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I had just finished fighting with Vaggie. It hurt- it really did! We did the best we could but things were just falling apart. I really wanted to try any place, any event to bring someone else in since all we had was Angel Dust. I know I couldn't force anyone to do better but I thought maybe, maybe- if I gave someone the chance to come into the Happy Hotel and see how we would make things work, they would change their minds.
Anything was worth the shot we needed to take!
Vaggie didn't agree and she was already pissed off that I had paid Angel Dust off to join the hotel. What choice did I have? I had to start somewhere right?
I stormed over to the dance floor because I wanted to dance some steam off. I was pretty pissed by all the things Vaggie had said. She wanted to break up- then fine! I had enough of her negative attitude anyways! There was nothing wrong with being cautious about shit, I got that but damn it! It shouldn't hinder what we're trying to do at every turn!
Just as that thought left my head, someone asshole grabbed my ass!
How dare they!
I whirled around and knocked that motherfucker out! Maybe on a normal day I would've scolded them but not tonight! There was nothing to make my mood better. I almost wanted to drink my sorrows away instead.
Mom would've suggested I 'bang' out my issues but that didn't appeal to me right now. I wasn't in the mood for some fumbling idiot to touch me.
I groaned and threw my head back. I went to the table with the spiked punch (I gave it a whiff before drinking it because you never knew what anyone down here would drink) and drank two cups straight in a row. I had eaten before we got there and I wanted to do my best not to get drunk so I could make it back to the hotel ok.
I didn't need Vaggie babysitting me.
Screw that shit!
My gaze moved away from my cup and I almost crushed my cup in my hand when I saw him.
He stuck out like a sore thumb quite literally in all that red-
It was Alastor the Radio Demon.
I did everything in my control not to gape at him because Jesus! He looked like a damn snack alright! He still looked exactly the same when I saw him decades ago! He had snuck into one of my parents' boring parties.
I stared at him then too. I'm sure Dad would've lost his shit if I wanted a dance with the famous cannibal of Hell. Yea yea- it should repulse me to some degree because I knew what he did and I heard his carnage on the radio the day he Fell and boy did he leave an impression!
How could someone so murderous be so hot?!
I had heard he was quite the gentleman so even if I danced with him at all there was no way it was going further than that.
I got something he could eat-
Jesus Charlie! Calm yourself!
I had a secret crush on this demon deer radio guy since the moment I laid eyes on him. I never told anyone about it!
NO ONE
I mean, maybe I could tell my Mom. She would understand. She loved my Dad and he murdered a whole crowd for her once just because they didn't clear the way for her on the street.
God- I'm such a hypocrite!
Mom's dirty advice was going through my head now-
OH MY GOD IS HE WALKING TOWARDS ME CALM DOWN CHARLIE ACT COOL ACT COOL!
DEAR GOD-
Alastor stood before me, hands behind his back with a grin on his face.
"Can I help you?" I asked with the best poker face I could muster.
At least I got the screaming in my head to stop but my whole body was still tense as hell! Good lord he was handsome-
I had to fight the urge to bite my lip and squeeze my thighs shut.
I am not the type of person who cared about looks at all but I also couldn't deny when someone was that attractive.
"Yes dear- you can help me! Would you love to dance?" he asked with demons around us clearing the area like he would murder them for hanging around.
I had to hide the shock that I felt. Is he a good dancer or did he just know who I was? It wouldn't be the first time someone tried to get on my good side to get to my Dad.
"They're not really playing anything worth dancing to," I mentioned.
"Fair point since I agree! Why don't you go request something?" he suggested, rocking back on his heels.
I cocked an eyebrow at him as I smiled a little more. He was the gentleman- quite the smooth one.
"You'll dance to whatever I pick?" I asked, feeling more elated than I should be but I couldn't help it.
"Yes!" he answered way quicker than I had expected.
He looked just as excited as me. That made me less nervous! I looked down at my cup like I had to think about. I really just wanted to throw myself at him like a lunatic but I kept it together.
Be cool Charlie, be cool.
"Alright. Be right back."
OK!
So, let's see what kind of dancer he is! I've heard him play music before on his radio channel and he seemed to be more into upbeat, jazz-like music which was good! I grew up with that so I knew a lot of the songs since I could play half of them on the piano or violin.
I gave the band my request and marched my excited little ass back to the man of my dreams- literally! He's visited my fantasies a few times-
CHARLIE! Control your horny self!
Acting as if I had all the confidence in the world- I was right back in front of him. I held out my hand.
"Can you tango, demon sir?" I asked with a wicked grin.
"My word! Are you challenging me?" he asked with a bigger grin that probably should've been creepy but it wasn't to me.
"Maybe," I said, trying to be a little flirty.
It was like a dream come true! My heart felt like it was doing little somersaults!
I was rather shocked when he snatched my hand and slammed me into his own body. I almost moaned at the feeling of being against him like this and I wanted to melt into him. Goddamn I was so excited- in more ways than one!
If he was this eager to dance- then I would let him take the lead.
I was downright shocked by this man! The Radio Demon could tango and he danced like a freakin' pro! He was more perfect than I thought!
Someone pinch me!
I didn't even mind the smug ass grin on his face- he had every right to look like that! He whirled me around and I gladly let him too. At one point our noses touched and I managed to keep myself from turning as red as his suit!
He threw me in between his chicken thin legs and I felt like I was in Heaven. He was strong- physically strong to throw me around like that!
It felt as if the song was too short and he slammed me against him again by the end of it. I couldn't stop myself from giving him this stupid ass goofy grin where I bared my fangs like the biggest dork here.
"Would you like to have another dance Mr. Sinner?" I asked, sounding hopeful.
I really wanted to dance the night away, I really did.
I needed it so badly!
What struck me as odd was the fact he hadn't mentioned I was the Princess of Hell. I guess maybe he didn't recognize me? I mean that was fine! If he didn't know, that was even better! I suppose I wouldn't mention who he was either but it was hard to contain my excitement- it was like dancing with a really macabre celebrity!
"Only if it's with you my dear."
OH MY GOD
I had to contain the squeal that threatened to break from me. I gave him a half assed smirk and went for the next request. I half ran back to him because I couldn't help myself.
"Can you swing dance Mr. Sinner?" I asked, like I didn't already know the damn answer.
"I was alive when the swing dance was popular, my dear. Come here and I'll show you just how good I am!" he said with so much excitement I grinned more until it hurt my face.
He grabbed me by the wrist and we were at it again!
Someone just kill me so I can die happy! We did every dance I had suggested and even got him to do the twist and shout. What a great dancer- no one in Hell compared to him. Not even Vaggie and she was one of the best dancers I had been with until now.
Oh god-
I was falling hard and so quick too! Is swooning a thing because I'm sure I was doing just that!
Dance after dance after dance….
This was the best night of my life. I had forgotten all about my fight with Vaggie. I no longer cared about the fight we had or the fact we broke up. It sounds bad but after the things she said, of course I didn't care.
The last slow dance of the night…. Was bittersweet. He didn't offer his name and I didn't offer mine. When our fingers lost touch with each other, I felt empty and torn. It wasn't fair. It was at that moment he had disappeared from my view, I went to step to look for him in the thinning crowd.
I needed to tell him who I was and to please, please see me again but Vaggie snatched my hand. I jumped at the sudden contact and I whirled around to glare at the offender. She looked betrayed, torn up and her eye was watering. She started yelling at me- how could I do that?!
I had done nothing wrong at all.
She dumped me!
Back at the hotel, we had the biggest fight we ever had. I hated it so much. It wasn't even the break up that had me down in the dumps.
I had lost the one person who danced like me, liked my music and I felt as if half of me walked off into the night and I would never see him again.
It hurt.
There was something else there but I would never see him again. I had to let that go.
X
X
The next day I did my interview on TV without Vaggie there. If I had to do it alone I would. It didn't go over well.
The sad part was, I had hoped Alastor saw me and would come find me.
Such a stupid thing to think wasn't it?
Three weeks after that, Vaggie and I agreed to be civil and work on my dream. She believed in my cause and she wouldn't abandon me.
But she already did. The moment she said those words at the block party, I felt alone. She made me feel like she was the adult and I was the child- like I needed to be scolded for doing something wrong. It wasn't the same after that.
It was just too different but I sucked it up for the good of my people.
So, we did the open house. I had suggested it and Vaggie agreed with it. After two hours in, no one wanted to stay. It was rather depressing but I shouldn't be surprised. I felt a little more of myself die on the inside.
I have no idea how to explain how I felt but the sudden hush over the sinners around me was unnatural but it made my heart skip with sudden delight. It reminded me of the block party all over again.
There was no way in Hell.
No way….
I turned around to see Alastor standing there in all his red glory and that grin on his face. I felt a flurry of emotions. They hit me like a goddamn boulder and I almost couldn't breathe!
What could I do?
Well, my dumbass self smiled and walked over to him- strong start there! I had hoped he would've said something the moment I was in front of him but all he did was smile.
So I sucked it up.
"Hi, there! Can I help you out?" I asked.
For a brief moment, he was silent. I had hoped he would say something about remembering me and the block party but he said no such thing.
Why would he? I'm sure someone of his power didn't get flustered and stupid after dancing with someone for one freakin' night.
It made me feel like an idiot because I was the damn princess and he was all I could think about whenever I heard a song we danced too.
"I came to see what all the fuss was about! Look at this! You have so many sinners already!"
I tilted my head at this. I frowned slightly even with a smile on my face because I didn't think redemption would be in the thoughts of someone who ate other demons for dinner.
"Oh? Well, thank you."
"I saw your show on a companion of mine's….. phone. I had to see what it was all about! So you want to redeem sinners for Heaven?"
"If you're here to make fun of me-
"No no sweetheart!"
Well that was a shocker! I felt my face heat up and I cleared my throat.
"Then what can I help you with?" I asked with a small smile.
"I would love you to help me work on myself! Let me get to know myself better! Maybe a shot at gaining redemption or bettering myself!"
I grinned so much my face actually hurt! I had to look like a nutcase!
He was going to be staying here?!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
"Really?! I'm so glad to hear that…. um… my apologies…. What is your name?" I asked, tucking some hair behind my ear.
I was so damn nervous!
This was the thing…. Yea, I wanted to tell him we already met but I had a feeling he didn't remember or he already knew.
I wanted to know him. Yea, I could go on and say yea I know you're the Radio Demon but I wanted to see what kind of person he was. I wanted to get to know him with a clean slate to form my own opinion of him.
"Alastor darling! It's quite the pleasure to meet you Miss Charlie," he said, taking my free hand that wasn't clutching a clipboard.
He ran his thumb over the top of my hand and I felt my face turn so dark and hot that it wasn't even funny!
"Ni-nice to meet you Alastor. Would you like me to explain everything about what you need to do in the hotel once you're staying here?"
"Oh my, I get to stay here too?"
I nodded quickly, "It helps keep you from the vices you like…. once you meet some standards, then you can have approval to stay out on the outside of the hotel if you want to."
"Go on my dear! Explain away!"
Just as I opened my mouth, Vaggie grabbed my arm yelling my name and dragging me off. I was so damn dazed I didn't hear anything she said. My brain was focused on the fact Alastor was here.
I felt like I was going to pass out!
Hell, I don't even know what I said to her. I blinked a few times realizing she was actually talking almost in a shrill tone and running her lips a million miles per hour that not even a deaf person could read her lips, I held up my hand.
"That's enough Vaggie. We gotta give everyone a chance! Just relax alright?"
"But-
I cut her off but turning around and when I saw Alastor that stupid dreamy smile of mine came back at full force.
Turn down the cheeziness Charlie! God!
"Alright, Al. Let me show you where your room will be."
"Lead the way sweetheart!"
He looked a little surprised by this but I led the way to the elevator without a second thought. I was doing my best here to compose myself, I really was.
"Do you want neighbors or do you want more of a less populated area?" I asked, managing to surprise myself without squeaking in excitement.
Go me!
"I prefer my space if that's fine with you."
"The most space is the fifth floor. Up there is the library, rec room and my room. There's fifteen rooms up there altogether so I can place you at the far end by yourself. Is that ok?"
"That is quite dandy! I love how considerate you are!"
I let out a low giggle before pressing the button on the elevator.
"I don't have as many therapy sessions as Vaggie does, so I can add you onto mine. Since it is Wednesday and I don't have anyone else, it'll be perfect! We can spend a few hours or so getting all your info and such on paper. If that's ok? I know some people don't like to talk about themselves."
"Therapy you say?" he asked sounding a little stunned.
It was something important and my clients actually looked forward to complaining. Whether is was about their past lives or problems going on now. You could see the visible relief sometimes when they left after their sessions.
"Yes!"
Alastor allowed me to walk into his room first. Now, I might be giddy like a chick at a concert seeing her favorite band playing but I was no idiot. I wouldn't allow him to just do what he wanted. No, I wouldn't. I wanted this hotel to work more badly than I wanted him…. It was close though.
I scribbled a few things on my clipboard when I thought I heard him sniff me. I tried my best to ignore that and the fact my cheeks were starting to heat up.
OH GOD DO I STINK
"Do you dance Charlie?" he asked, watching me closely.
I gave him a small smile. Is he going to ask me about that block party after all?
"I used too…. but not anymore."
I watched as his smile twitched on his face and the corners of his lips almost dropped.
"Why is that my dear?"
"Well…. Vaggie was my girlfriend… The one from downstairs and we would dance sometimes but the last time we tried to do anything like that… It didn't end well for us. We had a fight at a party and then again here. I…. After that I just didn't want to anymore," I answered honestly with a painful smile on my face.
"My dear, that's no reason to not dance ever again!"
"You… you think? I mean it doesn't matter…. I don't think I'm that good at it anyways…." I said with a weird frown.
Oh yea, I was trying to egg him on. I wanted him to say something. I needed him to say anything but all he did was look stunned for a few seconds.
"What?"
"Are you able to tell if someone is a good dancer by looking at them or something?" I asked arching an eyebrow at him with a small smile on my face.
Maybe it was rude to tease him when I knew why he was asking but I couldn't help myself.
"Well no-
"It's ok Al. Anyways….. we're here."
The elevator doors opened up. I don't know why but I became very, very aware of how hard my heart was pounding. If he did try to attack me or anything else no one would hear my screams this far up.
OH MY GOD CHARLIE!
I could feel my cheeks heating up again.
"This way please. We can talk more in your room if that's ok with you," I managed to get out out.
"Of course, whatever you need darling."
"O-ok."
He really needs to stop with the endearing pet names. My poor heart can't take it with him being so close to me too! All I wanted to do was slam my clipboard into my face and scream. I was acting like a high schooler with a crush but I couldn't help it! I couldn't hit on the guy the moment he walked through the damn lobby!
Oh my god- I should've just grabbed him and danced with him until he remembered.
WELL IT'S TOO LATE NOW!
I groaned internally at my flustered myself. I could smooth talk a woman like a damn pro but when it came to men I was an idiot who would dissolve into giggles at the slightest of flirtations. Dad always made fun of me for that because he's seen me crash and burn with plenty of guys.
Life wasn't fair!
We made it to his door and I pulled out my keys. It was time to be a badass Charlie! That's right! You show him you aren't here to fuck around and that you won't deal with his shit no matter how hot he is! Just put on a small show of power and be done with it!
That's right! I can do this!
I walked in and he followed soon after. He shut the door behind us when I decided to take action.
That's right- the Princess of Hell was a badass when she wanted to be!
I slammed my hand against the door near his face and I swore he jerked just slightly at my sudden movement making my tiny, fragile ego inflate just a bit.
"Listen here Alastor. Vaggie was trying to tell me you were bad news and I don't believe her until I see it for myself. I saw the way everyone reacted to you being here so something tells me you're a scary guy. Which is fine but this isn't a game to me. Is that clear?"
I was lying through my damn teeth because I heard nothing Vaggie said but I had an idea of what she was saying through my hazy thoughts. That's what I get for not paying attention.
So, here I was- trying to intimidate the famous Radio Demon who didn't fear anyone. Well, he had other plans when he pulled my hand off the door and held my tense ass hand near his face. I felt my face flair up in embarrassment.
"I promise to be good as well as I can. I'm aware of the effect I have on others."
HE KISSED MY HAND
"O-oh well ok then."
I walked around trying to remember how to walk like a normal person- how the hell do you walk again with weak knees? I grabbed the chair and placed it at the end of his bed then sat down.
"Please sit."
He sat down.
Ok- I'm ok! I just needed my heart to calm the hell down. Just talk Charlie! Just talk!
"Ok…. First question. Is there anything that you consider a vice that you might need to stop doing to be better?"
"I suppose I have several. Would you like me to list them? It's a rather long list if I do say so myself."
I wasn't surprised by this but I was ready. I wanted to know if he would tell me the truth… I wonder if he would lie at all and if he lied…. Wellllll I don't think I would try and pursue him after all.
"Whatever you want to tell me. I'm not here to judge."
"Well, I love murdering others."
I stopped writing and stared at him. He wore than maniacal grin and I had to force myself not to smile. No, murdering others isn't good or fun but the way he smiled- it made me wanna smile. That wasn't good. I started writing again with a steady hand thank god!
"What else?"
"I eat other demons."
My head snapped upward a lot quicker this time to stare at Alastor. I don't know why but I fucking laughed like a lunatic. He looked shell shocked by my reaction but I think my nerves were finally catching up to me. The best thing so far he wasn't lying!
"I'm sorry Al! You keep smiling like that and I'm not sure if I should believe you! I'm so sorry!" I said with a grin before clearing my throat.
"It is the truth my dear Princess and I always smile! I love smiling."
Really? That's a little weird.
Wait-
Did he just say 'my dear Princess?'
"I see…. Alright. Do you know why you like doing it?" I asked trying to steer away from what he just said.
Was….
Was he flirting with me?
"You want the short version or the truth?" he asked giving me a smug ass smile.
Despite the topic of discussion, he was easy to talk too. I liked talking to him. That was good too right?!
"Whatever you want to tell me but it has to be the truth."
"Do you know who I am?" he asked, "I'm sure your ex lover told you yes?"
"I didn't really let her tell much of anything. You're just Alastor."
"Haven't you ever heard of the Radio Demon?"
I shrugged nonchalantly, "Not really."
The expression on his face was so freakin' comical I almost snorted and busted up laughing but I kept it together.
"So you eat other demons and you like murdering them too…. Anything else?" I asked trying to act professional.
"You're kidding me, yes?"
I gave him an apologetic smile, "No kidding here Al. Why would anyone call you the 'Radio Demon.' You don't look like radio to me."
He paused for a minute, that smile still on him face. I was trying so damn hard to laugh!
"I sound like one. I had my carnage broadcasted on a radio when I came to Hell. I murdered several overlords."
"Oh. So you're an overlord?" I asked with a smile.
Wow… Either he was bragging or trying to jog my memory but he looked a little frustrated. It was hard to tell with that sharp grin of his after all!
"I guess?"
So I wrote down on my clipboard anything we talked about. He mentioned dancing again- at this point he was laying it on pretty thick. I wanted to say something but I didn't.
I would be more disappointed if he didn't remember me at all and I don't think I could've lived with that.
Oh he likes cooking? I don't think I know a single man who would!
"Wow! If you want, you can start helping me cook tomorrow morning if- I mean if you want too? I get up at five in the morning serve breakfast about six thirty to seven. I do lunch at twelve thirty and then dinner at six thirty."
"I suppose I can as long as no one else if taking up space."
"Of course! I can stay out of your way-
"No, no dear. You can help," he said, cutting me off.
I couldn't help but beam at him.
Jesus-
I was swooning!
"Oh, well that would be a lot of fun!"
We talked more and more. I listened to everything that came out of his mouth with great interest…. I mean how could I not? This man could tell a freakin' story that's for sure! He talked with such enthusiasm and detail it was like I was there myself! I was so absorbed in his words I forgot everything going on- even my own internal turmoil.
He genuinely looked pleased that I listened to him. He almost looked…. Happy? It was hard to tell since he smiled the whole time but the more I listened to him, the less creepy that sharp tooth smile seemed to me.
"I'm sorry for talking your ear off! We only have fourteen other sinners here other me and Vaggie. So there isn't a lot of them…. but I will have to ask you not to eat anyone or kill them…. Please. If you have any issues or anyone who is being plain rude, come find me. I don't think Vaggie will help you. If she does try to target you, let me know," I said finally, tapping my pen against my lips thinking.
Oh yea!
"Oh yea- don't kill Angel Dust. He loves men and he doesn't know how to keep his comments to himself but he is working on it. If it gets to be too much just walk away."
The happy mood in the room just died like that and I almost felt the murderous aura coming off of Alastor as his eyes narrowed to creepy, glowing red slits.
"If he touches me he's dead."
I felt all the heat leave my body. He was dead ass serious. So, the question was he homophobic or just didn't like people touching him because he had no issue touching me it seemed like…
Not that I minded- he could touch me all he wanted-
NO CHARLIE
"You…. have touch aversions?" I asked cautiously.
"Yes."
God, now I felt so bad! At least he wasn't homophobic!
"I apologize if I touched you-
"No, don't be. I will let you know if I don't like it. Though, the pinning me against the door was a rather bold move on your part."
I felt my face heat up again. My cheeks will never be the same after this!
"Oh my god! That looked so suggestive- I didn't even think about! You were the first person I saw Vaggie have a panic attack over pretty much so I just…. I am so sorry! Can you forgive me Al?"
"All is forgiven dear. Don't you worry that pretty little head of yours. I can understand your sudden outburst. I found it entertaining."
Entertaining?
"Oh…. ok."
"I love people who are entertaining."
He gave me a crooked grin as he leaned in close to me. My heart picked up speed and I don't even think I was breathing at this point. I wanted to know how close he would really get if I let him but I felt myself panic like an idiot.
"Would you like a tour of the whole hotel?" I cried out, standing up so quickly I almost knocked over my chair.
He looked a little shocked by my outburst but I just couldn't help it! I think I would faint if he got any closer. If he was going to keep flirting like this, it was going to kill me.
"Of course. You are the manager dear. Take me wherever you need too."
I showed him everything including my bedroom door. I insisted he could wake me up for anything and I meant anything. My perverted little mind couldn't help but wonder as we went around. My Mom would laugh at me if I told her about today. I wasn't as smooth as she was. She was the level headed one between my parents- thank god for that!
"This is the kitchen."
I pushed open the kitchen door for him to see.
"So where do you feed all the worthless scum of the world at?"
"Alastor! Don't be like that! They're doing their best here!"
He chuckled loudly and patted my shoulder, "Of course."
"We feed everyone in the lobby usually. I don't really have a dining room area. I wish the kitchen had been connected to a dining room but it isn't."
"Such a shame."
"Yea I know. I have to set up the tables every morning. I have eight round tables I use and two long ones for the food I make."
I didn't ask my parents for money often and I wasn't going to start now! I had to do this on my own and I didn't need to depend on anyone other than Vaggie. She is my best friend and co worker after all!
"Charlie!" Vaggie screamed making me jump.
She came charging into the kitchen with her spear in hand ready to attack. She probably would try and attack Alastor but that… wouldn't end well.
"What's up Vaggie?" I asked looking slightly concerned.
"The open house is over. We didn't get a single one!"
"That's not true…. Alastor is staying here. So that's one," I said with a smile.
She shot Alastor the most murderous glare possible I flinched a little.
"You're gonna allow that pompous cheezy shitlord to stay here?!"
"Be nice! He's very respectful-
"He's a deal maker Charlie!"
I mean… I already knew that but I had to pretend because I was doing it this long already.
"Is that so?"
"I am," he answered honestly.
I watched as he summoned his mic stand with little red clouds. That was cute! The clouds were anyways…
"Al isn't going to do any deals while he's here. What he does out there is all on him but inside here he will be respecting my rules. Just like everyone else."
I had no idea if he would. I just said that to shut her up because she was going to blow my cover if she kept up like that.
"How do you know he won't do that?!"
"I respect Charlie after all. I'm here to learn about myself. Any deals I have ongoing will have to be completed but for now I don't plan on taking on anymore," Alastor said looking serious with that grin of his.
"He's up to something Charlie! I'm telling you!"
"I am. I'm making breakfast tomorrow," he stated looking at his gloves.
"See? Can you please chill out for little bit?" I asked feeling tired all of the sudden.
I think he could've done something bad if he really wanted too but he didn't. We were alone for a very long time. He didn't attack me so I had no fear so far.
Vaggie sighed and left the kitchen.
X
That night when I was alone… I screamed into my pillow from the excitement of it all! It was like a really weird dream come true!
Despite the weirdness of it all, I had a good feeling about it!
But sadly, there was no way the Radio Demon would be interested in something like romance right?
X
X
X
I dragged my tired ass out of bed. It took me until midnight to finally fall asleep because I was so excited with Alastor being there I just couldn't contain myself.
Ironically enough, I forgot he was going to help me with breakfast.
I was in one of my favorite pj sets. The tank top part was so bright that if the sun had shined on it a little bit, it would blind everyone who looked at me. I opened my door to see the Radio Demon standing there waiting for me.
I'm sure the way we both looked was pretty hilarious because I was freakin' screaming on the inside! I wasn't even wearing a bra! All I did was brush my damn hair! The way his eyes got so wide upon seeing me and his smile tightened a little bit in a comical way I also ran back into my room screaming.
SOMEONE JUST KILL ME PLEASE
"Aaaaa-
"Good morning Princess Charlie! You look way too radiant for the morning!" Alastor said cheerfully like me being in my pajamas was a normal thing.
I giggled nervously as I brushed some hair from my forehead. This was not off to a great start! I wanted to slap myself!
"Sorry Al… I forgot you were helping me. I usually prepare breakfast in my sleeping clothes. I hope that's ok with you- I don't want to make you uncomfortable. The best I did was tame my hair…. It looks like a disaster in the morning if I don't."
"My, my! What a sight to behold I bet!"
I swear to god my face felt it was as red as his suit. How in the hell did he look so good in the morning? Did he get up much earlier than me or did he not need sleep?
"So, what do you usually make the loathsome scum of the Hell in the morning?" he asked tilting his head a little smiling away.
"H-hey! Be nice! They're trying!"
"I suppose so… I have yet to see it so my words still stand."
I crossed my arms defiantly and puffed out my cheeks.
"I like you Charlie," he stated walking closer to me, "You amuse me and that's good. As long as I'm entertained, I can hang around darling."
I was so startled all I did was arch an eyebrow.
"Uh huh."
I turned away and power walked for the elevator. It was too early for his flirting. I needed my common sense to cook! I couldn't be in lala land the whole time! So I pressed the button and we waited for the elevator.
Why, WHY did he have to stand so close?!
Well two can play that game!
"You shouldn't make fun of other people," I said doing my best not to look at him.
"Why is that, dear?"
"Well, for one, you're stuck in Hell too. That is your fault because of the choices you made so you are no different than them," I stated glancing up at him.
He looked a little shocked by my comment and it made me proud. The doors opened up and we stepped inside. Alastor remained quiet for the whole ride down and I almost laughed. I felt so nervous!
We left the elevator and headed for the kitchen still quiet as can be.
"I usually do scrambled eggs, french toast, bacon, sausage and I put out cereal," I said once we were inside the kitchen.
I stood by the table with my hands on my hips waiting for him to say something.
"That's all? Nothing different?"
"Well…. It's what I can make a lot of…."
I didn't really know how to cook much but I did what I could cook a lot of. I mean… I love cinnamon french toast! It was one of the first things I learned to make!
"Fret not my dear! Let's make something rather more interesting! Sometimes for breakfast my mother would simply make a fruit salad with a little whipped cream at the top!"
"Oh what's a fruit salad?" I asked.
At least he wasn't insulting me. It made me feel a little more at ease being around him.
"My mother's version of fruit salad was different fruits thrown into a bowl. She loved grapes, strawberries, blueberries, pineapple, apples and kiwi. Sometimes she would use banana. Some people place nuts or even chocolate drizzle on it. Didn't they serve a lot of things in the castle you lived in?"
"Oh…. well my parents weren't big on breakfast so I…. just asked for the stuff I knew I liked…."
"Well then…. color me surprised. Show me the fridge darling."
"It's just that one."
I pointed to the one large white appliance we had.
"You only have one? Not a walk in fridge? Isn't this a hotel?"
"Well, no it wasn't originally. This was a vacation home…. so I managed to modify it the best I could. Most of my powers are flame related. Distorting items and twisting them to make something else isn't my strong suit. It took me a whole year to do the hotel in this way."
Alastor looked impressed. If that didn't make me feel good about myself, nothing would! It wasn't something easy to learn after all!
"Well, then…. I'm very good at that exact thing!" he said to me, "Allow me today to fix that very issue! Instead today, we will make eggs in a basket and some of those other food items you mentioned!"
"R-really?" I asked feeling baffled.
He…. he wanted to help?
"Of course! We wasted plenty of time already so let's get started!"
We got breakfast started and we worked together in sync without any issues. He was a good teacher and he made everything very clear when he explained it.
Well…. I could see how he could murder people. You wouldn't expect someone so nice and charismatic to be a killer but here he was in all his demonic radio glory.
The sad fact was, I never felt like this cooking with Vaggie. She knew how to make more stuff than me and it always annoyed her. I couldn't help it, she talked so fast when explaining stuff and she would just get frustrated with me.
This was nice. I really liked this. The ease I felt with him was the same like at the block party. It just felt natural. I watched in awe as he set up the tables with a snap of his fingers!
Wow!
I shouldn't be so impressed but I was. Everything so far about Alastor was amazing! Minus the murdering and cannibalism!
I grinned at him and headed back into the kitchen.
I was busy doing something when I heard Vaggie and Alastor talking… Well he was talking she was shouting some. I sighed. I understood her concern I really did but this is exactly why we fought at the block party.
That creeping sad feeling came hitting me at full force and I wasn't ready for that. Ouch.
I was sad we broke up but it shouldn't have been like that. Not like that at all. I fought back my tears and decided to rescue poor Al from Vaggie word filled assault. I grabbed the coffee dispenser and headed out of the kitchen.
"Hi Vaggie!" I said with a bright smile.
"Allow me," Alastor said with a grin.
I couldn't help but give him a weak, giddy smile in return.
I chatted with Vaggie to make her feel more at ease but she was still so tense… This wasn't going to pass quickly was it? Well, she had a reason to be stressed. Angel was playing his porn so loudly it disturbed other people. I wish I could say this was the first time it happened but it wasn't.
"Again?" I groaned.
Freakin' Angel!
"Anything else?"
I looked at Alastor and shook my head.
"I think that's it….. I gotta go take care of something though."
I scratched my head and let out a yawn. I still was tired and I was not in the mood to deal with Angel Dust this early in the morning.
"Go ahead and eat. I will deal with Angel," I told Vaggie.
"Last time he threw one of his boots at me…." Vaggie said, "I don't think it would be a good idea since he's only been asleep since three in the morning."
"I got it," I declared, trying to put on my most serious face I could come up with.
I think I saw Alastor smirk at me but I ignored that. I ignored it for my very fragile ego. I started marching off trying to look intimidating as possible with my fuzzy slippers along the way.
"I will accompany you to this heathen's room," Al said walking briskly to catch up to me, "Was he one of your first… clients?"
I gave him a look. He didn't seem to fond of Angel when I mentioned him. Why did he want to come with me?
"Yea, he was."
"Interesting."
We took the elevator to the third floor. The first door of the hallway Vaggie's. I suppose that made some sense. Only a few doors down and there was Angel's door with his name on it and that stupid sign he made.
Alastor reached out, snatched the vulgar sign off of the door and burned it in his hand to ashes. I couldn't help but stare at him like he was insane for a moment but then he gave me a pleasant smile and returned his hands behind his back. I couldn't help but snicker. I wasn't even mad about it.
I reached out and beat on that door like I was trying to wake the dead. I was annoyed because Vaggie was annoyed.
"FUCK!"
I noticed Alastor cringed some hearing Angel yell. Yea, our spider demon resident had a potty mouth. The wooden door flew open with the hinges squeaking in protest at the force making me a little upset. I didn't need him breaking his door!
"Angel-
"WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT NOW?!"
"You kept some people up last night-
We started to bicker back and forth but I suppose Alastor was tired of that real quick because his mic stand popped up out of no where and he slammed it into Angel's throat making him let out a high pitch screech. I was too stunned to say anything!
"Go on darling. It was rude of him to speak to you that way."
I gave the Radio Demon a weak smile.
"Oh- well can you put down your mic thingy. T-thanks."
He grinned as his mic stand disappeared into red little clouds.
"Angel, you can watch whatever you want and that's fine but keep it down. I know you're proud of your work but some others don't want to hear it…. when they're trying to sleep at least."
"Who is this red pimp daddy over here?" Angel Dust asked effectively ignoring anything I said.
I felt the color drain from my face but I felt instantly annoyed.
"He's not a pimp and this is Alastor. He's staying with us to better himself."
"It's about time you get some hot man ass in here."
Angel took a step towards Alastor and I reacted without thinking. I didn't want to clean off chunks of porn star off my floor and walls. His hand landed on my boob and I felt my face heat up so quick I almost fainted. That was the most action I had gotten in weeks and it was from Angel of all people. Angel looked so grossed out it was actually a little funny.
"EWWW JESUS I TOUCHED YOUR TINY BOOB! GROSS!"
I scoffed at him. MY BOOBS WEREN'T SMALL!
"Are you ok?" Alastor asked while Angel cussed me out in his hissy fit.
I nodded trying to fight off the burning on my face. I almost jumped when Alastor placed his warm hands on my shoulders and pulled me back with him.
"Ugh! I wasn't aiming for you!"
Angel glanced at Alastor and I could feel the Radio Demon stiffened behind me. I didn't say a damn thing when he started digging his pointy claws into my shoulders but I did flinch a little. Poor Al…. he was probably going to take a hot shower after this. Angel could be a bit much.
"I won't bite unless you want me too," Angel said, trying to flirt but it didn't work.
"Angel stop it! He doesn't like that!" I snapped.
I didn't want him chasing Al off already!
"I will kill you if you try anything," Alastor said, static thick in his voice that it actually gave me the shivers, "I do not want to filthy up my own hands with your disgusting blood."
"Jesus christ Charlie!" Angel cried out looking more terrified now, backing up.
I had to stop the weird smile that almost graced my face. Maybe Angel would finally listen to me but I would hope that would stop him from trying to flirt with Alastor.
Finally, Alastor loosed his death grip on my shoulders.
"Keep it down, understand?" I said placing my hands on my hips.
"Yea whatever!"
He slammed the door, making me sigh. I wasn't surprised- it was like having a teenager here. I looked at Alastor but he had a weird look in his glowing red eyes. He looked… sorry?
"My apologies Charlie…."
He cleared his throat like he was uncomfortable but I only smiled at him.
"It's alright. At ten, we'll meet in your room for therapy if that's ok and we can talk then?"
"Yes, as you wish."
"Let's go eat breakfast then! I can't wait to try it!"
"Just a moment dear."
I stopped in my tracks when he snapped his fingers again. A tiny pile of bandaids appeared in his hands. I blinked rapidly as he started placing them on me and my heart fluttered. He did his best to be so careful it actually warmed me a little on the inside after all the chaos this morning.
"There."
"T-thanks Al."
X
WELL
No one saved me any food. I already knew they wouldn't but I was so disappointed! After all that hard work Al and I had done and I didn't even get to taste it!
Honestly, I really wanted to cry a little bit. Alastor even looked annoyed they were rude and didn't leave me anything.
"Sit down Charlie. I've got this."
I sat down at the kitchen table and watched as he made me some food. I couldn't help but bounce in my seat excitedly. I didn't miss those little glances he tossed over his shoulder at me. I knew it didn't mean anything but boy was my heart doing little flips in my chest every single time he looked at me.
Oh god.
I knew what was wrong with me.
I pushed that thought away when he slid the plate in front of me and I started eating while he drank his black coffee. It felt so domestic-
My heart clenched in my chest.
Shit.
"This is the best Al! I wish you would've been here sooner! Everyone had been griping at me because I make a lot of the same shit and I just…. I mean I had to learn how to cook and everyone gets bored with what I do."
"Those ungrateful, loathsome creatures. If it was me, I would've made the same thing for breakfast, lunch and dinner on purpose," he said with a wicked grin but I giggled anyways!
"That's very passive aggressive!"
"I do not play nice with those who disrespect me."
"Like my shoulders?" I teased before shoving another piece of bacon into my mouth.
The Radio Demon coughed a little suddenly looking uncomfortable.
"That was an accident. I didn't mean to harm you."
Why did he have to say it like that? WHY
"It's alright!" I said with a smile that probably looked a little forced, "I know it was a little hard for me to get used to him at first but I'm ok with it now. It's just how Angel is."
Alastor made a very disgusted face and I choked on my coffee from the sight! It was so weird how expressive he was with that permanent smile of his!
"Oh my god! That face of yours!" I wheezed out loudly and slapped my hand on the table.
I started giggling like a lunatic. I didn't care how I looked because it was just so damn funny! God, here I am braless, laughing like a dumbass with someone I barely knew.
I was getting comfortable way too fast.
"Angel is Angel. It takes time to change…. He's only been here a few months."
"What has he improved on?"
That question effectively wiped the smile off my face quick. I drummed my fingers against the table thinking hard but my brain was drawing a blank.
"It's quite alright Charlie. I was looking for some shred of respect I could have for him but I suppose not. He's still…. Disgusting."
I laughed softly looking down at my coffee.
I needed some time to think. I needed to get shit done anyways.
"I gotta change and do some hotel duties. I'll see you soon Al, ok?"
I got up from my seat and placed my dishes in the sink. I needed to collect my thoughts quick.
Shit!
"Alright Miss Charlie. See you soon."
I couldn't get out of the kitchen fast enough.
X
From the time I started my chores for the hotel. I noticed Alastor watching me from a distance with great interest on his face. I wonder what he was thinking about since I couldn't even get through my own jumbled thoughts.
I had fallen in love in less time but…
This felt so different. Yea, I had crushed on the guy since the moment I met him and then we danced together…
There was something there and I felt it. I wished that night I managed to run back to him or something. Tell him where I was and to tell him I wanted to see him again. The short amount of time I spent with him felt like I knew him for years.
He was so easy to be around. I felt like I could tell him anything.
I did my best to ignore the looks he gave me even though it pained me to do so.
When it was close to my therapy time with Al, Vaggie showed up in my room to argue with me once more. It just made me more on edge than I already was. I wanted to tell her to shut up already but I couldn't do that. Friends didn't do that.
Maybe I was naive but I should be allowed to make mistakes.
"I already warned him," I said, my voice getting deeper with annoyance, "Quit pestering me about it. I won't repeat myself anymore. Are you still making grilled cheese for lunch for everyone?"
"I guess…."
Vaggie looked taken back by my change in tone but I had it. Angel had made my day start off bad so I wasn't in the mood.
"Thanks Vaggie! I have to do my therapy session with Al and then I can go over the expenses and stuff. I can clean the first floor too."
"Alright, I will do the second floor."
"Great!"
I headed off to Al's room with a heavy heart. I knocked on his door and forced on a professional smile. The door swung open and my heart gave a painful jump as I met those glowing red eyes.
Wow-
"Hey Al-
He took my head, bowed and placed an innocent kiss on the back of my hand. I don't even think I managed to speak any words after he did that leaving him amused at my reaction. My face felt like it was a million degrees. My bad mood evaporated just like that.
I recovered after a few minutes and sat down. Al was nice enough to put the chair in place for me. His smile almost seemed so gentle and I wasn't sure why but it wasn't in the way I wanted it to be.
My stomach twisted in knots at that thought.
"Alright, so we have a whole two hours until lunch to get started. Is there anything you feel like I should know or should I just start asking the usually questions?" I asked him, avoiding his eyes.
"I suppose I have no idea what you need to know so ask away dear!"
"Alright," I said, "What was the worse thing you experienced when you were human?"
"Oh well…. I suppose being hunted."
I blinked rapidly. It was as if the whole world stopped.
"Someone hunted you?"
So Alastor went on to tell me what happened and how he died. Should I be shocked?
No.
But I was.
By the time he was done, he let out a weird, wicked cackling sound. I was so stunned that he could laugh about how it all went down.
"Are you ok darling? You look a bit rattled."
I could only stare. I guess I sat there too long for his liking and he waved his claw in my face. I blinked a few times before giving a weak smile.
"Oh…. Um sorry. I was thinking really hard."
"Apparently so! Do tell me, about what though?"
"You love cooking, singing and dancing…. but why kill people or other sinners? What was lacking in your life for you to do such things?"
I almost had a heart attack when his smile just fell from his face. OH GOD HIS FACE LOOKED SO WEIRD WITHOUT IT!
Talk Charlie! Say something!
"Did you have loving parents?"
"Yes," he answered.
"Did you have friends?"
"I had fans."
Fans? He had fans? This man didn't have any friends at all?
"You had…. Fans?"
"Yes of course! Everyone loved hearing me speak on the radio! My taste in music was great as well. It was very nice and all until people found out what I looked like. Then I started having people follow me."
"Is that when you started killing people?"
"No, I was doing that before hand. The attention made it difficult for me to…. let off some steam. I couldn't go five feet without someone in my face so I was stuck inside my house outside of work most days."
I felt for him. That would drive me insane!
"That…. would be annoying."
He tilted his head a little at me like he didn't understand my comment.
"It was- very much so….. I suppose you would understand, being the princess and all."
I snorted before writing some more things down. The idea of people being fans of mine was so ridiculously stupid I almost laughed at the suggestion. The day that happens if when Hell freezes over and Heaven stops killing my people.
"Is that not the case for the lovely princess of Hell?"
"Hell no. I'm always mocked. The only time anyone seemed interested in me was when I was younger and wanted to marry me for power. I'm sure most of them were very disappointed because none of them actually cared about me so I didn't care for anyone of them. I dated a few to make my parents happy but they let it go after eighty years."
"Eighty years of that? Well, that would be more annoying than me being followed around for a few years."
I smiled sadly before looking down at my clipboard. I had lived a good but but that didn't mean it was good for me.
"Would you like a turn to vent, Princess?" Al asked.
I blinked and raised my head slowly, "What?"
"You sound frustrated…. more than I would ever be. Would you like to use some of our therapy time to vent? I do not mind."
"Oh, that wouldn't be professional though?"
"Alright then, what do you do to burn off that pent up anger and frustration?"
"I….." I trailed off.
I had no answer. I didn't want to openly admit I cried.
"Why don't we dance then to help you out with that?" he offered, standing up before me as he held out his hand.
I stared at him like he was nuts. God he had to remember me right? That's why he asked, right? I held up a hand to take his but then I remembered Vaggie's devastated face and the arguments. My arm just dropped to my side like dead weight.
"I can't," I answered, feeling myself choke up.
"Why is that?"
I glanced at Alastor with the most painful expression. My lips parted but no sound came out and I looked at my clipboard in shame.
Al didn't like that apparently because he jerked my arms, pulling me out of my seat. He did it with such ease I barely had time to react at all!
"H-hey!"
He pushed me down on the edge of his bed before sitting in the chair. He snatched the clipboard from my unmoving hands because I was too stunned to even move now. Then he grabbed my pen, flashing me a bright smile.
"Tell me why you can't dance Miss Charlie?"
I blushed and tried hiding my face with my hair.
"I love dancing!" he said went on waving his hand around, "It's in that moment no one else matters. Just the music beating through the floor and filling your ears, making it part of your soul for those few minutes."
I was so shocked and could only answer like an idiot, "That was beautiful."
"Yes, yes but it's the truth. You seem more upset you aren't dancing though. What's eating at you to cause you so many issues?"
I flinched thinking of that night all over again. It was bittersweet night after all.
"I went to a block party a few months back before I opened the hotel. I had hoped to find someone or at least a few sinners to come and stay. I just wanted to offer it…. No one can try and redeem themselves unless they want too, right? Vaggie and I danced for a little bit before looking. The party was really tame so I thought I could find someone there…. We ended up fighting and Vaggie dumped me….."
I let out a shaky breath at the memory.
"She said 'we're done' and that was that. So I had a few drinks right? I remember a guy kind of and we danced. It was great! It was the best night of my life in a while! Then…. I guess Vaggie caught me- I mean I wasn't doing anything wrong but when she was yelling at me again, she was hurt and I realized I didn't want to dance anymore. I haven't danced since then. I haven't felt the need or want too after that. She was really hurt by me dancing with some stranger."
"I suppose I don't understand since I never had a relationship with anyone else. I may be a novice at such things but you didn't do anything wrong Charlie."
I knew that already but it felt good hearing it from someone else.
"I know," I answered softly.
"Then what is it?"
"She assumed I was just over it like that and I wasn't. I just needed that time to be gone from the world- ya know, not think. Apparently dancing with some 'uppity douche' was not the way to go."
I sighed. I didn't really think Alastor was an uppity douche but those were Vaggie's words, not my own.
"The worse part is…. she keeps wanting to fix things but I still feel the sting ya know? She's even went on a few dates with some girl but me dancing with someone was the worst thing I could do. She told me my dancing wasn't just dancing- it was my expression of love and….."
"And?"
I blushed thinking about it now, "She said I was staring at that stranger like I wanted him. She said it looked like I was in love but I was little drunk- tipsy I think."
I threw myself back against Al's bed and sighed heavily. Did I really look like that? I was so glad to dance with Alastor that night. He had lifted my spirits and I don't think he knew that.
"So that's why I don't dance. It makes me feel guilty."
"My goodness, that is a ridiculous thing to think!"
I raised my head quickly and glared at him. It was stupid but….
"How can she think something like that and go out with someone else? I think she should apologize to you instead. You owe her nothing. Did you fornicate with this person?"
I WANTED TOO AFTER THAT DISPLAY OF SKILL THOUGH
"N-no!" I squealed covering my pink face with my hands, "I went back here and passed out after- after me and her fought again."
Silence fell between us for a few minutes. I couldn't tell what Alastor was thinking.
"I can't believe you said fornicate."
He smirked as he leaned in towards me, "Would you prefer other words instead? I do know a few."
"No! No- it would be weird coming from you," I said then giggled loudly like an idiot.
I sat back up all the way and grinned at Al.
"Wow, I oddly feel better."
His creepy smile softened some. I wonder what he was thinking when he looked like that. He barely knew me and he was being so nice. My heart gave a painful thump.
"I don't mind sharing my therapy time with you. It seems you need some time to clear your mind and going to your ex for such a thing may not be a good idea."
"Yea, you're right."
Well, he had me there. That was a good point.
I gripped my knees with my hands, digging my nails into my pants and skin, "You wouldn't mind listening to me?"
"I don't mind Charlie. I highly doubt any of the creatures here would understand or bother to listen. I was rather…. annoyed that none of them help you actually. How do they plan to do better themselves if they don't offer to help you?"
I was astonished. Oh hell… He was…. He was right!
"Well, I mean…. I…."
I blinked a few times and thought for a moment.
"Should… should I ask them to do things?"
"If they aren't working and sitting around doing nothing then I think so, yes."
That really was a great idea!
"Alright…. Since Vaggie helps me, I'll mention it to her."
"You don't have to tell her it's my idea. I'm sure if you did, it would upset her more."
My smiling face fell fast, "But that would be lying and you deserve credit Al. You've done more than others have and you have only been here one day."
"It's quite alright darling."
I chewed on my bottom lip. I would love to boast it was Alastor's idea, I really would but would I want to argue about all of it? Did I want to do that? Vaggie would just complain and spin some conspiracy theory out of it.
"I'll think about it."
"Of course, of course!"
I stood up from Alastor's bed and he handed me the clipboard and pen back. I gave him a smile. With him smiling, it made me want to smile.
"We have ten minutes until lunch…. so I'll give you some time to think about what we talked about today," I said, "See you downstairs Al. Thanks again."
"You're very welcome Charlie."
I waved to him and left his room reluctantly. I had hoped I would've had the courage to tell him the truth but maybe… maybe if we keep talking like this I would. I could tell him and maybe I would feel like it again. I could dance like I used too.
X
X
Lunch was intense. Vaggie did make some good grilled cheese and soup- I told her so. She offered me a strained smile and a thanks but that was all.
"If you dip it, it tastes better!" I said showing Al.
He mimicked what I had done and gave it a try. He seemed a little more pleased. I would say this was rather underwhelming for someone who could cook excellent food but well…
I was broke. We did what we could with what we had.
I glanced between my best friend and the Radio Demon. Vaggie just continued to glare at him like it was going to slowly kill him.
"What do you both plan to do this wonderful afternoon?" Alastor asked, breaking the very tense silence.
"Cleaning!" I said with a pained smile.
"Take a radio with you and play some music. It helps pass the time,"he said with a dazzling smile, "My mother did it so I did it when I started cleaning. It always helped."
Awwww! That's sweet!
"I usually do that with my headphones on and I can drown out the world around me…. It's nice," I said looking faraway in thought.
It sounded so nice right now. I really need to drown out this annoying thoughts and feelings. I really did.
"I see. That's good dear."
"I guess we better go," Vaggie said standing up, her tone was high strung.
I guess so. Vaggie didn't leave any room for me to speak my mind and I didn't want to argue in front of Alastor. Vaggie and I placed our dishes in the sink and headed for the cleaning closet. I turned to Vaggie once we grabbed our cleaning carts.
"Hey."
She didn't look at me but I knew why. She was tired of me defending Al and you know what- even if I wasn't attracted to that very narrow behind of his, I would defend him.
"Vaggie."
"I already know what you're gonna say Charlie- I don't wanna fuckin' hear it."
"You…. you know what?" I snapped making her jump, "I don't think he's out to get me. Not everyone is out to get me! I'm the strongest being here and if you don't think I could step up when I need too then you aren't my best friend at all!"
Vaggie looked down at the floor.
"Charlie-
"No! This is the same crap from the party. How can any of my clients trust me to protect them in you constantly under mind me? You haven't seen me angry and all spooky because I have enough self control. Just because I'm a damn princess doesn't mind I have to act like one! You knew from the beginning I wanted to be like everyone else!"
She swallowed as her eye watered up.
"The thing is Vaggie, you're just a damn sinner. You could never measure up to me in any shape or form but ya know what?! I never said it because it didn't need to be said. You are powerful on your own and I always wanted you to feel like that! Give it a damn rest!"
She stood there gaping at me. I was pissed because this is the exact reason we broke up. Why it was so hard for us to get clients.
"I'ma clean the shit out of the first floor!" I shouted and took off like a crazy person.
X
I had finished everything like I needed too. I had heard someone stating we got a new fridge and a shit ton of new food. Like, actual good food and not the bullshit I usually buy. Well, that hurt my ego a little bit but we did what we could.
SO!
I took my ass down to the kitchen. No one really paid any attention to me and Angel Dust ignored me out right after the whole fiasco with Alastor. When he was in a good mood we were best friends but not when he was grouchy.
I rubbed my temples.
Why is everyone so moody? I felt moody but the whole hotel mood wasn't good.
I pushed open the door to the kitchen and saw the fridge. My eyes widened to saucer plate size as I let the kitchen door slam behind me. Alastor fixed the fridge like he said he would. I took a few more steps towards it.
It looked nice. It wasn't mishaped or warped in any way. It looked as if it was always supposed to be like that.
I swallowed hard. I rushed at the fridge and opened all the doors to see it was packed with food. Like that asshole sinner said- good food. He didn't know me. Alastor didn't know me at all but he did all this just for me.
I slid down to the floor and started bawling like a baby. For the first time since I started this hotel, someone helped me without arguing about it. They didn't expect anything in return. They did it just because they wanted too.
Nothing could change my mind now- Alastor was a good person.