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Thanks a lot to adam199118/The Final Shinobi for writing a good portion of this one-shot here.

Was gonna keep it an AO3 exclusive but the descriptions aren't really dirty or explicit, just sensual, and not even barely in the MA category, so I can just mark this as M without much of a problem.

Clint/Laura is one of my most favorite pairings in the MCU, and its really underrated, as are Clint and Laura. Here we go.

Laura Barton, a newlywed, stood outside her new home her husband had made for her. It was a home on the outskirts of the city, somewhat isolated, and far from prying eyes, a nice and homely looking farmhouse it was. The former Agent 19, codenamed "Mockingbird" was lost in her thoughts. She had no idea what she should think of all of this. She wondered if she truly deserved any of it. As a member of SHIELD, there were things she had to do that was justified for the "greater good", and there were some things she did that made her sick to her stomach, and now with her having left the post, another Agent called Bobbi Morse had taken it up. She wondered if she deserved any of this, this happiness. Did she truly feel that she had a right to happiness when she had robbed many of it?

In her thoughts, she did not notice her husband approach her, as he gently held her hand.

"Come on, let me give you the tour."

"…okay…"

After dinner, Laura sat on a chair next to the fireplace, contemplating her life and the wonderful man she married. They both fell in love with one another during their time as members of SHIELD. They grew disillusioned with that life and Nick Fury gave them new identities while also making sure the marriage and family was not on any records at all, and helped set up a place where they could live in peace. However, she wondered if she was worthy of being a mother and carrying life into this world.

"Hey, you didn't talk much during dinner. Is everything okay… Laura?"

Laura did not notice when she started shedding tears. She smiled at Clint as he was worried for her.

"I am okay Clint. I was just thinking of everything. I was thinking about my life as "Mockingbird", and the things that I did… both good and bad. I always wondered if I deserved happiness when I robbed so many of it. Some days… I see their blood on my hands… and I wonder what I was fighting for."

"But… then I met you. We fell in love, something I never thought would happen at all. And now, we are married, and we want to start a family."

"You know… you have always been so strong for me, so supportive of me. So, I thought I could support you. So, the past does not bother any more…"

Clint shook his head in pain and sighed. He wondered how long she held this to herself.

Laura smiled at him. Yet, she could not maintain it as she started crying again. She gave him a big hug as she started sobbing.

"Clint… please don't ever leave… I promise to do better…"

Clint held his wife and gently kissed her head. He would never let her shoulder such a burden in her life… in fact it was going to disappear right this second!

"Laura, look at me okay."

Laura looked at him and was in awe of the love she could see in his eyes.

"You are not the only one with blood in your hands. There were things I did as "Hawkeye" that make me sick to my stomach. I have blood on my hands as well. We never asked for this life, Laura. Yet, sometimes the truth is really hard to discern. We think we are helping people, but sometimes we end up doing more harm than good."

"We cannot let the past rule us, Laura. We are worthy to live the life we choose and we decide what we want from life. Our children… we will make sure they live a life that's untouched by our past. They will craft a legacy better than ours… that's the best we can do. Bury the past Laura, and move forward. Time marches forward, and waits for no one. Eventually our past will be nothing but a bad memory. We owe it to ourselves to live the life we want."

"So, Mrs Barton, let me take care of everything. Entrust everything to me, your body and your heart. I will take care of the rest."

He pulled Laura into a deep kiss, and Laura wrapped her arms around him. The soft glow of the fireplace and the unburdening of their hearts made her realize that they were going to do it right here and now.

As they kissed, they slowly undressed one another, as Clint removed her bra and kissed her neck and face, as he buried his face in her breasts, as she laughed out loud. He smiled at her as he kissed and sucked on her breasts, listening to her groans as he savored them. He kissed her flat stomach and kissed her legs, while she ran her hands all over his muscular body, the two undressing each other of their pants and underwear as well.

She would never forget this night and she would savor the memory for as long as she lived. He pinned her naked form to the floor as they got to work.

The first time was animalistic; wild, quick, full of passion, over in a few minutes on the ground, with Clint on top and Laura below him as he pulled in an out till both reached their points of bliss.

The second time they slowed down and took their time, kissing and breaking one another. They panted as they stared at one another, red in the face, continuing their 'activity', with more love and passion for each other.

The third time was against the wall, bent over a table as Laura entrusted all her precious places to Clint, and he delivered on each lovely feeling of bliss that ripped through her body, while having some himself.

The fourth and final time was sloppy, but wholly satisfying, with Laura riding Clint as he was below her, both holding hands and smiling at each other.

He wrapped a blanket over them as they fell asleep as he was still inside of her. She pushed his head between her breasts, as she was confident that she was pregnant. She kissed his head and wished time would freeze in this moment.

This is the chapter, a gift for Aragorn. Some of the scenes were inspired by "The Girl From The Other Side", one of the most emotional manga I have ever read. It brought me to tears so many times reading it, and I was inspired to use some of it here. That manga is written by Nagabe.

Hope all enjoyed and see you all next time with some other update.