Let me forget, Let me forget, Let me just fucking forget everything, I hate talking or even fucking thinking about the green fuck, he used me for his own stupid fucking desires, he crawled into me and made me become on his side, his fucking side, Fuck him, Fuck him, Fuck him, I want to kill him so bad, Punz was right, why didn't I listen, Tommy was right he don't care about nothing but the stupid fucking discs, what happen to Dream what happen to the three of them, just George, Dream and me, I want it back, I want the real smiles, I wanted it to go back to being just us three and bad, that's all.
"Sap?" I flinched at the hand on my shoulder it was quickly removed I turn around looking up towards Karl, who looked worried "Sorry I didn't mean to scare you" Karl says as he rub his arm sleeve "No no, it's fine Karl I was not paying attention to what I was doing" "I see that" He states mentioning to where he found me, I didn't notice I was staring over a cliff edge, if Karl didn't find me- "Your not sud- well you know..." My eyes widen at what Karl was getting to "No! I promise babe, I just caught in my thoughts" he nods "Is it about Dream?" He asks, I only nod.
"I won't push it for your sake, but I'm worried for you, you get so scare just by the mention of his name or somebody just talking about him, he didn't do anything to bad to you right?" I love Karl so much, I hate seeing him so concern over something so stupid, that stupid thing being me of all people he could come across to, it just had to be me.
No One POV
Karl knew about Dream was manipulating Sapnap, well for crying out loud, he was one of the few people who made him see that what Dream was doing to him is not what "best friends" do to each other at all, so seeing Sapnap standing over a very high cliff made his mind wonder, he didn't want to lose Sapnap to "Sapnap, Please answer" he begs on "I'm fine Karl, a lot of things happen the past two months, I love you so much though, don't forget it" Karl brings Sapnap into a hug kissing his forehead lightly.
It's been a month since that short talk they had, Sapnap looked like he got worst then better in any way, he barely talked to anyone other then Punz, George, Karl, and Sylvee whenever she visit the SMP which is every month to just talk to him and maybe others at times.
Quackity finally calls him out on it, he misunderstood Sapnap, he thought Sapnap was getting hurt, or worst Dream done something to him, that's how they both stood in the living room, Sapnap was trying to get by him but Quackity wouldn't let him go out the front door "Your not going anywhere man" He says standing his ground, Sapnap crosses his arms across his chest looking down, the floor becoming interest.
"What's going on! Did Dream do some shit to you that your not telling me! Did he fuck with you or something, cause I swear I fuck that green bastard up for you! I'm sorry for going to conclusions but did he fuck you?!" Sapnap felt his eyes water, Quackity thought Dream raped him or hurt him physically.
Sapnap felt tears roll down his cheeks "H-He didn't do none of that to me Q" He whispers softly, Quackity became confuse "Then what the fuck is wrong with you, why won't you talk to me, you only talk to Karl, George, Sylvee, and stupid Punz, talk to me Sapnap, what is going on?" Quackity says more lowly, seeing that Sapnap was about to cry from his yelling, but it was to late the other began sobbing into his arm sleeves, covering his face.
Quackity reached out to him but he moved away 'He don't even want me to touch him' Quackity thought, Karl walked into their house, he was meant with the sobs of Sapnap right away, "Q what did you do?" He almost yells Quackity don't respond and just looks away, Karl takes Sapnap face into his hands saying comforting things to him, until his crying calms down, he looks back over to Quackity wanting an answer to why their finance was crying
"Look I just wanted to know why he so depressed Karl" "Why did you push it? You've been gone for a long time Q, a lot happen you can't expect for him to just welcome you back and talk to you like nothing happen, but what the fuck did you do to make him cry other then ask why he is depressed" Karl states get a little mad at his lover.
"I..I thought Dream did something to him, I thought he touched him Karl, I just wanted to know if Dream did some fucked up shit to-" "Q the bastard did do some fucked up shit, he fucking manipulated him to think they was best friends, so Don't even mention his name, Sapnap is trying to recover, but it's obvious it's getting worst! Just..." Karl became frustrated, he took walked off into Sapnap room with him "I'm sorry about Quackity" "I don't care anyway, I can forget about our friendship Karl...D-Dream may manipulated me but the more I ruin my life because the more power he gains from it, So Quackity did nothing wrong" Karl sighs but nods.
Quackity walked into the room "I'm sorry babe, I should've shouted at you earlier and-" he stops when Sapnap began to hug him tightly, Quackity hugs back, they out their heads on each other shoulders, and enjoyed the quietness "I love you" "love you to" Karl joined into the hug being the tallest of the two he kissed their foreheads "that's what I like to see and hear" They laugh together.
"Now can I still beat the fuck out of him for you"
