It has been a hectic month, this chapter is a bit short. I wanted to make it longer but my free time won't allow it T_T . Don't worry I won't be abandoning this story. Anyways, here is the chapter!

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Chapter 5: Dangerous Mind

Waiting for him to arrive, she turned off the T.V. and laid down on the sofa, resting her head on a pillow. Deep in thought, she stared at the ceiling as she caressed her flat stomach.

She was afraid.

It's been two weeks. They've been doing it for 2 weeks. Like wild animals in heat that they can't help but want to be with each other.

She didn't know if it was because of fatigue or her hormones but her mind and her heart was troubled. She knows how he feels. She is sure.

But

What if he doesn't choose her again. She might really die this time. She couldn't handle the pain once again. Anxiety and insecurities overwhelmed her and tears slid down the side of her face.

When she blurted out, she wanted his child, it wasn't a lie. She felt if she had his child, he wouldn't let go of her so easily. Their fates would be intertwined forever through the child.

It was selfishness on her part. It wasn't fair to him nor to the child.

She's late for 5 days.

Was she really pregnant? She's not sure. Sometimes she was late before due to the stress of her deadlines but now, she already finished her manuscript and her latest book was about to be published. She wasn't stressed nor was she troubled.

Maybe he also wants a child?

Rubbing her flat abdomen, she remembered the first time they had sex. They never had protection. No matter how many times they did it, he always came inside. Locking her in his arms as he came to a release. Kissing her and hugging her, never letting her go.

Gently caressing her stomach, she bit her lips as tears continued to fall.

What if he expected that I was under medication?

What if he doesn't want the child?

Her heart pounded, loudly banging in her ears. Laying to her side, her body went into fetal position as she hugged her stomach. Her mood went further down as she continued to her thoughts.

She can see it through his actions. The way he speaks to her and how attentive he was. From the day they reunited, she knew he still felt the same.

But so what?

He also felt this way 10 yrs ago, yet he still chose to let me go.

No, it wasn't the same then. They were still young, two 18-year olds running away to elope.

What a farce.

Face down the sofa, she grumbled into the pillow. Overwhelmed with sadness, she cried. Her sobs and sniffles where muffled by the pillow.

Thump thump thump

"Are you okay? Why are you crying?" He wanted to pull her up but his hands just froze when he noticed her shoulders shaking as she cried.

Turning her head, she saw his worried face. His things left on the ground, he even forgot to wear slippers.

He really cares for me.

Thinking this, tears fell like waterfalls.

"Huuuuuehhh" she cried and hugged him. She clung unto him like a koala

"What's wrong?" Holding her in his arms, he started to check for injuries. She shook her head and just buried it into his neck.

He gave a sigh of relief and hugged the girl, patting her head. She hugged him tighter when she felt his pats.

"Were you lonely?" He gently asked in soft voice. She gave a small nod and nuzzled her head into his shoulder.

Pfft

His heart was filled with happiness and joy. Warmth filled his chest with the thought that this woman felt lonely without him. He knows she was a strong woman, he feared that throughout the 10 yrs, she's already accustomed without him beside her.

He was always on overtime. He left his office later than most of the employees. On most times, he doesn't leave and just sleeps in the office. He works himself into madness during painful times. It became his normal routine.

So even if they were reunited, he still worked late. Looking at the woman who clinging onto him like koala, he decided that he should change his schedule.

"I'm sorry. I'll make sure to get off work early next time." Carrying the crying woman, they sat on the soft as he tried to coax her. The woman was silent but softly nodded her head.

Both were silent as they enjoyed the presence of each other.

"Hey"

"Move to my apartment" his voice was low and magnetic as he stopped patting her head.

She released her hug and stared at him wide eyed.

"Live with me. Move in. Make it your home, so I can call it my home." His eyes deeply stared at her as his left hand caressed her cheek.

"Stay with me." Unlike a plea, it was more like an order. His other hand fiddles her left hand, slowly inserting a piece of jewelry into her finger.

"Be mine. Okay?" Raising it to his lips as he kissed the back of her hand.

She stared at her hand. A ring on her ring finger.

"I've been keeping this ring for 10 yrs." He carefully caressed her hand "I'm glad it still fits it owner"

Sob

"You're crying again" he chuckled as he wiped her tears. Kissing her eyes, nose, and finally her lips.

His kiss was neither eager nor was it slow. Unlike his other kisses, she didn't feel she was drowning. A passionate kiss from a passionate man. Of course, their passion was moved to the bedroom.

Carrying Lucy to bed, their lips never parted. Removing their clothes, he gently gave kisses to her body. Her neck, her breast, her stomach, not leaving anything untouched. Her moans gave him the encouragement to leave traces on her form.

"Natsu" Like a plea her voice quivered and called his name

Positioning himself, he slowly inserted into her. Feeling his cock expanding her pussy, her fingers scratched his arms as she took him in.

"Aah"

Kissing her, he started to move and thrust into her. She could only hold on to him and accept his passionate thrusts. His hand on her buttocks as he raised her hips, wanting to follow his rhythm. Sitting up, he let her straddle him as he continued thrusting.

He was once again deep inside of her, the tip of his cock kissing the entrance of her womb.

"Ugh" He wanted more.

His cock got bigger at the thought. Their sweats mixed and breaths uneven as they continued the activity. Her moans got louder as he continued to guide her hips into his and kissed and teased her breast. Her hand was holding onto his back while her other hand fondled the lonely breast.

He wanted her to feel pleasure.

Thrust Thurst

All of her being belongs to him.

"I'm about cum" his grunted into her neck "I'll cum inside"

"N-Natsu, Aaah! W-wait" She was about to look at him when he suddenly locked her into his arms and pushed her head in to his shoulder, switching back to missionary position.

He didn't say anything but his thrusts were fiercer.

"Aaah! Aaah!"

Letting go of her, he raised his body and grabbed her waist as he thrusted.

"W-Wait" she grabbed his arms as she tried to stable herself. She looked at him with her flushed face and misty eyes.

He stared back at her with deep dark eyes. Sweat was dripping from his face and his jaw clenched as his thrusts once again intensified.

"No"

"Uggh" she can only moan through his wild and passionate love making. Tears started to form from the corner of her eyes. He was being to rough on her, she was getting scared on what might happen. It was too intense.

"S-stop" she cried as she tried to push him away. She looked at him with tears falling from her eyes.

Ignoring her cries, he captured her mouth giving her a fiery kiss.

She had her climax when he came inside. Her body arched and her fingernails dug into his arms at the intense sensation. His hot semen flowed into her womb; both of their hips shook as they reached their climax.

Natsu stared at the woman in front of him who was out of breath and sweaty. They were still connected, their hips not having a single gap. He didn't want to remove his cock inside her pussy. He wanted to lock his semen inside and fertilize her egg.

He was a bit tense when she suddenly said wait. He feared that she would refuse him. He didn't give her the chance to say the next words.

His goal was the same as the first time they had sex. To impregnate her. To have his child. To tie her to him.

A sob made him break away from his dazed mind. The girl in front of him covered her face as tears continuously flowed down, her body was still shaking from the intensity of her climax and extremely sensitive.

Complex emotions flooded him. He hugged the girl and coaxed her. He knew he was being irrational a while ago. The beast inside him running rampant. He loves Lucy, but the possessiveness inside him would always win.

He was raised to become a cold-hearted and ruthless leader. Methods didn't matter as long the results remain unchanged. He was trained to trample everything and everyone. Cruel and merciless, that is how he spent his 10 yrs. The years he spent with Lucy, where the only times his views on the world were questioned. He was starting to become human. Like a treasure that was once lost only to be returned, he was filled with anxiety and apprehension.

He knew that day when he saw her again, he knew his desires, his lustful thoughts, his unscrupulous habits, and he kept them all in check. Yet, she still provoked him time and time again.

The ring he gave her was just formality.

The outcome wouldn't change even if she had a different answer.

If she was to say no.

'I'll make it so that you can't leave'

His eyes darkened and his lips formed a straight line. The girl in his arms fell asleep after coaxing her.

'You can never leave me again, Lucy. Just try it'

He closed his eyes as he tightened his hug and inhaled her scent.

'Then I'll lock you up and chain you.'

To be continued

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