"Liv- another thing cause I know that stunned you. Might as well come clean so to speak. Yes I have children with men, yes I've been on and off with Carisi, right now more off with him. I do have a crush on another person. I'll be upfront and please don't get upset or hold it against me but I have a crush on you. There's just something about you."
Olivia had recieved that message and it stunned her. It had been a hell of a night, past couple of days really. First her son being bullied, confiding in his aunt, then he, his aunt and herself had a long talk, then he confided in her that he was bi. Now her best friend was coming clean that she had a crush on her. Amanda hadn't heard back from Olivia and instantly felt she said something wrong.
"Liv- Since I haven't heard back from you, I assume I made you uncomfortable. I'm sorry I didn't mean to do that at all. I know you have a lot on your plate right now and I sure as shit didn't want to add to it. I really should have kept my mouth shut, part of me did it for Noah so he didn't feel so alone, and part of me did it cause I guess I'm tired of hiding my feelings for you. Not to mention I don't want you to feel awkward around me and think 'oh is she going to make a move I don't want' I want you to know I would never do that. I respect you and our friendship too much for that. And like I said I have had an on and off with Carisi, yeah we are more off right now cause I don't know, I'm just not feeling the relationship with him right now. "
Olivia got that text message, she had been lost in her own head. The text stunned her. She had to admit she herself had a bit of a crush on the blonde but sure as hell didn't have the brass balls the blonde did. She had no idea on how to even tell her. She was also conflicted on her feelings. She liked the blonde, liked spending time with her. which was what friends typically do and of course the kids hanging out. But then there was the side that wanted to see how the blonde felt, the part that wanted to feel the blondes lips against her own. But how does one answer that? Olivia didn't want to be rude, but she didn't have an answer and she was still processing things. She wasn't mad at Amanda by any means nor uncomfortable. She herself just had to sit and sort out her own feelings.
"Amanda- You didn't make me uncomfortable by any means. I don't want you to think that at all. This however is new to me and very unexpected. I just need time to process. Please be patient with me. I still want, need and value your friendship and don't want to lose it cause I make an answer without thinking it through. You don't deserve that."
Amanda received Olivia's text and it annoyed her. She couldn't snap or be nasty over a response cause in the end of everything Olivia was still her superior officer and boss.
"Olivia- I understand and respect your decision. Doesn't make it any less embarrassing to have confessed my feelings. Don't worry I won't make it uncomfortable at work I know how to behave and conduct myself as an adult and be professional. Just for the time being, I can't do all the get togethers. It's nothing against you, but I'll need space to clear my head and get my feelings in check. I still want, need and value your friendship as well and I don't want to fuck it up."
So what do you all think is going to happen? Do you think Olivia will distance herself from Amanda? Is she afraid to get close? Does she harbor feelings for Amanda? Will Amanda keep her distance? And whats going to happen with Hudson and Annie's parents, will Olivia confront them?