INTERLUDE 1
526.236 (i think?)
i dont write much. been trying new things with light and asking a lot of questions about the traveler. the others dont care enough to answer or think about it. who would? i can cast fire balls out of my hand. dont even need my ghost to revive myself. whats questioning it going to do?
just wanted to take my thoughts down while i explore this. guardians dont get leave or anything so im just awol right now. took my sparrow far away. need to study. last sign i saw was from some foothills town called chara. in the mountains now
light is not energy. it does not behave under any modern definition of physics. i dont even know what i actually do when i use it. am i creating matter from nothing? opening some tiny portal somewhere else where the energy comes through?
takara is my ghost, she says its "paracausal" which is another word for magical bullshit. in other words, nobody knows.
its been an hour, ive just been manifesting light in small amounts over and over. i feel it when i use it. like pinpricks in my chest that travels to my hand. does it circulate? my ghost has been monitoring me in...whatever way she does that, ive never asked. she says it can circulate if i make it, but it just kind of comes from my chest area.
light doesnt come from ghosts even though they revived us. takara says it comes from the traveler. how does it reach us no matter where we go? does my power recharge slowly after i use it because only so much light can be transmitted at a time, or because thats all my body can handle?
ikora told me id make a great sunsinger. do they still exist?
i think ill go find out.