Started it on 14th /2/18
Title: Draco's breakdown part 5
Author: Davidboreanaz'swife247
Pairings: Harry/Draco (friend ship) Harry /Angel
Gene: angst/ hurt/comfort/ friendship
Warnings: swearing Draco OOC depression
Rating: T
Disclaimer: I don't own Angel or Harry potter,
Intro: Draco is haunted by his nightmare can Harry his friends his godfather/uncle along with Spike and Angel help him or will the nightmare destroy him from the inside
Meanwhile Spike stood and watch the form of Draco Malfoy disappear into the darkness. Something must have happened maybe I should talk to Mr. Potter later thought Spike. Draco ran back to the common room blinded by tears.
I can't do this every time I'm around him I see his dead form laying before my feet thought Draco, silently walking back to the common room.
*****Slytherin common room*****
Entering the common room at 5:00 he takes his cloak off and hangs it up before walking up the stairs. He returns to his dorm room when he gets to the room he walks in quietly trying not to wake his room-mates. Draco walks over to his bed, he then takes the dreamless sleep from his pocket and sets it on his bedside table, he then slips into bed and closes the curtains and put a silencing charm, so no one can hear.
Draco then takes the dreamless sleep pulls his knees up to his chest and wraps his arms around them he then flicks his wand and music beings playing
Draco curls into a ball and cries his heart out.
"I hate this I don't want to feel like this why must I lose the people I love first my mother now my godfather friends and Professor Masters" cries Draco
Draco had cried himself to sleep. Later around 6am the sun was up however the day was gloomy and dark clouds covered the sky.
Blaise Vincent and Gregory woke and got changed then grabbed their book bag.
Just before they walked out of the room Blaze looked over to Draco's bed. The curtains were closed so they couldn't tell if Draco was up or not.
"Yo Malfoy you up man?" Blaise called out.
There was a groan from behind the curtain followed by
Draco's voice
"Fuck off"
Within the privacy of the curtains the 16-year-old pulled the pillow out from under his head and put it over his face.
The boys looked each other, before Blaise tried again to get Draco up.
"Come on Draco it's a school day mate time to get up," said Blaise.
"No now go away," said Draco.
"But Draco come down or you're going miss breakfast" said Gregory.
"Just go away and leave me alone" said Draco.
He throws the covers over his head the boys looked at each other.
"Fine suite yourself" said Gregory.
"Draco you do know you're going to miss your classes" said Vincent.
"I don't care now leave me the fuck along and GET THE FUCK OUT," yelled Draco.
Suddenly a pillow came out from behind the curtain and hit Vincent in the face.
The boys looked at each other and shook their heads.
"Fine Draco will leave you alone" they said before walking out the door.
Draco sighed when he heard the door close.
The boys made their way out of the dungeon and to the great hall.
When they walked in they saw the other students from their own house plus the students from other houses. "I'll get Harry you two go to professor Snape," said Blaise.
They nodded and walked off.
Blaise walked, over to the Gryffindor table,
The others saw Blaise walking over to them and waved.
"Good morning Blaise"
"Morning guys" he replied.
The boys gaze then shifted to Harry.
"Harry, I need to speak with you," said Blaise.
Harry looked at him with a puzzled look on his face.
"Ah sure Blaise"
Harry turned to Hermione Ginny Ron and Neville.
"I'll be back in a second."
They nodded.
Harry then walked off; and stopped inside the great hall doors, Harry looked back into the great hall and saw Gregory and Vincent along with Professors Snape master's and Liam.
Harry's heart gave a little jump when he saw his boyfriend, along with Professor Snape and Professor Masters walk over to them.
"Mr. Zinabi Mr. Goyle Mr. Crabbe say something is wrong with Mr. Malfoy" said Severus Spike and Angel.
Blaze looked at them.
"They are right Draco does not want to get out of bed or go to class excuse my language Professors, but he told Greg Vincent and myself to fuck off and leave him alone. Then he throws his pillow at Vincent" Blaise explained softly so that no one else could hear.
"That's not like Draco at all," said Severus.
"I knew something was off with him when I saw him earlier this morning out in the grounds " said Spike.
They all turned to Spike.
"What are you talking about?" asked Severus.
"I saw Mr. Malfoy earlier this morning while I was taking my walk he was out by the lake and by the looks of it he had been crying I asked him what was wrong, but he just shook his head turn away and ran back inside" said Spike.
The others were shocked.
Harry just closed his eyes and the others saw.
"Harry do you know what's wrong with him?" asked Blaise.
"I think I might come on," said Harry.
They all walked out of the great hall and down to the Slytherin common room.
Meanwhile in Draco's room, Draco was tossing and turning, he was having the dream again but this time it was what happens after Spikes death.
***Nightmare***
"PROFESSOR" yelled Draco.
Watching frozen in horror as Spike now lifeless body fell to the ground.
"No Professor" Draco whispered in shock.
He ran over to Spikes prone body.
"No Professor please you can't leave me," Draco cried.
As he cradled Spike's head in his hands he then looked up and looks around him.
He sees the dead bodies of the people he loves.
"I'm alone truly alone," said Draco.
Suddenly he heard a voice in his head.
(See what happens when you love you lose everything you love strength is power love is weakness I can help you so you never no love again everyone can be saved trust me all you have to do is rid yourself of love your professor will live)
The voice whispered
***End of Nightmare***
Draco sat up breathing heavily looking wildly around he saw he was alone. He closed to help calm his racing heart however the voice returned.
(Remember love is weakness it will destroy you) whispered the voice.
Draco held his head in his hand.
"Go away leave me alone" said Draco.
(But you don't want to be alone do you) whispered the voice.
Draco could still hear the voice in his head whispering to him.
(Love is weakness it will get everyone you love killed)
"No leave, go away" he cried out desperately.
Draco stumbled out of his bed and crashed to the floor he picked himself up and raced to the bathroom and lent over the toilet bowl and throws up. After throwing up he goes to the sink and washes up but when he looks at the mirror he gasped in horror because he doesn't see his reflection instead he sees the dead bodies of his loved ones.
Draco cried out in anger sadness and frustration before punching the mirror unfortunately he cut his wrist and it was bleeding heavily, but Draco didn't care so, long, as he never saw those images again. Clutching his wrist, he walks out of the bathroom the voice in his head sends him one last image and this time it was of Spikes death.
That was the last straw Draco falls to his knees and screams.
In his depressed state he loses his control on his magic and pulses of magic stream out and destroys everything in the dorm room. Draco crawls over to a corner and huddles against it, rocking back and forth mumbling to himself.
"I can't lose them"
When the others get to the common room they burst in and run up the stairs to the boy's dorm rooms and down the hall to Blaze Draco Vincent and Gregory's dorm room. They all stood outside the dorm room.
Harry steps forward and open the door slowly however when the door opens they see….
Everyone gasps after the door opened because of what they saw, the dorm room was trashed everything was everywhere.
They slowly walked in while looking around the room.
Something must have happened they all thought.
They turned when they heard a soft trembling voice repeating the words.
"I can't lose them."
Only to see Draco still in PJ's, huddled against the wall clutching his still bleeding wrist.
"DRACO" yelled Severus Harry and the boys.
"MR. MALFOY yelled Spike and Angel.
They all rushed over to him.
Severus knelt on the left side of his Godson and took the bleeding wrist in his hand he then took out his wand and healed the wrist. Harry knelt on his right while Spike Blaise Vincent Gregory and Angel stood near them
Severus looked up at the tree boys.
"Thank you for coming to tell us 40 points to Slytherin you may go now, and I will let you know how he is later" said Severus.
They nodded and walked out of the dorm room.
Blaise closed the door behind him.
They were all trying to get Draco's attention, but nothing worked all he kept doing was mumbling.
"I can't lose them" repeatedly.
Seeing Draco like this not responding was heart breaking to Harry.
"Come on serpent snap out of it please." the last word ended in a sob.
Severus looked up and saw the green eyes fill with tears. It pained Severus to see tears in Harry's eyes. The dark-haired boy stood up and walked away from the small group.
Spike took Harry's place next to Draco.
"Come on Mr. Malfoy you can't let what's bothering you rule you" said Spike.
Yet there was still no response from Draco
Meanwhile Angel moved over to Harry and put a hand on his shoulder.
Harry my love you need to stay strong said Angel.
Harry turned around, looked up, and saw the loving look Angel was giving him Harry just gave him a weak smile and walked back over to the others. Meanwhile within the young blond wizard's mind
Draco was sitting in darkness everywhere he looked was black.
"I'm alone I've lost them" said Draco.
(Yes, you have they're gone now all gone and not coming back ha, ha) laughed the sinister voice.
Draco curled in on himself in fear.
On the outside Draco shrunk away from them huddling back against the wall, when Spike saw that Harry was standing next to him he stood up a moved in front of Draco and crouched down in front of him. Harry retook his place beside Draco again while Angel stood behind Harry with his hand on the wizard's shoulder.
"I think I know a way to snap him out of this," said Spike.
Looking at the group.
However, when he looked at Angel, the brown-haired Professor realised what the older blonde-haired person was going to do.
"No Spike you said you'd never use that power because it's HIS power" said Angel.
"I have no choose Angel I must do this it is the only way to help Mr. Malfoy," said Spike.
Angel sighed and bowed his head.
Severus and Harry were looking at them.
What are they talking about?
Spike cupped Draco's face with both his hands and forced his mind into Draco's mind Draco felt the power, he throws his head back and screamed.
"Stop this you're hurting him," said Severus switching from being a professor and into being a concerned godfather/uncle.
"No, he isn't he's helping him just wait and see" said Angel.
Meanwhile back within Draco's broken mind.
Spike made it through the barrier of darkness in Draco's mind only to find Draco curled up in a ball, when suddenly the darkness began to shrink Draco looked up and his eyes widened when he saw Spike.
"P…. P…professor?" asked Draco.
Spike crouched in front of the distressed wizard and held out his hand.
"Please take my hand Mr. Malfoy" Spike softly asked him.
Draco hesitated he looked at Spike's hand then looked up at his face and into his eyes, what he saw surprised him he saw concern and a flicker of something else.
"It's alright Mr. Malfoy," said Spike.
Draco nodded and took Spike's hand Spike pulled Draco to his feet then wrapped his arms around the young wizard.
"Let's get out of here," whispered Spike.
Draco nodded and buried his head in Spike's chest.
Suddenly both Spike AND Draco gasped; Draco was breathing heavily as he returned to the world outside of his mind.
"Draco" said Severus.
"Serpent" said Harry.
"Mr. Malfoy" said Angel
Draco looked around tears came to his eyes when he saw the people he loves alive and well Severus looked at Spike while Harry laughed himself at his best friend and let the tears fall
"Do not ever scare me like that again" Harry sobbed.
Draco just hugged Harry tighter.
"Thank you" said Severus
Spike nodded and smiled before helping both boys to their feet.
Harry then helped Draco over to his bed, on the way Draco gasped as he saw the room.
"I did this" he whispered.
Harry pulled out his wand and said "Reparo
Everything that was broken when Draco lost control of his magic was suddenly fixed Harry helped Draco sit down when they finally got to his bed The three professors looked at them with the event that just happened they knew their choice was the right one.
"Draco Harry you both don't need to attend the classes I will write a note for you Draco since I'm your legal guardian, and I'll explaining everything to your head of house Harry, myself Spike and Angel will set your work aside for both of you " said Severus
"Thanks, I think we'll just go for a bit of a walk" said Harry.
"I'll tell the other professors and well send the work to you but for now we best be going breakfast will be over soon" said Spike.
The other two professors nodded.
Severus hugged both boys before walking off.
Once Severus was gone, Angel lent down and kissed Harry goodbye.
While Spike cupped side of Draco's face and stroked his cheek with his thumb.
With the good-byes done they both left.
Once they were alone Harry looked at Draco.
"Bro do you want to stay here or go to our common room?" asked Harry.
"Go to ours" replied Draco.
Harry nodded and helped the teen to his feet; it pained Harry because Draco was acting like a zombie. They walked out of the room and down the stairs and out of the common room.
Harry led a zombie, looking Draco up the corridor out of the dungeon then up the stairs to the 3rd floor and towards the Serpentine Corridor, walking down said Corridor they stood facing a wall that hid the door to their common room
"Snake den."
The door appeared and both boys entered their common room and the door disappeared back into the wall, Harry walked Draco to his room and helped him lay down before sitting on the edge of the bed. Harry swallowed the lump rising in his throat he grabs Draco's hand and strokes the back of Draco's hand with his thumb.
"Please….
Harry clears his throat before continuing
…. Please Draco don't let this nightmare win your stronger then any nightmare please brother I don't want to lose you" Harry pleaded.
However, Draco never answered.
Harry called forth for some eggs and toast, which magically appeared. He looked at Draco.
"Draco would you like something to eat?" asked Harry.
The dark head wizard didn't get an answer.
Harry sighed and picked up the plate and began eating.
Once Finished the plate disappeared and in its place a goblet of pumpkin juice appeared he picked it up and drank some, Harry then sees Draco eyes are closed and his chest gently rising and falling indicating that Draco had fallen asleep.
Harry smiled before taking out his wand and whispering "Wingardium Leviosa."
Once Harry had Draco in the air he pulled back the cover before gently lowing the sleeping wizard back onto the bed. Before pulling the covers over Draco's body.
"Sleep well brother I promise you I'll find out what the nightmare means" Harry whispered.
He flicked his wand.
"Tempus"
The time showed 9:00am.
Well I would have charms right about now thought Harry.
Instead he spent the time watching over his best friend, Harry was unaware; he and Draco, both somehow, were being watched magically.
***Somewhere in the forbidden forest***
In an underground hollow a tall-cloaked figure stood over a dream pool and watched Harry and Draco with gleeful satisfaction.
"The nightmare as made the little blond to traumatize to do anything" laughed the cloaked figure.
"Father when can, we have the wizards" asked a cloaked figure.
The eldest cloaked figure turned and looked at his youngest son.
"In due time my little terror"
"But I want MY WIZARD NOW" yelled the older son as he stomped the flooring of hollow.
"Calm, yourself," said the father.
The eldest cloaked figure then turned back to watch the wizards he put his hand over the dream pool and sent the nightmare to Draco again.
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Finished it on 15th/2/18