A/N: Hey guys so thanks so much for all the reviews, you guys totally rock, like seriously you do. Sorry for the long update but I've been busy with enrolling for the new year for College.

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Our Love Was Always Forever

Chapter 5 - Cry

-5 years ago-

Quinn's eyes shot wide open at the screeching noise that could be heard throughout the whole apartment. He leaped out bed when he realized that it was his daughter crying and then raced toward the nursery and over to the crib and picked the small baby up.

"Sshh, it's okay, Princess. Daddy's got you, it's all right," he cooed at the crying baby who immediately stopped crying. "See? There you go, you such a good daddy's girl, aren't ya? Yes you are." Isabella opened her hazel eyes wide as she stared at her daddy innocently "God, your so beautiful." he said, leaning down and planting a light kiss on the baby's forehead and smiled.

He bounced the baby in his arms a few more times while walking around the nursery singing. When he looked down his daughter, the tiny baby was fast asleep. Quinn smiled a thankful smile to whoever is up there watching before placing the baby back in her crib, tucked her in, and then walked out of the room back toward in his own.

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Quinn's eyes shot open as he felt a sense of déjà vu overcame him. Ignoring it, he glanced over and squinted at the clock. 5:00 AM flashed red at him. Ugh, he needed to wake up in like hour. Sighing, he walked toward his crying baby and picked her up.

"Sshh, what's wrong sweetie, you hungry?" he asks, as he walked downstairs toward the kitchen holding Isabella. Deciding it was time to feed her, he pulled a bottle out of the fridge, heated it up, and then sat at the table to feed his daughter.

As he sat there staring at his little angel his thoughts drifted to a certain brunette who has been gone for a week now. Since Rachel left Quinn has been trying to cope without her. He still had a strong support system with his parents, sister, friends, and Leroy and Hiram, but they just weren't Rachel. He still missed everyday. Everyday he looked at the front door, expecting the brunette to walk back in, to say that she made a huge mistake of leaving. But everyday was is another day that he was disappointed because the brunette never walked back in.

Quinn heard a whimper and looked down at Lizzy and realized he had dozed off. He squeezed his eyes shut tight to try and rid himself of the sleep that was trying to overcome him. He stood up, held the baby on his chest while rubbing her small back to try to get her to burp. When she finally did he returned the bottle to the fridge and continued on back to the nursery.

Once back in the nursery Isabella immediately started crying. "No, no Lizzy no, you gotta sleep okay? Daddy needs some sleep," he said sweetly, but Isabella only cried louder. "Okay, what is it? Your nappy, is it full? Here let's check it," he said laying her down on the changing table. She screamed and kicked her small feet wildly in the air while Quinn tried to check her.

He changed her quickly, putting on a fresh clean diaper before snapping up her little pink onesie. He picked her up but to no avail, Lizzy kept screaming. Damn, she had some strong lungs for a baby. Quinn could just imagine she would probably be as amazing at singing as Rachel.

"Sshh, it's okay baby. It's all right. You not hungry and I've just changed your nappy, so what's wrong...you tired? Okay sweetie, Daddy will sing you something so maybe you can sleep," Quinn cooed in the babys ear. Isabella kept on crying, "Okay, um, ooh I got it." Quinn said clearing his throat before letting the words out to try to pacify his daughter.

Twinkle, twinkle, little star,

How I wonder what you are!

Up above the world so high,

Like a diamond in the sky!

When the blazing sun is gone,

When he nothing shines upon,

Then you show your little light,

Twinkle, twinkle, all the night.

Then the traveler in the dark,

Thanks you for your tiny spark,

He could not see which way to go,

If you did not twinkle so.

In the dark blue sky you keep,

And often through my curtains peep,

For you never shut your eye,

Till the sun is in the sky.

As your bright and tiny spark,

Lights the traveller in the dark,

Though I know not what you are,

Twinkle, twinkle, little star.

As Quinn finished up the last verse of the nursery rhyme the baby calmed down. "See, all better, now how about some sleep?" No sooner than the words rolled off his tongue did Lizzy start to wail again.

"No, no, no, Isabella, please go to sleep. Daddy's got school soon and I'm really tired. Please baby girl, sleep." Quinn pleaded not knowing what to do any more as Isabella's cries went on full blown. She was losing her voice and her tiny face was turning red. "Isabella please, tell me what's wrong and I'll fix it, just please tell Daddy." Quinn begged. On the verge of breaking down himself he thought of how stupid it would be. He was the father. His baby was crying and her daddy was supposed to calm her down couldn't afford to lose it too, it didn't matter how helpless he felt.

Quinn walked out of Lizzy's nursery and into his own room while still bouncing the crying baby in his arms. "Sshh, it's okay baby," Quinn explained. Nothing worked. He sang every songs that he could think of. He sang the way his mom sang to him as a child, but nothing worked. If it were possible, Isabella's wails had gotten even louder. Not knowing what to do any more he placed the baby on the bed as he sat next to her. He put both hands on his head as his daughter cried next to him. "I don't what you need, Bells. I'm so sorry." He was actually considering just crying along with his daughter until an idea just popped into his head. "I don't know if it'll work, but it's worth a try, right?" he mumbled before picking the crying baby up and walking back downstairs.

He walked inside the living room toward the DVD and CD cabinet before pulling out the specific one that he needed. He walked to the TV and popped it into the DVD player. After turning on the TV he walked back to sit on the couch. "Okay, let's hope this works," he said, turning Isabella around so she was facing the television. Her small head was leaned back on Quinn's chest before the blonde pressed play and Rachel's face filled the screen. Her voice filled the apartment to which Isabella immediately stopped crying and watch in fascination.

"Huh. I guess all you wanted is to see and hear your mom's voice, huh baby?" Quinn asked before kissing Isabella's hair. "You miss her don't you, Bells?" Quinn asked as a sad smile appeared on his face

"Quinton Fabray, put me down this instant!" the Rachel on TV shrieked as she was carried bridal style by the blonde over next to the pool.

"Drop her, Q!" shouted Puck's voice full of laughter.

"Quinn, don't you dare, you're not sleeping him just remember that!" Rachel yelped while Puck laughed.

"Ew, Berry I don't think I needed to hear that, and now it's recorded on my camera!" Santana yells.

"Sorry baby," Quinn smiled sheepishly and without warning threw the brunette inside the pool.

You could hear laughter in the background. "Quinn!" Rachel screeched as she flailed around the in pool water.

"That was awesome and I got it on my camera too!" Santana bragged, as she zoomed in on Rachel's face. If looks could kill, Quinn would be dead now. Or was she glaring at Santana? Ah well, that was awesome and totally worth it.

"Yeah, I miss her too." Quinn said quietly after a few minutes.

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Quinn's eyes popped open at the cry of Isabella and looked down at his daughter, realizing that he fell asleep on the couch with the TV still on which was now a white blank. He groaned as he shift and looked at the clock on the wall, eyes growing wide. "Oh shit, no, no, no, I'm so late!" He leaped off the couch and hurried toward the fridge to get Isabella's bottle ready to feed her. Thankfully she instantly fell asleep and Quinn placed her in the crib before running to get ready for school.

Quinn came out the shower and threw on a white plain v-neck with some black skinny jeans and with his letterman jacket before picking up his cell and dialing a certain Berry.

"Hello?"

"Hiram, hi, it's me, Quinn."

"Oh hello son, how are you?" Hiram Berry said through the phone.

"Um I'm fine sir, how are you?"

"Ah not so bad, so what can I do for you?" he asks with a smile laced into his voice.

"Um, I Uh was wondering if you could maybe look after Lizzy-".

"Quinn, if your being nervous about us babysitting our grandchild then I will have to stop you there. You know how much we love that little girl, so bring her over." Hiram said making Quinn smile.

"All right, thanks Hiram. I'll be right over." They both say their goodbyes before Quinn walked inside Isabella's room to collect all that she would need throughout the day. He threw the bag around his shoulder before picking the baby up from the crib, carrying her down the stairs, grabbing her bottle, and leaving out the door.

When he reached his car he strapped Lizzy in her car seat, then rushed around to his side before taking off towards his father in laws house. Well, more like ex father in laws now. When he stopped the car in the Berry's driveway, without cutting off the engine, he got out the car and picked Bella up with her bag and walked up toward the front porch. He rang the bell as tapped his foot impatiently. He was so late. A few seconds later the door opened to reveal Leroy Berry with a huge smile on his face.

"Good morning Quinn. Shouldn't you be at school now?" the man asks, confused as he was reached for the sleeping baby.

Quinn handed Isabella off to Leroy before passing the diaper bag over as well. "Yes Sir, I'm like three periods late," he said "But I still have to go because I have football after school." Leroy nodded as he cuddled his granddaughter closer in his warm body.

"Okay, well you should go and don't worry, she's with her grandpas. You can pick her whenever you want." he smiles as he kissed the baby's chubby cheek.

"Thanks Leroy, I have to go...bye sweetie, love you." he said, kissing Bella's head before turning and hurrying toward his car to head to WMHS.

Leroy closed the door as soon as Quinn's car disappeared out sight, "Hiram, sweetie, our granddaughter is here," he shouted walking toward the kitchen where his husband was.

-WMHS-

Quinn walked inside the cafeteria and sat down next to the gang, which consisted of a few Cheerios, Jocks and of course the Glee gang.

"Shush Q, I thought that maybe you died," Santana said as Brittany slapped her arm, "Ouch B, that hurts," she whined rubbing the spot where her girlfriend just slapped her.

"Okay, no that I agree with Santana, but serious hot white boy where have you been?" Mercedes said while Puck glared at Quinn.

The blonde rolled his hazel eyes at his bestfriend's jealousy and chose to ignore him. "Well Bells didn't sleep much last night so I didn't get that much sleep either," he answered as Brittany offered him her chips, "Thanks B." he smiles a genuine smile at the blonde girl who smiled in return.

"Well damn, sorry man" Puck said patting his shoulder.

"She probably just misses Rach. I read once in this book at the library that a new born baby always seeks for their mother's attention or presence." Finn said with a dopey smile, proud of himself for remembering what he read a month ago. Finn looked around the table at his peers and found them glaring at him, with the exception of Quinn who just looked sad as if his puppy just got kicked or run over, like that poor mailman that he almost ran over. "What?" he questions looking confused.

"Qui-" Santana started, but the blonde boy cut her off.

"Ummm, you know what I think I need to go and collect my missed work, don't want to fall behind." He gave them a final half smile before standing up and walking away from the group and out the cafeteria.

As soon as Quinn walked out sight, Puck slapped Finn on the back of his head "Ouch! What the hell dude! What was that for?" he asks shock while rubbing the back of his head.

"You, brother of mine, are an idiot", Kurt said flicking the boy's ear.

"Ouch! Quit hitting me!" Finn whined, rubbing both the back of his head and ear. As for the rest of the gang? They just rolled their eyes.

/

Quinn walked through the hall of McKinley after football practice with his gear still on. He was heading to the shower room. When the got to the locker room he saw all of team mates were already done and left. Coach had made him run two extra miles today because of "his lack of contribution to the team" and "slacking off at practice", but can she blame him? He had a 3 month old baby to look after and wasn't getting a enough sleep. He was trying his best. Couldn't she see that?

He shrugged out of his practice gear, grabbed a clean towel, and walked toward the shower. He turned on the water before getting under the steaming hot water. He sighed, content, as warm water beat down on his body, loosening up his sore muscles. He stood under the soothing shower for almost an hour before switching off the water. He took the red towel with the McKinley logo on it and wrapped it around his waist, leaving his upper body bare except for the necklace Rachel made him the hung around his neck.

He walked out the shower and nearly jumped out of his skin at the person standing there. "Jess, what's you doing here?" The girl in question stood up from the bench and walked toward him.

"I heard about Rachel," she explained, "And I just wanted to say how sorry I am," she said walking closer to the blonde who steadily backed away.

"Um, th-thanks," he stutters as his back hits the closed lockers, "S-so wh-what you still doing here?" he asks trying to distract the girl from whatever it was she had in mind.

"Well, you know Sue and her suicide runs, we had to do like 100 of them, but that's not important...I came here so I can tell you that," she took another step forward and was now standing right in front of the blonde, "If you ever need someone to talk to or to just listen, I'm all ears," she whispered in his ear, moving to untie the knot on the towel she had wrapped around her body.

"Whoa, whoa, um, th-that's quiet all right...n-no need. Please keep that on," he cleared his throat awkwardly, "B-but I'll remember what you said, so if I need to talk, I'll call," he said trying his hardest to get her to leave.

"All right hot stuff," she said as she put her finger against his lips for a second before turning and walking out the locker room.

Quinn closed his eyes as he let his head hit the locker behind him with a sigh. He stood like that for a minute before getting dressed quickly and running out the shower room toward his car before getting in and driving off to pick up Isabella.

/

Quinn walked inside his dark apartment, found the switch light, and turned it on. It was already 10pm and he just got home. When he went to pick up Bella, Leroy and Hiram insisted that hw to stay for dinner. He couldn't refuse because since Rachel left all he had been eating was pancakes, bacon and eggs if he didn't go and visit his parents. But every time he went over there Judy always made him eat until he was stuffed to the point he was miserable. It really didn't help that he didn't know how to cook, he had to get his mom to teach him or something. After the dinner with the Berry men, they had sat down and watched movies until Quinn realized how quickly time had passed and that he needed to get Lizzy home. He packed the baby's stuff, bid both men goodbye, and thanked them for having him before heading home.

He walked up the stairs to the nursery with his daughter held tightly to his chest and changed her cloths to something more comfortable to sleep in before he laid her down gently in her crib. He tucked her in and flipped off the overhead light and flicked on the small pink lights before he headed to his own room.

Once there Quinn took off his letterman jacket and hung it up before sliding out of his pants, leaving on his boxer briefs. He tugged his v-neck T over his head, revealing his fully toned muscular body, rippling abs on full display. He disposed of his dirty clothes in the hamper before pulling open one of the drawers in his chest, retrieved some shorts and putting them on before walking toward his bed and settling in. He sighed as he turned his head to his left and looked at the picture of him and Rachel with a new born Isabella. He sighed again before he turned on his side, facing away from the picture and closed his eyes, and let sleep take him over. Maybe tonight would be better, he hoped.

TBC


I know I haven't shown what Rachel has been up to but I will, don't worry.

Anyway a quick questions...

How would you guys feel if I decides to add in the years to before Faberry got together?

OR

Do you want me to write it separately as a prequel but then it'll take time cause I got other stories to complete and more coming out!

Anyway you decide:)...OK

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