Chapter 5

Amanda knew the question would eventually come. She smiled, "Define hurt?" Olivia didn't smile, not at all. This was just a defense mechanism kicking in.

Olivia shook her head, "Look, I'm not pressuring you. That's not my goal at all. You asked for a chance out of the friend zone. I've told you my struggles. This has to happen. Amanda I didn't want to fall for you. I'm leading in a case involving your mother. I don't even know if it's right to fall for you, but I did. Seeing you in that shower, I want out of the friend zone. I want to do so many things to your body."

Amanda smiled wide, but it wouldn't last. "But I am an SVU detective and if anything has happened to you, I don't want to trigger it." When she saw Olivia not backing down she knew it was time to say something.

Amanda looked at her, "I never liked him, but he was always the cool uncle. He gave me candy, money, stuff like that. I got in trouble at school. I got in trouble a lot and my parents were both fed up and I told them to call Johnny because my parents were out of town. I lied so I wouldn't get in trouble. He picked me up and lectured all the way home." Amanda laughed, but nothing was funny. Olivia could see it, she was laughing at her being young and dumb.

Amanda shook her head, "I got home and plopped on the couch. He yanked me by my hair and told me I made a mistake calling him. He said I wouldn't like my punishment. He pulled my shirt off and ripped my bra. I tried fighting and cursing and yelling. He told me if I didn't stop, it would get bad quickly."

Olivia watched Amanda carefully in case she needed to stop. Amanda seemed almost happy to get it out. He slammed my hands on the table and told me not to move. He broke my hand that day. He pulled my pants down and he just circled around me and stared. He told me he couldn't get shit for me and beat me with his belt."

Olivia closed her eyes, but she let her finish. "My mom came home and saw me trying to get dressed. My hand was swollen so I had trouble. She didn't say anything to me or him. She didn't even take me to the doctor. The school saw bruises and CPS nosed around, but I lied to them. A week later what you heard me say today to her, happened. I didn't go to her friends. I went out on my own and took care of myself. She continued to put money in my account all the time. The minute I got my tech job, I sent it all back. I didn't want anything from her."

Amanda looked at Olivia there was more but she didn't say anything else. "You won't trigger me, I promise. But I can tell from the look on your face that I won't get out of the friend zone tonight." Amanda fell back on the bed. They had kissed, but nothing else. The kiss was more of a reaction than love. She wasn't even sure Olivia loved her or was helping her out of pity.

Olivia fell for her way before seeing her in the shower. It was actually her kiss that did it. Olivia was older and more experienced and she didn't want to do this wrong. She looked at Amanda with her arm across her face and she straddled her, pushing her arms up while clasping her hands, "If we do this, I'm not looking for a fling and please tell me you're not a virgin."

Amanda smiled and checked the weight Olivia was applying to her hands and body. She had Amanda by height and weight. "A virgin, hell no." Olivia released her just enough for Amanda to flip her and the switch. Amanda clasped her hands, but only because Olivia let her, "You would be my first girl on girl though. I hope that doesn't keep me in the friend zone."

Olivia hooked her leg under Amanda's and the next thing she knew she was on her back and Olivia was on top again, "If you plan on flipping me for real you better get stronger." Olivia straddled her at her hips and pulled off her shirt. She didn't have Amanda's hands anymore so they started to roam. Amanda ran her fingers across her belly. It was soft but she could feel her cop muscles.

She moved her hand up slowly and when she got just under her full breasts she looked at Olivia almost asking permission. Olivia smiled, "Go ahead." Amanda used both hands to massage them. Olivia's body was way different then hers. She didn't know what she saw in that shower that made her want her. Amanda liked the way they felt and she used her fingers to circle each nipple until her dark nipples were hard. Olivia let her explore some more before she took over. Olivia pushed Amanda's shirt up and off.

Amanda turned red, "I don't have what you…" Olivia kissed her to shut her up. She tilted her chin up to have more access to her neck. She kissed, licked , and sucked causing Amanda to moan. "Mmmmm God!" Olivia thought she hadn't felt anything yet. She looked into her blue eyes before moving down her body pulling off her boy shorts. She kissed her inner thighs making Amanda squirm, "Liv that tickles!" Olivia pushed her knees up and held her ass and licked her lower part separating her lips, "Fuck!"

Olivia wanted to laugh, but she wanted to make her cum more. She dipped her tongue in and out and held her so it was impossible to squirm. Amanda sat up on her elbows until she got enough strength to grip her hair, "Fuck you're strong!"

Olivia had to be, Amanda was so ticklish it felt like a fight. When Olivia had enough she pushed her thighs open and it caused her to fall back and grip the sheets, "Are you ok?"

Amanda was breathing hard, "Yes! Can you just make me cum?" Olivia kissed her belly and moved up to her face as she inserted one finger. "Hmmm mmmm." Amanda gripped Olivia's shoulders and let her adjust them pushed in another. Olivia rocked her softly first then picked up the pace. She could hear the wetness around Amanda's moans. Olivia felt her tighten, "Cum for me!" Her blue eyes rolled back as she screamed, "Fuck Liv!"

Olivia stilled inside her as she watched her body shake and then stop. Olivia thought it was sexy the way her stomach moved up and down quickly. Olivia cradled her, "I think this definitely takes us out of the friend zone." Amanda wondered about her, she took over and Amanda was happy but Olivia didn't get anything out of it. She took over the kids, her life, and now even sex.

Amanda tried to get up and Olivia pulled her back, "Hey, what's wrong?" Amanda didn't answer, "If we're going to do this you've got to talk to me and trust me." Amanda trusted her, "What about you? You don't want me to try?" Olivia was smiling. "It's not funny. What if I can't do those things to your body?"

Olivia kissed her, "I just wanted you to enjoy it." She grabbed Amanda's hand and pushed it down her front. Amanda smiled wide, feeling her wetness. "Relax, you made me cum the moment you flipped me. Now we both need a shower and you can return the favor there."

After they talked about having the two apartments and what they should do. Olivia never really moved in after Brian, but Amanda's place wasn't big enough either. Kim and Noah couldn't share a room forever.

Olivia smiled at breakfast remembering the shower last night. Amanda had zero experience, but made her cum harder than anyone before. She was pulled from her daydream when Lucy came in. She really liked Lucy and she was so good with the kids. "Hey Luce! Amanda had to go in early, the system at work crashed. Kim! Let's roll!"

She went to handover Noah and she saw Lucy's face, "What happened to you?" Kim stood at the door looking and listening. Olivia didn't notice her because she was too worried about Lucy.

Lucy shrugged, "Nothing, I'm ok." Lucy was lying and she had never lied to Olivia. She never had a reason to until now. She knew Olivia was a cop, but this seemed bigger than that.

Olivia turned her face to see better, "How did that happen?" She pulled her into the family room. She still wasn't paying attention and Kim followed. She was a kid and knew something was really wrong.

Lucy needed to lie, "It was an accident, I'm really clumsy. Olivia I need to quit, because I want to finish school. I mean I can't be a nanny forever." Olivia didn't believe anything she was saying.

Olivia and Amanda would help her do anything she wanted. "Luce, if that's what you want, sure but if you're in trouble, tell me." Lucy had been threatened and the man that hit her said he didn't care that Olivia was a cop. He also said he would kill them all.

Lucy saw Kim, "He said he would…" Lucy nodded that Kim was listening. Olivia was getting the hints. "Who's he?" Lucy shook her head and explained it was a man and woman, "They were Hispanic but when the woman called him Angel, he hit her too."

Kim walked in, "Olivia?" Olivia turned, "Hey, I need to talk to Lucy. Will you go watch Noah?" Kim sighed and started to walk away, "No!" Olivia didn't have time for Kim's tantrum. Before she could correct her, Kim blurted out, "I know Angel. He's a mean man." They both looked at her completely shocked.