Yoshida: I'm Tired

I'm tired of not being taken seriously. I'm tired of being taken to seriously. I'm tired of feeling like I always have to fit in. I'm tired of nobody telling me anything. I'm tired of always feeling left out. I'm tired of feeling like I can't help my friends when they're going through something. I'm tired of not being able to stand up to Terasaka for his own good. I'm tired of getting flashbacks of when I was pushing Aaliyah to eat that one day, and that didn't help her at all. I'm tired of feeling like I can't help Itona feel welcomed again after he was ripped away from us by Shiro. I'm tired of feeling like I'm holding Muramatsu back. I'm tired of not being there for Hazama during her darkest time. I'm tired of feeling like a failure. I'm tired of feeling like I don't belong here. I'm tired of being a burden to everyone. I'm tired of being a disappointment to my parents by doing drugs. I'm tired of accidentally getting violent because of these stupid drugs. I'm tired of feeling like I'm being pitied by the gang. I'm tired of feeling like I don't matter. I'm tired of being lonely. I'm tired of feeling sad. I'm tired of being in love with Muramatsu even though he's my best friend and probably straight. I'm tired of my lack of mental stability. I'm tired of feeling. I'm tired of living. I'm tired of feeling like I want to die. I'm tired of being here. I'm tired.