In this fic, everyone lives close to each other.

!Warning!: Involves insecurity and *Heavy* makeout.

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"Look, Karl really wants the three of us to be there so please?" Sapnap begged, sitting in front of us in Dream's living room.

"Of course you'd just do it because Karl wants you to," I said rolling my eyes. Dream chuckled softly.

"Yeah, just like you and Dream." Sapnap immediately replied. "Please? For my baby Karl?" Sapnap asked, Dream sighed.

"Fine. We'll be there." Dream said, I looked over at him.

"Excuse me? I never agreed to go!" Dream smiled at me.

"You'll be fine. Besides, you need a good night out. Booze and pot, it should be fun." I groaned. "And no, you don't have to smoke. High sapnap is a full-on trip alone." Instead of being embarrassed, Sapnap smiled proudly.

"I smoke the weed so you don't have to," I chuckled. To be honest I wasn't worried about the drinking and the smoking. What I was worried about was being in a swimsuit in front of my friends. Even though I'm twenty-four I still wore jeans on warmer days and I always had a t-shirt on at the pool. This was new to me and I knew that I couldn't wear a t-shirt in front of them, I'd get too much shit for it. Either way, I was fucked. (Hehe you wish bitch)

"Okay, okay. Fine. I'll go." Dream engulfed me in a hug. He had been trying to get me to go out more since I moved here. Which was about two months ago. He wanted me to have a nice time while I was here. But he also knew how I was, I didn't like big crowds and was content with staying inside. So for once, Dream could have his way. That way I wouldn't have to hear him whine about it later.

"What time?" Dream asked, his arms still wrapped around me in a tight hug.

"Tonight at nine. Karl's place, okay?"

"Right, Got it. We'll be there." Dream confirmed. Sapnap sat up with a smile.

"Great, I'm going to go help Karl set up."

"Sure you are," I said slyly. Sapnap just scoffed and walked out. Leaving me and Dream alone in his apartment. No, our apartment. For some reason, he hated when I called it his, even though I've only had a room here for a little while now.

Dream was still resting his head on my stomach with his arms snaked around me. Him laying between my legs. I wondered if he was going to move, I assumed not. He was always affectionate.

"Are you sure your okay with going? I feel bad that I pressured you." He mumbled, his face buried in my shirt.

"I'm fine with it. A little nervous though." Dream moved his head so I could hear him clearly. Then turned around completely so he was looking up at me. I rested my hands on his chest comfortably, not really sure where else to put them.

"Why?" I wondered if I told him if he would give me shit for it. It was Dream, he wouldn't if he knew how much it meant to me. Right?

"Well," I bit my lip. Tensing a little when his hands went to meet mine. Lacing his fingers between my own. "It's no different from talking with them on discord." I shook my head.

"That's not it. I just..." I took a deep breath. "I never liked pool parties. I hate being half-naked in front of everyone." Dream furrowed his brows.

"Just wear a t-shirt." Dream shrugged.

"You don't think they'd just give me shit do you?"

"Of course not. The only one who would is Tommy and he's 16. He won't be there for sure." I chuckled, absentmindedly brushing hair away from his eyes.

"Thank God." I said letting out a sigh. Dream let his hands trail up and cup my face.

I stared in the mirror at my figure. Lean and slim. I was so tiny and had nothing to me. Slowly I slid a shirt over me and sighed. I hated this, I hated that I was twenty-four and couldn't even be shirtless in front of people I'm close with.

I met Dream in the living room and he was holding two towels. I took one from him silently and felt his eyes burn into my back. Twenty four and insecure. Stupid. I was stupid. How the hell would I ever find someone to love me?

I clambered into Dream's car and turned on the radio. He usually let me pick the music, we had the same taste anyway. I could feel his gaze turn to me every once in a while. "George we can go home. It's okay," I shook my head.

"No, I need to do this. I should do this. Besides a drink doesn't sound half bad right now."

"Okay, if you ever want to go just tell me. We'll be home in a minute." I nodded and smiled. He was too good to me. The best friend I could ever ask for.

I stood on the outside of the pool. Conversating with Sapnap and Karl while Dream was off in the pool having fun with some girl. Splashing back and forth with her and her friends. My eyes latched onto him. His bare chest wet and his usually light hair drenched and dark. It hung in front of his eyes. His toned body sent waves of excitement through my body.

His eyes caught mine and he gave me a smile. But before he could call out for me like he was going to, he was tackled and brought underwater by a girl I didn't know. He was so comfortable with these people he didn't know. I envied that.

I envied that girl too. The way she was able to be so confident and climb all over Dream and her other friends. The way she could sway her hips and would leave Dream trailing after her in a way that I had never seen before. I sighed.

"What's up, dude?" Sapnap asked, I had forgotten he was there. His hand latched onto Karl's.

Should I be honest with him? "I'm kind of jealous and I don't know why." Sapnap laughed.

"What? Of that chick?" I looked over at him and gave him a sheepish nod.

"Dude, don't be jealous. Dream's just a horny and tipsy bitch. It's nothing compared to the way he looks at you." My eyes blew wide open.

"What?"

"You've never seen it?" Karl asked, a little shock in his voice.

"He follows you like a puppy and melts like chocolate in the Florida sun when you give him an ounce of attention." Sapnap started. "Sure, when he's a little tipsy he might look at a woman but believe me when I say this, George. If he ever does anything with any of them, he wishes it was you." I stared at him.

"And how do you know that?"

"He confessed it to me. He came over to my house a few weeks ago." Sapnap began.

"That one night when I refused to go out with him and he went by himself?" Sapnap nodded.

"Yeah. That night he showed up at my door panicked because when he was with a girl he picked up at the bar he fantasized it being you. He was freaked and scared because he hadn't realized he was into you yet." I stared at him, lips parted to speak but nothing came out. Sapnap continued. "You don't tell him I told you. He's ashamed of it. He doesn't think you like him."

"He doesn't think I like him? Are you crazy? Everything that I do with him is so out of my comfort zone but he makes all of it okay. I'm so comfortable with him and I can hold him. Not even my partners I have been that close with." Sapnap shrugged.

"I don't know man, you have to tell him that." I looked over at him, he was smiling wide blissfully. Was he right? Did Dream have feelings for me?

I chugged another drink and walked over to the edge of the pool. Sitting down and letting my feet sway in the water. Dream immediately tread over to me.

"Ello Georgie," He said, his voice rough and his words slurred a little. It was enough to notice. Dream rested his head on his arms on the side of the pool. I smiled. He looked so pretty. I brushed the wet hair from his face and he opened his eyes to look up at me. His face was so innocent but something in his eyes was hungry.

"Ello Dream." My voice slurred too.

"Get in with me." He offered slowly. I eyed the pool.

"Really?" He nodded.

"Get in," He pulled back and held his arms out to me. "You don't have to take off the shirt." I wanted to. Weirdly, I wanted him to see me. Besides, wet shirts suck when you get out.

"It's okay," I slid off the shirt and then got into the pool. Dream eyed me with a smirk and then wrapped his arms around me. Bringing my legs up around his waist. "Dream-" I said shocked. We weren't usually like this in public. I wrapped my arms around his neck carefully. It felt like people were watching.

My face was inches from his, slightly over him as he looked up at me. His neck stretched to get closer and his jaw looked even sharper from it. He inched closer to my ear and whispered, his hot breath on my skin. "You look really good half-naked. I wish I could see more." He grinned at the noise that escaped my lips.

"You sound so pretty when you whine, baby." I leaned my head on his shoulder.

"You're drunk," I said shakily.

"A little. But I've wanted this for a while." My breath hitched as he squeezed my thigh a little tighter. "Do you want this?"

"Yes." I mustered out. My trunks tightening. I was against him, I knew he could feel me.

"Is that for me, Baby?" He pulled me a little closer, earning a whimper of his name. "God, you're so pretty." The party was dying down, I knew that people were starting to leave. It wouldn't seem strange if we left too.

I was scared. He could see me and feel me. I was all his at that moment. I would let him do whatever he wanted and that terrified me. He could wreck me and I would love it. I pulled away from him, quickly climbing out of the pool and speedwalking inside.

I locked the bedroom door behind me. I knew that it was one of Karl's guest rooms, I had crashed here one night when I got locked out and Dream passed out while coding. That was a funny story, but it couldn't stop the panic that was rising within me. I would let him do whatever he wanted. It was terrifying. But I wanted it, I craved it. I wanted him to completely wreck me relentlessly until I couldn't even scream anymore. Until it hurt to cry out his name in euphoric passion.

"George?" Dream's voice had lost its urgent low growl that he had before. Instead, it was filled with soft genuine concern. Even that messed me up. Knowing that he would completely ruin me and then care for me. God, I loved him. He was too perfect, so perfect it seemed way too good to be true.

"George, please open the door." I debated on unlocking it but finally, I did. He opened it by the time I sat back down on the bed.

"Ba- George did I upset you? Did I go too far?" I shook my head as he sat down next to me.

"Then what George? You can tell me." His tone was soft and patient. Even when I knew he was hard and that it probably hurt to keep his pants on. That's how I felt.

When I looked over at him I didn't see him just looking horny or waiting for the chance to fuck me but I saw my best friend who cared about me and wanted to make sure I was okay.

Jesus that was terrifying. This man was terrifying.

I loved it.

"I'm scared." He searched my eyes.

"Did I scare you? George, I am so sorry." I shook my head.

"Don't be. I-" I took a deep breath. "I don't know what scares me but I love it. I also hate it at the same time. I would let you do whatever you wanted to me, Dream. That's fucking scary. That I would just give up all of my own will to let you ruin me." Dream stared at me.

"George, I would never ever do that to you unless you wanted that. Anything else goes with a conversation. We would have to talk about what makes you comfortable and what doesn't. I won't do anything that you don't want me to do."

"That's where it confuses me. I want you to ruin me it's just a thought I have never had before and that scares me." Dream smiled at me warmly.

"It's okay to be scared. If that is what you want we can talk about it more, I promise. Is that what you want?"

"It is," I said.

"Good. I'm so happy you said that George." I looked at him straight in the eyes.

"Call me baby again. I liked that."

"Okay Baby. Whatever you want." I kissed him and he kissed back. His hands trailing over me slowly to be sure he didn't scare me again. But I urged him on, I wasn't scared anymore. I wanted him. I wanted him in control though, but at the same time, I wanted to be sure to start where we had left off before.

I climbed onto his lap, my legs on either side of him. My arms loosely wrapped around his neck. I could feel his hard-on under me. And I moved ever so slightly, rolling my hips for the smallest amount of friction. He urged me on, keeping my hips moving at a steady pace. Whimpers fell from my lips as he attacked my neck with bites and kisses. 'You sound so pretty when you whine, baby.' replayed in my head. I was sure to drag out my moans a little when he earned them. I would get low groans in return.

"Yes Baby, you're doing so good." He said I craved his praise. It felt so good.

"Hey! Nasties go home and do that! Unless you plan on cleaning Karl's Guest room!" We both stopped dead in our tracks and fell into a silent fit of giggles. Sapnap's words as slurred and were rough as he spoke.

"Leave them alone Sapnap!" Karl said annoyed. Dream and I fell into laughter again.

"Sorry Sorry," I said, I opened the door and Sapnap and Karl had moved to the couch. Watching whatever was on TV.

"It's fine. Hey, we're happy for you, we're just not gonna clean up your mess. Have fun at home, boys. See you tomorrow!"