Hailey wakes up to an empty bed in the morning and she can't handle looking at Jay or being around Voight right now so she calls a sick day.
At the district Jay was waiting for Hailey to come in he knew he shouldn't have left her alone this morning but he just couldn't help him self. "Jay where Hailey?" Kim asked "I don't know I left before her" Voight walks in "Upton called in and said she would be here In the afternoon she was dealing with something so we are down a detective for the morning" Jay thinks to himself "why would Hailey take the morning off".
Back at home Hailey is doing everything she can from thinking about Jay and how she knows he is gonna leave her and she is gonna go to prison for murder. "Oh god what is Kim gonna think of me" Hailey says as she is pacing around her living room. "I killed a man and lied about it" she says she also thinks about the time her C.I Camry got shot in front of her and she thinks it was her fault.
Hailey grabs a razor blade and cuts her right arm three times and her left 4 times while crying. "I deserve this pain" she says crying.Hailey manages to clean her arms up and wraps them up and put a long sleeve on and head to the district. "Hey you good?" Jay asks and Hailey while Hailey heads to the locker room. Her cuts were bleeding through her sleeve so she grabbed a hoodie and out it on.On her way out Jay opens the door and sees Haileys bloody shirt "what's wrong why are you bleeding"he asks Hailey just looks down and walks out the door.
"Hey Sarge I'm gonna take the day off I'm not feeling good" Hailey tells Voight "ok I hope you feel better" he says as she walks away.When Jay walk back to the bullpen he notices Haileys gone "where Hailey?" He asked everyone "She just left man she looks rough" Kievan says. That worries Jay so he took off to their apartment. He opens the door and Hailey is no where to be found he checks the bathroom and saw the razor blade "what did I do how did I let her go".
Jay looks at the night stand on Haileys side of the bed and it has a note on it " Jay I'm so so so sorry that this happened but I can't take it anymore I killed a man and did nothing about it and you probably hate me know because it.Please tell Kim that I'm sorry I lied to her. I love you Jay so damn much I've always wanted to have a family with you and a dog I'm sorry I'm doing this but I can't take it anymore please do not find me Jay goodbye my love" Jay reads with tears in his eyes panicking " no no no no this is not happening" he says as he gets his phone out "Sarge you need to ping Haileys phone now" Jay says and ends the call. His phone rang again and it was Voight "Sarge did you get anything?" He asked "No her phone is off what's happening?" Voight asks "uh..umm Hailey left me a goodbye note and I found razor blades in the bathroom with blood on it" he says "ok ok where do you think she would go?" "The river she loves the river" jay says "ok go there now we will meet you there".
Jay slams his phone down "Dammit how could I have let this get so bad" as he rushes out the door.
