AN: Oh man, thank you guys for all the love last chapter! I'm so glad you enjoyed it! This one is perhaps a little less spicy, but it's got some feels, so enjoy!
Prompt: Free Day
Chapter 4: Parenting
Sesshoumaru jerked as an explosion detonated from his sack and slammed through the rest of his body. He slammed his hands onto upper bed frame and clenched hard, his claws gouging the fake wood as Rin circled the vibrator around his balls then slowly moved up the underside of his shaft.
When she reached the tip and rolled it against his slit, he thought he was going to die. The strangled groan the sensation ripped from him may have given Rin some indication as to her effect on him.
"You like that, huh?" she asked in a sly voice. "Oh! Yes, I think you might be just a little pent up here."
When he finally had the presence of mind to stare down at himself, he found his now fully erect cock leaking like a faucet.
"Don't let it all out now. Save some for me," Rin murmured, running the masterful device over the top of his length.
He didn't know if he'd be able to. He had underestimated the power of vibrators. If he wasn't careful, he was going to come all over his wife's sweet body rather than inside her, where he belonged.
"Rin—" he ground out, trying to warn her.
"It's alright," she answered, locking gazes with him. "You don't have to hold it in anymore, Sesshoumaru. You can let go."
And when she touched the toy to his heavy sack once again, he did just that.
His vision tunneled, the sensation of lightning arcing up his back, and a thick string of semen sprayed out against Rin's chest. Sesshoumaru jerked his hips involuntarily against the onslaught of sensation, waving his wand all over Rin's face and breasts.
Sesshoumaru watched in a potent mixture of pleasure and embarrassment as Rin's mouth dropped open in shock. He had never made such a mess on her before. Between her legs, yes, but her face was something else entirely. Beads of cum dripped down her chin and cheeks, and a pearl necklace of globules ringed her throat. Surely she had been expecting it, but perhaps the sudden ferocity of his orgasm had taken her by surprise.
A sticky droplet dangled from her top lip, and her tongue darted out instinctually to wipe it away. She shivered at the taste.
"Let me clean you," he offered.
She placed a hand against his abs and shook his head. "No, it's fine. I…I've just never tasted you before. It was new, that's all."
She swiped her thumb across her cheek and then sucked on it, her tongue rolling over every crevice of the digit. She tentatively ran her tongue across her lip, a pensive look on her face. "Hmm, so that's what you taste like." He looked at her for more information. "Kind of metallic?" She grinned. "Makes sense for a man who produces a sword from his body to carry another one down here." With a determined look on her face, she ran a finger across the other side of her face and stuck it in her mouth.
"Do not force yourself, Rin," he said, although the sight of her eating his essence sent a wave of tingling through his deflating cock, reinvigorating it.
"Then what would you have me do with the rest of it?" she asked, smearing several of her fingers across the mess on her chest. She pressed her lips together and then opened her legs, dipped her hand toward her center. "What do you think? Should I put it here?"
He growled low, the demon within begging to have his cum in her cunt, where it should be.
But she moved no closer to her core. "But you know if I do this…there's a chance—a small one, but still a chance—that I'd get pregnant."
Yessss, his primal demon hissed, wanting nothing more than to see her pupped again.
But Sesshoumaru was stronger than his base needs. He had always prided himself on that.
"That is your choice, Rin."
She considered him. "It's our choice, Sesshoumaru." The fingers of her other hand—the one not drenched in seed—fidgeted. "Towa says she wants a baby brother—"
"Do not take heed of what Towa says," Sesshoumaru answered. "It is not her place. It is…our decision."
Rin bit her lip. "Do you want another baby, Sesshoumaru?"
"I want what you want, Rin." It had always been that way and it always would.
"I—" She hesitated, gnawing at her lip.
He reached down and grasped her wrist, bringing her dirty hand towards his mouth. "If you are unsure, then we should not." And perhaps that meant they would not have sex today, but if this was as far as they went, he was sated for now.
He opened his mouth to clean her fingers of himself when she suddenly shoved her other hand against his lips. "Wait."
Obedient dog that he was, he did not move, keeping his eyes on her as she sought her words.
"It's not that I don't want another child," she whispered, as if she were confessing some grave sin instead of the feelings of her heart. "You know I had…always hoped for a big family with you. It's just that…as the years passed on, I came to accept what I had. I know you promised me that we would be together again in my lifetime, and of course I believed in you, but…." And here the guilt coated her eyes in tears. "Honestly, part of me didn't believe it. Fourteen years passed without a word, Sesshoumaru. The hope I had was spread so thin. I just concentrated on being a good mother to Setsuna, figuring that she was all I would ever have.
"But now I have my Towa back, and I need to learn to be a good mother to her and to get to know her—"
Sesshoumaru cupped her cheek in his hand and forced her gaze back up to his. "You have nothing to learn, Rin. Towa adores you."
Meeting Rin had been exactly what his daughter needed to fill in the missing gaps in her life. The emotional support he had hardly been able to provide Rin gave twice over. He knew Towa would never say she had a difficult childhood. She had been privileged enough. But had she been truly happy? He had always wondered.
Then during that conference between North and South when he had seen his daughter and wife interacting together, he had his answer. He had never seen Towa so carefree. She was always laughing and smiling now. Away from the palace and the need to temper her emotions in front of their subjects and her grandmother, she was flourishing.
If anyone needed to learn how to be a better parent, it was he.
Rin smiled at him, leaning into his touch. "She adores you too, you know," she said, as if she could read his inner turmoil. "It warms my heart to see how affectionate you are with each other. I see Setsuna watching too. If you're worried about her, don't. She's always been shy. It takes her a long time to get comfortable with someone, but when she does, she'll never let go." Then Rin chuckled. "Of course, it may not seem that way right now, since she's turned into a grumpy little teenager, but I know deep down, my loving Setsuna is still there."
Sesshoumaru nodded. Rin only reassured him on what he had seen for himself. He recalled how he had interacted with his parents as a child. His father had always been much more open than his mother. While he would never be his father, he did not want to be his mother either in regards to his children.
He rubbed his thumb along the inside of her wrist, where his seed was starting to dry. "We do not have to decide this now, Rin. There will be other opportunities." They were together now. He would not allow anyone—government or otherwise—to rip them apart again.
"I know, but all the same…I'm in my thirties now. I can still have children, yes, but my ovaries are like little bombs counting down until they explode. I already know I won't be as resilient as I was when I had the girls, and if we wait even longer…. I don't know. I guess it's just hard to imagine raising a baby again since it's been so long. It feels almost like I've left that part of my life behind me."
"So no then," he answered, trying to ignore the way his heart twisted just a little.
She looked into his eyes then, as if trying to read the emotions buried there. Then she smiled. "Then again, a couple years ago, I never thought I'd be seeing you again so soon either. Life has a way of bringing unexpected surprises. We've just started a new chapter of our lives. Who's to say one day another baby might not also be part of that equation?" She chuckled. "Actually, it might not be so bad. After all, I have so much more knowledge than I did when we started out, and technology has increased by leaps and bounds! It wouldn't be the same at all! It would be a whole new adventure. And this time…we'd both be there for it. All of it," she said, taking the hand against her cheek in hers.
Her words emboldened him to make his own confession. "I have always regretted being unable to raise both girls with you. I…wanted to see you lift a laughing child in your arms."
Rin's eyes teared up. "And I wanted to see you give our children piggyback rides in the sky."
He bent down and kissed her. As her tears slipped free, he kissed those away too. "There's still time, Rin."
She nodded. "You're right. And we should make the most of it. Don't let go, Sesshoumaru."
He kept her wrist in his gentle grasp as she guided their hands to her core. Slowly, she stuck one sticky finger into herself and then another. Sesshoumaru moved his hand beneath hers so that when she removed those fingers to slip in another, he pushed his finger in as well and thumbed her clit.
She sucked in a breath. "Oooh, Sesshoumaru, you spoil me."
"Always," he answered, running his nose down the bridge of hers and scenting himself upon it. His scent spoke to him like a territorial marker. But it was still weak. It would not be fully present until he had covered her with his body and rutted her once again.
He kissed her again and pumped her harder with his finger, intending to ready her for his arrival. But then the far-off voices of his daughters reached his ears.
"Do you think it's safe to go back now?" Setsuna asked.
"Mama's been pretty quiet for a while. At least…she hasn't screamed for a good bit," Towa answered with a weak chuckle.
"Aww, leave 'em alone, you guys. Let them have their fun," Moroha said.
Sesshoumaru let his forehead fall against Rin's with a barely audible sigh.
"Sesshoumaru, what is it?" she asked, running her hands along his hips, her fingers tracing the stripes that curved over them.
"The girls are aware of what we're doing."
Rin's eyes widened. "What?"
"Apparently, they heard you scream."
Rin's mouth dropped open in horror. "You mean it's because of me—?" She hid her face in her hands. "No, I can't believe it! I never wanted to scar our babies like that!"
They hadn't sounded too scarred to Sesshoumaru, but then, he hadn't been able to see their faces either.
Rin sighed. "Half-demon hearing is going to be the end of me. Can you tell if they're coming?"
He needed only to sense their demonic energies to find out. "They are coming closer but…slowly."
Rin stared at his still stiffened dick. "Then I'll have to act fast to take care of this," she said, running her knuckle up his length.
Sesshoumaru frowned. "I will not be rushed in taking you, Rin. Not this time." Their first time together in fifteen years was too important to be done like a couple of teenagers trying to fit in a quickie before the parents came home.
"I agree—I don't want to rush either. But that's not what I meant." She rubbed her thumb around his tip, massaging it and causing his balls to tighten. "There's something I never did when we first got married. I was young and naïve to the ways of the world. Living in that small town I did…I wasn't exposed to as much as I have been now."
Sesshoumaru's brows raised. "Just what is it you've been exposed to?"
Rin blushed, coyly tapping the head of his cock against her chin. Each bob towards her mouth had his heart stuttering in anticipation. "Will you be ashamed of me, Sesshoumaru, if I show you how much the South has corrupted me?"
Sesshoumaru reached brushed her hair back from her face, hoping she was alluding to what he thought she was. "My Rin could never become corrupted. She is far too pure."
Her blush deepened. "You say that now, but the things I've seen on the internet…."
Ah, yes, Towa had told him all about this "internet" and how it would be an "absolute necessity" in their new home. He had heard tell of it before The Wall went up, but it had been relatively new back then, and in the backwater, border town where Rin grew up, there had been no internet.
The girls had tried to show him a few things on it, but he still didn't quite understand the scope of "the web." Sometimes they asked their phones questions (Rin had gotten Towa one and gifted it to her after they moved in), and voices from nowhere answered. Sometimes they showed him "videos" either of real people or animated drawings. Other times, they read news or stories on their phones. As far as he understood it, the internet was something of an infinite library with the answer to any question. But unlike his own library, the answers did not come only in text or illustrated form.
But all thoughts of the internet were wiped from his mind as Rin suddenly bent over and kissed the tip of his cock. A dribble of cum seeped out, slipping down his shaft, and she promptly licked the line of it up from his balls to his head. He gripped her hair harder, and when she flicked her tongue into the groove of his slit, his hips jerked and he growled out her name.
"Rin."
"Your Rin is older and wiser now. She's learned how to really please her husband…though you'll have to excuse her inexperience. She only ever practiced on Sesshy, after all. But this time…she's going to make you scream."
With a wicked smile, she bent down and took the entirety of his head between her lips. Her pliant little tongue pushed him against the roof of her mouth in a gentle squeeze, and he about came right there.
But then she grabbed his base and slid even more of his cock into her throat. A little whimper escaped her as she pushed, bobbing her head and lubricating his member so she could slide down more easily.
Sesshoumaru watched transfixed as she thrust her head along him. This woman certainly wasn't the timid Rin he had married. She had been so shy their first night together, and she never dared seek any other position than beneath his body. Even after months of marriage, she only dared to get on top of him when her pregnant body no longer let him cover her. In fact, she had thought to give up sex altogether until the birth, but pregnancy made her horny, and to his gratitude, she had given in.
But this Rin…this Rin was worldly. Mature. Much more comfortable in her body and sexuality. Fifteen years had changed so much, and yet Sesshoumaru could say this change was for the better.
He had loved his shy Rin, to be sure. But this new, bold one excited him. He didn't know what she was going to do next, and for once, the thrill of surprise made him salivate.
"How far can you go, Rin?" he asked.
She stopped and slipped off of him, leaving his cock shivering in the cool air. "I want to deep-throat you, Sesshoumaru, but…I may need some help. I don't know if I'm brave enough to do it on my own."
"What do you mean?" he asked.
She put a hand to her throat. "I've always been afraid of triggering my gag reflex with the dildo. But if you force me—"
"I would never force you to do anything you don't want to, Rin."
She smiled at him and grasped his hand. "I know. But I do want to do this. Just…help me." She patted his hand that was already on the back of her head. "Force me down as far as you want me to go."
"Will it hurt you?"
"I'll be fine. I'm a big girl now." As if to illustrate, she went back down on his dick on her own, sliding nearly to where she had been before. But she wasn't going any lower.
His demon surged again, desiring his entire cock in her mouth. Since Rin had given him permission, he gripped her hair and forced her down more. She made a muffled noise—though it didn't sound like one of protest—as she crept just a bit further down. He held her head in place then, pulled back with his hips, and shoved further inside. Rin moaned, her voice reverberating around his length, causing him to shiver and groan.
As his demon let loose, he got rougher with her face, occasionally feeling her blunt, human teeth skim along the edges of his shaft. The sensation only heightened his pleasure.
And then he felt his tip hit the back of her throat, and his demon roared, as if he had hit the back of her womb.
Only belatedly did he realize he had actually let loose that roar.
It took just a couple more hits of her soft skin on his head to trigger his release, and it splashed down her throat. Rin's cheeks ballooned around him as she worked to swallow everything he gave her. Even so, some escaped the edges of her mouth, and when he finally pulled out of her, her lips and his cock were a sticky, dripping mess.
He dropped to his knees, suddenly exhausted. He had forgotten how much sex took out of him, and he hadn't even done anything. Rin had done all the work today.
Rin pulled his head to rest on her lap and combed through his long locks. "It sounds like…you enjoyed it," she huffed, quite out of breath.
"Very much."
"I'm glad. I had many years of education to put to use."
"One day, you will have to show me where exactly you learned such lewd things."
Rin giggled. "I think we could have some very educational sessions with the internet." She bent over and kissed his temple. "But for now, I should probably go shower before the girls walk in and I traumatize them even further."
Reluctantly, Sesshoumaru lifted his head away from his wife's fragrant sex and watched her grab her toys and clothes as well as a new skirt before disappearing inside the bathroom. The shower came in seconds.
The girls' footsteps were within earshot now, so he pulled on his clothes. He would have to wait to wash until Rin was done. However, her musk still permeated the air, so he went around the cabin opening the windows to let it out. Though his inner demon would have preferred to bask in it, his children had no business smelling their mother's arousal. Then he adjusted the "curtain" around the bed, hiding evidence of their romp on the sheets.
Finally, he unlocked the door and took a seat at the table in the one-time kitchen. A few minutes later, there came a tentative knock at the door.
"…Can we come in?" Setsuna asked.
"Enter," Sesshoumaru said.
Despite giving them permission, they pried open the door as if afraid to see what was on the other side. Noticing him relaxed and fully clothed, the tension in their bodies eased, though their noses twitched.
To preempt any curious questions on their part, Sesshoumaru asked, "Who won?"
Towa tried to bite back a grin and failed. "Smells like you did, Papa."
Setsuna slapped a hand against her face in mortification, and Sesshoumaru glared at his eldest, which only caused her to snort and giggle.
He had done a poor job of parenting indeed.
AN: I know you guys are anxious for actual, you know…SEX…and guess what? The next prompt basically guarantees it! Stay tuned!
