I can't believe I'm writing something in first point of view, I hate fanifcs like this so much. But it was more suitable to this then third point of view. Why are you here? You really shouldn't read this fanfic. I'm the author and I don't reccomand it. I have no idea how to write first point of view. Why are you here? Go away, it's not worth wasting a second of your life about this fanfic.
English isn't my native language, so forgive me for any minor mistakes.
Disclaimer: The world of Harry Potter belongs to JK Rowling. I don't own anything.
When I was younger my mother used to read me The Tales of Beedle the Bard. My favourite tale was 'The Tale of Three brothers'. I always asked my mum to read it for me over and over again before I went to sleep. The moral of this story was very important: you cannot avoid death. It will come to get us; we can postpone it but not stop it. But some thought this story was true, and the objects are real. Some believe that if someone will become the legal owners of the three items you could become the 'Master of Death'. This story always intrigued me but I can't say I believe in these theories and myths that much before I met you, Gellert. You convinced me the Elder Wand is worth seeking, that it should be our goal. That is the best way to gain power. The hallows drew us together, we shared this obsession, we wanted to conquer death. To be with each other for eternity.
But now, what you left me? A broken heart? Our story was supposed to be the one of the three brothers not 'The Warlock's Hairy Heart.' But our ways got separated and I'm surrounded by death. First my mother and now my sister and I also lost you. The Hallows would be very helpful now. But I can't think about this tale right now, it's reminded me of you, my love. I never thought the Warlock in this story was right, I didn't think love is a weakness or useless. Love supposes to be very powerful and special. Love is magical and no one in the wizarding world succeeded to understand her. I always wanted to fall in love, I wanted to know how it felt. I don't want to say I regret it, because I don't think I can imagine my life without meeting you, but it is hard. I was blinded by your love. For the first time in my life, I understand him. I read the tales of Beedle again, and I can't believe how much similarities I now feeling with the Warlock. He didn't mourn on his parents, I never cared my father died in Azkaban, he did the right thing. When my mother passed away, I mourn on the lost of my freedom as much as I mourned about her. Now with Ariana I actually mourn about losing you more then her. You are still alive and yet out of reach from now on. Only if I find the Hallows, I could get my family back, but you can still be here. I do miss my family, but mourning about them is not the only thing I felt, I lost them but I also lost you. It would be a lie if I say I don't feel some relief right now, Ariana is not suffered anymore and I got back my freedom, but I know it's very selfish.
Gellert, you actually loved me, or it was just a manipulation? You had coldness in your eyes and I didn't notice? You weren't distant, right? Or I was too blind to see you pretending everything? How can I know you actually love me? Maybe you have a hairy heart by yourself? You are talking about killing innocent people and do a revolution, and for actually doing that, you need to be very cruel and tough and not let anyone stop you, but for that immunity you can't have a heart. But I can't say I don't think about that. I feel so much pain right now and maybe if I'll rip my heart out it will stop. I miss you; I feel abandoned. I feel like I can't do anything right now besides thinking about you. I want my logic back, I have too many feelings right now and not enough power to deal with them.
The Warlock was right our love had bad influenced on me. Maybe love it is ailment, the most beautiful and addicted ailment in the whole world. I can't stop thinking about you, I took a vow to never hurt you, we basically changed vows, we can say we got married. With the blood pact we took an oath to never hurt each other and be there for each other. I'm very sorry I broke it. I didn't have a choice, I'm very sorry. I feel betrayed and a traitor in the same time. But maybe it was the worst idea in the world. How could I recover from my broken heart now? If only the spell of the Warlock could be real and a wizard could get out his heart, maybe I could feel some comfort again. I want my heart to return to what it was before you, I want to heal. But I will always miss you, and cry about you, and longed to be with you.
But there is no cure for a broken heart and I doomed to love you forever Gellert. Why have you done this to me? Why you caused me to fall in love with you? Gellert Grindelwald you will always be the love of my life; I will never forget you and I will never stop loving you.
Author note: Yes, it's horrible fanifc, ignore it, I can't believe I wrote it.