"You know, I'm really happy we're going to A La Mode, Con. We haven't been in a while." Evan says, in the passenger seat next to Connor, who's driving.
Connor doesn't reply. Evan looks at him. "You okay, Connor?" Evan asks, worried.
Connor looks at him while they are parked at a red light.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, I'm fine." Connor says with a small smile.
He's not okay. He's nervous. And his mind is swirling with thoughts.
I might mess up.
What if he says no? That's impossible, right? He loves me.
Do I still even have the ring?
Connor reaches into the pocket of his black coat. And, yep. The box containing the ring is still there.
Evan nods, though not quite believing Connor.
The rest of the car ride is silent, except for the faint music coming from the radio.
Connor can't stop his thoughts. Everything could go wrong.
He lets out a deep breath and closes his eyes. He opens them again before getting out of the car.
Evan gets out of the car, too, noticing Connor's strange behavior. Regardless, he doesn't say anything about it.
The walk to A La Mode. It's a short walk. When they reach, Evan frowns. "Is it closed?" He asks, feeling slightly disappointed. Connor runs inside the store and clicks a button, and the lights turn on.
Evan gasps in surprise. A La Mode is decorated differently. It has fairy lights on the front, and transparent white curtains leading inside the place instead of the usual door.
Connor extends his hand out, standing by the front entrance, and says, "After you." In a cute, but charming tone of voice.
Evan chuckles, confused, but walks in anyways.
There's no one there except for the two of them, much to Evan's surprise. The place is usually packed.
And...the inside of the shop is even more beautiful. There are portraits of Evan and Connor hung up on the wall, and the place is lit up with a blend of yellow and white lights.
Evan looks around in awe. He stops walking once he realizes something. "You did this...all for us?" He asks softly. Connor nods shyly. "Yeah."
"Something is going on, Connor. All this for a date? It can't be. What's happening? " Evan asks, with a suspicious smile.
Connor smiles and says, "You'll have to wait and find out."
Connor grabs Evan's hand and leads him to the secluded corner of the shop.
A corner where there are cushions to sit on and a small bookshelf set up next to them.
Connor and Evan sit down on the cushions. "This is so amazing, Con," Evan says as he looks around.
He looks at Connor and leans forward to kiss him softly.
They pull away from the kiss and Connor grins. "I love you," Evan says, matching Connor's grin.
That gives Connor a boost of confidence.
He gets up from his spot and goes disappears into the kitchen for a few minutes. He comes out with two small buckets of strawberry and chocolate ice cream.
Evan's face lights up. He grabs the bucket of strawberry ice cream and starts taking big scoops of it.
Evan catches Connor staring fondly at him, ice cream untouched. "Wassa matter, Con?" He says, mouth full of the ice cream. "Nothing. You-you're just so cute, Ev." Connor says, taking a scoop of his ice cream. Evan blushes.
Once they are done with their ice cream. And after they talk for a bit, Connor excuses himself to go the bathroom.
He enters the bathroom stall and pulls the box out. He stares at the ring. It has his and Evan's initials on it. He starts to tear up. Though, he has no idea why. Maybe it's because the idea of possibly marrying Evan is so surreal to him. He sniffles and wipes his eyes.
When he exits the washroom and walks over to Evan, Evan notices that his eyes are slightly red. He immediately gets up from the cushions he was sitting on, and asks, "Are you...are you crying?" Evan asks worriedly. Connor shakes his head. "No, I'm okay, Ev." He says, placing his hands in Evan's hands.
Evan nods suspiciously. But then, a thought strikes him.
He lets go of Connor's hands and steps back a bit. "Oh,..you're gonna break up with me, aren't you? I-I thought things were going so well? I-did I do something wrong? Connor I-" Evan starts, his breathing ragged, and his eyes filling with tears, but he's interrupted by Connor.
"No! No, Ev, listen to me. It's...it's the opposite, actually." Connor says quickly with a smile, walking towards Evan.
Evan calms down and breathes out, "What?" He's confused.
"I...I want to marry you, Ev." Connor says softly, grabbing Evan's hands, again.
"What...?" Evan repeats, his voice barely above a whisper.
Connor nods. Then he lets go of Evan's hands and kneels down on one leg. He pulls out the black velvet box and opens it. Evan starts tearing up, again, but this time he's happy. Shocked, but happy.
"You are...everything. I-I don't have words to describe you, Ev. All I can say is...thank you. For-for saving me. I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for you. And...I used to look at my life and-and think about all the negative before I met you. And, after I met you, it took time, but eventually, I thought the positive. And how much you were involved in it." Connor pauses, wipes his eyes with one hand, and places it back beneath the box. "And if I think about the future, it's all about you. I-there's no future for me without you, Ev." Connor continues.
Evan can't really think. Because is this really happening?
He's silently crying.
"So, Evan Hansen, will you marry me?" Connor asks, and he's trying his best not to let his nervousness get to him.
Evan can't do anything but nod. "Yes." He manages to say in a whisper.
And suddenly, Connor is so relieved, and all his anxiety and nervousness has faded away.
Still, he asks Evan, "Yeah?" His voice is giddy and excited. He gets up from the floor and Evan nods with a grin. Connor grabs Evan's face and kisses him roughly. He pulls away and rambles, "Oh my god, I love you so much!" His heart is beating fast, but in the best way possible. "I love you too," Evan says, eyes still red from crying. Connor keeps kissing Evan until he calms down.
He finally pulls away and rests his forehead against Evan's. "I really really love you..." He says, his voice soft. "I really love you too. A lot."
"We're gonna get married..." Connor says softly as he sits in the driver's seat. "Yeah..." Evan says in the passenger seat, with a grin, almost blushing.
He interlocks his fingers with Connor's. Connor smiles. They kiss softly. But, things get heated quickly. Evan pulls his hand away from Connor's and removes Connor's coat off him, and it falls around the seat. Evan then buries his hands in Connor's hair. Connor's hands go to Evan's chest, still kissing him.
Connor is hard, and Evan can tell by Connor's breathing.
Evan moves his hands down to Connor's pants. He unbuttons and unzips them easily.
He pulls away from the kiss, breathing heavy.
He pulls down Connor's pants and underwear slightly, enough for Connor to show. He ducks his head down and takes Connor in his mouth.
Connor gasps and leans his head back against the headrest. His eyes flutter close, and his mouth hangs open.
Evan moves his head fast and skillfully.
He has a tight grip on Connor's thigh with one hand, and he's using the other to stroke Connor on the parts he can't reach with his mouth.
Connor lets out heavy and quick breaths. Evan swirls his tongue around Connor's tip, and that makes Connor go wild. He grabs Evan's hair and tugs on it, letting out a deep groan. Evan hums around Connor, causing pleasure to surge through his body.
Evan goes deeper, and Connor feels like he's in heaven and hell at the same time. "Fuck..."
He tries to warn Evan that he's close, but before he can, he hits his orgasm. His eyes roll back and he lets out a loud groan, almost sounding like a scream. Evan stills and swallows. He pulls away, his breathing heavy and fast.
He looks at Connor with lust-filled eyes. Connor's eyes are hooded, and his mouth is still slightly open. Evan moves his head back up to kiss Connor. The kiss is filled with need. Evan is hard, too, now.
"Con...need you, please." He breathes out against Connor's lips. Connor responds by biting on Evan's bottom lip. Evan moans.
They both stumble to the backseat, still kissing roughly.
They remove each other's clothes quickly.
Connor grabs a small bottle of lube from the secret pocket of the car. He opens the bottle and puts a bit of lube on himself. He sits on the back seat.
Evan hovers over him, his legs on either side of him. He slowly lowers himself down onto Connor.
Both boys groan at the feeling. Evan starts moving up and down Connor. He's slow, still trying to adjust to the feeling.
He lets out heavy breaths as he feels the pleasure building up.
He starts riding Connor faster. Connor places his hands on Evan's waist.
Evan has his head tilted back slightly, his eyes are shut, and his lips are slightly parted. His face is illuminated by the only light; which is the light coming in from the moon in the sky.
And, Connor thinks Evan looks so pretty in the light And everything just feels so good.
He's so lucky.
He lifts Evan's hips up, and starts thrusting up into him. Evan gasps and lets out small moans.
He leans forward and buries his face in Connor's neck. Connor can feel Evan's breath on his neck, and it sends zaps of pleasure through his body. His thrusts get faster and harder. Evan groans and grips Connor's shoulders.
"Love this so much, Con. Feels so good..." Evan whispers in gasps in Connor's ear. Hearing that makes Connor go faster. Evan gasps in Connor's ear again, and Connor would be lying if he said that wasn't the hottest thing he's ever heard.
Evan pulls away and rests his forehead against Connor's. They both stare into each other's eyes, Connor's fast pace never wavering. Then, they're both groaning into each other's mouths as they try to kiss.
The kiss is dirty, and it's sloppy, but it's perfect.
Connor is sure that the car is probably shaking by now, but there are no other cars around them, so it doesn't really matter.
Evan pulls away, Connor is still thrusting fast. "Con...I'm..I..." Evan breathes out. He's close, but he can't get the words out. The pleasure is just too much. a few more thrusts, and Evan hits his orgasm. Letting out a loud scream, he throws his head back.
But Connor doesn't slow down, in fact he only increases his pace. His thrusts are fast but sloppy now. He's close, and soon enough, he stills and hits his orgasm, too. He lets out a loud groan, spilling Evan's name from his mouth.
His hair is sticking to the side of his face, because of the sweat. But, Evan loves when that happens. Connor pulls Evan close to him and holds him. Both of them are breathing heavy, trying to calm down from their high.
Eventually, Evan gets off of Connor and sits beside him, his chest still heaving. He looks at Connor, and kisses him passionately. Connor kisses back, sliding his thumb across Evan's jaw. They pull away from the kiss after a bit. Connor runs a hand through his hair and chuckles. Evan chuckles, too. Neither of them know why they're chuckling, but they are.
When they've stopped, finally, they get cleaned up, dressed, and head back to the driver's and passenger's seat.
Evan twists the ring that's around his finger as he looks down on it fondly.
Connor notices Evan doing that from the corner of his eye. He grins.
Everything really worked out. It's all perfect.