A/N: Notice the rating change.
The next morning, Kurt woke up first. He noticed several things all at once. Blaine was once again hard behind him, though this time, he was moving his body against Kurt's. Kurt's hand was already around his hard cock under his sleep clothes. And lastly, he realized that he was very close to completion.
Oh, fuck, he thought as he stilled his hand. Do I stop? Do I wake him up? Do I keep going? It feels so good. He feels so good.
"Kuurrrtttt," Blaine moaned in his sleep, smushing his body even closer to Kurt's body.
Fuck it, Kurt thought. I'll deal with the consequences afterward if there are any.
He sped his hand back up to match the exact cadence of Blaine's motion behind him.
Please wake up and finish with me, Kurt chanted in his mind.
"I'm awake," he heard Blaine pant behind him. "I'll stop if you tell me to."
"Don't even think about it," Kurt moaned.
It was only seconds later, both of them close already, before they were spilling over with the rush of their mutual orgasms. Once they both caught their breath, Kurt spoke.
"Was that okay that we did that?" he asked, finally voicing his concerns from the previous night. "More directly, is that something people here do with each other?"
"There are a lot of people here who have encounters like that when they aren't in a relationship," Blaine explained, still holding Kurt close to him and trying to ignore the mess in his briefs. "People in relationships do that, too. And I hope I'm not overstepping here… I just… Kurt, I feel like this is right. I want to be with you. My soul feels complete and whole, now that you're in my life."
"Mine feels the same," Kurt whispered, his eyes misting over at Blaine's words.
"I didn't mean for that to happen, though I'm not going to apologize that it did," Blaine explained. "I want us to experience everything. I want us to learn about each other and what we want and don't want. I want to… What I really want to do is clean up," he laughed and realized that there was no better sound than Kurt laughing, too.
"Let's clean up and then see what Dad is up to," Kurt offered. "And then, maybe later, we can take a walk and have that talk?"
"I'd love that," Blaine replied and kissed the back of Kurt's head, not mentioning what Kurt had called Burt. "You take this bathroom, and I'll use the one in the hallway."
The two separated and cleaned up before meeting in the kitchen. Burt had fried up some eggs and made bacon as well as several slices of toast. The three ate in companionable silence, listening to the radio playing in the background.
"I have to run back to my house today and get some things done," Blaine said.
"You going with him or staying here?" Burt asked Kurt.
"If it's okay, I'd like to go with Blaine," Kurt said, directing the statement to Blaine. "I feel like he and I have a lot to talk about. And then, tonight, maybe you and I can talk?"
Burt and Blaine nodded their heads in agreement, and after breakfast, the two men got into Blaine's truck and headed back to his house. Yesterday, on the way to Burt's, Kurt had been nervous and hadn't paid any attention to his surroundings. Today, he was still nervous—well, it was more like excited anticipation—and he was taking in the scenery around him, loving the various colors of the trees and the beautiful view of the city on the river.
Once they were there, Blaine lit the fire, and they sat on the couch, facing each other.
"Is it okay if I start?" Blaine asked. Kurt nodded, and Blaine started talking. "I had a boyfriend in high school, which is what we call our later years of school. It was more of a companionship than a relationship. We kissed and held hands, and that's as far as we went. What you and I did this morning, that's as far as I've ever gone with another man. It never felt right to go further with anyone else I casually dated."
"I've never even dated," Kurt said. "It's not that I didn't have the opportunity, because I did. I just never felt that connection with anyone that I wanted more than friendship with. So, what happened this morning is as much as I've ever done, too. Do you think… Well, I feel the same way you do, about wanting this with you, about it feeling right. Can we maybe just do what feels natural, and if it's something we aren't okay with, we'll just be honest with each other and communicate that?"
"I think that sounds perfect," Blaine said.
"Well, what I really want to do right now is kiss you," Kurt said, and as the last word left his mouth, he found Blaine's mouth covering his.
The two kissed for minutes, hours. Neither one of them really had a sense of time with their lips connected. It felt perfect, like everything was right in every world, every reality. They parted minutes later and smiled at each other. Blaine stood up and pulled Kurt up with him, embracing while he started to sway to the music in his head and sing.
Dance with me under the diamonds
See me like breath in the cold
Sleep with me here in the silence
Come kiss me, silver and gold
Kurt, somehow, though he wasn't going to question how, knew the song and sang the next set of lyrics.
You say that I won't lose you, but you can't predict the future
So just hold on like you will never let go
Yeah, if you ever move on without me
I need to make sure you know that
They sang the next bit together in perfect harmony, still swaying and living in the moment.
You are the only one I'll ever love (I gotta tell ya, gotta tell ya)
Yeah, you, if it's not you, it's not anyone (I gotta tell ya, gotta tell ya)
Lookin' back on my life, you're the only good I've ever done (Ever done)
Yeah, you, if it's not you, it's not anyone (Anyone), not anyone
A/N: The song used is "Anyone" by Justin Bieber.
