A/N : A world where Eren has an older sister named Bella Jaeger and Levi Ackerman is bit taller.

Also, an alive Sasha cause I love her so much.

Characters not mine. Just the imagination.

Also, spoilers ahead

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* THE AFTERMATH *

[ smut ahead ]

Days passed after their victory. Zeke and Eren were finally in peace. Their plan was executed and they all went home to recover.

Countries are now revisiting their laws and views towards the people of the Paradis Island and it seemed that nobody wanted to go against them, now that the Marleyans and Azumabitos are their allies.

Armin, Annie, Pieck and Reiner seemed to retain their titan abilities, but have lost their life sentence. Probably Eren changed all of that when he took the Founding Titan's ability.

They were made Ambassadors of peace, along with Jean. Conny and Sasha, who recovered from the deep wound Gabi had inflicted on her when she was shot in the aircraft.

Levi and Bella were amongst the people who were made Ambassadors, but they both asked to go on a hiatus from Military.

Bella knew it was for the best, for her brothers to be put out of their misery, but it was still a lot to take. But she also knew that she has to live her life for the both of them.

She doesn't know if she's doing this whole recovery thing right cause she only felt numb.

Until one day, she got a knock on her door in the middle of the night.

She took a dagger and held it in her hand behind her back.

She slowly opened it and relaxed when she saw Levi Ackerman on her doorstep.

"Sorry, force of habit," she apologized and closed the door, "Would you like some tea?"

"Yes please," the man answered.

It has been days since they hae last spoken. Actually, she avoided human contact to the best that she can. Only Mikasa and Armin frequently visited her and she would sometimes go back to their home that was rebuilt. Same place, same street. They managed to find a couple of unbroken things which she kept. She's actually grateful that Mikasa decided to stay there and she would also want to go back home, except that she couldn't right now.

She's really grateful that Mikasa and Levi did what had to be done. Her brothers are now resting in eternal freedom.

Now that they're in a period of peace, her thoughts kept on lingering on Levi. She's truly indebted to the man for a lot of reasons. The times he had saved her ass, his way of comforting her by just being there and when Zeke called out to him and he sliced the life out of him. Even Zeke knew that it had to be done and it has to Levi who does it.

But she never thought of anything after the numerous moments of intimate embraces that they have shared, brief heart to heart talks and she only realized that he had a barely-there soft smile when they're riding together. And they've a LOT of almost kisses, usually interrupted by a titan, or Erwin or Hange or any of their comrades.

She didn't think they'd come out alive so she didn't do anything about it.

She could have had a love life going on if not for her idiot brothers.

"How are you?" Levi asked.

"Uhh. Alive," she answered with a shy smile.

"You?"

"Same."

She chuckled lightly and it's been a while since she let out a genuine one.

"I came here to apologize."

"For what?"

"Your brother."

"You did what was right. I couldn't do it. And Zeke realized it, too. Mikasa said Eren had a soft smile on his face, so they knew it was for the best."

"But it killed me a little that I had to do that."

"A little?"

"Partly because of you. Not much because of the lives that were taken."

"Well, technically, he ain't my family. I only found out about him when -"

"Stop pretending."

"Excuse me?"

"You can fool Mikasa or Armin or anybody. But not me. I'm not okay. I lost Isobel and Farlan on my first mission and that was ages ago. And I'm still not okay. I lost my squad, I fought Kenny and he died, I lost Erwin then Hange. Then I had to kill your brother. No I'm not okay and neither are you."

She shifted, clearly uncomfortable with their conversation, "Look, I'm really fine, Levi. Thank you for the concern but - "

They're now both standing up. Levi took a step forward toward her and she stepped back.

"I killed your older brother."

"I know. I told you to."

"And I didn't have to agree and actually deliver. I could have asked Annie, but no. I chose to do it."

"Levi -"

"I stopped you from going after Hange. You said so yourself, we could've saved her," another step.

"Levi don't -"

"I asked Erwin to die that day when he could've stayed behind so that he can oversee the whole plan and think of another strategy in case we fail," another step.

"Please, Levi -"

"I pushed Mikasa and convinced her that the only option is to kill Eren when I could have asked Armin to negotiate," one last step and he finally cornered her against the wall.

That was the last straw.

Tears were falling from her eyes as it was obvious that she could see the events flashing before her, as if she was reliving them.

"I did all that," he said, emphasizing each word, "And you? You did nothing but agree when we could have done something else."

She snapped.

Her tiny fists flew in the air and slapped him.

He took it and remained silent.

She pushed him and pounded her fists on his chest. He's taller than her, a little bit taller than Hange. He had clearly forgotten that her tiny fists are lot stronger than how they look.

She grabbed his shirt and pounded on him, crying over the numerous deaths of their comrades, how Mikasa had to endure killing the love of her life, how she lost her best friend and their friends - Miche, Eld, Erwin, Petra... A lot of people, a lot of blood.

He held her wrists to stop her, but to no avail. Then it happened. It was just a split second when their eyes locked.

They kissed. Hard, with teeth.

It was far from a romantic exchange. It was pure of anger and pain.

It was heated and rough.

She bit his lip and he hissed in pain. She soothed it with her tongue and he gripped the back of her head, locking her hair in his fist.

He can taste the blood in his mouth, unsure if it was his or hers because he bit her, too.

He devoured her mouth and he wrapped an arm around her waist and gripped it tightly that he knew it would bruise in the morning.

He pulled the neckline of her shirt hard that it stretched with a rip and he sucked on her flesh, leaving marks on her exposed skin.

She tugged on his hair with a pleasurable amount of hardness and her hands searched for his skin.

This is not going to be sweet and gentle. They're both aware of that.

And they don't care.

They knew this is going to be rough and raw. It's not out of love or romance, but out of shared anger, grief and need.

She needed to feel his warmth so she ripped the buttons of his shirt and placed her hot palm on top of his chest, right above where his heart is and continued to kiss him.

She trailed hot, wet kisses down his chest and abdomen and she loved the feeling of his toned muscles under her touch, how his skin feels hot and sweaty. She loved his scent of musk and metal, his taste of salt and soap. And his deep groans of pleasure when she took his length in her mouth, at least what her mouth could take. Captain Levi is definitely not small.

He came inside her mouth and he was even more turned on as he watched her swallow his every drop. He roughly pulled her up and placed her on top of her dining tale, discarding her clothes on the floor.

He ravaged her neck and felt her wrap her legs around his hips, feeling his member against her very wet core. He took one of her large mounds in her mouth and bit her nub, making her moan louder, He snaked an arm around her tiny waist, pulling her closer as he wanted to feel more contact.

The tiny moans that she made, her nails digging and scratching his skin in delicious pain. He swirled his tongue around her nub and she tugged his hair.

He gripped her thighs and caressed them, relishing her smooth skin and he lowered his hand and reached her wet core.

He took a swipe with his thumb, smirking at how wet she is.

He inserted one digit, making her arch her back and he buried his face in the valley of her large mounds.

He trailed kisses on her stomach and kissed some of the scars that has smoothen out, healing beautifully on her skin.

He traced her wet lips with his tongue, loving her sweet taste and he continued to eat her up, as if she's his last meal. He tasted her, made her cum multiple times and when he felt her walls clenching, he pushed his hard member inside of her.

She half hissed, half moaned in delicious pain.

Again, they knew this is not a gentle sex. It's an angry fuck filled with anguish and need.

The need to feel that they're both alive. The need to feel that they're sharing the loss of their comrades, friends and family. The need to be with someone to forget everything.

He's known to be a savage man and she's not a fragile woman either.

He didn't give her time to adjust to his size and she did not ask him to stop either.

He knew she will not bleed because their profession must have stretched her in all ways possible. Hanje gave him the lesson and Erwin gave him the stupid talk.

No. They did not make love.

They fucked. Hard.

She bit his shoulder.

He slapped her ass until it's red.

She scratched his back.

He wrapped his fingers on her throat.

She begged fo more.

He fucked her in all ways possible.

Deeper.

Faster.

Harder.

She pushed him on he ground and he let her ride him.

She buried his big length deep inside her, grinding and touching herself.

He pinched her nipples and grabbed her waist to meet her every thrust.

He pulled her against his chest, wanting to feel her skin, her sweaty body.

All night, they fucked. Not out of love or affection. They fucked because only they could share this feeling. They're the only ones left and they can only share this with each other.

"Birth control?" he asked in gritted teeth.

"Yes," she panted, "Safe."

"Good, I'm close."

With one last push, he emptied his seed in her and she loved the hot liquid filling her.

They collapsed on the ground and Levi kissed her shoulder blade.

"Feeling better?"

"You provoked me on purpose."

"Yes."

"Thanks."

She really did feel better. All the pent up emotions released and her chest feels lighter.

Maybe one day, they'll do this again out of love. But for now, this is all they could do, all they could give.

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A/N :

I have to. Levi has suffered enough and I think he deserves to have somebody who can share that kind of pain and trauma... Someone he can heal with. So I created my own character and twist. Haha. That's it. I'm excited on how the anime ending would turn out.