I don't own Star wars, it's George Lukas Idea, but I love it too.
Word count: 2'300
Your Shift felt like it would not end, you starred at the Clock but you still had three more hours to go. With a hot Caf in Hand you made your way over to the Medbay Office there Sargent Spawn doze off in half his armor. The upper part neatly stocked on a chair. You sigh because just like you, he should be awake, but you let him sleep. It's no secret that most, if not all Clones had nightmares so you let him sleep, took the Datapads and went to check on the current injured. Sargent Hound smiled as he saw you approach. , Mesh'la!'' He grin then frowned as he saw the fifth cup of Caf in your Hand. You sighed and sat down next to him. A smile on your tired face but it looked less bright than usual. , Hi, Sargent. How are you holding up? Are you feeling Pain where that good for nothing Senator shot you?'' Hound winced as you mentioned the Incident. It was nothing new that some Senators hit them but a Blaster wound?! That was too much! As Spawn had treated Hound you went to that Senator and gave him a mindful. Also reporting the Vandalism and sending the Report to the Chancellor and Senator Amidala, Chuchi, Farr, Mothma and Organa. Sometimes when Padme would feel overwhelmed by the Bills and Votes she ventured to the Medbay. You laughed often together and shared the gossip, that day you had stormed into her Office, ignoring General Skywalker, who had his Arms around her. She rushed over to you and with 'Anakin' as he introduced himself to you tried to comfort you. They both came down to Hound after that. You shook the memory out of your tired head and focused on Hound again. He took your Hand in his. ,I'm fine, Mesh'la. You worry too much." He said with soft eyes. You knew that the Coruscant Guard had a soft spot for you but as you looked at him you were reminded of that again. You chuckled. , No Hound, I don't. I am your Nurse and as such it literally is my Job to worry about each and everyone of you. Plus you're my friends, how could I not worry about you? Now, any Pain?" He smiled. ,No, but you don't look so well." You sighed. He knew you harbored that stupid crush for the Marshall Commander for a long time now. ,Yes, dreams again. Anyway, I got to go. I still have to check on the others and then give my Report to him and then maybe I'm going to tell him to sleep for one night straight. It pains me to see him like that." She sighed and rubbed her eyes. ,Maybe go lay with him, it seems both of you need it. You look as dead on your feet as he does and I know you've had a double shift but you really need to sleep and instead of going home, you could finally use your room here, you know." He winked you rolled your eyes and finished your shift. As you were in the Messhall you caught a quick glimpse of HIM. He was at the Caf machine but he could barely keep his eyes open. You went over to him. , Commander?" You asked. He seemed not to see nor hear you because he tunes abruptly and you both fell to the Floor. He had his Head on you chest and his Caf went flying. He groaned then sighed. You were so warm and comfortable and he was sooo tired. He snuggled your Chest and tugged you close. All the while you dared not breath, your eyes were comically wide open and your Face burned. As if that would not be enough he snuggled closer. Your breath hitched. And you cleared your throat. ,Commander?" You said and hoped you did not sound to pitiful. He groaned. ,Fox, you need to get up." Your Voice came out more shaky than you liked. He whined and opened his eyes. He looked up at you sleepy, then his eyes widen and he jumped up. He blushed and rubbed his neck. You got up too but your Head did hurt from the impact. ,Y/N I-I'm sorry. I-I." He stammered, sighed and looked to the Floor. You got closer to him and held his Hand. His head jerked to you and you saw just how dead on his feet he was. You smiled and cupped his cheek with the other Hand. ,Commander? It's all right. I understand, we both need a good night's rest. Come on, let's go sleep." He looked at you as if you're the most beautiful being in the whole Galaxy. He smirked. ,Where?" He asked you. You did not understand what he was getting at. ,Preferably a Bed?" He smirked and sighed. ,Then come on Mesh'la, I know your Room is used as Storage now." He took your Hand And lead you to his Room. Caf forgotten. Only after he sat you down did you understand where you were. ,Fox?" You called out unsure. He looked at you again with that look. , We're both tired, you don't have a Bed anymore and I guess I just thought that we could share one. It's bigger than the usual Cot." You turned to look at it, it really was bigger if not twice as big and it looked comfortable. You heard Armor hit the Floor and tuned your Head. In front of you Fox was getting rid of his Armor, you blushed. Then you got up and put your Boots next to his Armor. You went to the Bathroom and finally after hours took off your Bra. It felt like Freedom. Then you returned and put it in one of your Boots, stocking it away safely. He was in his blacks and sighed, he went through his hair, it looked messier than usual. He turned and looked you up and down. ,You're not sleeping in that.'' With that he darted out of his Room and came back with a pair of Black's, these looked smaller. , Here, they are Cadet Size, they should fit you.'' He said and yawned. You took it and changed in the Bathroom. As you came back he was laying in the Bed, Datapad in Hand. He had a second Pillow and a Blanked ready for you. You got in next to him and gently took the Datapad out of his Hands. He protested but you took it anyway. ,Sleep now, Datapad tomorrow.'' You said and snuggled in your Pillow. He tried to reach the Datapad you had put on the Floor. He leaned over you and you took the opportunity. You put your Hands on his Sides and tickled him. He collapsed on top of you. ,I did warn you. ''You said. He laughed, it was a beautiful sound. ,I give up, I give up!'' he pushed out between laughs. ,Good, come on, back to your side so I can cuddle up with you.'' You said nonchalant. Usually you were not this bold but your Mind was to tired to filter. ,He looked at you softly and cupped your Cheek, you snuggled into it. He kissed your Forehead. , All right Mesh'la, but only because you said it so sweet.'' He got back and pulled you in on him, you did not expect that. He lay on his Back and you next to him, on your Side. Your Head resting on his Chest and Legs next to his. His arm holding you close to him. He furrowed his brows. ,Mesh'la? Your Leg, can you put it over my knee?'' you blushed but did as he asked. He sighed happily. ,That's nice.'' He said, kissed your Head and turned off the lights. As you dreamed again. Fox was there, he was injured, but not any simple injurie, he had a concussion and a Lightsaber wound in his Side. He fell to the Floor in front of you. Too tired to stand. You and Spawn rushed to him and helped him. As he woke up he blamed you. General Skywalker had done this to him, why? You did not understand him. Something about hurting his Friend and Padme. He told you he never want to see you again, this happened because of you and that you should leave the Planet because he will no longer Protect you and you should not think to come back, if you do so, he personally Shoots you. Spawn and all your Friends sided with their Brother. You were no longer their Friend, rather their Enemy. Fox looked you with betrayal and anger. No Love for you in his or his Brothers Eyes, not even Friendship. So you went to grab your things but they were already packed, not nice but just thrown in the Bag. The Holopicture you loved with the Commanders and you, was deleted. You sat there and cried. So this is how your Friendship ends, you had hoped it would not come to pass. As you bought a Ticket to Naboo the Coruscant Guard made sure you would board the transport. Their Weapons set to lethal and aimed at you. A tear ran down you Face. Anakin run to the transport and Pushed the Coruscant Guard away. As he did so, Sargent Hound's Blaster went off, he caught you in your Chest. You couldn't breathe and suddenly everything went dark. You saw the Medbay of the Senate, you were lain there. Some Voices argued then you heard a Lightsaber activate and recognized Anakin's Voice. 'No!' you screamed. The Commanders had Anakin at gunpoint. 'See! She knows she's done for!' said Thire. They sneakily Stunned Anakin and Fox came over to you Bed. The Look in his eyes was full of hate. He readied his Weapon, leaned over you, pushed the Blaster over your Heart. He pulled the Trigger. ,I told you, I'd kill you.' With that you screamed and sat up in Bed. Fox confused next to you grabbed his Blaster and trailed them to the Door and made light. Since this did not help, you looked at him with Fear, cheeks tear straitened and to scarred to move. ,Mesh'la what is it? He asked concerned. He noticed your scarred look and put his Blaster away then he reached for you. You reacted as if he hurt you. ,No, please don't hurt me. No, no, no, please don't hurt me.'' He took you closer to him. He sighed, you were stiff with fear. ,Mesh'la it was a dream. I would never hurt you. You know that, right.'' He held you and kissed your Head as slowly realization set in. Your Breathing evened out and you relaxed. He held you still. ,Y/N, ner Mesh'la Baar'ur'ika. I could never hurt you. You mean so much to me. You are so caring and loving to everyone of us. You take us as we are and you are so funny. Whenever you tell the Shinies a Joke and you laugh, your Nose wrinkles just the cutest Way. Y/N we love you, we could never hurt you, you know that, right?'' he asked. He bent down and kissed your Nose. That gave him an unhappy whine from you. He laughed and you cleaned the kiss away. Not that you didn't like it. But you hated nose kisses, it feels wet afterwards and you don't like that. He chuckled, you looked up, scarred what you would find in his eyes. Instead of the Look you saw in your dream, you saw pure adoration. ,I know you would never hurt me, Fox. But the dream felt so real. And you said that you'd kill me if I returned to Coruscant, then in the Medbay you did. And as I woke up, seeing you with one of your Dc's just scarred me.'' He looked wide eyed. ,Y/N I would never do that, I-I drew my Dc's because I wanted to protect you, not hurt you. Y/N.'' he sighed. ,I love you, I would do everything for you. You are the Woman I've dreamed of since I was freshly Stationed here. From the very first Moment that I saw you, I only had eyes for you. How could I ever willingly hurt you?'' you swallowed, he really did say that to you. You had beautiful dreams of him too, it was just an coincidence that tonight you had a Nightmare. ,You love me?'' you asked unsure if he had just said that. He smiled and kissed your Cheek. , Ni cartail gar darasum Cyar'ika.'' You smiled and kissed his Cheek. There was a mischievous glint in his eyes. He leaned closer, his Hands trailing up your sides and rested there. His Lips barely touched yours and then he tickled you. You laughed and tried to get away from him but instead of moving away, your Body moved closer. You looked up through your giggles and kissed his on his Lips. He stopped tickling you and held you, then he kissed you back slowly. One Hand came up to cup your Cheek. He pulled you in closer, you stroked through his Hair and he moaned. He then pulled away. , Y/N ner kar'ta, I really love you and I want you to know, that I would never hurt you. And if I could I'd give my all to you. But I am not even my own man, maybe after the war.'' With that he leaned in again. You kissed each other for quite some time until a yawn escaped you. He chuckled. ,I think we should go back to sleep. And tomorrow we're assigning a new Room to you, around here.'' He whispered sweetly, kissed your Cheek and lay back down. He took you back in his arms like you were as you slept in. This time less shy, you slung your Leg over his and cuddled close to him. ,Good night, ner mesh'la Cyar'ika.'' You grin happily. , Good night, ner Cyaree Al'verde.''