Chapter 45: (rape triggers)
They made and ate breakfast quickly, Naruto impatient to get to training. A small clearing just to the back right of the farmhouse seemed like the ideal spot to spar, Kakashi leading them out. "We will practice your taijutsu as before, but this time you can try and work your kunai into your attacks. This is a regular kunai blade, not your new chakra one, so you don't need to bother with trying to focus your chakra into it. We can always practice that later with your new blade." Kakashi smirks and drops himself into his lazy slouched pose, shoving his hands into his pockets. Naruto scowls at him, shaking his head with a laugh. "Come at me, love. Don't worry about hurting me, you won't be able to get that blade anywhere near me." Naruto scoffs, quickly launching himself at the nin. Kakashi dodges with ease, leaping and shifting away from all of Naruto's attacks. The blonde is fast, even faster than Kakashi remembered. This continues on for a few minutes, Naruto constantly changing his attack strategies, falling into different stances to try and best the nin. "Very good, Naruto. It is clear you were paying close attention. I'm impressed." Kakashi praises, dodging another slashing attack. Naruto growls, changing his stance once more and charging toward the nin. Kakashi readies himself for the frontal attack but is stunned when Naruto twists and changes his direction at the last minute, slipping past his guard. Realizing he had caught Kakashi off guard, Naruto quickly lets the blade fall from his hand, tackling the nin to the ground instead. Naruto rolls Kakashi from his side onto his back quickly, straddling his legs and pinning his hands tightly to the ground. "Seems to me that blade would have been very close to you, Kashi." the blonde pants out, his eyes gleaming with delight. Kakashi was wide eyed, pinned under Naruto, "Clearly I have underestimated you, love. I apologize. You never cease to amaze." Naruto felt powerful, his dominant lover pinned beneath him. Arousal flairs in his groin, he rubs his ass along Kakashi's crotch, dipping low to whisper in his ear, "I want to fuck you Kashi, I want to bury myself deep in you and take control." Kakashi flinches at the words, but hides his fear with a cough, quickly neutralizing his facial expression as the blonde lifts back up from his neck to look at him. Pulling his hands free from the blonde, Kakashi makes the hand signs to quickly Body Flicker them to their bedroom a few short feet away.
They land on their bed in the same position, Naruto straddling Kakashi's thighs. The nin smirks and replies, "Then take me, love." Naruto brings his hands to the hem of the nins shirt to pull it up over his head, catching his mouth in hungry aggressive kisses. Kakashi groans into his mouth, helping Naruto free himself of his own shirt. The blonde kisses and nips his way down Kakashi's body, rolling himself off of him to drag the nin free of his pants. Retrieving the lube from the nightstand, Naruto positions himself between Kakashi's legs. Kakashi opens his legs up wide willingly, biting at his lip as Naruto coated his fingers with lube. The blonde rubs at Kakashi entrance gently, thoroughly coating it with lube. Kakashi tries to steady his breathing, fighting back the urge to flinch. Anxiety was flooding his mind, long forgotten memories of his assault slamming back into the forefront of his brain. He knew this was different, knew it was Naruto but he was having a hard time trying to overcome his fear. Naruto gently pushes a finger deep into him, Kakashi bites harshly into his lip, quickly tasting blood. He turns his head to the side, away from Naruto's watchful eyes, moaning out as the blonde finds his prostate. Naruto dips down to suck Kakashi's length into his mouth, slowly thrusting his finger into him. Kakashi tries to focus on the blonde's mouth, willing his body to relax. He can feel his hands starting to shake, his underlying fear not dissipating. Gripping desperately onto the pillow under his head to hide his shaking hands, he feels Naruto push a second finger into him. His body goes rigid, his chest constricting as he has lost the ability to breathe. Mustering all the inner strength he has, he wills himself to relax, gasping for air as Naruto brushes against his prostate once more. He moans and shudders at the feeling, once more trying to focus on the hot mouth of his lover, wrapped around his cock. The fingers pull free from his body, he can feel Naruto weight sifting on the bed. Kakashi turns to watch Naruto lining himself up to his entrance, quickly catching his eye. He tries to blink back any fear that might be evident in his eyes, grabbing a pillow to cover his face with. He bites into the pillow hastily, waiting for the imminent thrust of Naruto's length into him. Naruto catches the brief look of pain and fear in Kakashi's eye as he lines himself up, suddenly remembering the past abuse he had suffered. Guilt washed over him quickly, of course Kakashi wouldn't tell him no. The nin would sacrifice everything to make Naruto happy, even if it meant causing himself unnecessary suffering. Naruto climbs over Kakashi's leg, positioning himself at his side. He pulls the pillow away from Kakashi's face, the nin releasing it from his teeth hesitantly. "I changed my mind, I don't want to do that anymore." Naruto presses a gentle kiss to Kakashi's lips, the nin frozen in place. Kakashi quickly shakes his head, trying to clear his mind, "No, it's fine, love. I'm okay… I'm willing to try if that's what you want." The nin gives him a weak smile, but Naruto shakes his head, quickly catching Kakashi's bottom lip between his teeth, biting down hard and giving it a tug. Kakashi moans, hands still grasping desperately to the pillows around his head. Naruto growls around the lip between his teeth, "I can still dominate you in other ways, Kakashi." Naruto pulls away from Kakashi sitting back on his heels, "Get on all fours, I want fuck that sexy mouth of yours." Naruto watches as Kakashi's eyes glaze over with lust, hastily complying with Naruto's orders. Kakashi wraps his lips around Naruto's length, the blonde gripping onto his hair harshly, thrusting deep into his mouth. The fear Kakashi was feeling earlier was quickly slipping away, Naruto was able to read him and knew what was happening had struck a nerve but had managed to come up with a solution. Desire was starting to rip through him, Naruto's throbbing length slamming into the back of his throat. He moaned heavily around the length, wanting to taste the blonde on his tongue, wanting to feel him wrapped tightly around his cock. Hollowing his cheeks, he sucked hard at the length thrusting into his mouth, Naruto moaning heavily above him, "Yes Kakashi… suck me…" Kakashi felt feral, wanting to pin the young man down and fuck him silly. He relented, biting back his overwhelming need for control. Naruto wanted the control and he would happily give it to him. Kakashi's hands made their way from the bed to the butt cheeks of the blonde, gripping onto them tightly while growling around the length being forced down his throat. One final deep thrust, fingers tugging harshly at his hair and Naruto was cuming heavily down his throat. Kakashi fought the urge to choke, the length buried so deep in his mouth. Finally Naruto pulled back, Kakashi swallowing quickly and gasping for air. Naruto was slightly panting above him, the blonde pulled his hair back to make Kakashi face him, "I told you to get on all fours, I didn't not give you permission to move. Seems I will have to teach you a lesson." Kakashi quickly removed his hands from Naruto's ass, bringing them back down to the bed. Naruto smirked at him, "Lay down on your back, hands above your head." Kakashi immediately complied, so aroused, it hurt. Naruto trailed light fingers down the nin's chest and stomach, drawing lazy circles around his belly button, "You are going to keep your hands above your head, Understood?" Naruto met his eyes, Kakashi quickly nodded, sucking his bottom lip between his teeth. Naruto smirked, quickly lowering his head down to lick at Kakashi's nipples, sucking and biting at them. Kakashi was teetering closer to the edge, Naruto in control was doing something to him he didn't imagine possible. He had never relinquished full control before, to anyone, he shuddered and whimpered around Naruto's ministrations. Naruto stopped upon hearing the whimper leave Kakashi's lips, "I'm sorry…are you okay Kashi?" Kakashi met his eyes and nodded, his lip still pinned between teeth. Naruto could read the very clear arousal burning in the nin's eyes, satisfied there was nothing to worry about, the blonde smirked, "Remember hands above your head… also you do not cum until I give you permission. Understood?" Kakashi nodded eagerly, his need to feel Naruto's lips and tongue on him again, overwhelming. A soft chuckle left the young man's lips as his head dipped back down to lick across Kakashi's chest and down to his abdomen. The blonde lifted a leg up during his tongue's descent, bringing it up and over Kakashi's chest, now straddling him with his ass in the nin's face. Kakashi groaned out loudly, struggling to not touch Naruto. The blonde wiggled his ass playfully, "No touching." Kakashi growled low in his throat, the growl quickly turning to a moan as Naruto sucked his length into his mouth. "Fuck… Naruto," He groaned out, head tipping back, fingers clutching desperating to the pillow under his head. The blonde removed his mouth from his length, huskily whispering, "No cumming," before hashly sucking the length back into his mouth. Kakashi whimpered once more, almost embarrassed at the noises he was making, but too lost in his arousal to fully care. The blonde continued to suck him harshly, dragging his teeth up his length, flicking his tongue across his tip. Kakashi was struggling to maintain himself, not daring to open his eyes for fear of cumming instantly at the sight in front of him. Naruto slowly removed his mouth from Kakashi's length, kissing and licking at it, "The lube is off to your right on the bed, you will rub some along my entrance, no penetration. You will not linger. You will put your hand back above your head when you finish your task. Understood?" Kakashi shuddered, sucking in a deep breath before replying, "Yes, love." He quickly located the lube, squeezing some onto his shaky fingers. Rubbing it gently across the blonde's entrance, he stifled a moan, wanting so badly to thrust his fingers in deep. Completing the task set for him, he quickly removed his hand, placing it above his head with a whimper. Naruto continued to tongue and nip at the tip of his cock, "Good, Kashi." The blonde sits himself up, pushing himself off of Kakashi's chest. Now kneeling at Kakashi's side, Naruto collectes the bottle of lube, squeezing some onto Kakashi's throbbing length. The nin watches intently as Naruto strokes the lube up and down his length, moaning at the sensation and the lusty blue twinkle in his lover's eyes. Satisfied that Kakashi's length is well coated, Naruto straddles him once more. The blonde dips low, dragging his tongue across Kakashi's lips, "Remember, you do exactly as I say. No touching and no cumming unless I say so." Kakashi whimpers and licks at the blondes lips as he pulls away, quickly nodding and clenching the pillow in his hands tighter. Naruto places his hands on Kakashi's abdomen, slowly lowering himself down on Kakashi's aching length. The nin's head snaps back, a pained moan rumbling in his throat. The blonde is so tight around him, not having been prepared beforehand. Naruto growls harshly, fingers digging into Kakashi's stomach, "I want you to watch, Kakashi." Kakashi groans, tipping his head back down. Naruto cups his balls to offer the nin a better view of him pulling himself up off his length until just the tip is inside. He hovers there for a moment before slamming himself back down with a guttural moan. Kakashi whimpers pitfully, biting harshly into his lip to keep himself from cumming, ripping apart the pillow clenched between his hands. Naruto lowers his upper half down, hands placed on either side of Kakashi's head, rolling his hips. Kakashi's body is spasming, eyes wide with need, "Let me touch you… please, love… please." Mouth slightly open and panting, lost in his own arousal, Naruto replies, "You can touch me, Kakashi." Kakashi's hands quickly find their way to the blonde's back, fingers dancing over his smooth skin. Naruto captures his mouth in a hungry kiss, nipping and licking at his lips before plunging his tongue deep into his mouth. The feel of his lover's soft skin finally beneath his fingers again and his hot lips firmly pressed to his, almost pushes Kakashi over the edge. He grips tightly to Naruto's back, groaning into the blonde's mouth. Naruto withdraws his tongue, moving to lick and suck at the nins neck, "Beg me Kakashi, beg me to let you cum." Kakashi whimpers, grabbing firmly to the blonde's ass cheeks, "Please Naruto… please let me cum…I can't…" He groans out as Naruto slams harshly down onto him. The blonde is relentless now, his pace maddening, licking at Kakashi's neck he grunts out, "Cum for me, Kakashi", biting viciously into the nin's neck. Kakashi quickly spirals over the edge, screaming Naruto's name. The blonde finds his release quickly after, cuming all over Kakashi's stomach. Naruto pants over top of him for a moment before gently sliding Kakashi free of him and falling to the side. They both lay on the bed panting, coming down from their highs.
Naruto is the first to speak, rolling over to tuck himself close to the nin, draping an arm across his chest, "You okay, Kashi? I didn't think about… your past… until I saw the look in your eyes. You should have told me no. I would have understood." Kakashi buried his face in the young man's hair, inhaling deeply, "I should have been more honest about my fears but I was willing to try for you, love. I've never willingly given up control like that before…" Kakashi kisses the crown of his head before rubbing his fingers through the wild strands, "... I must say, you having all the control was very, very hot, love. I had no idea I would enjoy that so much." Naruto's smirks, his head resting on Kakashi's chest, "So I didn't do too bad for my first attempt at control..." The blonde is dragging his fingers through the cum splattered on the nins abdomen, spreading the slick around. Kakashi growls at the sensation, huskily replying, "You were incredible like always, my little fox." Naruto looks up at Kakashi, bringing his cum laden fingers up the nin's lips. Kakashi opens his mouth, allowing the blonde to drag his fingers across his tongue. Groaning as the taste of the young man hit his tongue, Kakashi sucks at the fingers greedily. Naruto pulles his fingers free from the nin's mouth, a light blush finding its way to his cheeks, "We should go clean up, Kashi." Kakashi's body is blazing with arousal once more but he pushes it back, pressing a warm kiss to Naruto's lips. "Yes, we should." They retreat to the main bathroom, hopping into the large shower stall together. Kakashi struggles to maintain composure, like usual Naruto's presence fills him with unrelenting arousal. He helps the blonde rinse out his hair, biting at his lip to keep from devouring the young man's mouth. Naruto catches the wanton looking in his lover's eyes, chuckling lightly, "And you call me insatiable." Kakashi growls at him, "The effect you have on me is unfathomable, love. You drive me wild." Almost done with the hair, Kakashi feels the young man's hand wrap gently around his length. Kakashi groans, meeting the sparkling sapphire eyes of the blonde, "How bad do you want me right now, Kashi?" Naruto smirks, giving the length in his hand a squeeze. Kakashi bites at the corner of his lip, his shaky hands making it from the blondes hair to his shoulders, "So fucking bad, love." The blonde releases the length in his hand, licking playfully at the nin's lips, "Then take me."
Kakashi spins Naruto around and shoves him harshly against the tiled wall. The blonde gasps at the feel of the cold tile against his skin. Capturing one of the young man's wrists in his hand, Kakashi drags it up and pins it to the wall, high above his head. Using his other hand he grabs behind one of the blonde's knees, pulling his leg up and to the side pressing it tightly to the wall. Naruto moans at the rough handling, chest heaving, cheek pressed to the cool tile. Kakashi licks the side of his face before biting down on his earlobe and burying himself in deep with a growl. The blonde wails loudly, "Oh fuck, Kashi…yes." Kakashi is pounding into him ruthlessly, grunting harshly with every thrust, "Fuck I can't get enough of you… the feel you… the taste of you… the sounds you make… the way you move…everything." Naruto is mewling and moaning, his free hand clawing at the tiles beneath his fingers. The nin can feel the blonde nearing his peak, his body shaking and muscles constricting against Kakashi's chest. His own climax coming quickly, he releases the wrist of the blonde, using his now free hand to grab Naruto around the throat. The young man gasps and shudders as Kakashi growls into his ear, "Cum for me, little fox," gripping onto his throat a little tighter. Naruto spirals over the edge, screaming Kakashi's name as his body convulses with release. The tight walls of the blonde constricting harder around his length and the feel of his screams reverberating against the hand he has to his throat sends Kakashi over the edge. He moans darkly, thrusting into the blonde roughly with every pulse of this length.
Kakashi gently pulls himself free from Naruto, releasing the blonde's leg. Wrapping his now free arm around his waist, he kisses at the back of the young man's neck, "You okay, love? Did I hurt you?" He can feel the blonde shiver against his lips, "So fucking good, Kashi." the blonde pants out. Kakashi chuckles, spinning the blonde back around so he can capture his lips. He presses a warm, lingering kiss to the blondes lips before gently licking at them. Naruto opens his mouth to allow in Kakashi's wandering tongue. The nin dips his tongue in, groaning happily as his tongue explores his lover's mouth. Finally pulling himself away, Kakashi places one more kiss to the blondes panting lips, "Come on, let's clean you up again before the waters cold."
Finally out of the shower and dressed, they make their way into the kitchen to prepare dinner. They eat contently, making plans for the coming days. Naruto lists off all the places he wants to go around Fire Country. Kakashi agrees to take him wherever he wants to go, more than happy to fulfill any and all desires of his love. Clearing up their dinner, they make their way back outside to play with the ninken, Kakashi collecting Naruto's earlier discarded kunai. Night fell fast, both exhausted from their day, they decided to retire to bed early.
Kakashi pulls Naruto in tight to spoon, burying his face into his hair to deeply inhale his scent, "Good night, my sweet little fox." Naruto murmurs happily, rolling over in Kakashi's arms to face him, "Good night, Kashi." The blonde presses a warm kiss to the nin's lips, Kakashi hums against his lips, kissing him in return. They continue to kiss slowly and passionately, gradually falling asleep in each other's arms.