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Chapter 30
Don't transform.
Don't transform.
Don't transform.
It doesn't matter how many times I say it, I can feel my control slipping even though I'm clutching onto Tessaiga so hard I'm surprised the damn useless thing hasn't snapped in half. Gods help us if it does because the smell of her blood and tears and the sound of her screams is getting to me. I don't really like to admit it, which may sound weird given my whole 'become a full demon' phase, but I do a lot of dog things. I shake myself off when I get wet. I scratch my ears with my foot. I growl. But...I've never felt the full force of canine instincts until this moment right here. My blood is screaming for me to rip something to shreds, to protect my mate and kill anyone that gets in my way. I don't like thinking of it that way. Mate I mean. Maybe it's because I was raised by humans, I dunno, but the word mate that's bouncing around in my head right now is making me sick. You'd think I'd be more comfortable about it given that I've kinda embraced that side of me but for some fucking reason, I'm just not. Anyway, I refuse to welcome my kid into the world by murdering everyone in the village. I know for a fact that she'd force herself to help me regain control while in full blown fucking labor which is the last thing I want. I have a feeling I wouldn't kill her but she'd kill herself doing that. Doesn't even make any sense anyhow. You'd think instincts would know why Kagome's screaming that way but maybe...maybe that's the problem. My stupid fucking demon blood wants to make sure she's protected when she's vulnerable. That'd make a lot more sense than what I've been...oh fuck.
Don't transform.
Don't transform.
Don't transform.