Will after Hannibal left


I do not love you

But you never asked

…..

It is driving me insane

My mind is filled with you

your scarred hands

Your office

The conversations we had

The peace we shared

I miss it all

Despite the need

I can not follow you

I do not love you

I want you with me

I want to hear you say my name

Why are you not here

Where did you go

Please don't leave me

I know you are not satisfied

But I know you desire what I have

What I can give you

I feel it

The softness of your gaze

You know I notice

But you will not make the first move

You enjoy watching me

Making me regret my choices

While I watch the clock

The words

The changed man you left behind

Sits and listens to feel once again

But the voice will not leave

Without consuming my mind

Breaking open the exposed thoughts

Leaving my mind in pieces

Calming my hidden desires

Forcing me to leave the mundane behind

Fooling me

And you enjoy it

Sometimes

you read with me

you watch me

And I wish you never left

I do not care anymore

I have grown tired of this game

Where are you

I have had enough

My mind plays tricks with me

But I miss you

So I let them take over

Take the want and throw it out

make others feel the emotion

Pretend I am myself

When all I ever need is your gentle breath


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