Chapter 19:
I woke up, my body heavy and refusing to move. When I finally was able to, I reached out on both sides, coming up empty. A quick sniff told me I was alone in the room. Pouting, I forced myself up and threw on my lounge around the apartment clothes, before making my way into the living room, where I could hear the both of them.
"Morning." I purred.
They chuckled.
"Actually, it's late afternoon." Garrus informed me.
I blinked at him. What?
"You refused to get up." Thane added.
"Something about being 'thoroughly fucked'."
My face flushed. I couldn't believe I'd said that out loud to them.
The drell patted the spot between them, and I quickly walked over, sitting. Giving them curious glances, because they looked like they had a secret.
"Here." He held out a small flat box, a ribbon wrapped around it.
Tilting my head, I took it, looking at it.
"Open it." Garrus urged.
I did, slowly undoing the ribbon and pulling the lid off. Inside, covered with tissue paper, was a beautiful silver necklace made out of interlocking metal circles, like chainmail almost. In the front, there were two gems- blood red. They were on either side of a heart that held the two ends of the necklace together. There was no clasp that I could see.
"It's... beautiful." I murmured, stroking it gently.
It was cool to the touch.
Thane picked it up, opening it at the heart- a part of it swung inward to act as a clasp- and wrapped it around my throat. Fitting it into place by hooking the end of the chain back around the heart piece.
"Stand up." He ordered softly.
I did so, glancing between the two of them, my fingertips touching the heart lightly.
"It's perfect." They both said, staring at me with tender expressions.
"How do you like it?" The drell asked.
"I love it. It's beautiful, and it sits well. Not too tight. I'm pretty sure it won't break, when I shift."
"Good." He held out a hand, and I took it, letting him pull me down onto his lap.
Garrus moved closer. "You're not allowed to take it off."
I tilted my head, confused.
"Not that you'll be able to." He lifted his omni-tool, sweeping it across my chest. "It'll only open to the two of us."
"I don't..." I was so confused.
"You said wanted to please us." Thane reached up, stroking the skin below the necklace. "It would please us if you wore a collar."
The memory of last night surged to the forefront of my mind, and I shivered. I did want to please them.
I nodded, breathless. "I'll wear it forever."
"Try shifting, since we're here. If we need to, we can have it adjusted."
Getting up, I stripped in front of them, setting my clothes on the coffee table. In one, swift movement, I shifted into my wolf. Thane hadn't had the opportunity to meet her yet, and Genesis was thrilled to show herself off.
She was also thrilled when we were praised for the collar staying in place. Not too tight, not loose enough to get caught on anything. Just right. Perfect.
She jumped up on the couch, wriggling her little body, moving between the two and lapping at their faces.
After a few more minutes of that, Thane gave a command. "Shift."
Surprised, we shifted on his lap, completely naked.
"You're such an obedient girl." Garrus chuckled, kissing my shoulder.
I opened my mouth, but a swift hit on my ass stopped me.
"No one said you could speak." I shivered at the drell's words, baring my neck to him.
Only these two could turn me into this mess. This tamed, submissive, domesticated dog. And it was no secret how much I loved it.
"Sit."
I rushed to sit on my heels on the floor, looking up at them with anticipation curling in my belly. They took turns using my mouth- the one not being tended to smacking my cheek with their member. It should've been degrading. Terrible. But I felt happy. I wanted them to use and abuse me. I wanted to please them, however they wished.
Finally, I was invited up onto the couch, hovering over Thane, while Garrus pressed in behind me. I felt so full. I never wanted this to end.
...
Before I knew it, before I was even remotely ready, the week was over. Our time together was up. We'd spent the majority of the time in a haze, the both of them enjoying what they did to me.
And today, they were going back to the Normandy. To Shepard. To hunt the Collectors. And I kept my emotions in check- I didn't want them worrying about me while they were off saving the galaxy. It was more important than my silly feelings.
Sasha was waiting outside my apartment, her eyes wide as she took me in. "You're really here."
"I am." With a gesture, I led her inside.
Making some tea before sitting on the couch with her and launching into the story.
...
The weeks turned into months. Three months. My schedule was somewhat back to normal- I was in school again. I'd actually used my family standings with the Council to be placed on a fast-track program. I wanted to be graduated before the Reapers came.
The only changes were not taking my meds, and Kolyat coming over every day. He had joined the medical program, too, with my endorsement, and he wanted somewhere to study and attend the virtual classes that was quiet. After the first couple of weeks of him coming and going, I offered him the spare room. Sasha didn't stay with me in the apartment at night- someone stood guard outside. So the room wasn't being used. He hesitated at first but after some thought, he agreed. It took another two days for him to move his things into the apartment. And I was glad for the company. Besides Sasha, I really didn't have much in the way of socialization- much like before.
Garrus, Thane, and I kept in touch. Sometimes, it was just me and the turian. Other times, it was me and the drell. Fewer and fewer, we were all in the call together. Every time I got to talk to Thane felt like a gift. He'd gone from having only a month left, to going on to live for two more on top of that. And I was so grateful.
Three days ago, they'd missed our call time. Today, I still hadn't heard anything yet. I knew they were alive, thanks to the bond, but I couldn't help but worry about them.
On the "helping the Illusive Man" front, I'd talked formally with my father and mother, asking for the wolves' cooperation with the other races when the time came to go against the Reapers. They readily agreed, understanding the machines were a danger to all life, regardless of race.
Every time a pack pledged their aid, the Illusive Man deposited an obscene amount of money into my account. I saved it all, hording it for when I'd need to donate to things in the future. After the Reapers came.
I pushed away from my desk with a quiet groan after my last class for the day was done. Glancing over at Kolyat as I made my way to the kitchen, I made sure he wasn't in a lecture or anything.
"We should go out to eat tonight. I'm tired of being cooped up in here." I suggested, complaining.
He shook his head. "I want to stay in tonight."
I frowned. "What? But... I would have to get Sasha to... Fine." I released a heavy sigh. "I'll order in. What do you want?"
It didn't matter when I asked that- we always ordered the same things from the same place, but I always asked anyway. Who knew? Maybe he wanted to try something different this time around.
He chuckled, repeating what he said every time, and I put in our order.
We were finally on the last season of Midsomer, and we were both excited to finish it- even though I'd finished it so many times before, it was always thrilling.
There was a knock on the door about half an hour later- a bit longer than usual, but whatever- and I got up to get the food.
The door opened and, just as their scents hit my nose, I was gathered up in strong arms, my mouth captured in a deep, passionate kiss. When we finally parted, I wasn't given any time to catch my breath before I was guided to a pair of lips for another kiss. Finally, I was free to breathe, my eyes wide as I took in the two men. Scanning Thane for injuries, since I was held tightly against Garrus's body. He looked to be okay. And Garrus was acting okay.
"I didn't even..." I shook my head. "I didn't feel you at all."
"That was the plan." The turian chuckled.
I narrowed my eyes at them. "I've been worried si-"
Another kiss silenced me.
"Unintentional, I promise." The drell murmured, stroking my collar. "Our comms were down. The Normandy desperately needs repairs. But the Collectors are no more."
"That means... You can come home?" I asked, my voice small.
I was struggling to keep my hope at bay.
"I will be home, yes."
My spirits dropped as my eyes shifted to Garrus.
"I need to go back to Palaven and get the government to do something." He sounded so regretful.
I kissed his mandibles gently. "I understand. How soon before you leave?"
"I told my father I would be there by the end of the month."
"Okay." A slow nod. "I'll enjoy the time we ha-"
Kolyat knew. Genesis's growl filled my head.
My eyes narrowed, and I turned to look at the younger drell. "You."
He held up his hands, laughing quietly.
"You knew they were here. That's why you wanted to stay in."
"They wanted it to be a surprise." A shrug, not the least bit repentant.
I took a deep breath, before nuzzling into the turian's neck. "It certainly was a surprise."
I frowned, pulling back.
"Wait. Where the hell's our food?"
"We delayed your order." Thane admitted. "It will be here shortly."
I gasped dramatically. "How dare you?! You can't get between a girl and her food! Let alone a wolf and her food!"
He stepped closer, lowering his voice. "Is that how you speak to us?"
A shiver ran through me. "No. I'm sorry."
I loved it when they asserted dominance over me outside of the bedroom.
A gentle kiss on my mark. "Good girl."
There was a knock at the door just behind them. Garrus carried me into the living room, and Thane answered, taking the food. Coming into the room after dishing us up. He handed out the plates- they'd added to our order, not just delayed it.
We spent hours talking, and it was nice to see Kolyat relaxed around his father. It made my heart swell with happiness. I'd assumed they were in touch, but they never talked while he was here, so I'd always thought that he did it when he wasn't here. And, judging from their interactions tonight, it was clear they'd been talking.
Kolyat disappeared into his room a few hours after the simulated night fell, leaving the three of us.
Garrus tilted his head, motioning toward the spare room. "Is he getting something?"
I raised an eyebrow. "No. He lives here."
They both looked at me, surprised.
"He's attending the same school as I am, and he was over here all the time, anyway. Where he was staying was loud and not a good environment for studying. He moved in a little over two months ago." I explained. "We became fast friends, and it was nice to have someone around that wasn't being paid to protect me." A grin. "Plus, he likes Midsomer as much as I do."
They both looked to be deep in thought, but I saw their eyes were glazed over and knew they were silently talking to each other. I waited patiently.
Thane reached out, grasping my chin, moving my head to the side so he could softly bite my mark. I opened my mouth to moan, but a hand covered it.
"You'll have to be quiet." Garrus murmured, fingers flexing against my cheek. "Can you do that for us?"
I resisted the urge to whine. Yes. I can be quiet.
I was scooped up into the turian's arms and carried into our bedroom.
"I will have this room made soundproof." Thane muttered as I was placed on the floor. "Now. Tonight, we want to try something new."
I tilted my head. I liked new, as long as it would please them.
He reached into his pocket, pulling out a beautiful red length of- it was a leash. Very clearly, unmistakably a leash. Without thinking, I moved to sit on my heels, holding my chin up and out of the way.
"That's a good girl." Garrus praised, running his fingers through my hair.
Thane clipped the leash to my collar, and I shivered. If anyone had told me I would be a domesticated little lapdog before I'd met Garrus, I would have ripped their throat out at the audacity of such a thought. Now, kneeling before them, it was everything I never knew I was missing. I craved to be treated like this. I craved to make them happy. I craved being a good girl for them.
A gentle hit against my cheek brought me out of my thoughts.
"Focus." The drell growled out.
My eyes lowered to the floor, ashamed that I'd let myself become distracted and displeased them. My leash jerked, and I rose up on my knees. They undid their pants, before rubbing against my cheeks. Bliss filled me. They were going to find pleasure in my body. One slid into my mouth, while the other slapped against my skin. Every time one of them got close, they would switch places.
Sometime later, I was abruptly jerked to my feet. "On the bed."
I obeyed, sitting in the center. They climbed up with me, pushing me down onto my back, stretching my arms and legs out.
"Move, and we'll tie you down." Garrus threatened.
I didn't even nod. I held perfectly still as they descended upon me.
I was doing so well, until Thane nipped at the bud between my legs. My body spasmed, and he immediately stopped his ministrations. Soft red ropes were wrapped around my wrists and ankles, anchoring me to the bed. I tested the slack, finding none. I was effectively incapacitated. That knowledge only fueled the fire burning within me.
Picking back up where he'd left off, he bit again, this time causing me to almost scream in pained pleasure. It was a herculean effort, keeping my sounds to myself.
Hours dragged by, where they gave me everything except what I wanted- them inside me and my own release. Even going so far as loving each other on top of me, which only made me hungrier for them.
"I think it's time." Thane murmured.
"I think you're right." Garrus agreed.
I felt a bubble of hope. Was I finally going to get what I wanted? Had I earned a reward?
The drell knelt between my legs, slipping his fused fingers into my core. When I'd adjusted to the feeling, he added another. And another. Before long, he was fitting his whole hand inside me. I resisted the urge to writhe about- this wasn't what I wanted, but it felt so good. So good.
"Relax." He ordered softly.
My body jumped to do his bidding, and I felt him slide further into me. I opened my mouth, unable to keep my moan to myself, and was cut off by Garrus slipping between my lips. Keeping me quiet.
Thane retreated, before sliding it in again. Slowly, he began thrusting, more and more of his arm entering me with each push.
"I think that's enough." He said to Garrus, who pulled himself free of my mouth.
Before loosening my bindings and lifting me up enough for Thane to slide under me. The turian moved to hover over me. I let out a quiet mewling sound. I wanted them, needed them, inside me. At this point, I was ready to do anything they wanted me to do.
Anything.
"What would you do for us?" Thane's voice tickled my brain.
Anything. I vowed.
"Anything?" He was amused.
Garrus, too, by his tone. "That's quite the declaration."
I would do anything you wanted. Please.
"You're sure?" The drell's hands gripped my waist, fingers digging in. "Anything?"
Anything. I vowed again. Anything.
"You heard her." The man above me nodded to the man under me.
I was barely aware of anything at this point, my need so great.
I was completely taken by surprise when they both entered me. At the same time, feeling myself stretch wide to accommodate them. That's why Thane had slid his hand inside of me- to prepare me for them to both be inside me. My mouth opened to scream in pained pleasure again, but Garrus's tongue slid between my lips, and I kissed him desperately.
I knew they could feel my desire, how I craved them, this whole time- I wasn't masking it at all. And I knew they were using how I felt against me. I knew, because even now, when I was close to the peak, they stopped until it had receded.
The simulated sunrise was starting to show through the curtains, and I realized we'd been up literally all night, with them pushing me to my limits. And yet, I knew, if they wanted, I would suffer even more for them. When we were like this, together, I was for them. I existed to make them happy. To please them.
They released inside me, sending a shiver through my whole body at the feeling of it. Then, they pulled free, and Thane shifted out from under me.
"Well, I think it's time to start the day." Garrus mused, moving off the bed.
Thane nodded. "I agree."
I spluttered. "What?"
He raised an eyebrow at me. "Yes?"
"Please." I begged, staying perfectly still. I hadn't been told I could move. "Please."
"You think you deserve it?"
I paused, before lowering my eyes from him. "If you think I haven't, then I haven't. I'll endure."
He stroked the hair from my face, smiling softly down at me. "That's a good girl."
They untied me, the drell jerking my leash until I was laying on the edge of the bed on my back.
"If you can make us cum again, you might earn a reward." He said, offering me a spark of hope.
Whatever the reward was, if there was one, I wanted it. I lapped them clean first, before taking them one at a time into my mouth, switching between the two every few seconds. Finally-
"Take it."
They sprayed my face, and I licked my lips, looking up at them with a little difficulty.
"What will you do?"
"Anything." Immediate.
"Anything?"
"Anything."
"Good girl."
I was jerked to my knees, facing them, and they both kissed me.
"Spread your legs."
I did so, sinking onto my heels at their instruction. Garrus grabbed my left shoulder, Thane my right. Before I could think of what they might have in mind, a literal spark of electricity rocked through my body, coming from the bud between my legs. A scream ripped from me as I reached the peak and careened over, the waves of pleasure hitting me, making me spasm uncontrollably. It was held there long enough to bring me there again and again.
By the time they were finished, I was a nonverbal mess- whimpers and whines the only sounds I could make. When the electricity left me, I collapsed backward, my legs sliding out from under me to dangle over the edge of the bed.
Garrus
She was out like a light before her head had even hit the bed.
Do you think we went too far? I asked, worry starting to edge into the perfection of the experience.
She would have told us. He assured me. She would have told us to stop.
He was right- I knew that. And seeing her lose control of her body like that... I knew I would relive that memory over and over again for the rest of my life. She was perfect.
It's a good thing you thought to send Kolyat away this morning. I mused.
He chuckled, nodding. Reaching out to stroke her cheek. She didn't even twitch.