Disclaimer: Don't own them….just a Big Time Rush fan

Logan couldn't stop thinking about what Doc Hollywood said about being a doctor and what Mrs. Knight had said to him about being a teenager and not having to decide. He had gotten back to the Palmwoods just in time to see Kendall and Katie declared the winners of the prank war and celebrate with them. After the celebrating he followed the guys and Katie back to 2J as they all talked loudly about how awesome the prank war was this year and how next year it would be even better.

"Sorry I missed it," Logan said after hearing the prank war stories.

"Yeah…it was awesome," Kendall responded. "Until Bitters tried to hit me with jam and got Jo instead."

"Jam? That sounds delicious" Carlos said. "What kind?"

Kendall laughed as James hit Carlos over the head with a pillow from the couch. Kendall went to shower and James went into the kitchen to get something to eat.

"You ok Logan?" Carlos asked him. "We missed you during the prank war"

"Yeah, I'm fine thanks," he responded as he heard the fridge door shut and the shower turn off.

They sat in silence for a few minutes as James joined them sandwich hanging out of his mouth and Kendall reemerged with his pajamas on. Carlos got up and headed to the shower as he looked back at Logan. James and Kendall went on and on about the prank war while Logan continued to sit and be lost in his own thoughts. Carlos joined them a while later and James got up to shower, they tuned on the TV to cut through the silence of 2J. Katie and Mrs. Knight would come into the room periodically through the night but they could tell that something wasn't quite right with the boys.

"All right guys," Kendall said getting up. "I'm going to bed...love ya."

They all bid Kendall goodnight and James quickly followed him leaving Carlos and Logan alone once again. Logan started to stand up…

"Logan, no…please…" Carlos said. "Talk to me."

Logan sat down again and looked at his best friend who was starting at him intensely.

"I want to be a doctor." Logan said finally. "I was with Doctor Hollywood today and I know now that's really all I want."

"I know that…" Carlos said. "Everyone knows that…why is it suddenly a problem and making you all silent and moody?"

"Its because…" Logan started. "I don't know if I can do it. I mean today was fun and all but I don't know if I can deal with all the pressure."

"Logan," Carlos started looking at him sadly. "You're my favorite member of Big Time Rush don't tell the others."

Logan shook his head and smiled; he loves his friends but sometimes he wonders why he tries to have intelligent conversations with them about anything.

"I think they know," Logan said finally knowing what he had to do. "Thanks Carlos, I'm going to bed."

Logan got up and but his hand on Carlos' shoulder before he walked out of the room. Carlos had no idea what he did to help but he was glad that Logan was smiling again.

The Next Morning

Logan walked in the kitchen of 2J, the apartment was quiet, he opened the refrigerator and got the orange juice out.

"Are you making waffles, Doctor Mitchell?" Carlos asked him walking in the kitchen.

"No…. not Doctor Mitchell." Logan said smiling. "Not for a very long time. But Logan from Big Time Rush is making waffles"

"Good," Carlos said. "Because I am starving."

Logan gave his friend a quick hug, he thought about what Carlos had said to him the entire night. Simply saying that Logan was his favorite member of BTR snapped him out of his funk and reminded him that no matter what he chooses and when he will always have the support of his family. He knew that being a doctor would always be there in the back of his mind but what he really wanted was to follow a new dream. For now, Doctor Mitchell would have to wait…because Logan Mitchell was happy being just Logan Mitchell.