make sense…I have to kinda fill you in a bit about...myself...and my "condition," or well…my curse…"

Jack then explained his origins.

"You see…my parents were extremely close…according to my mother. And when she got pregnant with me, they were very excited. But…before I was born, my father was killed in a very freak accident. My mother was devastated by it. In desperation, she turned to her sister. My aunt Narissa, who…well is married to the devil…as creepy as that sounds. She begged him to make a deal but as a gift to his wife, he granted my mother her wish. To give her unborn child the gift of eternal life…But the devil's magic works in very odd ways…so his gift was really a curse. When I was born, he cursed me with immortality…along with a supernatural affinity for bad luck…and, heh…thing is…I still feel pain…"

He barely remembered himself as a pup, flinching in a grass bed as Lucifer's long dark finger shot a bolt of hot magic through him…burning him to his very core.

His mother was grateful she didn't have to worry about him dying, but was concerned about the bad luck.

Jack glanced off to the side. "So, um, yeah. Not being able to die on top of the very crazy, often violent things that happen to me…with the pain…it um…yeah…not fun."

Jack looked at Cameron in concern.

"You okay, Miss. Walden? I'm sorry if my story is a little strange…"

"No…" Cameron replied. "I'm just…still getting used to hearing about the…supernatural things…and the devil being real…"

Cameron continued. "Phewww…I am very sorry for your situation, Jackson. It sounds…simply dreadful. What else would you like to share about your hardships? I can tell there is a lot you have to tell…"

Jack twiddled his thumbs. "I really hope you don't mind me talking a lot about myself. I just think it's a good idea to fill things in."

"No Jack, it's fine," Cameron encouraged. "It helps to know these things!"

"Yeah, I'm sorry, it's just…been a while since I explained this stuff. I don't often tell people about the curse anymore."

"Why is that?"

Jack buried his face in his hands as he explained.

"Well because…It just gets hard explaining it over and over to people…why so much crazy stuff happens to me, around me. And the moment I mention that it is an actual "curse," people immediately get sacred to be around me. I can't really blame them; they don't want to get hurt. But…sometimes I don't really like it. I don't like people avoiding me out of fear. And I don't like people thinking I'm making it up for attention!"

Cameron was reminded of how many people with disabilities felt similarly about having to explain their conditions to other people who didn't experience them. Some had trouble walking or controlling their bodies. Others felt chronic pain or experienced constant negative thoughts in their heads. Their disabilities were things they were born with and had no control over. Similar to Jack's bad luck.

Jack continued. "It just gets a little stressful sometimes, plus some people think I'm pretty…well, weird 'cause the whole curse thing and my luck has made me pretty superstitious. It really doesn't help how people see me with all my behaviors and, um, customs. Heh. (You'd feel the same if you noticed me with four ladybugs on my ears, four leaf clovers and a dreamcatcher around my neck, a rabbit's foot and dice hanging from my legs and me holding a cricket in a cage. Trying every good luck charm imaginable to counteract the bad. Of course, nothing works.) Most people here kinda avoid me for the most part just seeing what kind of stuff happens and finding me odd."

"Do you have any real or close friends, Jack?" Cameron asked.

Jack brightened. "Oh yes! I have a few. And honestly, I don't know what I'd do without my best friend Zill…"

"I think I know him…in Jackie's class, right?" Cameron asked. "What creature is he anyway?"

"I have no idea! I'm not sure he knows either. In fact, he always seems confused about it."

"He doesn't know?"

"I don't think so!"

"So how long have you known Zill?"

"Since I found him! About thirteen years now," said Jack.

Cameron appeared confused. "I…I'm sorry, you 'found' him?"

"Yeah!"

"What do you mean by that?"

Jack chuckled a bit. "Oh heh-yeah sorry, let me explain!"

Jack then explained the next part of his origins.

"I was born in Safe Haven's animal district. It's a kind and more natural environment, so my upbringing was more 'traditional,' I guess. My mom never really explained my curse to me when I was younger. I just thought the world was against me and that she didn't even care. So I ran away from home a lot back then. I just felt I had to escape somehow."

"It was never much help, but I seemed to kinda enjoy the time away from her. I remember the last time I ran away, I was like five, and during a really foggy rainy night, I took shelter in a tree. I heard some growling in the forest. It was really scary at the time, cause most animals in the district respect private boundaries, plus I was young too…heh. I heard this creature emerge from the bushes. He approached the entrance to where I was hiding. His eyes were glowing green. I had never seen anything like him before and I was extremely scared. He was just really curious of me I think, but he behaved much more…well bestial than what I was used to. He was like…well, an 'animal,' which was new for me. Most animals in the district can still speak universally! Especially upon first meeting."

"Zill was extremely wary of me and I was just terrified! But really he was just extremely curious of me. Unlike me, Zill was just unafraid and bold! Also surprisingly unfazed by my curse. (He put back my broken arm like it was nothing.) In fact, for the first time, I had met someone who not only was unfazed by it, but he actually…intervened! (After water poured on my head from a leaf, he used his wing to keep me dry.) So really, Zill meant a lot to me, almost right off the bat."

"We actually kinda lived together in the forest for like a full month, getting to know each other as friends. He didn't talk to me at first, but when he started to talk, he only spoke Spanish! Which was like jibberish to be…heh. So the language barrier was still there, yet we still understood each other somehow. After a while I decided to actually bring Zill home with me! My mom was beyond happy I was back. But she actually didn't take very warmly to Zill."

He remembered going along with Zill, with his mother being worried that Zill might harm him. He then told his mother that he didn't need constant protection all the time.

"How did Zill get his name?" Cameron asked.

"Oh! Well, he spelled his name for me in the dirt while we were in the forest."

Cameron listened with intent curiosity. "It's interesting he was so intelligent, despite living in the forest!"

"Well I mean lots of intelligent animals live in the wild! But I understand what you mean. Zill did come off as pretty primitive at first."

"So did you two live together?"

Jack nodded. "Actually we did! For a little while before we officially started school! Zill was with us through the move to the city district. During those first years, I taught him how to speak English. (Notecards with pictures and words on it were helpful for us. He'd read words like "apple" and lots of food terms to start off with.) By the time we did first start school, he was already decently bi-lingual! A lot of other kids would call Zill names and stuff cause of how he looked. But he never let it get to him though."

"But when I was picked on…"

Jack remembered Zill admiring a butterfly before he was knocked to the ground by a hard dodgeball to the face. Rusty the bully dog laughed after Jack had fallen.

"Haha! Take that you wimpy loser!"

Zill growled and his eyes flashed green. He shot a flaming dodgeball back at Rusty which hit him in the face with a "wham!" Green energy glowed around his hand.

"Zill didn't take kindly to that. Neither of us ever really found out how exactly his 'powers' seemed to work, but he had a lot less control back then."

A young Kayla rushed over to Rusty. "Oh gosh! Are you okay?"

But Rusty just elbowed her away, causing her to fall with an "oof!"

"Get off me you dumb girl!"

Zill growled in anger again.

"Zill has always had issues with people who bully or attack."

Kayla stood up, furious. She separated the two boys. "Stop! No more! I'm fine," she told Zill. "Both of you! No fighting! This is a playground!"

Rusty scoffed at her. "Get out of my way or I'll beat you up too! I'm not afraid to hit a dumb girl…"

Kayla then smacked him hard in the face with a "pow!" before he landed flat on his back. Kayla let out a "hmpth" and strolled away. Zill instantly admired her courage and feistiness.

"Zill met his girlfriend Kayla on the first day of grade school," said Jack.

Cameron gasped. "Oh my! They have been dating for that long? Oh how sweet."

Jack shook his head. "Oh, no, heh. Zill didn't get with Kay for a while. Through most of school he was…well, um 'loose' with girls. Flirting with them, showing off his strength and dazzling them with his charm. Many teen boys are like that. He always had genuine feelings for Kayla, but he never had the guts to go for her. He just didn't think she'd be interested. Which I guess was understandable. He didn't have the best rep with the ladies, growing up. He was a party animal…heh, sorry."

"But! He used to love to sing! And had a knack for it! So I suggested he try out for the school musical once we entered Z.P.A.! He scored the lead alongside Kayla in the show! (I remember them getting a standing ovation at the end. Zill wore a purple suit and hat while Kayla wore a cross necklace and a blue and white dress.) And that was when they really got to know each other! Once they really got together, Zill really slowed down on his party lifestyle. It was interesting how much of a change there was. But! I was really happy that he had found such a stable relationship. Plus Kayla was a wonderful girl honestly!"

Jack faltered. "But once he started dating…like I said, our relationship kinda, I dunno, changed…"

'"Our relationship changed?' How so?" Cameron asked. "Was he just less close as a friend?"

Jack stuttered slightly. "Um, well! I mean, maybe I said that the wrong way. It was just…so hard to explain! He just suddenly had so many friends and attention once he changed with Kayla. I guess I just missed a little of the constant we had before he had such a serious relationship. I'm just a little worried that the way things might progress…"

Tears came to Jack's eyes, his face glum. "That maybe he…eventually won't need me as a friend…I'm sorry, it's a dumb worry…"

"No Jack," said Cameron. "When a friend starts to change, or befriends other people, it's normal to feel worried about where you stand. But I'm sure if the two of you are as close as you say, you will never grow apart!"

"Yeah?"

"Ya know, we talked a lot about Zill. Why don't you tell me more about yourself! Do you have many other friends?"

Jack pondered in thought. "I think that's why I have this insecurity. Like I said before, I only have a few friends because people are scared to be around me, understandably." He remembered getting his head sawn off, a beehive landing on his head and getting attacked by a green sewer monster.

"I have one other really close friend but I rarely see her."

"What about your family?" asked Cameron.

"My family?"

Jack thought of Damion the troublemaker teen jackal, Lucifer and his jackal wife Narissa, Tentradora the succubus pink cyborg nanny and a blue demon guard named Major Styx. (Grumpy Major Styx wanted Damion to be his submissive love servant and Tentradora was very "touchy-feely" and overprotective. Narissa kept to herself and Lucifer was very prideful as a goat-like demon.)

Jack explained, "It's complicated. I think deep down I love my family, but they do just remind me directly of my curse. My mom Mindy used to take me to visit my uncle and aunt a lot."

"Your uncle? The devil?"

Jack sighed. "Yeah…"

"I felt very alone when I went there. To Hell. That side of my family has nothing in common with me. Plus when Damian came along he just became a constant pain. Sorry if that's mean to say. My family makes me look out for him a lot, so I tend to get frustrated with him often. Anyways, even though it was pretty stupid, I decided one day to sneak out of the palace just to clear my head. Hell outside of the protection of the palace gets pretty dangerous. But I kinda stopped worrying about my own physical well-being. So my carelessness caught up with me, and a demon attacked me!"

"A one-eyed, stripped giant monstrosity! It had two slender legs and a tail…and a large maw under its red glowing eye. Yeah, I guess it was pretty freaky. Dangerous situations tend to shock me more than actually scare me. But then Jill showed up."

Jack remembered a purple cat demon leaping into the air and stabbing the monster with a triangular bladed scythe. After several deep stabs and Jill slicing off its hand, the monster tumbled down to the ground. Jack watched with fear and awe against a rock wall.

"Jill?" asked Cameron. 'Jack and Jill…'

"Yeah!" said Jack. "I figured I was on the subject of my only close friends. Jill is definitely one of the most important people in my life…heh. She saved me. Besides Zill, she was the only one who ever protected me. Jill and I started spending time with each other after that. She was a stray demon who spent a lot of time fending for herself against other demons."

Jack added, "Sorry if it seems I'm jumping around too much. I get carried away."

"It's fine, Jack," said Cameron.

Jack continued. "Anyway, I loved spending time with Jill. She was rough with everyone but with me, she was so soft. Her hugs were the best! I snuck out to hang with her during every Hell visit, and as we got older…"

Jack let out a forlorn sigh. "I guess nothing really stays the same."

"I encouraged her to test herself to be a member of the royal guard. She passed the test with flying colors and was accepted to live in the palace! Lucifer gave her a black collar with a red diamond gem on it to mark her new status. I was so proud of her! She ended up head of the royal guard. I was so happy because we would be able to see each other more often. But then she met this guy she worked with. And kinda…ended up spending more time with him than with me. Which hurt a bit. I had always hoped we would stay close…maybe even get closer."

"So you had a crush on her?" Cameron asked.

"Well, I crush easily," Jack answered. "I'm happy she found someone though. She deserves that. So does Zill. I just get lonely..."

After a few sad moments he muttered, "I'm sorry this took a turn. I don't want it to seem like I'm complaining about the fact they are happy. I hope that's not what it sounds like."

Cameron stared with empathy at Jack. "Jack, it's fine. I can tell you are a very emotional person, and it's normal to get lonely in your situation. But I really think you'll be able to find someone for you in time. And talking about these feelings are the point of counseling. So no need to apologize. You seem to talk very highly of others. What about yourself?"

"This event was…not a highly moment...I…there was one time Damion locked me in a locker for a whole week. All because he didn't want me to tell Zill that he had missed Kayla's anniversary. S-since I couldn't die, I was just trapped inside my head…starving, deteriorating, not knowing what time it was. It felt like I was dying again and again in a nightmare. By the time someone found me and unchained me, it had been one week later. Took me a full day of fluids to recover, even though my body regenerated itself. It may sound strange to you but…I wanted desperately to die in those moments."

A chilling silence permeated the space.

"Sometimes…I wish I hadn't been born. I wish that dad hadn't died. Then my mom wouldn't have been so obsessed with keeping me alive. It feels like Hell much of the time. Sometimes I blame her, wishing she could experience the curse through my eyes. Other times I blame myself; what did I ever do to deserve…"

A few books randomly toppled from a shelf and hit Jack in the head. "…this?" He groaned and rubbed his head.

Cameron looked at Jack with a somber expression. "I'm…sorry you had to go through that. And regarding your curse…no one should have to go through anything like that. I guess death isn't the worst thing in the world…"

As Jack sobbed and sniffled for several minutes, Cameron walked over and gave him a comforting embrace. Jack breathed deeply, face blushing. Even after Cameron let go, he still felt her warmth and kindness. He wiped more tears away.

"S-sorry…"

"It's okay Jack."

"Besides the curse and all the negatives. Tell me about Jackson," said Cameron.

"Me?"

"Yes! Your interests? Goals? Hobbies? Things that make you happy. Anything!"

Jack thought hard about it. "Um…well let's see. I play the drums! I play the drums while Spam does guitar and lyrics. Kayla and Zill sing and play piano and Vanexa helps too. I also, um, work part time at the Safe Haven observatory. I really love space. Just everything about the universe and its infinite vastness fascinates me! It's inspiring. I love studying astronomy and science."

"Oh!" Cameron exclaimed with joy.

"I also love to cook! That's my favorite hobby! I don't have many people to cook for, so I usually take food to the foster home, the same one that took Zill in for a while. I'm still deciding which path I'd like to take for a career, being like a real chef or going into astronomy."

Jack continued. "Next year is my final year at the academy so I need to decide soon what my final major will be. I'm still able to take plenty of classes for both, though!"

Cameron was very pleased. "Well! Well working at the observatory and being able to exercise your culinary skills gives you a good way to sample your career options. I'm sure you will make the right choice and have a successful career, Jack!"

Jack smiled warmly. "Thank you, Ms. Walden. Thank you for listening! You're more attentive than the last counselor."

"Well that's what I'm here for!"

"So…are you still scared living here after the past few days?" Jack asked.

Cameron glanced off to the side. "Well, uh, ya…I mean…I'm getting used to things. Talking to you wasn't scary. You are very kind and not frightening at all, past the fur. Which alone is surprising but there are a few people here who don't scare me as much. So thank you! For not being scary. Is there anything else you'd like to talk about in this session?"

Jack stood up. "I think that's enough for this time. I don't want to overwhelm you."

He opened the door and looked at her one last time with a smile. "Thanks again, Ms. Walden. Welcome to Safe Haven!"

Cameron waved. "Take care, Jackson!"

As Jack was walking down the hall…

Slam!

Rusy slammed him into a locker and he slid to the floor. Rusty barked in laughter, leering over Jack.

"Watch where yer goin' wimp! Heh heh! You gonna cry or what?"

"No?" Jack whimpered.

"Yeah you are! P*ssy! Ha ha ha ha ha ha!"

Rusty laughed as he strutted away. Jack made his way to the observatory as the setting sun turned the sky a salmon pink. He spotted a blonde man wearing glasses and a blue suit with a tight white collar.

"Hey Dan!"

The man smiled. "Jack! You're early! It's barely dark out!"

"Yeah. I feel like coming in before my shift to relax a bit. Can I go up?"

"Of course! Nobody is up there right now."

"Thanks Dan!"

Jack slipped on a blue uniform and climbed up the stars. He made it to the top and his eyes grew wide in wonder. Yellow ethereal koi fish swam and glided across the starry night sky. The spotted bioluminescent midnight blue whale traveled beside the fish as well. The city lights and the greenhouse globe buildings illuminated the night in their spectacular vivid glows. One building was pink, the other a faded golden yellow. Jack became transfixed by the spirits. For the first time in a while, he felt hopeful and positive.

Jack smiled and sighed contently as he gazed dreamily up at the Fish of Peace. "It's never lonely at night."

Despite the bad luck, Jack knew he wasn't alone. He had Zill, Spam, Vanexa, Jill, Kayla…all those who cared for him. His bandmates were the ones who helped save him from a monster, and it led to him being more tolerant of his curse. Zill had tried to "save" him multiple times by deflecting the bad luck events but Jack didn't want him to get hurt. Instead of exhausting themselves to try and stop the curse, Jack's friends helped pull himself together (literally and figuratively) and were simply there to support him after the bad moments. Although some of them were often preoccupied with lovers, they would always come back for Jack. For he was the silent supporting stone of their bonds.

And now he had Cameron…a loving mentor…and perhaps a new mother-like figure in his life. Although he had a crush on her, it was not solely romantic. It was mixed with feelings of appreciation and friendship.

Jack felt at home with himself for the first time in years. Because he realized an enlightening truth: not even a curse could keep his friends away.

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Zechariah was busy jotting down notes at his desk when Cameron entered the room.

"Z-Zechariah?" Cameron asked.

"Miss Cameron!" Zechariah greeted. "Did your first session go well?"

Cameron smiled, pleased to have helped out Jack. Helping others made her feel truly at home for the first time. "Actually, it really did!"