Good evening everyone. Welcome back to my story. Thank everyone for the reviews, follows, and favs. I know some of you are upset over Bella's miscarriage but I would like to tell y'all that it will come into play later on. I won't keep y'all any longer. Now onto the story.
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Bella:
We have been home for two weeks now and I can't seem to get outside of my own head most days. My doctor gave me the all clear to go back to school since all the stitches were now out and my bruises were starting to turn that ugly yellow color. I will have a scar going through my eyebrow now so it makes it look uneven, but surprisingly, it doesn't bother me. The scars that are starting to form on my stomach are a completely different story. Granted they aren't as big as my shoulder scar but they are still there and I can still see them. I always had confidence in my appearance but now? Now I am ashamed of my body. Not only am I physically spent but I and emotionally exhausted.
The nights that Edward doesn't stay with me always ends up with me in the gym fighting the punching bag because I wake up screaming from nightmares. The nights that Edward are with though are great because I fall asleep wrapped in his arms and don't have any nightmares and I feel well rested when I wake up. Of course Edward can't be here every night no matter how much I want him to be. No, he's been with the guys working on plans, or at the docks receiving shipments. He stays at his place on those nights because he doesn't want to wake me when he comes in late at night. I told him that Jasper and my dad will come in at the same time so it's not a big deal, but he wouldn't budge. Of course, I think it's because of me. I feel like it's because he is mad at me about the baby. A baby I didn't know I was carrying yet. I would have fought harder. No, it wasn't my fault. It was those asshole's fault. They made me lose the poor peanut.
"Morning honey." My mom said as I made my way into the kitchen from the back door. I had been out in the gym since about three am.
"Hey mom. What are you doing?" I asked grabbing an apple and sitting down at the kitchen table.
"Just looking at pattern books. You know for the remodel of the restaurant? The insurance money came in and the contractor is almost finished, so now I have to order everything that was damaged which was everything out front. The kitchen wasn't affected thankfully, but the bar was a total loss. Would you like to help me? I've actually got an excuse to upgrade now." My mom finished and laughed. I joined her because she was being lighthearted.
"Sure mom, I'll help you." I answered finishing my apple and throwing it away. "Let me just go shower first. I beat the hell out of the punching bag this morning."
I picked up the scar cream and sat down on my bed. I became a pro at apply this fucking cream on my front but I always needed help with my back. Edward would do it when he was here. Rose would do it when he wasn't here but she is at the shop working on getting them caught up. I got dressed in a pair of yoga pants and a tank top. I would ask my mom if she could do it while we look at magazines. I dried my hair and threw it up in a messy bun and grabbed my sandals on my way out of the bedroom door just to run back into my room to my vanity and put on my bracelet from Edward. I loved this bracelet. It was perfect for me. It made me smile whenever I thought about him giving it to me.
Once back in the kitchen, I grabbed a glass of orange juice and asked my mom if she could put the cream on which of course she had no problem doing. We managed to pick out new tables, chairs, and booths along with a new bar counter, and stools. We didn't settle on a color for all that yet until the paint for the walls has been picked out. We would also have to order a new radio and decorations. We were debating on doing carpet or hardwood floors so that meant we had a pro and con list for each. We chatted about everything except for the elephant in the room but it was still nice to just sit there with my mom and talk. She tried to reassure me of all my doubts especially with Edward.
"Honey, you need to sit down and actually talk with Edward. If you think for a minute that that man doesn't love you, then you must have hit your head pretty hard." My said smiling at me.
"Well he did tell me he loved me in Italy but." I started saying but was cut off by my mom.
"But what Miele? I'm pretty sure there is nothing that man won't do for you." (Sweetie)
"I don't know mom. Maybe I've just been spoiled with all the time he was able to spend with me before and now I hardly see him." I sighed.
"Do you love him?" My mom asked. My head snapped up and I just stared at her.
"With all my heart." I answered.
"That's what matters the most Miele. Have you told him?"
"Yes, in Italy. We only said it to each other one time and that was after he woke me from a nightmare." I answered honestly.
"I'm sure he loves you even though it has only been said once. The club has been busy since we got back from Italy. All I hear is shipments this and shipments that. You would have been doing it to had you not needed to rest. Now don't fret dear. You still have plenty of time to remind Edward that you love him." My mom said patting my hand.
"How can you be so sure mom?" I whispered.
"Oh honey, did you really think my relationship with your father started out easy? Oh hell no, it didn't. My parents were strictly against it. We fought like crazy about me seeing him. I had to make arrangements with my friends just to sneak off to see him. Every relationship goes through it's struggles. Some are major while others are minor. That's part of life dear. Nothing ever comes easy." My mom took a breath and continued. "Let me put it this way. When you and Jake were sneaking about. Don't give me that look. I am the queen of sneaking out." She laughed. "Anyway, when the two of you snuck around, was it exciting? Did you feel like you would get caught at any minute?"
"What? Actually no." I answered honestly.
"Compare the feelings you have for Jake and Edward. Which are stronger?" My mom asked.
"Oh that's easy. My feelings for Edward are strong. With Jake, it was just having fun. Don't get me wrong, I love Jacob but its not romantic love. It's friendship love. Make sense?" I asked.
My mom smiled knowingly at me. "Of course it makes sense. You love Jacob as friends. You love Edward romantically. That's a huge difference." She got up to refill her coffee and my orange juice. "What else is on your mind Miele?"
"Um, I feel like Edward may be mad at me because of the baby." I answered with tears.
"Oh honey. No he doesn't. He is worried about how you are dealing with it. He's pissed at himself because he said he promised you that no one would hurt you again and yet you were taken from right underneath him." My mom said hugging me as I couldn't control the water works. "Shush baby. You will be okay."
"Are you sure mom?" I asked.
"Yes I am. Now let's get back to browsing. Yeah?"
"Yeah mom." I answered while wiping my face and pulling out my phone. Opening a new text, I entered Edward's name and sent him a text.
"Hey Bellissimo. I wanted to let you know that I am thinking about you. Could I interest you in an evening of a private dinner and movie in my room tonight?" -B. Send and wait.
Two hours later and my mom and I picked out just about everything and placed our orders for everything but the furniture which we will order tomorrow. I stood to stretch and picked up my phone not realizing that I had a text or rather texts. No wonder I didn't hear it go off, it was on silent.
"Oh my Angel. How I miss you. I would definitely like to have dinner and a movie with you. I'm just not sure what time we are getting out of here yet though." -E
"Hey sis, you wanna hang with me at the shop after lunch? You can do some of the paperwork? :-P" -R
"Hey my Angel. I will be getting done around 6. You still want to get together?" -E
"Yeah Rose. I'll be over in a few." -B
"Hey baby. Sorry never heard my phone. That sounds good. Wanna pick me up at the shop? Gonna help Rose with the paper work that has piled up." I wrote and then quickly added, "I love you." before pressing send.
I told my mom that I was going to the shop and headed upstairs to change my clothes. I put on my low ride jeans and with a Metallica t-shirt and paired it with my black combat boots. I kissed my mom on the cheek as I made it downstairs, grabbed my cut, and walked outside with Demetri right behind me. He carried my helmet and handed it to me. Once it was on, he helped me onto his bike and we headed off to the shop. Ah the feeling to be back on the bike. Freedom, but I still had that worried feeling. The nagging feeling in the back of my mind. I wasn't exactly sure what the feeling was for though. I guess I'll always have that feeling now.
I was surprised at the progress of the clubhouse. The builders are doing an excellent job of rebuilding. It looks like it will actually be bigger than before which is a good thing because we have more members now. I could hear Rosalie yelling at someone over in the garage so that is where I went. Sure enough, Rose was on the phone, yelling with her face flushed. She slammed the phone down and turned to walk out when she spotted me.
"Hey, how long have you been standing there?" Rose asked.
"Long enough to see you slam the phone down. So, what do you need help me?" I asked.
Rosalie shrugged and pointed to the piles of papers on the desk. Our mom normally does the paperwork for the shop but she's been busy with the restaurant. "Mom's been busy so everything is just piling up on the desk. Do you remember what to do?" She asked.
"Yeah. I got this. Go do what you gotta do." I said pushing her out of the room.
"Bossy much?" She laughed.
"Yes I am." I laughed back. "Don't kill anyone today please. I don't feel like cleaning up the mess."
"I'll try not to but I can't make any promises. These pregnancy hormones are a bitch." Rose laughed and I joined her then I turned sad. "Hey you okay?" She asked. Rose has no idea about the miscarriage. The only ones who know about it are my mom, Edward, Leah, Angela, the doctor in Italy, the doctor here in town, and myself. I didn't want anyone to know. Then again, I don't know if Edward told anyone.
"Yeah I'm good. Go fix something or change something or whatever." I laughed at the look on her face. She turned to go into the garage while I turned to the pile of shit on the desk.
First order of business was to sort through the papers and put them into piles. Next came putting the bills into a pile. This process took almost forty-five minutes. There was also repo papers sitting on the fax tray but I'll tackle those later. The receipts that said paid went into its own pile while the others went in another pile. Once those were done, I moved onto the bills. I put them in the order of which they needed to be paid by. Luckily, nothing needed to be done until next week so I would take them home to my mother and let her write the checks out for them. I filed everything in the correct place in the correct drawer.
I smiled to myself when I heard the rumble of multiple bikes coming down the road. I got up from the chair I've been sitting in for close to two hours and stretched. I walked to the doorway of the office and watched at the bikes came pulling into the driveway. Ah, there he is. The man who owns my heart. I watched as Edward laughed at something Jasper said as they backed into their spots. I licked my lips as I watched him take his helmet off and shake his hair from his eyes then hung his helmet from the handle bar. I ran out to him as he was getting off the bike and he managed to catch me and wrapped his arms around me. I buried my face into his chest and I breathe his scent in. God how I've missed his scent.
I looked up at him when I felt him kiss the top of my head. "Hey Bellissimo." I said.
"Angel. I've missed you." He said as he leaned in and kissed me. I moaned into his mouth because I've missed this and well because he was such a great kisser.
I pulled away from his mouth and said, "You are early. How did you all manage that?"
"We all pulled our own weight today. Today's shipment wasn't as big as the last few days. We have managed to get all the guns that we ordered from Belfast and London. We got our drug shipment from Italy so we are finally good and caught up. So that means, I can spend way more time with you." Edward said smiling down at me.
"Yeah?" I asked.
"Absofuckinglutely. I've missed you so much this week. Would it be alright if we went out instead of staying in?" Edward asked kissing me again.
I answered breathlessly, "Sure Bellissimo but I need to change and you are in dire need of a shower." I giggled at him.
"Think you're funny, do ya?" He laughed at me while pulling back into his chest.
"Always." I said sighing into him. God I have fucking missed this.
"Yo Sarg." Edward yelled.
"Yeah?" Jasper answered.
"Are you heading home now?"
"Yeah. What's up?" Jasper asked.
"Mind taking Bella with you? I need to run home and apparently take a shower before our date?" Edward said and I could hear the smile on his face. I giggled some more.
"Well yeah. You do stink." Jasper laughed.
"Fuck you. So do you." Edward laughed.
"I know I do. Why do you think I am going home and showering before Leo and I go out with my Alice?"
"Awe. You better be good to my sister." Edward warned.
"Most definitely." Jasper answered. "You ready Bells?"
"Yeah." I mumbled. Pulling away from Edward I said, "Do I need to wear a dress this time?"
"Only if you want to baby." Edward said kissing my lips one last time before turning to get on his bike. He started it, kicked the kickstand up and drove off.
I walked over to Demetri's bike and took my helmet. I text Demetri and told him I was leaving with Jasper. The next thing I knew, Demetri was standing next to me.
"Che diavolo Bella?" asked Demetri. (What the hell Bella?)
"Cosa?" I asked. (What?)
"Come hai intenzione di mandare un testo che stai lasciando con Jasper? Sai che ho bisogno di sapere dove sei in ogni momento." Demetri said sounding confused. (How are you just going to send a text that you are leaving with Jasper? You know that I need to know where you are at all times.)
"Mi dispiace Dem. Non ci ho pensato quando ho inviato il testo." I felt the tears start to build in my eyes. (I'm sorry Dem. I didn't think about it when I sent the text.)
"Va bene oggi ma la prossima volta, non dimenticarlo per favore. Non posso perderti di nuovo." Demetri said pulling me into his arms for a hug. (It's fine today but next time, don't forget please. I can't lose you again.)
"Non lo dimenticherò. Lo prometto e non lo farai." I hugged him back. I couldn't stop the tears from falling. When did I turn into a such a sobbing mess? (I won't forget it. I promise and you won't.)
"Okay you two. What's up with this sappy bullshit? Huh? Let's get the fuck out of here. I want to go home, shower, and see my son. Let's go." Jasper said all in one breathe while throwing his leg over the bike and straddling it.
Demetri helped me onto his bike and off we went. It wasn't a very long ride but it was still nice and free even if we did have to take a detour because of an accident.
Once we were back home, I ran up to my room and decided to take a shower to clean off the day. So here I currently am, standing in front of my closet wrapped in a towel with another towel wrapped around my head. I ended up pulling out a black strapless bra with matching thong, green skinny jeans, a black tank top with a green and white design. I paired it with a green sweater jacket, black heels, black purse, and a gold and green bracelet. I was also wearing my bracelet from Edward.
"Knock, knock." I heard from the other side my door.
"Come in Alice." I yelled while pulling my pants up that were a little snug. What the hell?
"Oh starting to get ready without me huh?" Alice pouted.
I laughed. "Oh stop it. You should be happy with how I matched my outfit. Although I might need to change pants. These are a tad bit snug."
"It happens. It could be from all the medicine you have been on. Can you move in them?" Alice asked.
"Yeah but they hurt around my stomach when I sit down." I admitted.
"Then change them. No need to be that uncomfortable." Alice urged as she dug around my dresser for another pair of pants which would mean I would need to change my shoes as well. "Here put these on with your black ankle boots." She said throwing a shiny black pair of pants at me.
"You do realize that these are the same size as the other pair right?" I asked.
"I know they are but those have a stretchy material so they won't be so stiff around your stomach. Just trust me okay?" Alice answered shrugging. "Have I ever lead you astray before?"
"That would be a big fat no Alice." I answered as I took the green pants off and put the black pants on. "Thanks. These feel better." I made sure that she couldn't see the scar by my hips when I changed my pants. I know she knows what happened to me to a point, but actually seeing what was left over is a completely different story. You know?
"See. Now come here so I can do your hair and makeup. Chop chop Missy." Alice rushed me over to my vanity chair and practically pushed me to sit down.
"Yes ma'am. A little pushing are we?" I laughed when she stuck her tongue out.
"Oh whatever. Deal with it." She laughed. "Wait change your top. That one doesn't look right with those pants." She went over to my closet and looked through all my tops and came back with a black one that had black bows near my collar bones, and black lace at the bottom. In white letters, it read:
NO*1
YES, I'M NOT
PERFECT
-but i'am-
LIMITED
EDITION
NO*1
Alice did my makeup a little darker than normal. She used white and maroon eye shadow with matte finish maroon lipstick. Damn I looked good. She left my hair down in its natural waviness and added hair spray to it to keep it in place. Alice then put a maroon beanie on my head. I put on my black Bolero shrug jacket that had long sleeves and came down to my mid section. I removed the green and black bracelet but kept Edward's bracelet on. I put on a necklace that was black with a maroon rose hanging off of it. I sprayed myself with some Shawn Mendes perfume and voila.
I was officially ready. I just had to wait for Edward to get here.
"Here. Take this hair tie in case Edward brings the bike. You can tie your hair back and then take it out once you guys get where ever it is that he is taking you. Here's your cut. I don't know if you wanted to wear it tonight." Alice said taking a breath and continued on. "Oh and let's not forget these. You are to be armed at all times just like the rest of us." Alice finished handing me my throwing knives and my small .22 pistol which I quickly placed in my purse along with my keys, wallet, and phone.
"Thank you so much for all your help. It really means a lot to me. You know that right?" I practically yelled at Alice and felt tears sting my eyes. Shit I need to take tissues with me.
"Whoa, calm down there girly. You are very welcome." Alice said while coming over to hug me. "I love doing this. I love doing hair, makeup, and styling every ones outfits. It calms me."
I laughed and said, "I can see that."
"Well let's get downstairs. I have a date with two very handsome guys." Alice said as we walked out of my room and down the stairs.
"You have fun with my brother and nephew." I said hugging her and thanking her again.
"Love you Bells." Alice sang in my ear.
"Love you to Pixie." I said back.
"Well look at you Pinky. Where you going tonight?" Emmett's big mouth said as he walked into the living room feeding his face as usual.
"I have a date with your brother." I answered. "Do I look okay?" I asked as I twirled in a circle.
Emmett, Jasper, and my dad all whistled. "Damn. Eddie's going to have a heart attack. I shit you not." Emmett said and they all laughed.
"Funny." I said as we heard bikes pull into the driveway. "I guess we are taking the bike tonight." I said as I walked to the front that opened before I got to it.
"Honey. I'm home." Yelled Rosalie as she, Edward, and Felix walked into the house. "Oh my. What do we have here? She asked looking from me to Edward. She winked at me as she walked over to Emmett.
"Good evening Angel." Edward said as he kissed my cheek. "You look beautiful."
"Hey baby. Thank you. You look handsome all cleaned up." I said smiling up at him. "Ready to go?"
"Yeah babe. Let's hit the road." He answered as we walked to the door yelling bye to everyone. "I see you dressed for the bike."
"Well, I wasn't sure what to wear. I had on a different outfit but the pants were to tight so I changed into these." I said pointing to my pants. "Of course the shirt I had on didn't match so I had to change that too which of course meant that I had to change everything else." I said shrugging and added, "According to Alice."
Edward threw his head back and laughed. "Tricky pixie she is." He said as he helped me onto his bike and handed me my helmet. He put my purse in his saddle bag. "By the way, your ass looks amazing in those pants baby."
I blushed and said, "Thanks sexy." Edward just smirked at me. I love when he flirts without realizing it.
"You have your gun?" He asked.
"Yeah Bellissimo. I have my .22 and my throwing knives. Oh and my pocket knife. It's all in my purse." I answered as he got on the bike.
Edward put his helmet on and said, "You should always have your gun on your person, not in your purse."
"Babe, I can barely fit in these pants. Where the fuck am I gonna hide a gun?" I asked crossing my arms.
"What do you mean, you can hardly fit in those pants? They look fucking fantastic. Your ass alone." He said fanning me.
I laughed. "Trust me honey, these pants are tight as well. Not as tight as the first pair but tight."
"Uh huh. Ready?" He asked. Edward started his bike when I nodded. I wrapped my arms around his waist as he lifted the kickstand and drove off. Our ride was about thirty-five minutes, give or take. I was actually surprised at where Edward brought us. We parked in the parking lot outside of Living Coast Discovery Center.
"Wow. I can't believe you brought us here." I said smiling up at Edward as he got off the bike holding his hand out for me.
"Do you not want to go in? We can go somewhere else." Edward said looking down.
I reached my hand up to cup his face. "No, baby. I love it. I haven't been here before." I admitted.
"Really?" He asked. I nodded my head at him. "I haven't either. Another first for us." He smirked at me as I handed him my helmet to lock up in his saddle bag. We left our cuts in there to. I was a little warm with my small jacket on and the cut made me hotter. "Come on love. Let's go see the animals, yeah?" Edward said happily as he reached for my hand which I gladly gave him.
Edward paid for our tickets and got a map of the place so we didn't get lost. I was a little mad at Edward because he wouldn't let me pay or even pay half the price. Not that it was expensive or anything but I wanted to help. He always pays. Plus it was my idea to get together tonight.
"I'm the guy Angel. I should pay." Edward said smiling sheepish.
"Oh really? You want to go down that route huh?" I asked stopping and tugging on his hand to make him stop as well. "I am perfectly capable of paying the whole thing or even half. You don't always have to do it, you know?"
"Baby, I don't want to argue with you. I know you can pay the same as I but I like to spoil you." Edward responded pulling me into a hug. "If it's that important then you can pay for dinner. Sound good?"
"Yeah that sounds good. I love you." I said leaning up to give him a peck. I didn't want to ruin my lipstick after all.
"Awe, you love me?" Edward asked with my favorite crooked smile and let go of my hand just to wrap it around my shoulders pulling me into his side.
"Yes Bellissimo. You already know that though." I said and he took the opportunity to kiss me. He pulled back to look into my eyes so I said it again. "Ti amo Bellissimo" I leaned up to kiss him again when he whispered against my lips.
"That sounded sexy as fuck. Say it again baby."
"Ti amo." I whispered. "It means I love you."
"Is breá liom tú" Edward said back. "That means I love you." He smiled down at me.
I pulled away from him, only to grab his hand and said, "Andiamo lover boy."
"What does that mean?" Edward asked.
"Let's go." I answered pulling him along the best I could since he wouldn't cooperate with me. I looked at him over my shoulder and he started laughing at me. "Fine then. Be that way." I said letting go of his hand and storming off to look at the seahorses. Of course I wasn't really mad. I was missing with him. I felt him behind me. His arms came around my waist pulling me back into him.
"I'm sorry Angel." He whispered as he moved my hair and kissed my neck.
"It's okay baby. I'm not actually mad. I was playing with you." I said as I smiled over my shoulder at him.
"Oh really? That's not nice." He responded as we both watched the fish and seashores swim by. Well really it was just the fish that swam. The seahorse seemed to like to sit in one spot, but they were still pretty to look at no matter if they moved or not.
We moved on to see sea stars, eels, clown fish, trout, jellyfish which were so pretty, lobsters, an octopus, and crabs. We moved on to what they call the 'Shark & Ray Experience". Now that was a blast. We were able to pet little sharks and stingrays. They felt like wet rubber. I laughed hysterically when a shark decided to splash Edward. It wasn't a lot of water but it was enough to make a small part of his shirt wet. We took turns taking pictures with the rays and sharks as well as some of the statues they had around the place. A lady who worked at the center offered to take a picture of the two of us. It was really sweet of her. Of course we argued over how we were going to stand until the lady cut in and said for us to stand next to each other with his arm around my shoulder and mine around his waist. It turned out to be a really cute picture. Now why didn't we think to stand like that? Who knows.
We moved on from the sharks and rays to the lizard area. They had a bunch of different species of lizards, snakes, and frogs. I didn't mind the snakes or spiders, but the fucking frogs were kinda creepy with their bright blue and green colors. They had so many sea turtles just swimming around. They looked like they were people watching. The cool thing about the sea turtles was that we could watch them swim under the water by walking down a set of stairs and watch them through glass. The Home Composting Garden was actually closed for the day due to an increase in bee and butterfly activity so we didn't find out what that place was so we continued on.
We walked to the other side of the building to get to an area called "Raptor Row". That area consisted of predatory birds. They had owls, turkey vultures, hawks, a falcon, a mother fucking road runner, an american kestrel, and a bird called osprey which is also called a sea hawk. All those birds were beautiful, although the owls were a little freaky with being able to practically turn their heads all the way around their body. It reminded me of that movie Exorcist. Yuck. As much as I hated the idea of an animal being stuck in a cage, these birds had no choice but to be held in captivity. These birds were injured at one time or another and they can not be released back into the wild because they will not be able to survive on their own. Edward really seemed to enjoy being around the birds. He mumbled something about being free when flying. God, I just wanted to eat this man alive.
The main area that Edward wanted to see is called "Eagle Mesa". This area is home to both the American Bald Eagle and the Golden Eagle. Both birds are amazingly beautiful. You could see the speed and strength in the Bald Eagle as he flew around his exhibit. He was sharp and proud. The golden eagle was just as beautiful as the bald eagle. It's just that the poor guy has difficulty flying due to being hit by a car. Neither of the eagles can be released back into the wild. The last area we walked through was the Shorebird Aviary. It is actually a walk through aviary and it was beautiful to see all the different types of birds. The center also has a breeding program for the light-footed clapper rail who are endangered. They also had ducks, snowy egret, black oyster catcher, red-breasted merganser, hooded merganser, and several others.
"Time for dinner yet Bellissimo?" I asked Edward. "All this walking made me hungry."
"Yeah, me to. Let's go get dinner." Edward said wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I wrapped my arm around his waist.
"What are you in the mood for?" I asked.
"Not sure. You?" He asked.
"Uh, I'm actually in the mood for crab legs and chicken. How about Red Lobster?" I suggested.
"Well that's a weird combination, don't ya think?" Edward laughed as we reached his bike. He unlocked his saddle bag and handed me my cut and helmet.
I laughed with him because he was right. It is a weird combination but that is what I am in the mood for. "Yeah it is but that's what I am in the mood for. So what do you think?"
"Yeah Angel. We can go to Red Lobster if that is what you really want. Plus you are paying." He smirked at me as he helped me onto his bike. I was already wearing my helmet. Edward got on the bike and started her up. We headed back on to the highway in the direction of Red Lobster. My mouth was already watering from just thinking about crab legs.
I wrapped my arms tighter around Edward's waist and laid my head on his back. It was moments like this that made me feel like a completely different person with no worries. I was just an eighteen year old cruising down the road with her boyfriend. I had no thoughts about my nightmares or my scars. My only thoughts were about what I wished I could do to Edward and those motherfucking mouth watering crab legs.
There you have it folks. What is going on with Bella? Let me hear your thoughts. As usual, I will post their clothing up on Facebook and Instagram. Also, the website for The Living Coast Discovery Center will be linked on Facebook and I am hoping I can link it on my bio here. Until next time, I hope y'all enjoy the rest of your week.