When Sam looked at you, you could tell she was afraid so you smiled and started,

"Rafi, Sam wants to tell you something."

Raf turned to look at Sam.

"What's wrong, Carino?" Raf asked, putting his hands on her arms.

"I'm six weeks late."

Raf looked at you, then at Sam.

"I'm pregnant."

It took him a minute to put it together when he did, he hugged her, then you.

"You sure?"

"Yes, I have a doctor's appointment, it's probably not yours." Sam whispered.

"Okay, you want Y/n and I to go with you?"

"If you two want to." Sam said, tearfully.

"Of course." Raf said before he hugged her, and kissed her, softly, laying his face against hers nose to nose.

"Guess we need a bigger place." Raf whispered, leaning back, smiling at you.

He leaned back against the couch, as you and Sam leant on both sides of him. Raf smiled as he was surrounded by the fruity aroma of the shower gel you both used. That night, Sam was taking a shower when you saw Raf standing in the kitchen having what looked like a panic attack.

"You okay?" You asked, wrapping your arms around his neck.

"I don't know, two babies? I'm so happy, but you know my issues with my father." Raf whispered.

"I know, but I've seen you with Noah, Jesse, and Billie, you're amazing with them." you whispered.

Raf shrugged, you smiled at him, and kissed his cheek.

"Come on, Sam's probably in bed, so take a hot shower and join us."

Raf nodded, following you to the bedroom, he helped you get in bed, covering both you and Sam up, leaving a gap between the two of you. After his shower, Raf came out and got in the gap. You and Sam moved closer to him, on each side, all three of you falling asleep in minutes.

The next Day

Today was Sam's doctor's appointment. You, Raf, and Sam were waiting for the doctor, you also had an appointment after Sam's. You were going to see if you could find out, if you were having a boy or girl. You were 4 ½ months along. They did Sam's ultrasound first,

"Okay you are about 6 weeks along there isn't much you can see, but the heartbeat is strong which is good, the baby is okay, the ears, eyes, liver are forming." The doctor said.

You were sitting beside Raf, you looked at him, who smiled sadly when he heard the heartbeat, and just stared at the screen. You moved behind Raf and hugged him. He leant back against you when Sam went to change,

"You okay?" You asked.

"Yeah, seeing him or her, I'm not going to treat him or her differently."

"I know, you treat Noah like your own, you're like a father to him."

Raf had tears in his eyes, you wiped his cheek, as his tears started to fall. You wiped away more of his tears, and kissed him. Sam came back in as you went to change, Sam sat beside Raf. Raf hugged her, as she broke down.

"Shh, everything will be okay."

"All I keep thinking about is him on top of me, raping me." She sobbed.

Raf kissed her head, rubbing her back. You walked in, seeing this, Raf smiled sadly. You sat beside them, hugging both of them. You got up, laying in the chair, the doctor came back in,

"Okay you are around 4 ½ months along. Do you want to know?" The doctor asked.

You looked at Raf and Sam,

"Yes." They both said at the same time.

After a few minutes, of rolling the probe around your belly, the doctor said,

"It's a boy!"

Raf smiled at you and Sam. After finishing, the three of you left, stopping on the way home at a coffee place, Raf saw a newspaper stand, grabbing one.

"What are you doing Raf?" you asked.

"Seeing if there are any apartment listings with 3 adults, fixing to be three adults and two babies, we need more space."

Sam looked timidly.

"Are you two sure you want this?"

You and Raf looked at each other, then you put your hand over Sam's where it rested on the table. Raf then covered both of yours with his.

"We're sure, carino."

Sam looked at you.

"We're sure." You smiled, giving her a quick peck on her lips.

That night you and Sam were watching TV in the bedroom, when Raf came in sitting beside Sam.

"4 bed, 3 bath, a decent amount, great neighborhood, not too far from Sam's school, NYU, it's a bit from SVU though." Raf said.

You got a look on your face.

"About SVU, I'm thinking about leaving, someone from the school called, wanting me to be a counselor."

"You sure? I thought you loved SVU?" Raf asked.

"I do, but without you there, it isn't the same. Stone does not like my opinion, I've not been really involved with a case since you left."

Raf smiled sadly, he missed it, more than he cared to admit. You leaned your head against his. Sam wasn't around last February, but mostly knew what happened and the reason Raf left.

"Are you sure about this?" Raf whispered.

"Yeah, besides, it would be safer than SVU."

"So do you two like this one?" Raf asked.

"I think we should look at it in person." Sam said.

"I think so too." You whispered.