Hinata's POV
These past days have been so hard and weird.Kageyama now had a protection squad.He better wait i have a surprise for him.The talent show is today and my band is coming to help me perform.They probably don't care that i am the masked leader but they will soon.The truth will come out,
The talent show was in an hour.My band was coming,My team came and asked"Shoyo whats the plan?"komori asked."The rest of the outcasts should be here this is gonna be my revenge to show what the milk man has done to me."i said showing my inner prince."The outcasts are gonna be here to help you!"someone shouted causing the attention of my only friends.Atsumu ran up"The outcasts are coming!"he said."Yeah mr bee they follow their dear leader. Have you all forgotten that i am their leader."i said faking a tear.
"Sorry shoyo we forgot because you never told us. We found out online and we didn't know you then?"Kita san said calmly,"Its okayi never realy wanted people to know who i was but i have more than two ambitions to a accompish.I still have to kill my grandfather!"I said quite annoyed."Why would you kill your grandfather shorty!"Daishou said scared.
"He took someone i cared about away so i take him away.I will explain when im okay to tell you okay.".I said sad but they nodded.
The doors opened revealing my older brother"Were here to play!".I saw kageyama run up and ask for a signature.They looked at him with disgust"No your a filthly creature!" Yoshitora said with anger.Everyone that believed him and comforted him as he fake cried.
"SHOYO MY LIL BRO COME HERE!"I heard Nobusuke say."Oh crap im dead!"i said panicking."Chibi chan why did they call you lil bro."oikawa asked."They are like my older brothers because they are 19."i said shocking everyone.
It was time for the show.I felt anxious so i left the stage and went out.Then i lit a cigarette, i was smoking till it was pulled out by suna.He was a fellow smoker, he took a puff and gave it back."Nervous shoyo?"he asked."Yeah i will finally reveal what he did to me and my grandfather.I will tell you all one day when im ready.I promise!"i said.He nodded.
"Its itachiyamas turn now welcoming the OUTCASTS"
I went in stage with the band.
"This song is dedicated to the bad stuff that my ex did to me"i said to only get booed by everyone that was on his side
" Sittin' in a parked car~
We don't even fight no more~
We don't even touch no more~
Used to be my best friend~
We don't even laugh no more~
Barely even talk no more~
You wanna hold my hand and then you won't~
You say you love me then you don't~
You keeping me running and running around~
If I'm not all you need~
Then just set me free~
I'm down on my knees~
If you're not the one for me~
Then just let me be~
I'm begging you please~
I'm praying for closed doors and open windows~
I'll follow where the wind blows~
Don't be scared to leave~
If I'm not all you need~
Then just set me free~
I'm down on my knees, tonight~
We used to go out on dates~
Now you don't wanna go no place~
It feels like we're stuck in one place~
I wish I could read your mind~
Instead I gotta read your eyes~
Oh, why they tell me lies~
You wanna hold my hand and then you won't~
You say you love me then you don't~
You keeping me running and running around~
If I'm not all you need~
Then just set me free~
I'm down on my knees~
If you're not the one for me~
Then just let me be~
I'm begging you please~
I'm praying for closed doors and open windows~
I'll follow where the wind blows~
Don't be scared to leave~
If I'm not all you need~
Then just set me free~
I'm down on my knees, tonight~
Se-se-set me free, le-le-let me be~
I'm down, down on my knees ~
I'm down, down on my knees~
Se-se-set me free, le-le-let me be~
I'm down, down on my knees~
If I'm not all you need~
Then just set me free~
I'm down on my knees~
If you're not the one for me~
Then just let me be~
I'm begging you please~
I'm praying for closed doors and open windows~
I'll follow where the wind blows~
Don't be scared to leave~
If I'm not all you need~
Then just set me free~
I'm down on my knees, tonight"i sang with so emotion a tear fell down my face.
I didnt speak for the next one and just got ready.
" Wil you end my pain?~
Will you take my life?~
Will you bleed me out?~
Will you hang me out to dry?~
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?~
While I'm falling apart~
While I'm going~
Will you end my pain?~
Will you take my life?~
Will you bleed me out?~
Will you hang me out to dry?~
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?~
While I'm falling apart~
While I'm going insane~
Most people are searching for happiness~
They're looking for it~
They're trying to find it in someone~
Or something outside of themselves~
That's a fundamental mistake~
Happiness is something that you are~
And it comes from the way you speak~
Can you break my bones?~
Will you tear my skin?~
Can you taste my lust?~
Can you feel my sin?~
See, I'm a waste of life~
I should just kill myself~
Yeah, I could slit my wrists~
But it really wouldn't help~
Wouldn't fix my issues~
Or change your mind~
'Cause I broke your heart~
And you buried mine~
Now, I'm six feet deep~
And I can't breathe~
I got dirt in my eyes~
And blood on my sleeves~
But I dig my way up~
Through these roots and leaves~
So I can get some air~
So I can finally breathe~
And now I'm on my knees~
Oh baby, begging please~
Will you~
Will you~
Will you end my pain?~
Will you take my life?~
Will you bleed me out?~
Will you hang me out to dry?~
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?~
While I'm falling apart~
While I'm going~
Will you end my pain?~
Will you take my life?~
Will you bleed me out?~
Will you hang me out to dry?~
Will you take my soul in the midnight rain?~
While I'm falling apart~
While I'm going insane~
We cannot choose the things that will happen to us~
But we can choose the attitude we want to take~
Towards anything that happens to us~
Goodbye~
And don't you miss me when I'm gone~
Goodbye~
'Cause you're the fucking reason that I'm not around~
Goodbye~
Don't you miss me when I'm, miss me when I'm gone~
Goodbye~
'Cause you're the fucking reason that I'm not around~
Fucking reason that I'm not around~
Bitch, you're the fucking reason that I'm not around~"i sang the song with so much anger.Everyone was shocked with the fact that it was about death
"The next songs are only gonna be performed by me."I say pulling out the piano.The outcasts sit on the side.
(Hinata is BOLD and others are UNDERLINED)
" I'm all choked up
I cannot talk
I've got a fucked up brain, fucked up thoughts
Thought I was okay
But then I guess not
Hope you know that this is your fault
Want you to feel bad
When you go to sleep
Hope you're sad when you remember me
Hope you're feeling bad for all you did to me
And hope you lie there in your misery"
"Hey little boy
You never believed there's a ghost inside of you" Yoshitora said
"But it's hidden too deep"
"Hey little boy
You never imagined you'd get a little older" Hisahsi
"You'll get abused" i said shocking everyone
"Hey little boy
You know smoking kills"kunimi said, everyone was shocked that didn't know.
"Don't really care cause i love how it feels"Everyone stared at my statement.
"Hey little boy
You're falling apart
You don't really care 'cause they broke your heart" Omi said.
"I'm fighting for all that I have lost
It's my time to show who's boss
I've waited in the dark too long
I've got this now, so just stay strong
I know you won't believe
Until I'm up on stage
Make me bleed when you don't get your way
I hope you're scared when you remember me
I hope you lie there in your misery"
"Hey little boy
You never believed there's a ghost inside of you" Miyazaki said
"But it's hidden too deep"
"Hey little boy
You never imagined you'd get a little older" Nobusuke said
"You'll get abandoned"
"Hey little boy
You know smoking kills" Suna said shocking me.
"Don't really care cause i love how it feels"
"Hey little boy
You're falling apart,You don't really care cause they broke your heart"Komori said
"Been in and out of recovery
Remember when I could hardly breath
Sat in front of mirrors thinking to myself
Can't get any clearer, what I'm doing to myself
Been in and out of recovery
I remember when I could hardly breath
I sat in front of mirrors thinking to myself
Can't get any clearer what I'm doing to myself"
"Hey little boy you never believe theres a ghost inside of you" Yoshitora said
"Hidden too deep"
"Hey little boy
You never imagined you'd get a little older" Miyazaki said
"You'll get abused"
"Hey little boy
You know smoking kills" oikawa said
"You don't really care cause i love how it feels"
"Hey little boy
You're falling apart
You don't really care cause they broke your heart
You don't really care cause they broke your heart~"Omi sang for me
I smiled at everyone who sang along.
" You gave me a shoulder when I needed it~
You showed me love when I wasn't feeling it~
You helped me fight when I was giving in~
And you made me laugh when I was losing it~
'Cause you are, you are~
The reason why I'm still hanging on~
'Cause you are, you are~
The reason why my head is still above water~
And if I could, I'd get you the moon~
And give it to you~
And if death was coming for you~
I'd give my life for you~
'Cause you are, you are~
The reason why I'm still hanging on~
'Cause you are, you are~
The reason why my head is still above water~
And if I could, I'd get you the moon~
And give it to you~
And if death was coming for you~
I'd give my life for you~
'Cause you are, you are~
Oh, you are~
Oh, you are~
You are~
'Cause you are, you are~
The reason why I'm still hanging on~
'Cause you are, you are~
The reason why my head is still above water~
And if I could, I'd get you the moon~
And give it to you~
And if death was coming for you~
I'd give my life for you~"This song was for omi and he knew it.
It was the end so the outcasts came back for another song.
"We will be singing a song as a gift to all the people here who i care about except kageyama!"i said annoying him.
(Hinata is BOLD and Hisahsi is (in brackets) )
" Once upon a time in a land far away~
There lived a little boy and he drank all day~
Friends called him stupid and his grandfather called him gay~
Emptied all the bottles 'til the pain went away~
Whiskey was his friend, he didn't have another~
Vicodin his vice, his real and only lover~"
"(yup)"
"Smoked a pack or two, it never was a problem~
Popped a pill or two, they really made him blossom~"
"(yup)"
"Take a sip, take a sip, take a sip~
And a trip, and a trip, and a trip~
And I'm like, when you bitch, when you bitch, when you bitch~
Counterfeit hypocrite holy shit~
Once upon a time in a land far away~
There lived a little boy and he cried all day~
Playboy bunny magazines would never get him laid~
He downed another bottle 'til the pain went away~
Whiskey was his friend, he didn't have another~
Vicodin his vice, his real and only lover~"
"(yup)"
Smoked a pack or two, it never was a problem~
Popped a pill or two, they really made him blossom~"
"(yup)"
"Take a sip, take a sip, take a sip~
And a trip, and a trip, and a trip~
And I'm like, when you bitch, when you bitch, when you bitch~
Counterfeit hypocrite holy shit~
Take a sip, take a sip, take a sip~
And a trip, and a trip, and a trip~
And I'm like, when you bitch, when you bitch, when you bitch~
Counterfeit hypocrite holy shit~
Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?~
Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?~
Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?~
Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?~
Take a sip, take a sip, take a sip~
And a trip, and a trip, and a trip~
And I'm like, when you bitch, when you bitch, when you bitch~
Counterfeit hypocrite holy shit~
Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?~
Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?~
Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?~
Everybody gets high, why the hell can't I?~"i sang then everyone realised who i was talking about.
I jumped of stage to be tackled by all my friends, they were all crying because of the song sung."Do we get an explaintion about you and kageyama hinata"Suga asked from afar.
"Sure. Long story short.Kageyama fell out of love and before that he hurt me physically.He cheated on me and said i did with a picture of me kissing my lil brothers forehead.You all hurt me but i never felt it because if a reason that i will explain tommorow because he will be here.Bye im tired people who know where to meet me in 10.BYE!"i said walking away.
