Callie's Pov

I have been walking around this hospital like a mad woman trying to find my wife. YES MY WIFE! I need to find her.

I'm walking through the catwalk and I looked briefly the the chiefs office and FINALLY I saw the person that I have been looking for for the past 20 minutes. What is she doing in there?

I patiently waiting for the chief's door to open so that I can talk to my wife. After 10 minutes the door knob moves but it didn't open but after a minute I faced a red eyed Arizona Robbins I know that her eyes is red because she has been crying and it hurts me to know that I'm the one who made her cry.

"Arizona.." I started but she cut me off

"Later Cal, I don't want to talk now I need to finish my shift and then we'll talk." She said looking at everything except my eyes.

"Arizona please…"

"No, I said later Cal. I-I can't do this here."

My heart breaks even more Arizona never calls me Cal this is the first time she called me that, she barely calls my Callie it was always Calliope. What should I do? I broke my wife.. I watched Arizona walked away it was like watching my future fade away. What did I do?!

I quickly ran and held Arizona's wrist and dragged her into her office

"Cal, what are you doing. I told you I-I can't do this right n-now. I can't breakdown again. I can't lose myself again. Don't do this p-please." Arizona said while tears falling down her cheeks

"Don't call me 'Cal' that's not my name! Arizona please just let me explain"

"Do you wanted me dead?" Arizona said with the obvious hurt with her tone

"No.. That's not what I want. I need you Arizona. I need you here with me."

"Callie, please! the other day you threw me out and acted like I'm dead and now you're saying that you need me. Callie I'AM NOT A TOY! I know I hurt you and I am trying.. no I TRIED to somehow correct every mistakes I have made and I know I can never undo those mistakes that is why I tried Callie! I needed you! I wanted you! But you already killed me in your mind! I never wanted the plane to crash. I never wanted to lose my leg. I never wanted to wanted to cheat. But somehow those fucking things happened. Now I'm not defending myself from cheating on you but I never wanted that I already hate myself from hurting you so much. I felt empty. I already feel dead when I woke up in the forest. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to think or how to act in this hospital. I'm giving up now. I don't want to do this anymore cal. The-the way everybody looks at me is full of disgust and when you looked at me that day is the same way other people looked at me. I am DISGUSTING now how do I believe you when you said you need me?" Arizona said while sobbing

"Arizona, I-I… the business man said he's sorry for my lost. I-I thought he was talking about mark so I accepted it then.. then suddenly he-he said wife, and he told me that me sympathies with me because he lost his wife too. Arizona I lost you not physically but emotionally . Then-then people gathered around me asking questions about how I felt then I-I just went with it. I-I know it's wrong and I'm sorry about that. A-arizona please."

"There you just said it. You accepted! You went with it! Now feel free to treat me like I'm dead. I'm leaving this hospital I already cleared this office I already gave the chief my resignation letter. But the only thing that I'm not leaving is my daughter. Now, I will not take her with me I will never do that to you but I trust you to NOT tell our daughter that I'm DEAD I will make sure that I will see her and spend time with her. She's your's she's mark's but she's also mine, she's my daughter too. And if you ever feel like throwing me a funeral I would loved to be buried next to my brother and I want butterflies instead of doves. Oh, and send me an invite. I bet my funeral would be awesome!" after these she left her office and I was just standing there in the middle of her office letting my tears fall into my cheeks.

"Don't.. leave me.." I said to no one in particular in this empty office

AN: | cabral I hate how Arizona was treated too at the GALA. I just noticed that in GA Arizona never really said anything about it. And I think that she suffered enough with the way people treated her after Callie announced to EVERYONE that Arizona cheated. It was just suppose to be their problem but somehow the whole hospital joined in.

~ Denise