It was around noon when naruto woke up
He look around and realise he was in a hospital bed.He looked outside the window to see some people coming to the hospital. He thought about what happened.He remembered Sasuke putting chidori through his chest. The technique that his sensei taught sasuke. He thought about he was able to knock out sasuke with his own resengan Well yeah it may seem like a resengan but it wasn't even half powered Then he thought about his ninja life He thought about how his teammates always considered him the weak link when he was the who has been pulling them together Before he thinks about another flaw his hospital door open and revealed worried Tsunade and shizune.They saw naruto was awake."Naruto are you feeling alright"worried shizune asked. She knew naruto heals fast due to his tenet but she was surprised to see him awake after only two days when his conditions should have taken him at least a week to be awake.Before Naruto could answer her question Tsunade hugged him. He was surprised to see her hug him after about five seconds he hugged back. After a minute hug Tsunade smacked his head"Oww!What was that for Baa chan" naruto yelled."Don't shout Naruto you're in the hospital For your question that was for making me worried sick" Tsunade answered. "I'm sorry if I made you feel that way baa chan"naruto answered in a low voice. Both shizune and taunade were surprised how naruto sounded."What's wrong naruto" shizune asked. Naruto answered "what's gonna happen now?"they were surprised how mature naruto spoke but was confused by what he meant. Before they could asked he asked "Baa chan can I ask for a favour". Tsunade answered "Naruto why do I feel like you are gonna ask me is too heavy". Naruto just gave her a small smile but it was clear to the other two it was pain smile. "Can I leave team 7 and do my own training. I'm not asking for a special trainer. I just don't feel right in that team anymore. Also I won't be going on a training trip ero sannin told me about before he left a week ago. Also if you know my parents will you tell me I won't tell anyone I know it's a S-class secret. Also can you not allow Sakura or Ino come see me I just don't want to here them complain about me hurting their precious Uchiha Others can come tho you know After this can you come shikamaru see me ?"Naruto asked. Tsunade just sit down beside naruto on his bed with a sigh motioning shizune to sit down on the chair beside the bed.After that Tsunade answered "You know naruto that is a one big favor. But before I answer this tell me why do you feel you don't belong in Team 7". Naruto just sighed "You know team are placed to balance each other but in team 7 its not jiji must have thought we would balance each other but it's far from the truth.Team 7 isn't a team for sure to me I know Kakashi sensei wanted teamwork so I gave it my all but what I got back was a prick who thinks he's better than anyone and a fan girl who doesn't know what it means to be a kunoichi I admit I was the worst of them (he chuckled) for you know what circumstances I was an idiot a loudmouth who doesn't think but just rush in but after wave mission I started to think about my ideal who I wants to protect I didn't told anybody because I haven't decided yet this is the first time telling someone baachan i don't want to become hokage anymore (before tsunade protested he stopped her and continued) I ask myself what I want then I found my answer I just want a loving family I felt free when I thought about that I felt like a bird flying for the first time I'll get back to that later it's starting to get off track After that mission I thought about who my precious people are It was jiji teuchi-San Ayame nee-chan shikamaru choji Konohamaru and may be Kakashi sensei.I ask myself why didn't I include my teammates over and over and over then I realized that I was never their teammate I was just someone who had been blind by craving for friendship They never considered me a teammate what Sakura sees in me is someone annoying and weak In wave she was proud of herself she could do the tree walking exercise after that she didn't even train what she did was look at the mighty uchiha for recognition but the mighty uchiha was getting angry that he couldn't do that first try Now I know why I hate the Uchiha he wants everything given to him without him asking Even in the academy he was offered more training while me being thrown out of classes being give false information on the subject my written exams were harder than all of them it was before iruka sensei arrived it was late tho I didn't want to push anymore I just keep that loudmouth mask on everytime from than on I regret it tho but after I'm released from the hospital I'll be starting over starting from the basics Back to the uchiha he was given everything by this village but what did he do throw them away like a spoiled brat do you know baachan they call sasuke a genius when he is not even a genius he isn't what neji is I can tell you for sure sasuke isn't 1/4 of his brother I even think about it before why would itachi kill his own clan to prove his own power when he doesn't need to I know for a fact that itachi is someone who is kind he saved me several times from the villagers when I was young He was never arrogant of his achievements he was someone who you look up to then I met sasuke I saw how he was unhappy that his father didn't give that much attention to him so I figured that his father must be pushing his brother too much and he snapped but then again it wasn't logical when he came to kidnap me he was too elegant he knows his limits but when Sasuke came his eyes shows pain he may be hiding it well from others but I saw it it was pain sadness a broken person then I realized why he wanted sasuke to kill him he wanted his brother to avenge the uchiha hi mother and father he wanted to repay his sin by being killed by his own brother but then I saw him worried for sasuke it was just a second to show in his eyes I saw what he was looking at the cursed Mark I think bad guy itachi is just an act because I'm betting my life that the massacre we learned about was fake let's leave it for another time when I see Sasuke what he trains he train his taijutsu for an hour then what did he do improve his fireball jutsu his training was only three hours a day for that I ask myself what the hell does he think he was going to kill his brother while he only trains like that I must say he is dumb for sure what he always do is brooding let's see Sakura she's worst than ino yes ino still doesn't know what it means to be a kunoichi but at least she trains while Sakura on the other hand doesn't do a single thing on her own you know her mother is one of that damn annoying council. I start to think for myself what have I done i didn't do anything well taijutsu ninjutsu genjutsu kenjutsu I don't excel in anything I just want to start over away from everyone except for a few I trust I just feel angry I just wants to cry " tears started forming in his eyes . Without thinking Tsunade and shizune hugged him.Tsunade told him in a low voice"you can cry Naruto let it all out".Naruto cried for an hour then he stopped and said "thanks I needed that a lot " .Tsunade said "we'll discuss about you leaving team 7 tomorrow when you are discharged If you are sure about the training trip I won't stop you And the most important one about your parents I will tell you but you can't tell anyone yet ok i will explain why I think it's time you learn about your parents I will tell you all in the office tomorrow ".Then she checked up on Naruto and the results were go so she told him he can be released tomorrow morning. She then asked Naruto "You want to meet shikamaru right I will send him do you want something else". Naruto answered "can you tell him I want to learn how to play shogi I want him to learn how to play it while I was in hospital "he smiled sheepishly. Tsunade just smiled and nod at him while leaving him with shizune.
An hour later
Shikamaru came inside his room.Naruto greeted
"Yo!". Shikamaru looks at him and said "how are you Naruto I also brought some fruits and why did you want to play shogi " Naruto chuckle and answered "feels numb shika also thanks for the fruits I haven't eaten anything yet as for shogi I think it would be a great asset for me to learn and I think it would improve my thinking and forming strategies also I wanted to ask for some help we'll talk about it tomorrow tho" shikamaru looks at Naruto, surprised at the matured voice of him and shrugged"alright I guess anyways lets start ". For hours straight they played again and again while shikamaru wins the most he started to notice playing against Naruto was getting intense he even has to start thinking harder after sometimes Naruto win about 4 matches but that didn't discourage him they continued playing until a nurse has to come and tell them that visiting hours were over they groaned at that and look outside it was already dark so they said goodbye "Naruto thanks I enjoyed playing against you do you want to come to my house tomorrow evening "shikamaru asked ."Yeah I think I'm free do u know any shop where I might be able to get my ninja gear ?" Naruto said "well my clan usually get from Higurashi ninja tools why??" Shikamaru asked" Well I'm going to start over my ninja career shika thanks for the help too I'll come by around 4 sounds good?" Naruto sheepishly answered "troublesome,yeah 4 sounds fine see ya Naruto "shikamaru said while leaving the room . Naruto just thought for a moment while eating an apple after finishing the apple he went to sleep.