A/N: Last chapter went dark. There will be another chapter that is somewhat dark but that will be their fate severs. I apologize in advance for triggering anyone.

Sesshomaru had so many irrational thoughts when he saw Rin entertaining some random prick. He didn't care who was around or who may have seen him, he just needed to get his mate the fuck away from that scum.

And what he just did with Rin was beyond irrational. It was the bottom of the barrel and there was no coming back from it.

He held her close as he walked, still connected, to her couch. He wasn't ready for them to disconnect.

His demon comes forth.

Rin moaned as if she was in pain. Her body was numb. Tears fall from her eyes. She loved Sesshomaru. She did all she could for him to recognize her love, but he failed her every time.

Her sister was right. Too many times she forgave him and now he does what he wants, even without her consent.

She no longer cared for the excuse he gave about being scared to love. His revealing that was the only reason she held on, but now she sees he was fully aware of what he was doing. He was manipulating her. He stalked her and took advantage of her because he knew she truly loved him and could get away with it.

"Sesshomaru… let me go."

Sesshomaru wraps his arms around her tighter. "No."

Rin tries to push his hands away, but that only makes Sesshomaru grip her harder. "Please Sesshomaru… let me go! I don't want this!"

"I will not let go, Rin! You are mine."

His voice had changed to raspy and guttural.

Rin turns around and saw Sesshomaru's eyes. She saw this look before. It had to be his demon.

She relaxes and moves her hips a little to adjust herself more comfortably. Sesshomaru's demon grunts at the sensation. She felt so good inside.

"It's over, Sesshomaru."

"No, you are mine."

Rin sucks her teeth. "You say I am yours, but you treat me horribly." Tears fell from her eyes. "You could never love me the way I love you."

There was silence. His demon hated his outer being treating their mate this way.

Rin could hear whining from behind her. She never heard him make such a noise. Was he finally feeling regretful about how he had been treating her? She had a little hope left. "Sesshomaru?"

"Rin."

His voice was back to normal.

He pushed through and came forth. He heard every word she spoke. She loved him. He still resisted that side of him that desired her more than their friendly fucks.

Sesshomaru chuckled, "How can I Sesshomaru love someone like you? All you were was something to fuck. Do you think I care if you want this to be over?"

He was lying to himself. She was his mate, and his silly pride pushed him to resist her.

He was taking all of his frustrations out on her. He thought he could have control over the situation. He was going against fate. His youkai understood this, he was very displeased.

He tried to turn the tables around… somewhat. "Although you are a very good fuck, it is easy to be rid of you."

Rin pulls his hands away and disconnects their bodies. Did he really think he could say that and continue to be close to him?

Sesshomaru was disappointed, but he couldn't let her see how distressed he was about the whole conversation.

Rin stood before him and pointed in his face. "I will no longer do this with you anymore. I keep letting you in, thinking you will change, but you will not. Leave! And never come back! I mean it Sesshomaru!"

Sesshomaru stood. "Hmph!... gladly!" He adjusted himself and zipped his pants up. As he walked out the door, he turns to Rin. "Goodbye, Rin."

Rin growls and throws a vase at the door as he closes it. "Fuck you!"

Sesshomaru stood by her door. He could hear her sobbing and chanting, "I hate you," over and over. He closes his eyes. How he wished it never came to this.

A/N: A couple more chapters left