Chanyeol:
From the moment the elevator closes on Baekhyun I completely lose my shit. Before I realize what is happening, I am on the ground and sobbing so hard that I can't breathe.
What the hell just happened? I knew that revealing the song to Baekhyun would be risky, but I didn't think it would lead to this.
He kissed me. He really did mean what he was saying last night when he was drunk. 'So then why did he leave? It seemed everything was going fine, better than fine, it was going fantastically but... what did I do wrong?' I beat myself up with these thoughts again and again... That it's my fault that he left, that I did something wrong.
For the next few days I do nothing but wander around my apartment. I want to try to call Baekhyun, but what if he doesn't even answer? And that seems likely at this point.
We were going to have to see eachother again eventually. And our vocal lesson day was fast approaching. So, I decide to ignore everything that happened a few days ago and go pick him up for our lessons like I always did.
I drove over to his apartment and texted him that I was downstairs. I was shocked when he texts me back that he will be right down.
When he enters my vehicle, I can FEEL the tension in the air. He says nothing except a very quiet "Hi..." and I don't reply.
We are in the car for perhaps 15 minutes before he speaks again. Not until we're parked in from of Mr. Kim's studio.
Baekhyun turns to me, looking down at his hands, which he ALWAYS fiddles with when he's nervous, and says, "Look..." in just above a whisper.
NO! No good news starts with the word 'look.' That much I know for certain, I brace myself for what is coming, my hands tight on the steering wheel, white knuckled, my eyes closed, trying not to cry, if there are even any tears left in my body.
Bae continues, "I crossed a line. I shouldn't have done that without your permission and I'm really sorry. Can we just forget about it?"
I let out a burst of laughter, while my eyes begin to water. Maybe I do have some tears left... I don't say anything, but instead, get out of the car and begin to march inside, shaking my head no, only barely realizing that I'm doing it.
I hear the passenger door open and close, and Baekhyun speaks once more. "Chanyeol!" He shouts, and I stop fast and turn to face him.
"What?" I ask sharply. A tear running down my face.
"I asked if we can just forget about... well... you know." He says.
I spit out a dark laugh. "Pah! You really have no idea, do you?"
"No idea about what?" He looks very confused.
"That's what I thought." I reply coldly. "Go ahead Baekhyun, do all theforgettingyou need to."
I march in the building, mad as all get out. Leaving Baekhyun on the sidewalk with a confused and hurt look on his face.
