Consent is key, bitches
ps. feel free to tell me your thoughts.
Trigger warning: Implied/ referenced child abuse, mentions of scars and unsafe sex. Always use a condom, kids.
Dino took a deep breath and lifted a shaky hand, pausing as a frown edged onto his features. Maybe, listening to Squalo, Reborn and Tsunayoshi wasn't a good idea.
Maybe—
No, he shook his head.
He had to do this.
Dino knocked on the door. After a while, Xanxus opened it. "Did you just come back from a mission?" Was the first thing Dino blurted out when he noticed the cuts and bruises that painted Xanxus' skin red, purple and blue, even though he had a feeling Timoteo was responsible. It made his blood boil. "Or did someone hurt you?" He didn't need Xanxus to know he knew about Timoteo or…at least not yet.
"Horse—Trash…" Xanxus glanced at him, lips twisting into a frown. "…What the fuck do you want?"
"We…" Dino paused, licking his bottom lip as he debated between continuing or not, before taking a deep breath and saying: "…We need to talk."
Xanxus' frown deepened. "I—"
"Look, I know I'm the last person you want to talk to right now. But just hear me out, okay?" Dino cut in, almost pleading. "It's important."
"Fine," Xanxus said, turning around. "You're lucky no one's here right now, scum."
Dino took that as an invitation to step inside, following Xanxus into his bedroom and sitting down on his bed.
They used to have sex on the bed whenever Xanxus was alone in Varia Castle, just like now, while Xanxus sat on his throne, which was right across from the bed but close enough that their feet were touching. The throne Dino used to sit on whenever Xanxus was in the mood to give him a blow—
"What was so fucking important that you had to come all the way here to talk about, trash," Xanxus spoke, cutting Dino's line of thoughts as he propped his feet onto the bed. "You could've just called."
"Like you would've bothered to answer," Dino spat out a little too bitterly, clenching his jaw. "And don't even talk about texting because I know you would've just ghosted me."
Xanxus flinched, but quickly narrowed his eyes. "Then tell me what the fuck do you want to talk about, trash," he said, gritting his teeth. "Or did you come here to start a fight?"
"I'm not here to start a fight," Dino told him, crossing his arms over his chest. "I already told you I came here to talk."
"Then spit it out already, horse—trash," Xanxus snapped. "You're wasting my fucking time."
"Forget about it." Dino stood up, clenching his fist as he turned on his heel. "I knew it wasn't a good idea to listen to Squalo when he told me I had to tell you I have feelings for you." He then took one step forward, about to leave until Xanxus stood up and—
"Wait, scum." He grasped his wrist, stopping him in his tracks. "You…" Xanxus hesitated, as if he had trouble believing what he had just heard. Blushing slightly. "Do you really have feelings for me?"
Dino's skin tingled at Xanxus' touch, his heart beating erratically in his chest. So hard, it might fly out. There were butterflies—no, lions in his chest. But— "Yes," he breathed out. "Yes, I do."
It felt good…
He wanted Xanxus to touch him more. Wanted more than this. Wanted—
Wanted Xanxus to let him love him.
"Why…." Xanxus bit his lip, letting go of his wrist. "…Why the fuck are you telling me this now?"
'Why did you wait so long…?'
'I'm sorry…'
Tears stung Dino's eyes. "Because, Xan…" He turned around and looked at him, expression softening. "…Nono sealed you in ice before I could. "
Xanxus' eyes widened, stepping back. "How the fuck do you know that, Trash?"
"Well…." Dino paused, licking his bottom lip again. Unsure if he should tell Xanxus the truth. He took a deep breath before continuing. "…Squalo told me and—" Dino hesitated, swallowing hard, hoping Xanxus wouldn't react too badly. Yet— "—Everything else about you and Nono."
The explosion of rage mixed with wrath flames never came like Dino expected. Instead, Xanxus glanced at the ground. "Oh…I…" He took a shuddering breath, voice shaky and lips quivering. "…F—Fuck."
He sounded like he was about to cry…
Dino felt his heart clench. "Do you want to talk about it?" he stated softly. "We—"
Dino wanted to hold him. To pick up broken pieces and tell him everything would be okay. And that he would never let Timoteo or anyone else hurt him ever again. He—
He just wanted Xanxus to be okay.
"No." Xanxus shook his head. "I rather have you fuck me instead."
"Xan—" Dino couldn't find his voice. He felt his cheeks flush hot and his stomach heavy. His heart pounding in his throat, threatening to break out. He gulped. "—A—Are…Are you sure? It's been eight years and—"
"I am," Xanxus cut in. "I want you to fuck me, Dino."
Xanxus only ever called him 'Dino' when they were having sex or when he was serious.
"Then tell me when to stop." Dino leaned in.
"I will." Xanxus nodded, and their lips met as Xanxus tangled his fingers into Dino's hair as Dino wrapped his arms around his waist.
They kissed long and slow, starting off gentle and sweet, but quickly morphing into something desperate and biting. It was thrilling, sending a low thrum down Dino's spine and causing his heart to flutter in his chest.
It was everything Dino's been wanting to do for so long, to kiss Xanxus again, to hold him, to pull him closer and—
"I love you, y'know?" Dino muttered against his lips, pushing him down onto his bed, moving with him. "I love you so much, Xanxus."
'You mean the world to me….'
"I know," Xanxus murmured, a smile tugging on his lips. Not some twisted I'll—murder—you—in—your—sleep— smile but a genuine smile that made Dino fall in love with him all over again. "I love you too."
"I really missed you, baby." Dino stopped kissing Xanxus' lips and moved to his jawline, neck, and collarbone. Kissing every inch, every scar, cut and bruise, and inhaling Xanxus' scent. Nose gently dragging itself down and then up against Xanxus' scarred and bruised skin. Blood. Soap. Him. There were so many fragrances there, Dino was intoxicated. He leaned closer to Xanxus' ear, blowing softly into it. "I've been thinking about you all week."
Xanxus shivered as Dino's fingers slowly slid up his shirt, touching his skin and brushing his fingers against scars.
Dino unbuttoned Xanxus' shirt and slid it off his shoulders.
He froze.
Dino didn't know what he had excepted.
But it wasn't—
His breath hitched, something tightened painfully in his chest.
I—It…It wasn't this.
He had known about Xanxus' old scars. But the new ones…caused by Zero Point Breakthrough (caused by Timoteo just like the rest). T—They—
They were so much worse…
They made Dino angry. He wanted to scream, cry and curse Timoteo for daring to hurt someone so precious to him.
But he didn't.
Instead, Dino leaned forward and kissed one of the scars near his collarbone just below Xanxus' shoulder.
"What…." Xanxus tensed up but didn't pull away. "What the fuck are you doing?"
"Shhh…" Dino brushed his lips against another scar. This time on Xanxus' shoulder. Xanxus shuddered as Dino kissed that one too. "….Just let me love every part of you."
"You're so fucking mushy," Xanxus laughed a little, face heating up.
"And you're so adorable~," Dino gushed, trailing wet kisses down Xanxus' chest, kissing and touching every scar, worshipping them like gods.
Xanxus slipped his hands up Dino's shirt, tracing his body and feeling over his chest, biting and sucking on his neck.
Dino tilted his head to the side, giving Xanxus better access and groaning softly against his skin, helping him take his shirt off completely and tossing it to the side.
Xanxus pulled him into a kiss, threading his fingers through blond hair as Dino palmed his clothed erection. "Trash," he breathed out. "It's going to stain."
"Sorry." Dino pulled away. "Do you want me to take off your pants too?"
"Yeah," Xanxus said. "Hurry up, Trash."
"Alright." Dino unbuckled Xanxus' belt and unzipped his fly. He wasn't surprised to find out that Xanxus still didn't wear underwear as he pulled his pants off. Dino then took off his own pants and boxers before tossing them away along with Xanxus'. "What do you want me to do now, baby?"
"You already know what I want you to do, horse—trash," Xanxus remarked, licking his lips as he eyed Dino's cock. It was as big as he remembered it being.
"I want to hear you say it," Dino stated huskily, a smile dangling on the corner of his lips as he pressed them to Xanxus' forehead, his eyelids, peppering Xanxus' entire face with kisses.
"No,"
"Please?"
"Fine," Xanxus grumbled, blushing. He really couldn't deny Dino anything. "I want you inside of me."
"Good, let me grab a condom," Dino said. He was about to move to do so until—
"We don't fucking need one unless you've been fucking other people while I was sealed up, scum." Xanxus' eyes narrowed, lips tightening. He didn't like the thought of Dino having sex with other people. Dino was his.
"I haven't," Dino admitted.
The only person he could ever want was Xanxus.
"Then no condom, trash,"
"Lube?"
"No,"
"I have to prepare you, and I can't do that without lube," Dino stated matter-of-factly. "It'll hurt without it, and I don't want to hurt you."
"Fine." Xanxus sighed, giving in.
"Good." Dino moved towards Xanxus' nightstand and started rummaging through his drawers, and later pulled out a bottle of lube. He checked its date, making sure it would still be in use. He went back to Xanxus and gripped his things and lifted them onto his shoulder, opening the bottle of lube and pouring it over his fingers, rubbing them together to get an even covering. "Are you ready, baby?"
"Yeah." Xanxus nodded as Dino rubbed comforting circles in his thing with his free hand and brushed a lube-covered finger over his entrance.
Xanxus flinched slightly at the cold, wet feeling, stiffing up without realizing. "Relax, baby," Dino murmured softly, turning his head and kissing the scar on Xanxus' leg. "Just relax."
Xanxus took a few deep breaths, relaxing as Dino slowly slid a finger inside.
It was strange having Dino's finger inside of him after eight years of being stuck in ice.
It made him feel like a virgin again as he felt Dino's finger push against his walls, forcing them to loosen and allowing it to enter.
"Tell me if it hurts," Dino said, swirling his finger around once it was entirely inside.
Xanxus moaned as Dino moved his finger around.
Dino pulled back a little before pushing back inside, repeating the motion until he could smoothly thrust a finger in and out of Xanxus.
Xanxus moaned breathily as Dino eased another finger inside. He closed his eyes, enjoying the feeling of his inner walls being pried open by Dino's fingers after so long.
"Fuck!" Xanxus jerked in surprise as Dino angled his fingers upwards and made pleasure erupt through his body; clearly, haven hit his prostate.
"There it is~," Dino purred, licking his lips.
Xanxus mewled when Dino angled his fingers again, continuing to thrust, hitting Xanxus' prostate over and over, adding a third finger.
Xanxus gripped the bedsheets as moans escaped his lips, withering and begging for more. He could feel himself building up to an orgasm when Dino pulled out his fingers.
"Why the fuck….?" Xanxus started to protest before trailing off as Dino opened the bottle of lube again and coated his cock, making sure it was generously covered.
Xanxus slid his legs off of Dino's shoulders as Dino wiped his hands on the bedsheets before looking at Xanxus. "Are you ready, baby?"
"Yeah." Xanxus opened his legs as Dino scooted between them and positioned himself at his entrance.
"I'm going inside, okay?" Dino warned, pressing his erection into Xanxus.
Once the tip was inside, Dino took Xanxus' hand and hovered over him, resting his forehead against Xanxus'. "Are you okay, baby?"
"I'm fine." Xanxus took shallow breaths as Dino inched inside, taking breaks every so often.
Xanxus kissed Dino as Dino eased in the last few centimetres, allowing Xanxus to adjust to his entire length.
"Can I start moving, baby?" Dino whispered in his ear.
"Yeah." Xanxus wrapped his arms around Dino's neck.
"Alright." Dino barely moved the first time, slowly pulling back each time until his entire length was sliding in and out of Xanxus.
Xanxus threw his head back and moaned loudly as Dino hit his prostate.
He had missed the feeling of having Dino inside of him, thrusting into him.
"Fuck!" Xanxus couldn't stop moaning. It felt so good. The rest of the world didn't exist. It was just him, Dino and mind-numbing pleasure.
"You feel so good, Xan," Dino groaned, pressing his face into Xanxus' shoulder as he thrust hard. "You're so good for me, baby. "
Xanxus clung onto Dino desperately as he was completely taken over by pleasure, as Dino continued to shower him with praises.
Each thrust slammed directly into Xanxus' prostate, leaving him a moaning, incomprehensive mess.
His body moved in sync with Dino's thrusts, their flames engulfing the room, coiling and sinking into each other.
The slapping sound of skin, moans and the creaking of the bed echoed through Xanxus' bedroom, making them both glad the walls were soundproof, and none of Xanxus' guardians were home.
"Fuck…Baby, you feel amazing…" Dino panted, kissing him. "You're so fucking beautiful."
"Fuck…Harder!" Xanxus cried out.
Dino stopped. "Are you sure, baby?" he said. "I won't hold back."
"I'm sure, Dino," Xanxus stated, glancing up at Dino through half-lidded eyes, pupils blown wide, cheeks flushed as sweat dripped down his naked body and stuck to his forehead. "I want you to fuck me harder."
Dino grinned. "Anything for you, baby." He pulled nearly all the way out then slammed back in, over and over, plowing into him, his golden-brown eyes locking with Xanxus' as they moved together, edging closer and closer to the edge.
"Fuck! Love you, Dino…!" Xanxus was babbling as disjointed words were pushed out of him with each slam of Dino's thrusting cock. His leaking prick throbbing and jerking against his scarred stomach.
He needed to cum, could feel the pressure building in his sac. Xanxus was teetering on the edge, barely holding on by his fingertips.
"Fuck!" Dino grunted, his thrusts becoming jerky, hips loosening, burying himself balls deep into Xanxus, arching his back. "Cum for me, baby."
Xanxus came, shooting pulse after pulse of seed across his scarred stomach and chest, cumming so hard he saw stars as he screamed Dino's name to the ceiling.
The sound of Xanxus screaming his name and the convulsion of his orgasm sent Dino over the edge, and he came hard, filling Xanxus with his seed.
...
Completely spent, he collapsed onto Xanxus. "Xan," he spoke as Xanxus stroked his hair, his wrath flames purring in satisfaction.
"Hmmm," Xanxus hummed, raising an eyebrow.
"Marry me," Dino said suddenly serious, glancing up at Xanxus with a mixture of affection, possessiveness and love. So much love. It—
"Propose properly, trash," Xanxus grumbled, glancing away. It was overwhelming. He could feel his heart pounding in his chest and butterflies fluttering in his stomach. He—
"I will," Dino promised. "Just wait a few days."
"Oaky…."
He loved him.
I never this was a slow burn. The next chapter will be up somewhere next week. Probably. As always reviews are appreciated. XD
