I'm having problems with my computer and my grammar is failing a bit but I want you to have this long chapter in the meantime. I had already started on it and it only needed editing that's why we are having it sooner than expected. I had also planned to share my stories with other fanfiction websites. I also have a warning, this chapter has (M) in it so be careful. Enjoy.
Jan Di carefully cleaned the table and took away the dishes with a smile on her face. She was supposed to be meeting Ji Hoo for a movie date at 9 pm. She wondered how long the movie would take but the point was spending time with Ji Hoo even if they were already having problems with Gu Jun Pyo.
Her best friend and master of the porridge shop observed their friend as she couldn't wipe a smile off her face since she entered the porridge shop. Her best friend being curious, sneaking up on her from behind "So…are you official with Ji Hoo sunbae?" she asked grinning at her best friend's reaction
"…um…we're getting to know each other and he even invited me for a movie at his theatre." she chuckled and walked away with the dishes
"That's great," she wondered whether to tell her friend at how F4's renowned Casanova grabbed her and took her to his studio without her permission to help him convince her best friend to stop going out with Ji Hoo and instead to start going out with the arrogant Gu Jun Pyo. But if she told her, she would throw a fit and attack him which would make her feel better.
Ji Hoo sat in his theatre waiting patiently for Jan Di for a movie date. He had asked his driver to pick her up from the porridge shop. He had chosen a romantic Chinese series. They would watch at least two episodes a day as they get to know each other
His secretary had bought popcorn and some juice.
His mind wandered back to the night before his first love left. They had had an intense conversation where he expressed his feeling towards her but his mind wasn't with her. He kept remembering how he had shouted at Geum Jan Di for eating her pride and kneeling in front of Seo Hyun begging for her to stay for his sake but thinking about how he yelled at her, made him want to apologize over and over.
He hadn't meant to yell at her but it was too much, the sight of her going on her and begging Seo Hyun to stay for his sake had made him lose his cool.
Jan Di was picked up by Ji Hoo's driver and escorted into the big Su-Am private theatre. There was a big screen attached to the white wall. Her eyes settled on the Golden boy who was comfortable in the Plush cream cushions who was lost in thoughts and hadn't recognized her presence.
After a few seconds, Ji Hoo turned around and his eyes settled on Jan Di who shyly stood a few feet away from where he was she was innocently swinging her arms in a childlike manner wearing a shy smile on her face. He immediately went to her giving her a hug and a kiss on the cheek. His hands settled on her back and led her to their seats. There was a small table before their seats. It had two glasses of juice and two big bags of popcorn.
Ji Hoo beckoned her to sit and he took a seat himself. "Sunbae, which movie are we watching?" she asked as the song began. Ji Hoo offered her popcorns and juice and she began shoving the corns in her mouth. Ji Hoo tossed an affectionate smile and encouraged her to continue.
"The Romance of Tiger and Rose," he replied. It was a romantic Chinese based series where a young scriptwriter (Rosie) falls ill while working on a script and wakes up as one of her characters. She becomes the third princess who is greatly despised by everyone in the whole city and is doomed to die on her wedding night at the hands of her husband Henry
The movie began. It was translated into English. It had no subtitles and even though Jan Di understood English, she was somehow getting lost. Ji Hoo at one point explained the scenes she wasn't following. They made comments about how the female lead fell ill and became one of the characters.
Ji Hoo kept on finding ways to touch her here and there as they commented about the movie on how the female character always found a way to set him up with her sister so that she could return to her modern world. They shared popcorns once she finished hers. The evening progressed, and Ji Hoo was getting to know the commoner who was focused on the series and humming to the song playing at the end of the series. Ji Hoo and Jan Di grew comfortable with each other
Ji Hoo and Jan Di nested against each other as episode two ended and they didn't want to move. Ji Hoo wrapped his arm around her shoulder and she nested in his chest. She still remembers how she was comfortable in the morning. She wrapped her arms around his waist
"Jan Di," he called her.
"Mmm…" she sighed holding him tighter
"We should do this again, Right?" he suggested and he felt her nod. He pressed his lips on her forehead and began stroking her back.
"Sunbae…am very happy that you didn't go after Unnie" she uttered out without even realizing what she just said.
"Me too" he replied before bringing her out of his chest. He looked into her eyes and he couldn't totally explain what was really happening but what he knew was that he liked Geum Jan Di and it was an honest fact and no one could change it. He stroked her cheek with the back of his knuckles and brought his lips to hers.
After he broke the kiss, he rested his forehead against hers. Their eyes remained closed enjoying the feeling of the other. Ji Hoo began nuzzling his nose against hers, he planted a few lingering kisses on her nose and then proceeded to her lips leaving her breathless.
"Let's have dinner…" he suggested
…
The meal had been one of the best Jan-di had ever tasted. The restaurant was dim and swanky and romantic. Ji-Hoo guided her out of the restaurant with a gentle hand at the small of her back.
"Would you like to go for a walk?" he offered. "There's something I'd like to show you."
She smiled and nodded.
And then something happened. He took her hand and laced his strong fingers through hers.
It was simultaneously the most exhilarating and most natural thing in the whole world. Their hands fit together like they'd been designed to match. Ji-Hoo's eyes met hers for just a moment. He smiled softly and Jan Di felt a jolt in her chest. She knew he felt it too.
This was all she wanted, it was all she'd ever wanted. This connection with another human being who has always protected her from the beginning.
He guided her through the crowded street, dodging pedestrians and street vendors until the crowd disappeared completely. He slowed his pace and then she felt his thumb stroke the back of her hand not once but several times. The little motion sent a thrill through her body.
He stopped just before a bridge.
"Are you ready?" He asked, his eyes twinkling with the promise of a surprise.
"Yes?" She laughed.
He pulled her with him as he began to cross the bridge, the moonlight sparkled off the waves far below. And just as they reached the centre of the crossing, a firework exploded over the water.
Jan-di gasped in surprise. Ji-Hoo was delighted as he scooped her into his arms and spun her to face the water, tucking his arms around her. She could feel his warm breath in her hair and tickling her neck. She let her fingers trace over his hands as the fireworks exploded above them.
"Wow, this is so beautiful" she breathed as she turned to face him. "What is this place called?"
"This is the Han river bridge, I have always wanted to share this special place with someone and I got this chance" he replied still enjoying the fireworks that were being produced by the water.
Ji-Hoo kept her within his embrace, even as she turned, never releasing her from his hold.
"Jan Di-ah, I want to get to know you and know me as well and whatever happens in these coming days, I want you to know, I like you very much and you're special to me," he said as he leaned to plant the softest of kisses on her forehead.
She blushed at the simple, easy way he did it. Her eyes kept travelling back to his lips as he stood, only inches away from her, with his arms protectively wrapped around her. "I promise that we'll get through this together," she said quietly, daring to place a hand lightly on either side of his waist. She could tell by the change in his expression that he hadn't missed the little change. The boldness of returning his embrace. His hopeful eyes dropped to her lips that were making him yearn and take him for a kiss. Jan Di pulled in a needy breath. Could he be feeling the way she did? Had things changed for him too? What was happening?
Slowly, haltingly, he tugged her closer, waiting for her to pull away or tell him to stop. But she didn't. She tilted her face to his and held his gaze as he pulled her in.
And then she felt his hands raise to her head and drew her closer to his face.
She drew in a raggedy breath and slid her hands up to his chest. His heart was pounding beneath her fingers. "Ji Hoo," she started, not even sure what to say next. How could she tell him everything that had happened inside her ever since they met? Would he even understand?
He lowered his head so that his forehead just touched the top of hers. "Jan Di-ah," he whispered, "I want to give myself to you with everything that I have and I am…"
She closed the distance between them then.
His lips were soft and warm and inviting.
Her lips parted.
His hand stole to her face, his thumb caressing her jaw and tilting her face up to give him better access.
Jan Di slid one hand into his hair bringing him closer to her. The kiss grew needy and urgent as if they both felt something chasing them and if they pulled apart, it would catch them and tear them from one another.
She felt as if she'd forgotten to breathe. Ji Hoo's arm was tight around her waist, holding her to him as he explored her mouth fully without hesitating.
At last, she pulled away, drawing in a few desperate breaths and before her breath could go back to normal, Ji Hoo recaptured her lips with his own giving the deep wet kisses that sucked the breath out of her. His arms pressed into her back while hers were on his chest giving a few innocent caresses until both of them moaned in unison. They pulled away breathlessly. Neither of them spoke. He just pulled her close and she rested her cheek against his shoulder. They were happy together than apart anyway, why should two people be separated when everything is drawing them to each other. And so they stood. Together on the bridge while the world moved around them.
For that moment neither one thought of the storm that was brewing. Or the consequences that were about to come.
Ji Hoo took Jan Di back to her home on his motorbike. Ji Hoo pulled in front of Jan Di's dry cleaners. They lingered there for a while before she dismounted his bike. He did the same, taking off their helmets, he offered to take her to her house.
Silently climbing the stairs while holding hands, Ji Hoo and Jan Di arrived at the door "Would you like to come in?" she asked before placing a key card on the door
"Will it be OK?" he asked hesitantly. He didn't know it would be soon to meet her parents. He was extremely anxious that his hands began to sweat. It has been long since he last felt the warmth of a family and maybe this is what he needed to feel safe again.
"Come in," she beckoned him. He walked into the small apartment and he immediately felt warm and complete. He looked around the small home that was well organized and finally his eyes settled on the three people who were watching him closely like hungry wolves.
"Wow!" Jan Di's mother exclaimed, her mouth hung open and she dropped the spoon she was using to eat. The first time laying eyes on the handsome man. She turned to her husband who was dumbstruck at the sight before him. He had tossed the chopsticks down, his mouth hung open.
"Good evening," Ji Hoo bowed from where he was standing. Jan Di smiled and offered him a seat at the table. Kang San, Jan Di's brother came to his side and began fawning over him. praising him since he was in front of his idol.
Jan Di's parents began to ask about his intentions over their daughter and what was expected of him. He replied politely to their questions especially when they asked what his intentions were for their beloved daughter and smiling at Jan Di's brother who was making funny remarks and asking him to stay for the night. They offered him tea since he had already eaten dinner with Jan Di
"I didn't bring anything to wear," he said. It was obvious he wanted to stay but he didn't want to impose so he politely declined...
"Don't worry, you will get what to put on," Jan Di's father said and rushed to his bedroom after a few seconds, he came out with blue pair of Pajamas and a new white towel he could use during his stay. Jan Di led him to their bathroom to shower. He thought he would feel awkward being with strangers but with every minute he stayed, the more he became comfortable. After showering and getting changed, he came out wearing his pajamas, he asked Jan Di to go out for a walk.
Jun Pyo sat in his black lotus outside Jan Di's home. He had followed Jan Di and Ji Hoo from the movies to dinner. He watched Ji Hoo surprise Jan Di with the beautiful scenery of the Han River. He watched them having passionate kisses before the beautiful scenery. He wanted all of that for himself, he wanted all of it.
He followed them from the Han River to Jan Di's home and he saw how she invited him to come inside her home. "I'm sure they're praising him now" he got out of the car and walked upstairs to introduced himself as well. He raised his hand to knock but pulled back when Jan Di and Ji Hoo came out. "What are you doing here?" Jan Di asked in a harsh whisper. She was wearing matching blue pajamas with Ji Hoo.
"I came here to talk to you" he lied. He had wanted to spend a night to show her that he was serious about her more than Ji Hoo
"Jan Di-ah,"
Ji Hoo stood in between her and Gu Jun Pyo. He gently grasped her wrist and led her back to the house. He placed a kiss on her forehead before closing the door. He turned to look at Jun Pyo before asking him to talk
"What are you playing at Gu Jun Pyo?" he asked in stern turn of the voice
"Nothing," Jun Pyo looked Ji Hoo straight in the eyes with a cold stare
Ji Hoo clenched his jaw. "You showing up is nothing? Do you think I can't see through you? You've been following us the entire night and you call this nothing? Try harder…?" he barked at him
"You tell me; it was you who stole her from me" Jun Pyo snapped at him
Ji Hoo didn't respond for a while before replying "Is she a toy that we own?" he snarled
Jun Pyo didn't respond, he looked away breathing heavily.
"Well, what are you waiting for?" he roughly turned his best friend to face him. "Answer me?"
"If you followed Noona, I'd had stood a chance, I'd be the one up there being received warmly, I'd be the one wearing these pajamas and not you" he snapped back at his friend and threw a punch but he was prepared and dodged it. Ji Hoo held his fist and squeezed…
"I asked you a question and you haven't answered me yet, Is Geum Jan Di a toy to you that you have to own? Did you put a mark on her showing that she's yours?" he asked calmly as he could but his cold voice raising in volume
"No," he shot back "But…" he found himself on the ground. He touched his cheek and stared up at Ji Hoo, his brow wrinkled.
"This punch was for throwing your stupid whims over a girl who has emotions and shows no interest in you, for injuring her the other day and for acting as if the entire world belongs to you, I don't care if you're the heir of Shinhwa and you own the entire business world but if you attempt anything stupid like this again, I will forget who you're" he hissed and walked back but he didn't get far, he watched Jun Pyo's shadow stand with a huge stick in arms and was ready to strike but another voice stopped him
"Gu Jun Pyo…" Jan Di came rushing downstairs. He immediately dropped the stick and felt ashamed for what he was about to do "How dare you? you're in my home and this is private property, how dare you raise your hand on my guest? No, on my boyfriend" she asked standing protectively in front of Ji Hoo.
Ji Hoo looked at Jan Di and wondered if she was tall, would she be able to protect her like she is doing now?
"I was just trying to protect you because he doesn't love you, he just slept with Noona. Do you think he would love you?"
"And you think you know what that word means?" she snapped at him again
"…I…um…" he stammered
"No, you don't. Otherwise, you wouldn't have that pathetic look on your face" she replied holding Ji Hoo's hand and leading him back to the house. Ji Hoo shot him a winning look before following Jan Di back.
Jun Pyo clenched his jaw and collapsed on the ground, he hadn't meant to get on Jan Di's bad side but he screwed up. He began to cry reminiscing about the past of how he had broken Ji Hoo's robot, the present at how Ji Hoo found three boys trying to rape Jan Di because he had ordered it and the future of how Ji Hoo will be happy and he will forever remain cold and empty.
As he cried, he felt a gentle hand on his shoulder, "Jan Di-ah" he said turning his head anxiously only to see his sister by his side "Oh, it's you"
"Let's go" he led her out of the dark premises to her car
"You know, you don't have to force her if she doesn't like you, don't be childish" his sister reprimanded him. She cast one last look to Jan Di's home and got inside the car
Jun Pyo, if you love someone, you don't need to hurt your friends just to get her. This small lesson will teach you for your past deeds
"Sunbae…" Jan Di whispered against his chest. It was strange why they allowed Ji Hoo and Jan Di to share a bed in her bedroom. Although it was obvious that they trusted Ji Hoo so much that he wouldn't do anything to her.
"I'm alright, thank you for protecting me back there" he grinned remembering a short girl standing in between two tall boys who are fighting to gain her favor. He leaned in, pressing a sweet kiss on her nose and poking his index finger on her cheek and staring into each other's eyes…
"Have you ever thought of this day?" she asked him "…I mean you and me in the same room and same bed?" she shyly looked at the white ceiling
"Your parents allowed me to stay here in your room because they know I'm a decent man and I wouldn't attempt to do anything with you but…" he leaned forward, trapping her legs with his and began to plant moist kisses on her face
Jan Di became nervous as Ji Hoo came closer and now finally was on top of her. And she jumped when she felt him take hold of her arms and rose them above her head—startling her from her reverie. "Are you…OK?"
Jan Di gave a small laugh. "Of course, Sunbae. Why wouldn't I be?"
Ji Hoo began lightly stroking her hands and laced them with his, sending chills all throughout her body.
"Well, you seem a bit…nervous. Are you nervous being here with me in the same bed, Jan Di-ah?" he spoke softly, as he tucked a piece of her hair behind her ear.
She laughed showing she was nervous about how they were in bed. "No, of course not!"
Ji Hoo smiled faintly. "Alright then…"
Jan Di silenced him with a kiss, which Ji Hoo eagerly participated in. He touched and tasted her lips and began exploring her with his hands. Then, Ji Hoo placed kisses upon each cheek before trailing his lips down her neck. Jan Di let out a sudden gasp of pleasure from the sensation that snuck up and overtook her.
Their kisses further intensified, becoming feverish, burning, and Ji Hoo thoroughly—yet quickly—attended to her lips before progressing downward. Jan Di let out a pleasurable gasp before shutting her eyes and enjoying the sensation of his soft, moist lips upon her neck.
Then, Ji Hoo released her hands and brought them to his neck. Supporting his own body weight, he hovered over her and temporarily ceased his kisses and touches. Ji Hoo took a moment to gaze down lovingly into Jan Di's eyes, and he brushed the back of his hand against her cheek. Sometimes he still couldn't believe she was his…and they were here forgetting all the problems that his best friend had caused.
When Ji Hoo remained as he was, she brushed a finger against his lower lip. And he pressed a kiss into it. This seemed to waken him, and he began kissing down her neck again. He opened the zipper of her pajama sweater and when no resistance came he opened it fully exposing her naked chest, he began to caress her shoulders and collarbone with his lips. Jan Di sighed and wrapped her arms tight around his neck, holding him there. And then, his hands began to wander, all the while kissing her, caressing her back, her behind, her breasts, her stomach… And they began moving against each other for the first time.
Jan Di grasped onto his arm as he sucked on her right breast which nearly did her. He silenced her moan with a kiss. He turned to the door just in case her parents wouldn't get in but he was determined to prove to her that he was a man, not a celestial who could control his body.
"Shhh, someone might come in" he whispered zipping up his zipper and hers which was too difficult for him but he had to do it. He peeled himself away from her and brought her to his body. "Jan Di-ah,"
"Hmm" she muttered
"Don't ever leave my side no matter what, OK?"
"Mm, I promise," she responded affirmatively hugging him around his waist and resting her head on his chest. They managed to settle down, and together, they drifted off to sleep, holding hands.
A month later… (Valentine's day)
Ji Hoo and Jan Di had become a public couple where they held hands, hugged in public and also shared food. Ji Hoo often returned to her home, especially when inviting her out, he would bring some gifts for her parents and brother. Ji Hoo and Jan Di no longer feared anyone, especially Gu Jun Pyo who had promised Ji Hoo to kick him out of the F4 but it was a mere empty threat. Valentines was fast approaching and Jan Di was learning how to bake so she could share something with Ji Hoo on a special day.
She was learning a special recipe for making moon cakes at the porridge shop. "So you're saying that's all you did together?" Jan Di was in her chair preparing ingredients for the moon cakes and Ga Eul has been trying for weeks to get her best friend to tell her what happened between her and her boyfriend. She didn't want to talk about her secret passionate encounters. She didn't want to tell her best friend that she was no longer innocent as she used to be because Ji Hoo was teaching her a lot of things and she was also teaching him.
Two weeks ago…
Ji Hoo found Jan Di in his favorite corner waiting for him. He had asked her to meet up but his words dried up when he set her eyes on her.
"Jan Di-ah...," Ji Hoo whispered.
"Hm?" She looked at him curiously, as he inched closer to her. And then he took her face in his hands. She met his eyes, just in time to see a look of pure love and longing before he captured her lips with his own. He stroked her cheek lightly with his thumb as he deepened the kiss. As their tongues mingled, Jan Di thought of the first time he'd given her such a kiss, she'd been utterly shocked and didn't know what to do. She was also thinking how amazing it was, and she wondered what was to come next…
They finally broke the kiss, panting faintly. They looked at one another, and the tension surrounding them was intense. They quickly began to peel off their clothes. Ji Hoo removed her blazer and tossed it to the ground while she removed his black coat and tossed it to the ground. lately, he hasn't been wearing much of white. Sometimes it would be black, or red which surprised his friends and most people at school
He removed her tie and proceeded to unbutton her shirt and left it hung open on her body revealing her white soft skin. He could see she was wearing a light strapless pink bra with flowers designed on the cups.
Jan Di began to unbutton his shirt as well and when she fumbled with them, he took her hands in his and placed a kiss upon each knuckle. Then, he unfastened the remaining ones for her. He didn't remove it entirely but left it hung on his body as well. He brought her hand to his chest while looking for any hesitation.
Breathing hard, Jan Di began tracing a finger along the curves of Ji Hoo's chest and the other hand rested on his abdomen. Meanwhile, Ji Hoo took a moment to gaze down upon her and adore every inch. He wrapped his arm around her waist and dragged her to him. His hands traveled to her upper back and unclasped her bra.
Ji Hoo was slowly enjoying the soft warm firm breast on his chest. He led her back on the wall, grinding against her pelvis. He proceeded to capture her lips once more with his. Their hands began to wander southwards, Ji Hoo took her left breast in his mouth. As he sucked on her nipple, his other hand tucked under her skirt and settled on her underwear.
Ji Hoo brought his lips back up to hers and kissed her deeply. As their tongues mingled, he began stroking her through her panties. And Jan Di felt her body begin to move on its own. It felt so good that she couldn't contain her sighs or whimpers, and her lower body involuntarily thrust into his hand. Caught up in the moment, Ji Hoo tucked his hand inside her panties. His long fingers slid down, grazing over her pelvis and stopping just at her entrance. And slowly, he curled up a finger inside of her.
Jan Di gasped and squirmed at the sudden sensation, he opened his zipper and tugged her hand inside his trouser and she began to innocently stroke him.
They both had already passed the point where they would normally cut things off. He wasn't ready to turn back now that he had his finger inside her while she had hers on him. He did everything he could control it after that one time he had shared a bed with her and now, it was useless. He fingered her inside. And Jan Di grasped on him. When Ji Hoo found the right spot he continued, determined to make her feel as good as he possibly could.
Her body began twitching and writhing in pleasure as he swirled his fingers around within her. She tried to silence her moans, but as she stroked him with his help at how he liked it, she gave in to the sensations. "Oh, oh, Ji…Hoo…," her voice came out at first in an insistent whisper, and then grew louder, "…Ji Hoo…Ji Hoo…Ji Hoo!"
The sound of her calling out his name nearly did him in. He growled in approval and began working faster as his body was tensing up. A small cry escaped her lips, which he shushed with a kiss. His movements and her reactions continued to build and build until she reached her orgasm…she later felt a hot liquid on her, his member softened in her hand.
Afterwards, they both relaxed and tried to breathe. Turning to look at each other, they both whispered, "Amazing…" smiling at their comment, he leaned and kissed her.
Jan Di released him and he did the same
"It would have been better if we're somewhere more private" he whispered sheepishly
Present…
"You're saying you had a make-out session on the stairwell and nobody saw you? That was so romantic" she sighed dreamily looking up
"Mmm" she nodded and Ga Eul squealed happily asking her to continue talking. But she had nothing to say and continued looking through some videos on how to make moon cakes and chocolates. "Ga Eul, it's embarrassing, I can't tell you more"
Jan Di walked outside and Ga Eul continued to sway her to add some more juices leaving their master also frowning at how Jan Di left the story unfinished "Come on Jan Di-ah, tell me more," she tugged her friend's sleeve
"OK," she groaned "I can't believe I'm telling you this" she sighed and looked back at her friend "We…we…"
"Jan Di-ah," Ji Hoo's sweet voice stopped her from talking. She sighed heavily and rushed to him leaving her best friend frowning.
I can't believe he came at the juiciest moment. She turned and mustered a full smile at the couple, "Ji Hoo sunbae," Ga Eul bid them bye.
"Are you ready?" he asked holding her hand
"Yes,"
Ji Hoo opened the door of his white Escalade asking her to sit and he sat next to her. The ride was silent up to her home. They had made plans to have dinner on Valentine's at his favorite American restaurant downtown. He offered her a box saying he would come to pick her up at 6 pm. It wasn't like Ji Hoo undermined her clothes but by now he knew her well that she normally felt uncomfortable with her ordinary clothes. He had decided to buy her a dress for their date to make her feel more comfortable
…
Jan Di stepped out in a white short sleeveless round neck jumpsuit with a black belt attached to it. He had also put a flower charm necklace with earrings that were in a jewelry box. It looked fancy and expensive but it made her feel loved and appreciated for how simple she was. She found Ji Hoo chatting with her brother.
Ji Hoo stared at her, love-stricken a new as she stood in their small living room waiting for approval. He shoved his hands into the pockets of his white suit pants. She looked down and smiled Why did I buy for her this because I won't be able to handle it.
"You look beautiful, Jan Di-ah," he said and she smiled looking down.
"And you look handsome…" her brother and parents watched the exchange of these two finding it rather cute and entertaining
"Shall we go?" he offered her his hand. She slowly slipped her small hand in his. He raised her hand to his lips leaving a sweet kiss there before leading her to his car.
…
Ji Hoo led Jan Di into the large American restaurant in downtown Seoul, and Jan Di immediately felt warm, Ji Hoo complimented her the second time that she looked beautiful. The dining room was elegantly decorated with large crystal chandeliers, expensive floral arrangements, and beautifully laid out tables with red-linen tablecloths and romantic lighting. Each table had a bottle of wine or champagne
They sat at their table near the window where they could see the city and in a far distance, she could see the Han River bridge brightly illuminated with its beautiful colors. Ji Hoo pulled out the chair for her and took a seat opposite her. She placed a napkin cloth on her lap as he had done the same.
The waitress came and handed them the menu and she lingered on their table.
"Jan Di-ah, what do you want to eat?" he asked browsing through the menu
"I don't know…can you order for me?" she asked in a childlike voice
He nodded and turned to the waitress. He said something in English which Jan Di hardly noticed what it meant.
Ji Hoo and Jan Di enjoyed the lovely American dinner. They were served grilled meat with steamed lime rice with mashed potatoes and veggies. Jan Di looked at the cutlery and wondered how she could use it and cut her food. She was about to ask him to cut for her when…
"Here," he gave her his plate with everything cut well. She mouthed a thank you to him and began to eat more dignified than usual. She didn't want to embarrass him in public at her eating habits even though he wouldn't mind but still, it was improper.
…
"Jan Di…" Ji Hoo didn't if he would be able to control himself. His hand lingered on her wrist stopping her from leaving. He laced his fingers with hers for the second time. He took her other hand and stepped closer resting his forehead against hers, their eyes fluttered shut taking in the other's presence. His breath tickled the skin on her neck
There was so much he wanted to tell her, about his real feelings, his dreams for both of them. But he thought that his actions were enough for her to understand what he was doing. They have been dating for a month now and he felt like he had known her from his previous life. He thought that maybe since Seo Hyun was gone, she would be a rebound but it was a lie, he had already fallen in love with her before he knew it.
She touched his face as he was deep in thoughts "Ji Hoo-ah…," he immediately placed a hand against her warm one
"You know; I have been meaning to ask you to be my…girlfriend even if you're but I wanted it to be official. So will you be…my girlfriend?"
At that moment, Jan Di was in silence. She knew she shouldn't be but she was in a state of shock, not breathing and deeply looking into his hopeful eyes. Ever since they started dating, they seemed to understand each other, they did everything together but hearing him ask her to be his girlfriend robbed her of her breath and couldn't think straight
He waited for her answer patiently, looking in her doe eyes and when she took more time than answering he continued talking "I want to be by your side as your most trusted friend, I want to protect you like my eyes, cherish you and grow up with you loving and cherishing you. Jan Di-ah be my girlfriend"
"Yes-yes, I want to be your girlfriend!"
And his simile could have lit the entire house.
Ji Hoo led Jan Di to the living room and on the coffee table, there was a velvet small jewelry box. He smiled and presented it to her to open it. Jan Di hesitantly opened it and revealed a sterling silver blue diamond delicate snowflake bracelet with the infinity charm, a small wire-wrapped freshwater pearl, sterling snowflake charm (2versions; 6-branch and 12-branch), the sterling diamond chain closed with a lobster clasp and with 'JJ' engraved at the back "I hope you like it."
"Wow, it's beautiful" she looked into Ji Hoo's eyes which were shining with happiness and back down at the bracelet. She recalled the chocolates and mooncakes she made him "But…this looks expensive and I didn't…" he leaned to kiss her on the nose silencing her protest.
"Let me put it on you."
Jan Di watched him the entire time as he clasped the bracelet on her wrist. It was nice to feel him this close. She watched his soft full pink lips curve into a small smile, his dark lashes fluttering. She raised her free hand to his cheekbone and caressed it lightly. "There" he pulled back smiling at her
"Thank you, sunbae" she smiled and threw her arms around his waist. She then pulled him down by the tie and gave him a sweet kiss which he reciprocated immediately. He wrapped his arms around her waist and drew her closer to him for a deep kiss. He brought his hand to her cheek and caressed it with his fingertips as his mouth moved against hers.
He finally broke the kiss and rested his forehead against hers. Her nerves temporary vanished, she has been feeling uneasy since dinner, the way he had been staring at her made her think of what could happen between them. She slid her arms around his neck "You know, I made you something…for this day but I will give it to you tomorrow"
"OK, so would you like to stay for the night?" he asked as he planted a few soft lingering kisses on her nose, her eyes
"OK, I will stay…"
He captured her lips in the middle in a firm yet soft kiss, and a rush of pleasure spread throughout her body in waves. Her hands instinctively settled on his chest, and his arms wrapped around her waist as he gently sucked upon her bottom lip. Her fingers wandered up to his chest, to his shoulders, and into his hair, and he turned her just enough to where her back was facing the side of the coffee table and pressed in slightly. He moved his lips steadily over hers, and she responded in kind, opening her mouth while mussing his auburn hair, the hair she had come to enjoy touching over the time they have been together. He pressed his strong hands into the small of her back, causing a shiver to run a course through her body, and he bent her back slightly. His hands slid along her hips, and their lips parted just long enough for him to lift her onto the edge of the table
What had come over him? And what had come over her? Shouldn't she be telling him to stop, that they couldn't do this...not today…? But she didn't have the strength to fight it since they had done far more than this
Things were moving so fast between us that it seemed unreal...
Sensing her uneasiness, he pulled away and carried her to his bedroom. He set her feet still breathing hard, he turned to lock the door wondering if he was going to do this
…
"Jan Di-ah…" he whispered. He held her face tenderly in his hands, tracing his thumb on her cheeks and jawline.
"Hmm?"
"Jan Di-ah…" he said again and they were kissing again. The kisses were slow, deep and wet. They finally separated for air, he rested his forehead on hers "I want to let you know that whatever I'm doing, what I have been doing is for you to know I'm a man who fell in love with you not because of pain or lust but because of this intense love" he could hear her heart thumping loudly
"Su-Sunbae." he kissed her lips again forgetting everything around them. Jan Di could feel his tongue gliding along her lips begging for entrance in her mouth. She granted his request, parting her lips she invited him with a quick flick of her tongue. She pulled away to breathe and he spoke again…
"I loved you from the beginning but I was a coward to tell you" unable to resist it any longer, he took her face in his hands and leaned forward once more. With understanding minds, she began to peel his clothes away and when Jan Di fumbled with his trouser, he helped himself and both were left in their undergarments.
Eagerly and ready, Jan Di welcomed Ji Hoo's kisses with parted lips. She wound her arms around his bareback to have him closer.
Lips locked passionately, Jan Di trailed her fingers long his firm chest. When they parted for breath, Jan Di leaned back and coyly met his eyes. Ji Hoo fixed her with a stare intent upon devouring her whole that sent Jan Di backing to the bed. Hungrily, he inched closer making slow steps until she fell on the bed digging her palms into the soft bed.
He met her lips and placed his hands on her shoulders where he pushed her on the bed. He got her zipper about halfway down, she jerked away from him, "wait!" she demanded sharply
"Jan Di-ah" he whispered huskily, he then captured her lips in a deep, moist kiss. Only halfheartedly protesting and then she relaxed. Ji Hoo continued his moist kisses, he went back to the zipper again and smoothly peeled away Jumpsuits and was wearing heaving her in her pink strapless bra and the matching underwear.
Ji Hoo took a long hard look at the woman he loves beneath him with her sweet and innocent eyes that always made his heart beat faster. Ji Hoo's eyes continued to wander Jan Di's virginal body, a body that was perfectly shaped even if she failed to recognize it. The curves on her hips and breasts. It wasn't like that for a model but it was more than a beautiful sight to see
Ji Hoo wanted to take this for the rest of his life. Beginning innocently at her shoulders, he attempted to caress her so he ran his hand down her arm, across the curve of her hip and along her outer thigh. Her skin felt soft and smooth as silk, he had loved touching her skin every time they were alone.
Dancing his fingers lightly back up her inner thigh made her squirm and he paused for a moment to watch her writhe with pleasure beneath him. He grew more and more aroused every time he heard a sigh escape her mouth or twitch when he brings his hand closer especially in the back. He added a bit of pressure and she arched her back and pushed her breasts into his chest
Ji Hoo captured her lips again in a deep moist kiss, he caressed her thighs. He made his way to her breasts and lightly caressed them. He unhooked the bra with ease and tossed it to the floor.
Ji Hoo could feel Jan Di's hips involuntarily moving against his own. The self-control he had in him was slowly slipping away, he removed her underwear and tossed it to the floor. He returned to his original position, on top of her and began grinding into her, something they loved doing every time they had a make-out session either in his house or at the stairwell while they were both breathing hard looking into each other's eyes knowing that the night has just begun.
He cradled her face in his hands, his eyes roaming across it. Her lips were red and swollen from the kissing, cheeks flushed.
He swallowed before delving into her mouth again, not holding back. The kiss intensified, his hands left her face and traveled down to remove his white boxers and tossed it to the ground. He grabbed the white expensive linen and draped it over their lower bodies. Jan Di couldn't help feeling nervous and excited at the same time when he felt the tip of his hardness rub against her.
"Jan Di-ah, I promise to be gentle and slow" his voice was husky.
"I trust you" her voice was small and shy especially when she looked down at their bodies. Ji Hoo was slowly rubbing himself on her
"You know what, I love how wet you are for me" before she could say something, he slowly entered her. Everything around them disappeared as Jan Di slowly felt the pain. "I promise it will be fine" he cleaned the tears that slipped out of her eyes
Ji Hoo began to move, he raised her one hand over her head and interlaced his fingers with hers while the other did everything he could. Jan Di wound her one hand around his neck and pulled him down for a kiss. They made sure to stifle their moans because Gu Jun Pyo who has been tailing them was outside in the called
Once they got used to the sensation, she realized how good she felt. She looked at him straight in the eyes as he moved in and out of her. He was so deep and felt good that he wanted to stay there for more than his lifetime
Ji Hoo kept on giving sweet words and complimenting her like; I feel complete when I'm inside of you or you have the sweetest lips which made her smile. He leaned down and captured her lips in a short passionate kiss, he halted his thrusting in her.
Jan Di had trapped him so tightly that he couldn't move for a moment. He gave her another deep wet kiss and when he finally came to his senses, he had finished all his desire inside her.
They were both breathing hard looking at each other wondering how it came to an end
Ji Hoo held his weight above her, hunger for her was written all over his face. He still wanted more. He pulled out and rolled her to her side and raised her leg to his shoulder and thrust into her without thinking twice.
"Ohh, Ji Hoo…Ji Hoo-ah" she called out as he entered her. The transition from the new position was smooth and deeper. It gave her slightly a different feel, she could hear the sensual collide of their fluids. The sound of flesh against flesh was also loudly heard in between their thrusts
Ji Hoo was enjoying every bit of the position because he could see himself thrust in and out of her, her wetness that was making the movement a lot easier. His orgasm came way faster than he thought.
He helped Jan Di also reach her peak. He was imprisoned between her wet folds. Her body tensed and her mouth opened but no sound came out. Ji Hoo drew on the hardness still in him to thrust again, so he could help her enjoy her orgasms a few more seconds.
He let her leg down and collapsed over her, "Jan Di-ah…this was amazing." He whispered against her lips. They shared slow deep kisses, looks of satisfaction. Suddenly, she felt him catch her hand; he interlaced his fingers with hers for the second time and squeezed. Feeling loved and happy, she squeezed back and they both silently stared at each other.
Eventually, Ji Hoo shifted slightly. Lifting her hand, he brought it up to his lips and kissed her knuckle. "How are you?" he asked softly, his weight still on hers
"I'm…good," she replied. Although, it really seemed too weak a descriptor.
The Golden Boy stroked her flushed cheek with the back of his hand and gave her a sweet smile. "I'm glad."
After a brief pause, she asked, "How are you?"
"I'm very well." He replied and leaned to kiss her once more
Finally, I got to finish this hell of a long chapter with mistakes. I will correct them later when I get an opportunity
Next chapter…
Sunny, Miranda and Ginger set Jan Di up by inviting her to a party to ruin her relationship with the F4 but Ji Hoo does everything he can to protect her from harm
Jan Di finally reveals a secret to Ji Hoo about his parents' death that no one in the country knows apart from his grandfather after he tells her the reason why his parents died.
Ji Hoo finally gets to give a nickname to Jan Di as their relationship becomes more stable and she also gives him a nickname after Madam Kang comes to her house to cause trouble.
