A/N: Rin will be going through a lot of suffering. He will put her through hell. Rin has a backbone but she is in a state of being in love with someone and is blinded by their behavior. She will put her foot down. It will just take some time to get there—a fantasy story with a twist on real-life issues. So bear with me!
Spicy Chapter
Rin called in from work the next day. She was too devastated.
Sesshomaru humiliated her in front of all the staff. She never thought Sesshomaru would do something like that to her.
But he said he only wanted this relationship to be based on sex.
So now she was feeling guilty, and she felt bad for Sesshomaru for putting him in a tough situation. But he confused her. He treated their time as if it was a precious jewel. He gave her everything she could ever want in a relationship minus the title.
He would send her gifts, money to buy whatever she wanted. He paid off her apartment up to a year and any other bill she had; was taken care of. Was her judgement that cloudy that she saw his actions as a man who wanted to be with a woman? Or was he a sugar daddy?
Now that she thinks of it, a sugar daddy.
Every Saturday and Sunday, he belonged to her. But then he popped up on Friday's and scoops her up. Every weekend became dedicated to her.
But now she is laying in her bed eating ice cream and cupcakes because her heart feels as if it had been shattered.
She didn't answer any phone calls or text messages, she just wanted to be left alone. But she wanted someone to talk to, and that person was Kagome. However she could never tell her the truth about her and Sesshomaru.
So she was truly alone with this.
She took a Tylenol PM hoping it will take away everything that happened yesterday.
Rin awakens the next morning feeling groggy from the Tylenol. Once she took her shower and got dressed, she was feeling fine. She went out and got a caffeinated drink instead of using her keurig.
She walks into Starbucks and orders an iced blonde Vanilla Latte to give her a little pick-me-up before heading into her twelve-hour shift at work.
She hoped the day would keep her thoughts from wandering about him.
Rin's shift was finally over and she was pleased at how fast it went. It took her mind off of thinking about Sesshomaru abandoning and humiliating her. He could have just told her face to face that he no longer wanted this fling. She would have been hurt still, but she would of have taken it a lot better.
Or… maybe not because she was in love… with a selfish ass demon.
She made her way home in a uber.
Sesshomaru knew Rin's schedule, so he knew what time she would be home. He patiently waited for her arrival.
He was kidding himself, thinking he could part with her. He had a lot of making up to do. She would be his again.
He was standing at her door in disguise, constantly looking at his watch. His heart pounds in his chest when he hears the ding of the elevator. He inhaled deeply. Once again, wrapped up in her scent again.
She was coming.
Rin gets off the elevator and stops in her tracks. A tall, slender, medium-built man is standing at the door. She shook her head. She could recognize that build from anywhere.
She rolls her eyes as she approaches him. "Why are you here?"
She didn't know if she should be happy or angry with him. Happy because she missed him and… loved him. Angry because he treated her like shit.
"Rin, let me explain." It had only been a couple of days since their parting. It was still fresh, but Sesshomaru couldn't hold back any longer. He was in the worse pain that he could ever imagine. His youkai made him suffer. Rejecting his mate and being away from her was the worse punishment.
Not only that, he checked his phone every minute, hoping for notification of any kind from her. It even annoyed him his card wasn't being charged by Starbucks.
No contact from Rin these past couple of days… nearly killed him.
"What is there to explain?" She gave him no time to respond. "Exactly, nothing." Sesshomaru was blocking her apartment door. She looks him up and down. "Excuse me."
She takes out her keys to unlock the door. She hears his baritone voice filled with sincerity. "I am sorry."
Those words stung Rin. She was breaking down. She fumbled with her keys, trying to open her door.
He reaches out to lend her a hand. He sees her struggle. "Rin, let me help."
"I got it!" she yelled.
Sesshomaru looked around to make sure no one was around to see Rin's outburst.
"Just go, Sesshomaru."
"I can't, I need you, Rin."
Rin turns to Sesshomaru. "You need me?"
He nods yes.
Tears threatened to fall from her eyes, but a sigh of relief comes when she could finally open her door.
"May I enter? Please let me explain my actions."
Her vulnerability would be her doom. She nodded and invites him in.
Sesshomaru had good intentions but also not so good ones. He remembered during their first trial that communication was key. So for him to win her back, he would give her want she wants.
They remove their shoes at the door and slid into some house shoes.
Rin leads him to her living space and sits down on the couch. She doesn't offer a drink or a snack. She impatiently waits for Sesshomaru's explanation.
Sesshomaru tries to caress her cheek but slaps his hand away. "Stop it! Explain yourself," she snaps.
He lies with some truth. "I got scared."
"What?"
"I got scared. I have heard no one say they loved me before."
So he heard me .
"That is understandable, but everything else, was that really necessary? You hurt me."
Sesshomaru tries to hold her hand, but she quickly pulls away. "I know, and I don't know how I could receive your forgiveness, but I am truly sorry, Rin."
She couldn't resist those soft, beautiful amber eyes. She believed she could see the truth in them and she hoped he meant what he said because these past days felt like death.
She exhales deeply. "I can forgive you."
Sesshomaru needed her, and he thought he would take this opportunity to lean in and kiss her.
Rin leaned back. She forgave him, but who did he think he was trying to steal a kiss?
She slaps him.
And he took it. He deserves that.
But what comes next surprises him. She pushes him back into the couch and straddles him. She palms his face and kissed him aggressively.
His hands found her ass and squeeze.
She grinds on him while her hands run all over his chest, desperately trying to touch him more.
Sesshomaru became lost in this woman's touch and taste, but he would take control of this.
His clawed hand finds her hair and massages her scalp until he grasps her hair, pulling it back; baring her neck to him. His tongue runs up her collarbone and under her chin.
"Sesshomaru," she moans out.
Then he sinks his fangs ever so lightly at the pressure point where he would mark her. And how badly he wanted to.
"Ugh, Sesshomaru." Sesshomaru lets go of her hair. Rin bit her lip and runs her hands all over her chest. "Let's shower together."
Rin hops off Sesshomaru in excitement and pulls his arm, making him run with her. Sesshomaru watches in amusement as his mate showed how much she adored him.
It made him feel guilty for manipulating her this way… but that guilt was only coming from his youkai.
His selfish side got what he wanted.
The best damn sex he had ever had was with this human woman. She was the right fit for him. She coated him so well.
They reach her bedroom and she strips her clothes. He stood there watching her and she stops. "Do you not want to shower… with me?" she said innocently yet seductively.
Sesshomaru shook his head, yes. "I do. You just look exquisite."
Rin smiled and walked up to him, and on her tiptoes, she kisses his lips. She turns to walk into the bathroom and turns the water on to warm it up. She wished they could have bathed in a bubble bath. That would've been more romantic.
Sesshomaru enters the steamy bathroom naked with a beautiful erection.
Rin licked her lips.
They step in the shower and began washing their bodies. Sesshomaru couldn't help but stare at her erect nipples as she rubbed foamy soap over them.
Rin bit her lip every time she would "mistakenly" bump into Sesshomaru's erection.
Rin turns the water off and turns to look at Sesshomaru lustfully before she stepped out. Oh, she wasn't getting away with that look. Sesshomaru scoops her up and carries her into her bedroom.
He lays her down on the edge of the bed. He gets down on his knees and pushes Rins legs up and spreads her open and, without warning, licks her pussy.
So warm his tongue felt.
These two act as if they were without each other's presence for months or years. It was just a couple of days.
Her hand reaches into his hair as he continues to devour him. "Oh, Sesshomaru, please!"
He would give her what she needed. This was his apology. She would never know a feeling like this from another because she was his mate and he would make sure of it.
Even when she was at her climax, he did not release her.
He could not let go… He did not want to let her go, she was his.
Rin squeals, "Oh! stop! "
Sesshomaru finally releases her and snarls. He was so out of tune with himself. It was a constant battle between his selfish side and his youkai.
He laughs darkly, and Rin looks at him in confusion.
He knew exactly what he would do. He would use her love for him to his advantage.
He was set on that. She would never want another after all the things he would do to her or have done to her already.
She may be mad for a moment, but she will always forgive him.
He remembered how much she liked her ass being teased. He turns her onto her stomach and spread her ass cheeks apart and licks her puckered entrance.
Rin fists the bedding and whimpers.
His soft, wet tongue grazed her tight ass, making her whimper every time she felt a stroke. As it was still a new foreign feeling, she poked her ass out to give him more access.
Her hips roll, making the tip of his tongue slip inside. This wasn't enough. She needed more. "Please Sesshomaru, I need something."
He wouldn't fuck her in her ass until she was ready. For now, he enjoyed teasing it and tasting it. Sesshomaru rises behind her and teases her entrance and her clit with the tip of his cock.
She pushes back on him while biting her lip. She looks back to see him lining his cock up to her entrance.
"Mmm," she moans out.
He pushes himself all the way in. "Hah," he moaned.
He pushes in and out of her and watching how soaked his cock became. He wanted to stay inside of her forever, to breed her. To know his seed would be in her womb and growing inside of her.
That vision pleased him so… but no, he would fuck her senseless and make her take Plan B in the morning; he would make sure of it.
He stuck his tongue out and rolled it at how good her pussy felt to him. He knew he would come inside her at any moment. She squeezed him, pushing him to climax.
"So, good! Don't stop!"
He continues to fuck her good from the back. He throws his head back when he feels a warm hand touch his balls. That excited him more. He lifts his leg up so she could get a good grip.
He choked out, "I will come in you."
Her response was remarkable. "Please, fill me up!"
Damn her! He was becoming undone.
His claws protruded, and his fangs were ready to sink into her neck. His tongue became wildly long….damn this woman. How is he supposed to hold back now?
"I will make you mine!"
A couple more thrusts and he comes deep inside of her. "Yes, I want it all," he hears from his lustful mate.
A roar from the depths of his soul came from him. He falls on top of her, slamming her into the bed. He was shaking, sweating, and still inside her warm cavern.
He usually could go a couple more rounds, but she milked him for everything he had.
His voice trembled, which was first for him, "oh, Rin."
He kisses her back and her neck.
Rin panting hard loved the feel of his cock still inside of her. Her walls still clenching his dick, making more of his seed pour inside of her.
Did she really have this effect on him?
He tried to be all billy bad ass, but he was losing control.
He rolled them to their sides, not willing to let her go just yet. He nuzzles into her hair and he hears her sigh.
"Will you stay with me? Do not leave me, Sesshomaru."
How can he deny her? He will stay, but only this time.
"Rin, I will purchase a Plan B in the morning."
Rin felt a little stupid. She thought it would be different this time. "Right, that is fine." But it also made sense. She didn't need to get pregnant right now, but she wouldn't mind it with him.
"Right."
The two drift off to sleep. Rin missed his warmth beside her and inside her. They were still connected and would stay that way until the morning.
It felt good for the moment to have his seed sealed inside her by his cock…that is until he faces reality in the morning.