Chapter 44 Izzy has her panic attack
Jake's POV
As we arrived back to Izzy's hospital room, I laid Izzy down on her bed, and I started to stroke her cheek.
"Izzy, what ever the result is going to be, just so you know Cubby and I are going to be here for you." I said to her as I was still stroking her cheek as the doctor came in.
"Okay, Izzy I have the results here on clipboard. And you have anxiety." Dr. Sam said to her.
Izzy's POV
After what the Dr. Sam just said to me, I started to panic.
"Izzy, calm down, calm down." Jake said to me.
"I...can't...calm... down, Jake." I said to him as he was rubbing my shoulder.
"Izzy, here drink this waiter." Jake said to me as I just throw the water bottle across the room.
After I throw the water bottle, my heart started to beat fast.
"IZZY CALM DOWN!" Jake said to me.
"I can't calm down I don't want to come down. I have anxiety." I said to him.
"Izzy, it's normal to have anxiety calm down." Jake said to me.
"NO!" I said to him.
"Jake, SINCE WHEN DID I START HAVING ANXIETY?" Cubby asked him.
"I don't know, since you thought Izzy and I went to the mainland grew up." Jake said to him.
"Oh yeah good point." Cubby said to him.
"Wait a second Jake, I don't have anxiety." Cubby said to him.
" Okay you know what forget what I just said all right right now, let's focus on Izzy!" Jake said to him.
"Whatever." Cubby said to him.
"Izzy, take deep breaths to calm yourself down." Jake said to me while Cubby and Jake we're holding my hands.
As I was taking l deep breaths, I started to relax and realized the fact that I have anxiety.
Once I realized that I have anxiety, I started to cry.
"I just can't believe that I have anxiety. Jake, will my anxiety ever go away?" I asked him.
"I don't know Izzy, I'm not a doctor. I'm sorry I don't have the right answer for you right now." Jake said to me.
"Izzy I do know this. In order for you to deal with it, I want you to calm down whenever you get upset." Jake said to me.
" Thanks Jake and Cubby." I said to them.
"Hey anytime, you're just stressed out right now." Jake said to me.
"Maybe I need to take a nap." I said to him.
"I think that's the best idea ever Izzy." Jake said to me as I closed my eyes and started to take my nap.
As I woke up in the exam room all of the doctor's started to look at me.
"What's going on?" I asked the doctor.
"Ms Green, we are just going to check you." The doctor said to me as he started to check my entire body.
" Okay we are almost done, we're just going to... Excuse me nurse, do you smell something fishy?" The doctor asked the nurse.
"I think it's coming from Izzy" The nurse said to the doctor as he started to take off my crop top, then my leggings and looks at my underwear.
"Ms. Green, did you make an accident?" The doctor asked me.
"I didn't noticed that I made an accident I'm sorry." I said to the doctor.
" It's okay we're going to clean your ride up. Nurse, hand me the wipes." the doctor said to the nurse as she handed him the wipes and started to wipe my private part.
"Now here is a new pair of underwear, please don't make an accent in this." The doctor said to me but it was too late I already made more accidents in my underwear.
"Ms. Green what did I just say?" The doctor asked me.
"Don't pee in my underwear." I said to the doctor.
"That's, that's right, but look you already did what is wrong with you? I'm sorry but we're going to have to put you in the diaper again until you learn how to use the toilet." The doctor said to me as they grabbed the baby mat and lifted my legs up, and they places a diaper on me.
"You're going to the time out chair right now." The doctor said to me as the nurse carried me to the timeout chair and sat me on it.
"I don't want the timeout chair." I said to the nurse.
"If you would have gone to the bathroom like you were supposed to, then you would have never been in a Time out chair think about what you've done." Thw nude said to me then left.
But as the nurse left, I felt something wet, and full in my diaper.
"Whaaaah!" I said as I started to cry as the doctors and nurses carried me to the baby bed to change my diaper.
"Izzy, why did you make a number 2 in your diaper?" The doctor asked me as the nurse started to turn me to my stomach to clean butt.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I couldn't hold it in I'm sorry." I said to the doctor.
"Izzy, your going to take a walk around the hospital naked." The doctor said to me as I started to walk around the the room, then down the corridor naked with the doctors and nurses following me.
But as I was walking, I felt urine coming down my legs. So, I stopped and I had to pee, ON THE FLOOR!
"I had an accident again." I said to the doctors and nurses.
As the doctor brought the bed down the corridor, the immediately placed on it with no blanket as they rushed me back to the exam room and I'm not one of the nurses behind so they can clean up my mess.
Once we arrived back to the exam room, they were about to put a diaper on me until they saw my number to coming out of my butthole. So as they immediately grabbed the baby mat and placed it underneath me they let my poop come out, and on to the baby Matt.
Once that was done, they stood me up and cleaned my private part and my butt.
As the doctors and nurses would done cleaning my private and my butt, they please do me back on the bed to do my butt exam. As they placed me on my stomach.
But my exam didn't end there no it did not because as the doctor put his finger inside my butthole, they took a microscope and height and look inside it.
"I need to do my business again." I said to one of the nurses and doctors but they didn't hear me as I started to pee on the bed.
"Nurse what is that smell?" The doctor asked the nurse as they saw my pee on the bed but they just ignored it as they just continued.
As the doctor took out the microscope and turn off the light, he went to another room to examine it.
"Ms. Green for peeing on the bed, you are going to walk around the hospital naked as your punishment." The nurse said to me as I started to walk around the hospital naked and embarrassed as I put my head down in shame as well to myself.
As I came back from my walk around the hospital, they told me to stand there as they putted another diaper on me.
"I'm sorry I'll use the restroom next time." I said to them.
"Izzy, since you went to pee and poop in your diaper, you are going to learn how to use the potty." The doctor said to me.
As a nurse placed the potty on the bed, what are the doctors picked me up and placed me on it.
"You are going to learn how to poop and pee in this potty right now." The doctor said to me.
"Izzy, come on you can do it just push, push the poop out, push." The doctor said to me.
"I'm trying." I said to the doctor.
As I was trying to push my poop out, I heard a splash.
"I did it, I pooped in the potty yay." I said to the doctor.
As I started to wake up, I was in my hospital bed and I saw that Jake and cubby we're having a conversation. That's when I said to myself.
"What a weird dream." I said to myself.
"Hey guys!" I said to them as they walked over to my bed.
"Hey Izzy! Did you have a nice dream?" Jake asked me.
"Yeah it was about all of us from the dance studio, making sand castles!" I said to him.
"Jake, how am I going to deal with my anxiety?" I see him.
"Well, if you feel the anxiety coming, just take deep breaths and count to ten that should help." Jake said to me.
"But what if it doesn't help me calm down?" I asked him.
"Then we'll try a different Meathead. don't worry Izzy we're going to help you, because we love you so much." Jake said to me.
"I love you boys too." I said to them as I have each of them a kiss on their foreheads.