Mirmulnir, the dragon I fought and killed at the watchtower near Whiterun. if what I'm told about being Dragonborn is true I absorbed his soul and knowledge when I killed him. apparently I'm the only one who can do that, which explains his guttural screams once he realized what I was upon his death, a death by me meant he would never return. reason I know his name is because I just sensed it after absorbing him, and awakened the power of the "Voice" within me. and suddenly these strange symbols I see around me can just almost be decipherable not quite but it's like they're slowly starting to line up in a way I can understand...their language. likely this will only increase and become more clear, if I kill more dragons. and as much stronger as I feel after absorbing that soul I'm still vulnerable, still very fallible. when a sword slash was enough to put me down beforehand, now I can take that hit, I still feel all the pain and one or two more of those will take me down. but the fact that I can even take one now means that I'm absorbing much more than knowledge from the dragons. sometimes the smaller wounds just disappear after a few minutes. it is frightening at times. if I were describe every moment where I feel different to my main Journal, it would be so full of those moments. that's why I'm delegating it to this particular entry.
I still feel my feeling of that Dragon was a fluke, what I did was essentially suicide, to leap off a crumbling Tower upon a dragon's back holding on only to my iron sword. in the matter of the fact is the only reason it was injured was likely due to my innate Powers Dragonborn I am the only one who can hurt them legitimately. perhaps it can be filled by normal means but that is a much more arduous process I would imagine and a dragon killed by regular beings would likely be able to come back. the dragons were all dead and now they're back, now that they're back I'm revealed as Dragonborn? I cannot call that coincidence. what the Jarl says is likely true that it will become my destiny to end this Dragon crisis. Just at the moment I don't feel ready to take on such a task.