"The music is too damn loud, not gonna lie." Kageyama yelled in Akaashi's ear.
"Bokuto wanted to come here, don't blame it on me, Kageyama." he said irritated, the other's voice still bouncing loudly in his head. "Speaking of which, let's not lose sight of him tonight 'cause I'm pretty sure he'll do something stupid."
"Yeah, because of Alisa, I know." Tobio said with a serious note in his voice. "He's not the only one we'll have to take care of tho..."
Akaashi gave him a questioning look. Kageyama shifted his eyes to the left and back to Akaashi.
"Aaah, Hinata, yes. I forgot he's not a very good drinker." Akaashi sighed and took out a cigarette. He would lie if he said he wasn't happy to be in this particular club. He was not very keen on the loud music too, but this was the only bar where you could smoke inside and he wouldn't have to freeze outside just for a cigarette. He exhaled a thick cloud of smoke. When it started to clear up Bokuto appeared as if magically behind it, scaring the living thing out of the boy.
"Hey, hey, Akaashi." Bokuto said and threw one arm over the other's shoulder, hugging him tightly. "Why are you looking so gloomy? Just before we went out you were okay?"
Akaashi exhaled once again and looked away from the boy.
"I'm okay. The music is just loud." he said not being able to think of a better excuse.
"Hm, okay, Keiji. If you say so." Bokuto agreed. Akaashi's heart once again skipped a beat.
Stop saying my first name, damn it.
Akaashi put out his cigarette and took a sip from his glass.
"Aah, there she is..." Kuroo said, eyes glued to the entrance of the club where Alisa and her girls were just coming in. "I think she… fuck, Bokuto."
Bokuto turned around just to see said girls sitting with some boys, Alisa in particular making herself very comfortable in the arms of one of them. Bokuto tried to say that she wouldn't cheat on him when he saw Alisa's heavy with red lipstick lips hungrily devour the other's. All the boys looked up at Bokuto, his eyes turning somehow sad. Akaashi was the first to break the silence between them.
"I-I'm sorry Bokuto… We're here for you, don't worry, we will help you get over her." he said, hugging his best friend, feeling a bit guilty because of the happiness that filled his heart knowing that Bokuto and Alisa were now over.
"I'm more disappointed than anything else." he finally spoke with a low, composed voice "I was looking for an excuse to break up with her anyway..."
This took the others by surprise. They knew that Bokuto would always invest himself in any relationship he had- doesn't matter if it was a romantic or a friendly one. But with Alisa… She was different. She would be very problematic when it came to Bokuto going out with friends, and he was a saint. He was the one person that would never ever cheat, no matter what the circumstances.
And that made him feel guilty.
He knew his friends saw him that way and he was sad and angry with himself.
I couldn't fucking help myself, I couldn't stop myself…
The thought of Akaashi's naked body dancing in pleasure under him still lingered in his head, making it hard to even look at the boy without getting aroused. He felt like he cheated. He felt like he was the problem in their relationship.
Because he was using her as an escape. Escape from who he really was.
"Akaashi..." Bokuto's sleepy voice echoed in the room. It wasn't big, nor small. It was a wooden bungalow for two- two beds, two wardrobes, two desks, two chairs, a single dining table in the middle with two chairs, a small kitchen with some appliances, a small fridge and a shared bathroom. It was absolutely enough to fulfil anyone's basic needs.
Except one.
Being 16 and alone in their own little castle, the two were on a quest, involving porn, alcohol and anything that was not suited for people under 18 really.
"Akaashi, wake up..." Bokuto was now fully awake, kneeling beside his friend's bed, trying to wake him up. "Akaashi..."
"Hmph… Bokuto… It's not time for practice, it's still dark outside, what do you want?" he said, his voice low and irritated.
"I-I had a nightmare..." Bokuto stopped himself, as if afraid to continue. He took a deep breath and continued anyway. "I… Can I sleep with you tonight?"
Akaashi, who had his back facing Bokuto until now, turned around to look at him. His heart was beating so fast that he felt like the whole camp could hear it, but he tried to look calm on the outside. Bokuto was not supposed to know how Akaashi felt towards him. It was a risk for their sacred friendship. Akaashi sighed and answered.
"Okay."
It was a single, short answer, but behind these four letters was Akaashi's sanity now close to break. His head was a bucket full of questions and worries.
Bokuto slid under Akaashi's blanket, his warm body accidentally touching the other's colder one. Akaashi's eyes grew wide from the sudden touch. Bokuto had the habit of sleeping only in his boxers which made it even harder for Akaashi, who was struggling to keep his composure.
"Thank you, Akaashi." Bokuto said and caressed the other's waist before hugging him and resting his head in the small gap between his shoulder and his neck. His hot breath tickled Akaashi's ear, sending shivers down his spine. He clenched his fist, he felt familiar tension in his boxers and could do nothing about it since it would be very suspicious if he got up to go to the toilet. Besides, it would take some time. Akaashi shut his eyes, trying to fall asleep as soon as possible and not think about his best friend and first love hugging him, unaware of Akaashi's true feelings.
Suddenly Akaashi could feel Bokuto's hand slowly going up, touching every inch of his cold arm and up to his hair stopping there to play with it.
"Akaashi, you're very beautiful, do you know that?" Bokuto said, his lips now even closer to the other's ear. Akaashi trembled in his hands, his erection growing and him- unable to hide it. "Look at me, Akaashi." Bokuto moved his hand to the other's chin as if giving him a slight push to turn around and face him. "Turn around, I want to see your eyes."
