A/N: This fanfic contains adult language and is therefore rated M (Sapphic Smut, you've been warned). Norma Bates x Reader. For those of you who've enjoyed the first 3 chapters, here's number 4. Feel free to R&R. (This chapter contains hurt/comfort & smut, you've been warned, again.)

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The next morning you sit inside your car outside the motel trying to figure out if you should go in or just turn around and feel conflicted, last night you had a hard time falling asleep as your mind kept playing everything from the past days over and over in your head.

On the one hand you want to go in and see Norma and on the other you are not ready to face her.

Taking a deep breath you get out of your car and walk towards the office. With each step you feel your breathing going off track, your heart starts beating faster and your hands begin to feel sweaty. Trying to taking a deep breath in you feel a wave of panic wash over you, feeling as if you can't get enough air into your lungs. Finally you reach the office door, opening it while still struggling to catch your breath you take off your coat and hang it on the rack. Norma looks up from behind the desk

"Good mor-" she stops, jumps up from behind the desk and rushes over to you.

"Hunny, are you okay?"

You try to speak, but you simply can't breath, feeling as if you are being suffocated and you throat squeezes shut.

"I-" you try, but nothing else comes out.

Tears now begin to stream down your cheeks and you start to hyperventilate.

Feeling Norma's hands on your shoulders she speaks to you but her voice sounds far away.

"You need to breathe." Your vision is slowly becoming blurry and you try your best to focus on Norma's voice.

"Hun, breathe. You have to breathe."

Her voice is filled with worry, something you haven't heard before.

"God dammit! BREATHE!" she cries out and in that moment you're able to take deep breath in and let it out slowly.

"Oh thank God! Okay hunny you need to breathe with me okay.."

You look up at her and begin to copy her breathing.

"That's it, in, 1, 2, 3, out 1, 2, 3.."

Slowly you feel your heart rate slowing back to normal, your vision becomes clear and your breathing returns to normal as you look into her bright blue eyes.

"I'm sorry." you whisper.

"Hey, hey, look at me." her hands cup your face and her thumb brushes away a tear that just rolled down your cheek.

"You don't ever have to apologize to me." she says, bending over and placing her soft lips on your forehead.

As she leans in closer you can smell her perfume and something that is only Norma, it's intoxicating, yet you still feel yourself calming down as she holds you.

"Come and sit down, I'll get you some water."

She supports you, keeping her arm around you while she walks you into the back office and sits you down. As she walks out to get you a glass of water you start to feel embarrassed about what just happened and you desperately try not to let your emotions get the best of you again. She comes back holding a big glass of water.

"Here, try drinking something."

Reaching for the glass, you see that your hands are still shaking. She notices right away "Here, let me help you." she says while covering your hands with hers as you take a few sips of water.

Swallowing hard you let out a big sigh and can't help another tear escaping your eyes. She looks at you, her face filled with worry.

"Hunny, what's going on? talk to me?"

Your breath hitches in your throat before you whisper

"I can't."

"Can't what? Please, hun tell me what's going on?"

You look at her, your eyes filling with tears again

"This, I can't do this! I'm sorry, I should just go."

You want to get up and get away from here, this, the whole situation but she puts her hands on your arms holding you down in the chair.

"Please let me go!"

Your voice louder this time as tears are once again freely stream down your cheeks. She doesn't let go of her grip on you and as much as you don't want to look at her you have to.

Catching her eyes you see they are filled with something more than just concern, she looks hurt, she's hurting.

"Norma please." you plead, trying once more to get up.

She gives in, she releases her grip on you, but as soon as you stand up she pulls you in her arms, hugging you tightly. You don't resist, the way she holds you with so much desperation and need you let go and cry into her shoulder while she whispers "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."

You have no idea how much times has passed since she'd pulled you into her embrace or how long it's been since you've stopped crying but you feel her grip loosen and she pulls you back a little to look at your face.

"Is there anything I can do?" she asks softly.

The first thing that pops into your mind is telling her "You could love me" but you also know that if you say that you will probably regret it and ruin whatever this is. Looking deep into her eyes you feel so many emotion flow through you, all of them hitting you at once. You feel happiness, sadness, anger, frustration and disappointment and for some reason anger lingers while you still gather your thought. You're angry with yourself and angry and frustrated with her because you feel you will never be more than a "dirty little secret", never anything more than "a good time".

You have no idea what all of a sudden possesses you as you grab her arms and push her up against the office wall. A gasp escapes her lips as you take her arms and pin them above her head before you kiss her hard.

She moans and it jolts through your body as you push your tongue inside her mouth and deepen the kiss. As much as you feel emotionally broken your body wants this. Moving your lips down her neck you suck a little harder with each kiss. By now she's breathing heavily and you let go of her arms before you drop down to your knees and kneel before her, facing her centre. Her hands find their way into your hair as you lift up her skirt and place your lips on her damp panties. "Yes." she whimpers.

"Hold up your skirt." you say, your tone demanding.

Pulling her panties down you push her thighs apart and waste no time putting your lips on her and she gasps loud. Slipping your tongue between her folds you taste her for the first time. She moans and you feel her hand pushing herself harder onto you. The combination of her hand in your hair, the sound of her moans and the sweet taste of her arousal is overwhelming. You want to take your time exploring her, pushing your tongue inside her a few times before you start teasing her clit by just using the tip of your tongue. Her hips trust forward at the sensation and you hear her cry out.

"Oh god! Yes baby!" You repeat the same pattern until she's panting hard and her moans have grown erratic. Sucking on her clit she utters "Oh baby! I'm gonna.."

With that you stop abruptly, looking up she lets out a frustrated groan before looking down at you, confused, aroused and so close.

"Touch yourself." Her eyes grow wide at your words.

"Wh-What?" she stammers.

"I want you to touch yourself."

She sees the determination in your face and slowly brings her hand down.

"Good."

You watch her, using her fingers to rub her clit. She closes her eyes, throwing her head back against the wall while she speeds up her movements. You watch her, until you see she's getting close again.

"Look at me."

her eyes open looking down at you "I want you to look at me when you cum." and with those words you push her over the edge, crying out your name as her entire body jolts with the intensity of her orgasm.

As she slowly comes down from her high you pull her panties back up while you get up from your knees and look at her. Her face is still flushed and you lean in, gently kissing her lips, knowing she can taste herself on them. You take her hand and bring her fingers to your mouth, your eyes never leaving hers as she watches you licking them clean before you take a step back.

Something has changed, the way you just took control of the situation and her letting you take it has left you feeling different. As much as this is a complete foreign feeling to you it feels better than how you felt before. You try to push the conflicting emotions to the back of your mind, convincing yourself that if this is all it will be, you should try to enjoy it.

Norma is trying to regain her posture, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear when you speak.

"Would you like me to clean some rooms now?"

"Uhm, okay. Yes." she replies, the tone in her voice a little surprised.

"Good." you say as you walk back into the office, waiting for her.

She walks in, checks which rooms need cleaning and hands you the keys to room 7 and 8. You smile at her as you take them, she returns your smile and you make you way out of the office to get to work.


TBC