DON'T OVER THINK
Paul's POV
I dropped Bella off back at Billy's place, before heading back to the clinic. I needed to talk to Sue about something I honestly wasn't sure she would help me with. But she was the only one who could help me.
I was lost in my own thoughts when Embry jumped in the middle of the road. He looked feral like an animal. I stopped the car and just waited. He stood there, legs shoulder width apart and glaring straight at me. I couldn't help the smirk that was plastered to my face. I knew why he was so pissed. He slowly made his way to the passenger door, never taking his eyes off me.
"You asshole," he started as he got in and slammed the door. "Why'd you volunteer to take her to the clinic," he demanded.
"What's the matter Call. Afraid I'll steal your girl," I smirk.
"You think she'll leave the leech for you," he sneered at me.
I chuckled darkly before continuing towards the clinic. "And what if she does," I asked.
"Right! Like you have anything to offer her," he snickered.
I clenched my jaw at his answer. Of course I have something to offer, he just doesn't need to know everything. "Why do you care if I have anything to offer or not?"
"She's married Paul. And if I wasn't worth not leaving what makes you think you're better than me," he wondered.
"Maybe I can give her something her leech can't? Did you think of that," I asked, pulling up outside the clinic.
"Like what? A one night stand? She isn't one of your whores you can just throw away when you're finished with her asshole," he snapped.
"Who said anything about me fucking her, Emb? I know who she is and I'm not stupid. Besides I've been behaving for a while thanks," I replied through gritted teeth.
I parked the car and got out, slamming the door. I could hear Embry following me.
"You should stay away from her," he said turning towards the forest.
"Not a chance," I whispered under my breath.
I headed into the clinic and straight towards Sue's office. "Hello, Paul. What can I do for you," she asked politely.
"Actually Sue, I need your help. I know you might not agree with how it's done but just think, it'll be a win-win for everyone involved," I replied.
She gave me a strange look. "What do you want," she asked more nervous.
"I'll get to that part later. Right now, I want you to help me do something only you can do," I replied with a smirk.
"Why do I have the feeling this involves Bella," she whispered.
"If everything works out, just think, she won't be with that damn leech anymore," I conceded.
"What do you have in mind," she wondered.
"I want to be the donor for Bella," I said confidently.
Sue's eyes widened at my confession. Of course I couldn't tell her that I was planning more than just that. But I hoped that it went accordingly.
"Paul, that's illegal to interfere with. I could lose my job and the respect of my tribe," she worried.
"No one has to know Sue," I promised.
"What do you get out of this," she asked me.
"I get to father a child without the responsibilities," I lied smoothly.
"I know you better than you think Paul. What is it you really want," she pushed for the truth but I couldn't risk it.
"That's it," I smiled.
"You mean you aren't hoping that the leech leaves her after smelling her child with wolf genes. I know things Paul. I see how you look at her when she's not watching," she sighed and continued. "You have feelings for her and yet you can't even admit that to yourself. You know Jacob and Embry won't like this one bit. She'll have to stay away from La Push for a while so they don't notice your scent on her," she ran her fingers through her hair and sighed again looking at me with a thoughtful look.
"So is that a 'yes' because I would really hate to have to do my other method," I replied with a smug grin.
I'm an asshole what can I say. I do have respect for Bella so I didn't want to ruin her reputation by seducing her, though it did sound appealing. Hmmm, maybe that'll work better.
"Let me think about it and let you know tomorrow. I have paperwork to get done," she replied.
I already knew what she was going to say. Of course the hate we have towards those vampires goes deep and I know she'll go home and think about it knowing she will agree. It'll be for Charlie and saving Bella from becoming one of them.
"Just text me your answer when you know," I smiled heading to the door.
"Paul, why Bella? Why now," she was so curious.
"I'll tell you everything when her pregnancy test reads positive," I replied vaguely. I couldn't just spill everything now. I needed to get this one simple task done before I opened up and told Sue everything. It's not everyday Paul Lahote developes feelings. Fuck, I sound pussy whipped.
"You promise," she asked.
"Fine," I replied before making my way back to my car. I had just started it and was about to put it in reverse when I heard my cellphone go off. Ah yes, a text from Sue.
Fine! I'll do it. But I'm doing it for Bella. Saving her from becoming one of them. Whatever you are planning, be careful.
I couldn't get the smug grin off my face even if I tried. Everything was going to go smoothly. Now for the next phase. I sent a quick reply.
I knew you couldn't resist. :) ;)
And thanks.
I parked outside my house and headed straight for the upstairs bedrooms. Over the past couple of years the pack has helped me build onto the house that was left to me. I turned the small bedroom downstairs into a dining room and expanded the kitchen and master suite. Then we added a whole second story with two bedrooms and a bathroom between them. It wasn't much but I had always thought that if Rachel had chosen me we'd have lived here. But in some sick twisted way, I'm glad she picked Nathan. They're happily married with children of their own.
I'm pretty sure I had always wanted her. Since the moment she slapped me across the face. That fire in her eyes that only sparked when she was mad. There's just something about Isabella Marie Swan Cullen. I've been in denial for so long that this feels so random and unlikely. Maybe it won't work, maybe it will. Doesn't matter, I'll have to have a plan B. And hopefully he agrees.
Everything was set up for a family. Now I just have to win the girl. Even if she is married. To me it doesn't count since he's a walking corpse, till death due us part and all that crap. Just as long as she doesn't become one too. Fuck I am pussy whipped.
Now all I needed to do was make sure that Sue swaps out the contents when it's time. Should be easy right, jacking off in a cup. Not. Knowing that she's going to be pregnant with my pup may be reason. I guess practice makes perfect, if you catch my drift.
A/N: So this was my first time trying Paul's POV. I hope you like it. I didn't want him to be too vulgar since he's trying to behave himself for once.
