Eternally Yours

Chapter Four

„Why am I feeling like this?
'Cause I, I forgot how to breath
A storm of hungry voices scream at me
I lost my way, I'm blind I can't see" – Shame Resurraction – Andrea Di Giovanni

Disclaimer: I do not own Resident Evil neither the song. Everything is just a silly made up thing, an AU.

Claire ran all way to the first ladies room, to slam the damn door on herself, and break down in front of the mirror. She didn't care about the make up, ruining her dress. She cryied all her way down because of breaking free. But also she somehow, hurt a little inside. It was fortune, for them, that nobody saw them, having that little kiss. She ruined everything, but at least, she did it. Her feelings are now out.
After being in the bathroom for almost ten minutes, she saw a familiar face. It possibly could be Chris, who sent a woman after her, to find her.

„What's wrong?" Jill asked, as she sat infront of Claire.

„Aren't you worried about your dress getting dirty because of the bathroom floor?" Claire asked back.

„Chris is really worried for your." Jill said. „You just ran away like you saw a ghost and didn't listen to anything."

„You don't understand." Claire sighed. „And probably will never do."

Of course, Claire was right, because how wold they understand what just happened. And also she didn't know what Chris told Jill, to find her in that urgent. So she had to keep her mouth shout about the kiss. She was happy about it, but still, cryied for ten minutes straight, on the bathroom floor.

„Maybe…" Jill sighed. „But will you come out now?"

„I guess." Claire answered, as she stood up.

„Let me help you a little." Jill said.

Jill helped Claire to clean up the mess, what her mascara did to her face. And barely no any other make up product seemed to melt away because of the instense crying. After that, they've walked out of the bathroom, and Jill showed her where they're sitting. They've of course saved a seat for her, and of course, next to Chris. But he seemed no where to be found.

„Dang I told him I will bring her back!" Jill said. „Where did he go?"

„Probably out for smoke with that new rookie." A man answered.

„Always with the smoke." Jill sighed, as she sat down. „Sit down, what are you waiting for?"

Claire didn't know what to say, she just stared at all those people who sat. Mostly there were only man. She wanted to have some fresh air too, and because of anger, she craved for that damn cigarette too.

„Would you mind me, to attend to go out for a smoke?" Claire whispered to Jill.

„Oh, okay." Jill smiled as she stood up. „Let's go!"

Jill wanted to have a good relationship with Claire. To say, the only one Jill got along in the RPD was only Chris, and wanted to show how good friend she is. Jill handed Claire a cigarette, then stood next to her.

„Whatever I do is not enough." Claire sighed.

„What do you mean?" Jill asked. „I wanna help you. I'm older than you a bit, so I can understand that, for sure."

„I know, but… It's difficult to say…" Claire said.

„Isn't she your girl?" An unknown voice said behind them.

„What was that?" Claire whispered.

„Oh here they come." Jill whispered back.

It was no other than Chirs and that new rookie. Chris was a little suprised that Claire has holding a cigarette in her hand, but he understand.

„Your girl?" Jill asked while smiling.

„Yes, what about it?" Chris asked back, as he placed a small kiss on Claire's cheek.

„Just didn't know you two are dating." Jill said.

„Yeah, he told me that it's just comming together." The rookie joined.

Just comming together? This means that I have a straight up winner road?! Claire thought. Not soon, Jill and the rookie walked inside, leaving those two alone. Shortly after, Claire finished her cigarette also.

„So… what are we?" Claire asked.

„I guess, something different." Chris answered.

„Need some time?" Claire asked again.

„For sure, more time that I ever wanted to get." Chris sighed as he lighted up another cigarette.

„You just told that rookie that we're dating!" Claire said in a louder voice.

„His name is Leon." Chris sighed. „And yeah, because he saw us from his car. Since because he's a rookie, I didn't got a chance to talk to him really, we talked for the second time on this balcony."

„So now I guess one people know something and one half knows." Claira said.

„What are you talkin about?" Chris asked back.

„Jill." Claire answered. „She was there with me too, you saw her."

„Yeah, completely forgot about her." Chris laughed.

„When are you planning to come back inside, Redfield?" A strange, cold voice asked.

„A moment, captain." Chris sighed, as he started to smoke that cigarette faster.

„The show is about to begin, I thought you wanna show your girlfriend some real fun." He said, as he walked back.

„Everyone knows that I'm your girlfriend you dumbass!" Claire freaked out.

„Jill must've told him… Good thing he doesn't care about a thing." Chris said. „So, join me?"

„Hell yeah!" Claire laughed as they walked back inside.

Yeah, Jill told everyone about Chris getting a girlfriend. Everyone seemed a bit confused about Claire, but soon they've got used to her. But there was one suspicious face. Chris's captain, Albert Wesker. He felt that something bad is going on, but kept his mouth shut during the whole time.
The Redfield's ride back to home was another quite ride. After they've finally reached their home, they both went silent. It was crazy. During that damn dinner, they've acted like a couple. Shared a few small pecks, and holding hands all around the time. But home… nothing. Claire went up to her bathroom and cleaned all the make up from her face. Took off that dress, and changed to some comfy one. She walked a little around the hallway, but nothing. Chris didn't come up. Or anything else. Another crying night session, has began to the Redfield woman.

A/N: My first chapter as a bride, written down. Damn what a difference still. I cannot believe still. No matter what, I will keep on writing this, for once in a lifetime I have motivation again to write!