A/N: Hey everyone here's Chapter 6. Sorry for the delay, Chapter 5 really drained me guys like woah. No like really guys, my brain feels like a deflated plastic bag :(

Oh I sincerely apologize guys, I forgot to put a flashback of what happened at the end of Ch4 at the start of Ch5. I did do that in the first draft and totally forgot when I had to redo it. So I'm so sooooorry.

As yall know by now, this is a NaruxSasu pairing with eventual lemon. Warning: there is quite alot of swearing. There will be more pairings. If you don't like boyxboy don't read. Anyways for those who like yaoi please enjoy.

Some of the following chapters will be a bit dark so just a heads up. Anyways let's end this authors note before I get stoned to death.

Naruto is strictly owned by Kishimoto-sama and if I owned it, i-i-f-f-f I o-own-ed it urrrrgggg just leaaaaave me to cry in peeeeaaaaaceee :((((

Please RnR.


Chapter 6: Selfish and selfless


"I found him boss and he was busy getting cozy with the blond."


It's been a month since he returned back to school and he couldn't be more stressed. Exams were just around the corner and even though he revised ever pass paper one could ever think of, he still felt unprepared.

"Urg Saaaaasssukeee put that book away," whined the blond. They were sitting in the school library as per Sasuke's request and said raven didn't even bat an eye at him the entire time they were there. "I'm starting to feel like you don't love me anymore," said the blond in an attempt to guilt trip the stoic boy. Sasuke just ignored him or more he didnt even hear him. He was in a zone.

He suddenly felt a foot against his inner thigh and turned to glare at Naruto. Naruto sheepishly smiled and pulled his foot away before Sasuke could amputate it.

"So I've been thinking okay Sasuke. Wait just hear me out okay," he added when he received a glare from the raven. "We've been together for like more than a month now an..." "We are not having sex Naruto end of story," Sasuke just rudely cut him off and continued revising more organic chemistry questions. "But Sasuke, why not?" the blond all but whined.

Sasuke looked at his annoying boyfriend and pinched the bridge of his nose. He could feel another headache coming on. "Listen here Naruto I don't think it's fair that you're pestering me about sex when you can clearly see that I'm stressed about exams." Naruto just looked at his boyfriend with a puzzled expression.

"Why are you even stressing though it's not like you even need to study? You're a genius, you'll pass eventually right," said the blond with a bored tone. Sasuke just looked at his boyfriend with so much anger and hatred that it made Naruto's eyes widen in shock.

"Oh I'll just pass without studying because I'm a fucking genius!" he shouted angrily not worrying about the other library occupants. "Yeah right, do you have any fucking idea how hard I study?! How much fucking hours I put into trying to fucking understanding everything?! You think all those hundred percents just fly out of my ass?! I can't fucking believe you just said that to me! How dare you?!" he screamed with so much malice in his voice.

He started packing his things away and before he could pick up his last book, a hand grabbed his wrist. "Sasuke that isn't what I meant," said the blond gently after coming out of his shocked daze. "Don't fucking touch me! Everyone says the same fucking thing! Every-fucking-one! Everyone just sees the straight A student, the tip of the iceberg, but no one dares to see below the waters just how big that berg is! They don't see all the hard work and effort I put into whatever I do, the sleepless nights, the blood, sweat and tears! They only see the end product! The 'perfect' student! I'm so fucking sick of this shit! And out of all the people in the world, I never expected you to feel the same way! I'm not fucking perfect Naruto, I work goddamn hard!! I'm a hard worker not a fucking genius so don't you ever sprout such fucking shit ever again!" he basically screamed in his face before walking away.

Naruto just stood there in utter shock and he watched his boyfriend storm off. He never ever thought about it like that, not even once. He just thought Sasuke was naturally smart. Guilt started eating at him as he realized what a total ass he's been lately. Constantly trying to flirt with him, distracting him and not to mention the constant pegging him to have sex. He felt like the biggest jerk on the planet.

"What the fuck are you just standing there for, go after him," screamed some random person in the library shaking the blond out of his thoughts. He smiled a fake smile at the random kid before running out to look for his boyfriend.

He didn't even need to look for him though because students just started automatically pointing him in the direction Sasuke stormed off to. After running for a few minutes, he ended up in one of the male bathrooms and heard a heart shattering sniffle as soon as he walked in. He walked to the last stall and gently knocked on the door. When he received no reply he sighed and pressed his forehead against the door.

"Sasuke please open up for me, I'm so soo sorry babe. I was being such a selfish asshole and I only thought about myself. I'm so sorry, I never knew you felt so much pressure. You always made it seem like you're good at everything ya know so I never figured you were struggling. I'm so sorry that I couldn't see how stressed you were my love. I'm sorry if I made it seem as if I don't appreciate you or care about your feelings. Or if I undermined you and your dreams. I'm so soooo sorry Sasuke just please open up for me," he whispered sadly against the locked door. The tears flowed out of his eyes and he had to bite his bottom lip to stiffle a sob.

The heard the toilet flush in the stall in front of him and he took a step back as he heard some shuffling inside. The door finally opened and he felt like he was going to faint as a putrid shit smell hit him like a ton of bricks. His face went green and he started vomiting buckets into the trash can next to the sink.

"Woah dude are you okay?" asked the guy who stepped out of the last stall. "I ate something that didn't agree with my stomach and boy did my ass burn. I felt like I was gonna die bruh," he said sheepishly and sniffled. Naruto stared at the slightly overweight guy as he walked out without washing his hands and puked some more. He then heard the second last stall opened and turned to see Sasuke looking at him with puffy red eyes.

Sasuke placed his hands soothingly on his blond boyfriend's back and stayed next to him till he stopped dry heaving. After several minutes Naruto got up and washed his mouth. When he was done, he turned around and yelped. He didn't expect Sasuke to be standing directly behind him. They just stared into each other's eyes before Sasuke stepped forward and hugged the blond.

Naruto immediately returned the embrace and muttered in the raven's ear how sorry he was. Sasuke clutched onto the blonde's shirt like it was a lifeline refusing to cry in front of the blond. His words earlier by the wrong stall touched him. After an eternity of being in each other's arms, the raven finally spoke.

"I'm sorry I overreacted, I've just been feeling so stressed and you looked like you didn't care about me so I flipped." Naruto tilted his beloved man's chin up so he could look at him. "No you don't need to apologize babe. I'm the idiot here. I'm sorry for being such a selfish jerk to you okay and if it'll make you feel better, I'll be your personal slave for as long as you want," said the blond sweetly with a small smile. Sasuke just scoffed and smirked at his boyfriend. "As if you weren't already my personal slave before," he said with a smirk in his voice.

"Heyyyyy," Naruto protested before the raven crashed his lips onto the blonde's, effectively silencing the loud-mouthed boy. They kissed for barely a second before the raven pulled away and made disgusted a face. The blond quirked a perfect golden eyebrow at this.

"Let's get out of here, this place stinks like shit," said Sasuke with a repulsive expression. Naruto just laughed before grabbing the raven's hand and dragging him out of there.


"Oh and there was this *hahaha* this one time when we went to Konoha *hahahaaahaa* Forest and Naruto decided that he wanted to take a pic with a squirrel *hahahahaa* and after the camera flashed, the squirrel *weeze* attack him," laughed Kiba while telling Sasuke about some of Naruto's embarrassing moments. Sasuke not being one for laughing just smirked at his dumb ass boyfriend while said boyfriend tried to make Kiba shut up.

"I think that's enough now Kiba, wouldn't want you to get a seizure from all that laughing," said the blond dryly which made his brunette friend laugh harder. "Oh come on Naruto, who shoved a stick up your ass huh? You were fine this morning," asked Kiba.

Naruto just threw his friend a sideway glance. He was perfectly fine after him and Sasuke made up earlier that morning but it was what happened afterwards that ruined his mood. His fists clenched at the mere thought of what transpired.

Sasuke and Naruto barely made it to forth period after their intense make-up kissing session in the janitors closet. Their faces were flushed and everyone whistled at them when Naruto burst through the door. Not even two seconds after they sat down, their late ass lazy teacher, Kakashi, strolled through the doors and made them take our their homework.

After about ten minutes into the lesson, there was a knock on the door and in came Naruto's least favorite teacher, Yakushi-sensei. He scanned the room and smiled sweetly at Naruto when their eyes met. "Good morning class and hello Kakashi-sensei," he said when no one bothered to acknowledge his presence except their teacher. "I would like to borrow one of your student's if you don't mind. There's something I must discuss with him." Kakashi just nodded before Kabuto called Sasuke and then left.

It was their last period now (free period) before school out and Sasuke had yet to mention what he and Kabuto spoke about. Sasuke just came back to class as his usual self, a bit tense, so Naruto didn't have a clue on what had transpired. When he had finally had had enough of trying to conjure up scenarios, he gave Kiba the 'I need to talk to Sasuke' serious look before the curious brunette excused himself and left.

Naruto turned to look at Sasuke and the raven sighed. "Can you please just drop it Naruto, I really don't wanna talk about it," said the raven a little annoyed. "Sasuke come on, talk to me please," he said with pleading eyes. The raven looked at those pleading eyes and sighed. Those eyes were gonna be the death of him.

He then got up and tried walking away. He really didn't want to talk to his boyfriend right now. Especially about what happened with Kabuto. Naruto didn't wanna have a repeat of earlier so he pulled Sasuke roughly around by his shoulder to face him. He heard the raven hiss and pull out of his grasp like Naruto's hand was made out of fire itself.

Startled by Sasuke's action, the blond took a step back before pulling the raven into a hug. Sasuke all but struggled to get out of the blonde's grasp. "Naruto you're hurting me let go, I said let go!" screamed Sasuke. He had a pained expression on his face and Naruto's heart bled for him. Not to mention he was shocked at the raven's actions. "Sasuke what's wrong, what happened please tell me? I can't help you if you keep me in the dark ya know," he pleaded with Sasuke.

The raven decided that he was bound to find out so he just walked to the door and locked it before facing his boyfriend again. He then turned around and lifted his shirt as far up as he could pull it.

Naruto couldn't explain the emotions he felt right now, anger, hatred, sadness, hurt, fury, pain all coursed through him like the blood in his veins. It circulated with such ferocity that he felt like he was literally suffocating.

"Oh Sasuke," he said as he hesitantly reached out and touched Sasuke like he was made of glass. When a slight whimper escaped from the raven's lips, a gut wrenching sob escaped from him and he couldn't stop it. He gently grabbed the raven and cradled him to his chest as they both sobbed on the floor. They continued to cry even as they heard the bell ring signaling school out.

After several minutes, they both calmed down and Naruto decided to examine his boyfriend's back. He had multiple whip slashes and the skin had broke in numerous places. He had no idea how Sasuke had walked around the whole day, the only logical explanation being that this man was fucking tough.

"Sasuke we have to go to the hospital t..." "NO! Naruto please, I don't want my family to find out and him to go after them. Please I'm begging you, you have to understand. I can't go there, he'll find out and God only knows what he'll do." Sasuke was visibly panicking at the thought of going to the hospital and at all the consequences that may follow.

"Sasuke listen to me, I don't want your wounds to become infected. They have to be thoroughly cleaned or else you'll end up in the hospital whether you like it or not," said Naruto. He was trying to reason with the raven but the man was having none of it. "I can't go there Naruto please don't make me go please I can't go to the hospital. Please I'm begging you," begged the raven, his pride could go fuck itself for all he cared.

Naruto looked at the distressed and panicked look in his boyfriend's onyx eyes and thought about what to do. Suddenly a thought flew into his head and he looked at Sasuke. "Look at me babe, we're gonna go to my place okay..." when Sasuke gave him a terrified look, he placed his hand on Sasuke's and gently squeezed it before continuing "...My grandmother is a doctor, she'll patch you up okay. She won't tell anyone I promise," he gently said before pecking Sasuke's lips. After a billion seconds, he slowly nodded before they got up, packed up their stuff and left.


"All done," said Tsunade gently as she finish bandage Sasuke's back. Not that said boy heard anything because he passed out long ago. There was only so much pain one could tolerate. Naruto was sitting on a chair next to the bed in a daze, his eyes shining with unshed tears.

Tsunade walked over and gave her brat a hug which triggered the waterworks for him. "I don't understand baachan, why does Sasuke have to keep on suffering like this? Hasn't he suffered enough?" he sobbed on his grandmother. She just soothingly rubbed his back.

"Naruto you have to understand that life is not fair and for some choose few, life is absolutely hell. But the universe won't throw a person more than they can handle so their suffering will eventually end. Sasuke is a tough kid and he has you now so he's stronger. He'll pull through don't worry," she said trying to ease his mind but to no avail.

Naruto couldn't help but feel so helpless, he could do nothing to help Sasuke. His beloved was suffering and he could do nothing to help him. Even if he gave Sasuke the money to give to Kabuto, that snake wouldn't take it knowing it's from him. Naruto's poor mind was plagued by the vivid images of his boyfriend being whipped and the evil smile on Kabuto's face. He felt himself become sick at the thoughts.

He also couldn't shake Sasuke begging out of his mind. Sasuke was a person that had alot of pride hence why he never expresses himself or shows any of his emotions. He was also never one to make any declarations or speak his mind. While he was thinking all these things, he continued to quietly sob into his loving grandmother's chest. Life really was unfair.

After he finally cried himself to sleep, Tsunade placed him on the couch since Sasuke was laying on the bed. She had no trouble with that since she has always been known for her monstrous strength. She then quietly took all her cleaning supplies, careful not to wake any of the boys up, and after making sure both boys were comfortable and okay, she left the room.


"Naruto?" Sasuke asked in a croaked slightly panicked tone. He knew he was in Naruto's home but was a bit freaked out at the moment, unfamiliar territory. Blue eyes flew open and he flew to Sasuke's side. "Sasuke you're awake. Is everything okay?" he asked the raven, afraid that something was wrong. "Can you uh lay next to me? I don't wanna lay here alone?" he asked softly scared that Naruto might say no. Naruto just nodded and laid down flat on the bed, he then positioned Sasuke to lay on him.

"What's on your mind Sasuke? You know you can trust me with anything." Sasuke just said 'hn' before remaining silent once more. Finally after a rather comfortable silence, he spoke. "When Kabuto called me earlier he threatened to kill you?"

Naruto's eyes widened like saucers and stared at the raven in shock. "What?!" he bellowed but was careful not to jostle the banged up teen. Sasuke then continued as if he didn't hear the blonde's reaction. "When he said that Naruto, I felt like the world slipped from beneath my feet. He told me that I should have just gone to him and now that I belonged to you, he said that he's gonna make everyone I care about suffer. When he saw the helpless look on my face, he them gave me two options. Either I choose one and you live or I choose none and you die."

Naruto absorbed the information with a lump in his throat. He knew that Sasuke loved him but it overwhelmed him that it was to this extent. He suddenly felt fresh tears flow down his face. "I can tell one option was what he did to you..." he said in a chocked voice before trailing off. He didn't want to ask the raven but he had to know "...what was the other option?"

Sasuke turned to look at him, his eyes glossy but the tears refusing to shed. "He wanted to fuck me on his desk," he added in a whisper. Naruto pulled him into a gentle hug before they both started to cry again and massaged the raven's head as he was unable to run his hands along his back.

"Naruto I..." he said before pausing. He was never one to express his emotions so this was very difficult for him. "... I don't regret meeting you if that's what you're thinking. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me Naruto and I would gladly accept getting whipped a thousand more times if that means you'd be safe. I mean it Naruto. You mean the world to me," said Sasuke with more emotion in his voice than he has ever had in his entire life.

Naruto was shocked at the declaration from the raven and pulled him gently into a heated kiss. Naruto knew the raven wouldn't return the words he was about to utter but they slipped out of his mouth before he could stop it. "I love you Sasuke, I love you so fucking much. I love you I love you I love you," he repeated while showering the raven's face with a million kisses. Sasuke just smiled a breathtaking brilliant smile at how sappy his boyfriend was being. That's when Naruto's phone started ringing and they both froze.

Sasuke looked panicked for a second because no normal person would call anyone in the early AM's for no reason. An image of Kabuto flashed in his mind and he stared at Naruto.

Naruto just gave him a reassuring look, even though he was panicking on the inside, before answering the phone. "Naruto speaking hello," he said before wincing and pulling the phone away from his ear. He was certain a few blood vessels were destroyed from the scream that or his eardrum was definitely busted.

"Where the fuck are you?! And where the fuck is my brother?!" screamed a furious Itachi over the phone. "He's here with me Itachi," he said sheepishly. Itachi was scary as fuck when he was angry. "Oh he's just over there by you DO YOU WANT ME TO FUCKING KILL YOU?! Do you realize how everyone here at home is fucking panicking huh?! You just decide to have a sleepover without even saying anything?! Father is ready to kill you!" said the older brother in such a murderous tone that the blond sweat dropped.

"Give me the phone Naruto, let me talk to him," said Sasuke after a few minutes. Naruto happily gave him the device so he could calm his brother down. "Hey Itachi, I'm sorry I made everyone worry. I'm here by Naruto's," he said with a lump in his throat. Itachi's rage seemed to disappear at the sound of his brother's pain filled voice. "Sasuke are you okay? Did something happen?" he asked gently as if afraid Sasuke might break from the volume of his voice. "I'm okay now, I had a run in with Kabuto at school and after much persuasion, Naruto convinced me to let his grandmother patch me up."

"Patch you up? What did that snake do to you?" one could literally feel the older brother's hatred and anger oozing through the phone. "I don't wanna talk about it right now Itachi, I'll explain everything later okay. I just wanna get some rest now," said the youngest Uchiha in a tired voice.

"Okay you do that and I'll come and pick you up from Naruto's tomorrow, I mean later today okay little brother. I don't want you to go to school okay, just stay there by him until in come and get you. Naruto's place is the safest spot for you to be at right now. Kabuto can't get you there. Anyways give the phone back to blondie," said Itachi in a sweet tone. Sasuke just raised a brow before giving the phone back to Naruto.

"Uhm yes Itachi," he started nervously. "If anything else happens to my little brother, I swear you will regret ever meeting me do you understand. No one on this planet will protect you from my wrath. Anyways goodnight," he ended the call cheerfully after his threat. Naruto was impressed, any big brother worth his salt would do anything to protect their siblings or in this case, their little brother.

Naruto just snickered before kissing his raven. Sasuke gave him a look saying 'what was that all about' and he returned it with a look of his own saying 'you don't wanna know'. The raven-haired teen just shrugged before laying back on top of the blond and drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

Naruto stared at Sasuke's peaceful face before he eventually started drifting off too. "I'll protect you no matter what," was his last thought before the blond finally succumbed to slumber.


A/N: And another chapter under the rug. Whoooopedeeedoooo xD. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter coz I enjoyed typing it.

If you guys are wondering where Sasuke's whole breakdown in the library came from, it's actually something that happened to me and my boyfriend and I was shouting at him like that but we had some privacy (I can't even imagine my introvert self shouting in public like that.) Some people just don't understand how much pressure people put you under when you're an top student. It's pure hell.

Anyways, massive shout out to Inoichi and Ino for reading through my memories in order to help me to remember the whole of Ch5 loooooooooooooooooollll ;p

For all those following my fic, thank you for reading this far and may yall all stay happy. And don't forget to watch the Olympic Games, I literally watched the entire opening today and thanks to awesome anime like Free and Yuri on Ice, we know about skating and swimming :). I just love anime, it's so educational *heart*

Anywho, Sasukiya-sama is out ;p