Self harm Draco
The first time he felt the temptation it was 1:00 am on Sunday morning. He sped into the bathroom and cut himself with Harry's Razor. It didn't feel like pain as the skin splintered and blood poured out, it felt like release. He knew eventually someone would notice, he was biding his time for someone to save him from it. He could clean it up nicely, no blood on the bathroom floor, no messily applied bandages on his arm. It was always his arm, on his left one in particular where the non removable black mark showed. He wished he could let go of his past but it was impossible.