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A long pause he made, the tension grew more and more while Ga Eul looked at him intensely, imagining what he could say, but nothing came into her mind. Yong Sook suddenly grabbed tightly her hand, signling that this was going to be hard for him and for her too.

"He played with you again" the painter told her with a firm voice, trying not to hesitate on his words while glancing to her eyes full of confuseness.

"I don't understand" the country bumpkin shook her head, this was obviously not good and she was acknowledging it by the serious expression of her friend.

"Whatever he told you back there, is full of empty hopes" another gulp he made. Yong Sook try to contain himself from getting nervous about the subject, knowing in fact that he was causing her damage, only because of his fault.

"Eun Jae is his girlfriend. He gave her an opportunity, Ga Eul" those words stung her heart directly when he finished the sentence. A little gasp she gave for the impression after all the Casanova told her. She was more than hurt now. How he could do that, she asked herself. After a night with words that meant everything for her, now it was all vanishing away in a matter of seconds. The commoner felt betrayed, fooled, stupid and blind for believing he changed, that the potter made a decision. It was somehow clear hours ago of what he really wanted, but now that she discovered what seemed to be the truth behind, the only thought that went around her head is how easily she got trapped in his empty words again.

Ga Eul shook her head, refusing to believe everything, that in just a moment, passed through her head about him. "That can't be true. He told me he lo-" she was quickly interjected by the boy.

"That was a lie, Ga Eul. Why you think he brought her here?" Yong Sook was right. That was a good question to ask, and the answer was pretty clear for her now that she thought about it and analyze all the situation since she came here. There was no doubt they became evidently a couple, and stupid she felt for not realizing it sooner. But it wasn't her fault she try to convince herself and hoped they could be together again, that maybe he was indeed waiting for her pardon.

"I-I need to go" those were the last words she said before standing up, staggering along the way, opening the door swiftly to leave immediately to find a place where she could be alone.

Yong Sook stood behind knowing she needed time, but the lump in his throat became more huge as his conscience was punching him, telling him he did wrong. This was a bad move, but the need of doing it was there. Now the only thing he needed to watch was for them to not encounter each other. The feeling of guiltyness was now there, at all time, reminding him this wasn't the right way to win her heart.

Meanwhile, Ga Eul ran quickly through the corridor searching for some place to be alone. Her heart was broken than ever. Realization hit her hard as she acknowledged why So Yi Jeong brought her there, it was all evident, right on her face, but she was so blind to see the cruel reality, or accept the fact that that was the only reason he came with her.

Looking at the window wwhere she previously shared with the one and only Eun Jae, she placed her hand on top of her chest, feeling how a strong know was forming, preparing for what could be a long cry. The desire of not coming was growing inside of her, repentant of thinking she could easily confront him after all those weeks battling agains her heart and feelings. Now that she was here, those emotions she concealed for a long time were loose again, expressing themselves in a painful way.


A knock was heard on the door and one of the girls went to see who it was. Happily opening it, she find no other than So Yi Jeong standing and looking very serious. "We need to talk" that's the only words he spoke before grabbing her arm and pulling her away from the room, wanting to find a place where their conversation couldn't be heard by any other person.

Eun Jae immediately felt scared, terrified of the sudden reaction of the Casanova, expecting the worse in this case as she could see how he was in a hurry, rushing their paces to be alone.

"You're hurting me" she said while trying to yank her wrist off his tight grip, but it seem useless as he have more strength. After that she attempt to stop walking, but the potter kept pulling her more and more, making her to keep his pace before her wrist could be more damage than it already was.

Suddenly, he stopped in the end of the corridor, glancing outside the window. "I made a mistake" he said sighing desperate and frustrated while giving a little punch to the glass, not wanting to even look at the girl.

"What do you mean?" she said very preoccupy, not fully understanding the meaning of his words. Eun Jae walked more closely to him, listening to his voice groaning a bit mad.

"I shouldn't brought you here" he harshly said, turning around to meet her eyes very cold yet hurt because he acknowledge that the situation was going to worsen with her.

"Why?" the female potter crossed her arms, pursing her lips a bit, getting a little upset by the tone of his voice. After long years of knowing him, the mood he was right now demonstrated that everything he was going to say was going to hurt her a lot. Eun Jae sensed this and the feeling of getting heart broken was there, preparing itself for the moment.

"For a long time we have love each other, but now, I need to be honest" So Yi Jeong said very calmly knowing this was the only thing that could make him feel relax at all time, like there was nothing out of normal happening, yet she hated it.

"When I saw for the first time after two years, I thought that I was still holding those feelings for you" once again he whirled around to look outside the window, closing his eyes for the next words he was prepared to say.

"But I was wrong, all this time I was wrong, Eun Jae" a sarcastic smile he let show, and it reflected on the glass, making the girl see perfectly his expression.

"I met this girl, my country bumpkin" he laughed at this remark before continuing "She robbed my heart completely, and I was bewitched by her charms, her personality, that I realized she was the only one for me" his hand touched the glass, imagining Ga Eul's face on it, caressing her cheeks slightly.

"You know what hurts most?" he turned his head to look at a shock and agape Eun Jae trying to contain her tears from falling down her cheeks, getting depressed by this sudden revelation.

"That I committed a huge error. I let her go for someone I thought my heart still belonged to. Now I am repentant of those actions more than anything in the world. I want her back in my life, but that can't be possible if-" he was immediately interjected by Eun Jae.

"If I stay by your side" she finished his sentence looking to the floor very sad.

"You see, I didn't meant to hurt you, and that's what I was trying to avoid. But now that the hopes of getting her back are getting high-" once again he was interrupted by the female potter.

"You want me out of your life, right" she nodded to herself, realizing that this was more hard that she thought it would be, never thinking this was in fact going to happen.

"Joesonghabnida, Eun Jae" his eyes were fixed on her, looking how she was taking his decision.

"I understand that, but what I cannot understand is why you invited me to come then" her eyes reflected anger, shooting death glares to him while still crossing her arms, trying to contain herself from running away again like two years ago.

"I- I felt pity" this was the first time he felt embarrassed to say the truth. Of course he was, Eun Jae was his first love and speaking to her like that now was wrong in many ways, but this was necessary for her to understand. There was no other way she could've take the situation more calm, he just needed to get to the point, to be straight even if it sounded harsh.

"So that's why" she sarcastically laughed, getting angry each second that passed, acknowledging that all this time she never was going to receive an opportunity from him. Right at that moment she remembered his answer back at the top of the building where she declared her love from him.

Flashback

"Eun Jae, I don't think this is going to work" he sincerely spoke while still sitting on the floor, in disbelief for what he was beholding right in front of him.

"Why not?" she asked very worried, gettin sad for his unexpected answer after the kiss they shared, believing that that was the main reason she thought he was going to say yes.

"You returned after two years being out of my life, and now you expect everything can go back to normal as we were before?" the Casanova try to reason with her, but it seem she was determined by the look in her eyes who were still shining while glancing at him.

"I understand" she placed her index finger under her chin, thinking about what he just said. But her face suddenly began to radiate of happiness as an idea popped in her head. "I am willing to give us time, maybe then you can sort out your feelings" she said very happy, thinking he was definitely going to agree, but all she receive was a serious glance that worried her.

"Eun Jae-" she interrupted him before he could explain more details of why not to her.

"Please, just think about it" the female potter hushed him with her index finger, preoccupy that he could say something that was against what she wanted.

End of Flashback

So Yi Jeong never intend to give her hopes of being together, yet she only stood focused on herself and not his feelings. For the first time she realized she was being selfish and the bag of guiltyness was weighing on her shoulder, feeling depressed for trying to hold him back. Tears rolled down her delicate and red cheeks, sobbing a little for how frustrated she was.

"Who's the girl?" she asked, curiosity getting the best of her, wanting to at least know who won the heart of the men she profoundly loved for so long. But before he could answer to her question directly, So Yi Jeong glance behind the female potter, acknowledging the presence of another person there.

"Ga Eul" he said a bit surprised to see the country bumpkin crying, trying to mantain her balance with the walls. Rapidly he went after her, leaving the poor Eun Jae crying alone by herself, watching clearly who was the only one who he was paying attention all day. That's when she realized it was none other than the commoner.

"Ga Eul, what happened?" he asked very worried, grabbing her shoulder and stopping her from walking. His voice sounded very preoccupied, swearing inside of him that he would kill anyone who made his country bumpkin cry like this, and even more if it was Yong Sook.

Turning her around to look at the face of Ga Eul, her glare changed immediately, turning very furious. Suddenly, the most unexpected happened and So Yi Jeong became evidently and utterly agape for her action. Her hand didn't hesitate and swiftly slapped his cheek, turning the mark red. The Casanova slowly placed his own hand on his cheek, shocked and not knowing what to say. Confuse was written on his face as he try to comprehend the situation, but nothing came into his mind, not even a single clue of why she reacted that way.

"Stop, please. Stop this game of yours" she screamed very loudly, while she hold back her tears from falling. Gritting her teeth very angry and shouting at him mean words, pushing him away from her. So Yi Jeong stood quiet, looking at her face all the time, getting hurt for her sudden rejection.

Then he took her hand before she could give him another slap, grabbing both of her hands and looking closely to her eyes. "What I did to you?" his voice became loud too, almost yelling at her for how hurt and mad he was.

"Leave her alone" out of nowhere Yong Sook pushed the Casanova to the side, stepping in front of the country bumpkin and having the guts to confront and glance very serious to one of the F4. He breathed deeply, furious for how the potter was treating the commoner all of a sudden. The painter heard the screams and he knew exactly from who they came.

So Yi Jeong gave a sarcastic smirk before walking towards him, preparing a fist in the air to be landed right into his face, but Eun Jae immediately stteped in and stopped him from doing so, pushing him away, scared of what the Casanova could do to someone like him, someone inexperienced with the skills So Yi Jeong possesed.

"Please, don't do this" Eun Jae begged him while he was trying to slightly push her away.

Yong Sook wasn't dumb enough to acknowledge that he was about to receive the biggest beat down if he didn't move from there. Legs started to shake and his eyes reflected nervousness. Turning around to check one more time the country bumpkin, he advise her that they should get out of there and into the room. Ga Eul nodded, not wanting to even turn to look or take a simple glimpse of the young potter who was unleashing all the fury he had inside, breathing heavily while seeing them walk away, trying to get near them, but the female potter stopped him with all her strength until Yong Sook and the commoner got in the room. That's when she released him and he went immediately towards their door, trying to knock it down, but his attempts were in vain after getting hurt his hand, realizing he was just causing more damage to himself than what he wanted to do to that stupid and bastard boy.

Questions began to fill his head; why Ga Eul slapped him? why she was angry at him? what he did wrong? why she said that he should stop playing with her?. It was getting all confusing, and even when he was infuriated now, the disappointment and sadness were present, making him feel depressed after all he went through now just for her. The Casanova was willing to change every thing that stepped in their way, but now that he was doing it, she suddenly begins to treat him indifferently and harshly. Wanting to speak and ask her why was all he wanted, but that seem impossible for now as the commoner refused to do so and that bastard was always in their way, preventing their encounter or conversations.

So Yi Jeong only hoped that all of this could get clear. He was honest with Eun Jae, and now he only wish for Ga Eul to acknowledge what he just did for her love.


In the other side of the door, the commoner cry her heart out on the bed, not wanting to move from her position. The fact that she was angry and hurt by So Yi Jeong wasn't because he gave Eun Jae an opportunity, it would be unfair to act just like that when she told him to give her one chance. The reason behind her negative mood was because he played with her, or thats what she thought. Back in the hut, she believed every single word of him, feeling her heart grow more and more of love for him, gaining the hopes again of a possible make-up. But now that it was visible the relationship status he was in now, she felt like a stupid toy who he played with until he got tired. Ga Eul couldn't feel more humiliated after remembering how she openly expressed her current feelings for him back there, ashamed of how stupid and idiotic she was of convincing herself that he was indeed in love with her. So Yi Jeong only hide his decision, being selfish and a cold-blooded person, that's what the country bumpkin thought.

Yong Sook stood there, right in front of her, glancing sadly how she struggled to get all the tears out of her. He crossed his arms ashamed of himself. The painter only knew why he was feeling like that, down of mood and with his conscience not leaving him alone, reminding him of what terrible thing he just did.

Arms crossed, he gave a little sigh before sitting beside her on the bed, sweetly brushing her hair with his fingers. "I will always be here for you" he assured her, feeling how the lump in his throat was almost making the tone of his voice sound shaky, all nervous.

Even when he admitted to himself that that was a horrible lie, he couldn't stop feeling relief now, seeing that Ga Eul didn't want to know anymore about the cold-blooded Casanova. A small smile appeared on his face, feeling now relax that he could have the young country bumpkin to himself without that potter interfering anymore. Yes, it was selfish of his part, but he did not care. The thought of doing the right for both was all he could imagine, that it was for the best, that his lie only helped them get together. Ga Eul wasn't going to no longer suffer if she gave him an opportunity and what could be best than no one stepping in their way of getting in love.


What you thought aboutt this chapter?

What about So Yi Jeong being honest?

What about Yong Sook's lie?

Enjoy this two quick updates since I'm not going to update soon. I found a new job and I will be more busy now. Also, I don't know why but I feel like telling this: I'm going to USA for vacations in december, yeah...winter, ugh! Lol