Promt: Motion City soundtrack - Everything is Alright

I'm sick of the things, I do when I'm nervous
Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires
Or counting the number of tiles on the ceiling
Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire
I used to rely on self-medication
I guess I still do that from time to time
But I'm getting better at fighting the future
Someday you'll be fine
(Yes, I'll be just fine)

Tell me that you're alright
"Yeah, everything is alright"
Oh, please tell me that you're alright
"Yeah, everything is alright"

TW: Mentions of Torture

I'm sick of my spy duties! Nothing is going anywhere, and I feel like my time is going to be up. Why can't I just be alone and ride out the war? Will someone please tell me that everything is going to be alright in the end?

Why does it have to be so hard, to put up with the Dark Lord and his bunch of carnies? Can someone tell me that I'll be alright? I used to rely on Dumbledore, but where did that get me? Do I still rely on him? From time to time? Absolutely not anymore. He says my duty is to fight for a better future, Pfft, what future? I'm through being tortured when The Dark Lord is not pleased with me. Yeah, everything is alright. Will I ever be fine? Someday, everything will be alright.