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10. Intimate Reconciliation
April 02, 2005 6:30pm
'15 days … ..its been 15 days, 12 minutes and 37 seconds since she stopped talking to me. Since she completely ignored me. My love, my life, my other half. It's true what they say. When a man finds a good woman he'll have everything. A man: without a woman, is nothing. I don't see anymore. I can't feel anymore. Its like my sun was taken away. Every day the pain gets worse and magnifies … .I barely speak anymore. I don't hunt … . I know my family is worried. I can't bring myself to care … .she hates me … . feeling alone…..pain…..pain…..'
I sat rocking in the corner of my room clinging to the pillow from my bed for dear life. It still smelled like her. Her scent is the only thing I have left. I can't bear it. I'm a 6'5 mountain of a man and here I am reduced to rocking in a corner clinging to a pillow. This isn't how it was supposed to happen. She's supposed to be by my side for all eternity. I can't even bring myself to even say her name. It hurts too much. I heard my family upstairs. They were talking about me again. Usually I ignored them but this time I listened in.
"Seriously, we need to go knock some sense into Penny. He hasn't left his room since we came back from the airport." Rosalie states
"Rose, I know you're worried about your brother, but threatening to hurt his mate isn't going to solve a thing." Esme replied
"Well, Esme what do you expect us to do?" Rosalie replied worriedly. All the fire from my favorite sister's voice is gone.
"This isn't helping the situation. We just need to trust Penny. She knows what she wants." Alice replied
"Alice honestly, have you seen her decide anything regarding Emmett." Rose asked losing hope.
"No, she not making any decisions at all." Alice replied sadly
She wasn't even thinking about me. I was hit with another intense pain. I howled.
"Well, we have to do something. He's killing me." Jasper replied.
"Edward, will you and Bella come down here please?" Carlisle asked.
"Bella, how's Penny?"
"Honestly, I know she's miserable. She has this vacant look in her eyes. She tries to hide it but she can't. She pretends like she doesn't care. Edward hears her at night crying. I watch her grip her chest, like she holding herself together." Bella responded
"She's so emotionally challenged. She refuses to talk or express her real feelings, and you guys call me broody." Edward said
"Shut up, this is all your fault in the first place jackass." Rose stated hotly
"How you figure that Rosalie?" Edward retorted
"If your century year old, prudish, stick up your virgin ass hadn't interrupted them when they were about to mate last month Emmett wouldn't be downstairs clinging to a pillow right now." Rose shouted
Edward scoffed. "That's not true. Alice please tell Rose that isn't the truth at all"
"Actually Edward, Rose is 100% right. If you hadn't interfered they would've successfully completed the mating bond and neither one of them would be suffering right now." Alice said
"What? He would've hurt her." Edward stuttered
"Whose the psychic here? I know what would've happened. Also you do realize with our hearing and strength, if and that's a big IF, Emmett were to lose control we'd all step in and do everthing we can to stop him. Obviously, Rose, Esme and I would get to Penny. Carlisle and the rest of you men will take Emmett. Do you really believe we would just let him hurt her."
"Do you honestly believe Emmett will hurt her? Hell I'm positive that once they were to complete their mating bond Carlisle would've had Emmett bring her up to his office to perform a examination on her to be absolutely positive she's alright and there's no damage. I know for a fact she would've been perfectly fine." Alice replied
Carlisle replied, "Yes, I would've."
I howled in pain at the mere thought of hurting my beloved true mate.
"You hear that Jackass, and that's just from the thought of hurting her. I know your prudish ass can read his thoughts, that's why you're not saying anything." Jasper replied in extreme pain
"Thank you, so why don't you do yourself and all of us, including Bella a favor and let her pop your century year old cherry. Maybe once you get some you'll be more tolerable to be around." Rose retorted.
*Flashback 15 days ago*
March 18th
James is dead and Victoria is next. Edward, Bella, Carlisle and I are on the plane back to Forks. Jasper and Alice drove Carlisle's Mercedes back. I was getting anxious. I missed my Penny and couldn't wait to hold her in my arms. I'm glad Bella is safe but I miss my mate. The captain's voice came on the intercom.
'Attention passengers. I have just turned on the seatbelt sign. We will be landing in Port Angeles in about 15 minutes. Please return your chairs to the upright position and once again thank you for flying'
Once the plane landing I was out of my seat before they could turn off the seatbelt sign.
"Emmett, slow down Penny's not going anywhere." Edward said.
"Oh shut up. You have your mate next to you, and you haven't let go of her hand since we linked up in Phoenix"
Since we flew first class we got off first. I sped walked at human pace to find my girl. I saw her standing next to Esme.
'GOD, she looks so breathtakingly beautiful everytime I see her'
I saw Esme eyeing Carlisle and vise versa. I ran at her and pulled her into my arms. I picked her up and immediately inhaled her scent. She smelled so good. I put her down.
'Babe I missed you so much.'
She barely looked at me. 'I missed you too.'
I saw her staring off behind me. She was looking at Bella. She walked around me toward Bella.
"I see you made it back in one piece."
"Yea, Penny I want to apologize for everything. I thought the only way was to sacrifice myself. I've never been taken care of before this is new to me."
"I realize that Bella, we're in the same boat remember. That's why I gave Jasper and Alice the heads up. Did you really think James stood a chance against five vampires? One of which is big enough to make up two extra vampires."
I chuckled at the statement. I seen people glance at me when I boarded the plane from and to Forks. I'm bigger than your average man in more ways than one. *wink*
"I know you, I know how you think. Also, it's not me you need to apologize to, it's Charlie. Come on, grab your bag from Edward and let's go home. Bash already dropped off your truck."
"Edward is taking-"
"No, he is not. I promised Charlie I'd bring you back, even if I have to drag you by your hair. Edward is not on Charlie's good side right now. He blames Edward for this whole thing, and if he see Edward he might shoot him. He believed what you said. You need to set things right with Charlie without being wrapped around Edward."
"But...-"
"No buts. Come one. Edward needs time to think of a way to get back on Charlie's good side on his own. Remember, Charlie doesn't know Edward is bulletproof."
She sighed with resignation "You're right. Come on let's go."
"Thank You, plus you know damn well you'll see him tonight. When he climbs through your window. Hell he might even beat us back to the house and be already waiting in your room."
She turned toward the rest of us and spoke. She didn't even look at me.
'What's going on? why won't she look at me?'
"Thank You for everything, even though half the plan failed and Victoria is still running loose."
"Way to be positive Penny." Rose stated
"What? Even you thought it would fail. I'm glad no actual harm came to anybody but I feel as if Victoria is going to be a pain in all of our sides until she's ended. This was just a taste of her, now she has a mate to avenge and she'll not rest until someone pays for it."
We couldn't say anything, because she's right. Victoria will not stop until she avenges her mate. We all know we'd do the same before going to the Volturi and asking for death. We started walking out of the airport back to garage. Penny steered Bella toward Jesse and left without so much as a backwards glance. I felt my dead heart shatter.
"Emm...I'm sorry." Rose said
"Why? She asked for some time and I'll do my damnest to give that to her, no matter how much it kills me inside."
Without another word I sped walked out of the garage and into the forest. Once I was deep enough in the forest away from human eyes, I punched a few trees and took off running toward the house. I didn't want to talk to anybody else. I got back to the house before anyone else. I shut myself in my room. It smelled like her.
'She must of came in here when she was under Rose and Esme's watch.'
~~~~~March 21st~~~~~
The school seemed to buy our story as to why we all were absent from school the last five days. Penny doesn't even come into the Cafeteria to eat anymore. Lauren has been trying to get my attention ever since she saw Penny is never around or with me anymore. That girl is going to make me blow our cover.
'Stupid human'
"Alice, have you seen anything?"
"No, I'm sorry Emmett." Alice said.
"Don't worry Emmett she'll come around. Her emotions toward you haven't changed. It's just without her own mother to help her through this confusion it'll take some time. Renee wasn't the best example and really discouraged teenaged love because of the end result between Charlie and herself." Jasper said
"Okay"
~~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~~~~~
"I'm not about to put Bella life at risk just to satisfy my primal urges." Edward said
"Well, then you're the biggest idiot of all time." Rose spat
I heard the engine of a car.
'Its probably just another online purchase for Alice or the mailman.'
The doorbell was rung and Rose answered the door.
"Hey Rose. How are you? Is Emmett here or is he hunting?" It's Penny. She's here and she wants to see me.
"Emmett doesn't want to see you. Go away."
'Oh hell no. I know Rose is putting up a front'
I ran up the stairs and stopped in front of her long enough to pick her up and run back to my room. I sat her on the bed and locked the door and growled when Edward came to the door. He backed off. I turned and looked at her.
She's suffering too. Her hair doesn't shine and her eyes don't sparkle anymore. I walked over to her and kneeled in front of her. I pulled her closer to me and inhaled her heavenly scent. I ran my hands along her hips and thighs.
"Emmett?"
'Oh sweet lord, hearing her say my name is heavenly'
"Emmett when was the last time you hunted?"
I looked up into those beautiful green/hazel swirled pools of heaven and shook my head. I can't remember, well I do remember. We hunted once we got to Phoenix because the climate change made the human smell a little more appetizing. That was 18 days ago.
"Emmett, go hunt." I shook my head. I'm not leaving for fear she might leave.
"Emmett, please take your brothers and go hunt. I pinky promise I'll be here when you return." She held out her tiny pinky finger. I wrapped my pinky around hers and we shook
"You promise." First time I spoken in seven days. She looked into my eyes and nodded
"Okay."
I unlocked my basement doors leading outside and ran out. Two minutes later I heard Jazz and Bash behind me. Alice must have sent them to come with me. We ran just outside of Forks. I turned and faced my brothers. We nodded in mutual agreement that we'll talk after I've hunted sufficiently enough. I caught wind of a pair of deer and I let my thirst take over and easily took them down. I found a mated cougar pair and took them down as well. I usually play with my food but I'm in a hurry to get back to my Penny. Once I buried the cougars I ran back to meet up with my brothers. They were just casually sitting in a tree.
"Hey Emm, you enjoy you're meal." Bash said
"Yea, it was okay. Let's head back."
"No can do Bro, we've been given strict instructions by our wives and mother that you hunt enough to change your black eyes back to the golden yellow they're supposed to be." Jazz said
I looked into the creek. They were still a murky brown. The blood from the deer and cougars must not have been enough. I took off further out and found a mated pair of kodiak bears. I killed the male instantly and decided to play with the female. They're my favorite. She swipe her large paw at me. It didn't do anything but tear my shirt. I laughed. First time I laughed in a 15 days.
After about fifteen minutes I got bored and put the bear out of its misery. I ran back and saw my brothers haven't moved from their spot. They looked up as I came through the clearing.
"That's a whole lot better. Come on let's head back." Jazz said
We ran back to the house in a comfortable silence. I love hunting with Jazz and Bash, they know how to have fun unlike Edward. Sure he can have fun sometimes but with Jazz and Bash its an even advantage because they can't read minds. We usually make a game or a bet when we hunt but not this time. They're just coming with me to make sure that I hunt enough.
We reached the house a half hour later. I came in through my basement room doors. Penny was still here. She looked so peaceful laying on my bed. She had kicked off her shoes and removed her jacket.
"You stayed."
"I pinky promised I would, besides I really want to talk to you." She got off the bed and walked toward me. She stood on her tippy toes to try and kiss me. I ran away from her into my bathroom first. I know she was hurt by that but I refuse to let her kiss me right after I just finished hunting. I grabbed my toothbrush and brush any blood or fur remains out of my mouth. Once finished I walked back into my room. She was standing in front of my glass doors. Her back was to me. I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist.
"I'm sorry but I didn't want you to taste the blood from my hunt. That's just gross." She chuckled a little. Hearing her laugh is music to my ears. She turned around in my arms and tried again, except this time I let her. Once she broke the kiss she grabbed my hand and led me to my bed. I sat on the edge and she kneeled in front of me. She looked as she wanted to say something but before she could she burst into tears. I wrapped my arms around her.
"Emmett, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I love you so much. These past 15 days I could do nothing but think of you and how stupid I am in believing that this isn't real. I let Renee scare my into believing that teenaged love was doomed to fail instead of listening to my Godfather and witnessing his relationship with his wife. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm a fucken idiot. I caused you harm and for what, advice from a woman who can't even remember to pick up her own dry cleaning."
I held her as she cried.
"Please, Penny don't cry. I'll always love you. I forgive you there's no doubt in my mind. I can't say I understand your confusion. I should've told you that vampires mate for life. Once we find our other half that's it for us. There's no one else."
She stopped crying and sniffled. I pulled the box of tissue from my nightstand and handed it to her.
"Here, wipe your beautiful face. I love you to my very core."
She nodded in understanding and walked into my bathroom. I heard her turn the faucet on and splash water on her face. She walked back to me and sat on my lap. She looked at me with those beautiful eyes and then she kissed me. This kiss was different. This kiss wasn't an 'I love you kiss', 'I'm sorry and forgive me kiss' or an 'I missed you kiss' noooo this was a lust kiss. She wanted me. She started to grind her pelvis against mine. I growled and instantly flipped her over and hovered over her. I looked down at her. She grinded her pelvis into mine again. I matched her rhythm. I felt myself getting hard.
"Penny, are you sure?" She nodded
"Please, Emmett."
That's all I needed to hear. I continued our kiss and slid my hand underneath her shirt. I gripped her warm breast and massaged it. I pinched her nipple through her bra. She let out a soft moan. My dick got harder. I ripped that flimsy cotton shirt off her. She reached up and pull my shirt off me. I kissed her on her neck and traveled down her neck leaving butterfly kisses in my wake. Her moaning turned into a purr. 'Damn it' I pulled her bra down and placed her nipple in my mouth. I heard glass shattering and shuffling upstairs but I didn't care. I tuned them out and focused solely on my Penny.
"Emmett" she moaned while arching her back.
I rip that bra off and switched to the other nipple. I took my time alternating between her nipples.
"Emmett." she ran her fingers through my hair.
I didn't think it was possible for my dick to get any harder. I kissed my way down her stomach to her honeypot. I quickly removed her jeans, socks and panties as well as my jeans. I heard more glass shattering.
"EDWARD ANTHONY MASEN CULLEN!" Rose screeched whilst I assume tackling Edward.
"YOU LEAVE THEM ALONE!" I heard nails scraping against the carpet as again, I assume Rose dragging Edward away from here.
"Bash, Jasper take Edward as far away from here until I call. I'll take Bella home. It's time I met Charlie anyway." Alice said
I heard more shuffling and what sounds like struggling.
"NO! HE'LL KILL HER! DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND HOW BAD THIS WILL BE IF HE KILLS HER! LET ME GO!" Edward shouted.
I tuned them out once more and I looked down at my beautiful Penny.
"Babe, are you sure?"
"Yes, Emmett please." she said while grinding against me.
That's all I needed from her. I continued making my way to her honeypot. I used my tongue to open her up a little and make it easier. She moan and wriggled under my grip on her thighs. I heard her heart rate accelerate so I knew she was close. She climaxed and generously I cleaned her up. I hovered over her lining up our love parts and with a swift nod and a 'Please' from her I entered her.
'Holy fuck! She's so hot! I'm going to bust just laying inside her'
Once she adjusted to my massive size I began to rock my hips thrusting into her. I felt her getter wetter the more I thrusted and I growled.
"Does my growling turn you on babe?"
She moaned in response. I continued to pleasure my mate. I kissed and suckled on the spot I was going to bite and inject her with my mating venom forever marking her as mine.
"Oh fuck." I continued thrusting into her. I ripped the sheets I was holding on to.
"Fuck, babe I'm getting close."
"Bite me Papi, mark me as yours."
I thrusted harder into her. 'Fuck, papi means daddy.'
"Babe, don't do that."
"Do what, papi." She moaned while biting on her lower lip.
"Fuck, don't call me papi. That does something to me."
I grinded my pelvis into hers whilst pounding her out. I kissed her and once I felt near I bit down on her neck. I suckled a little of her blood out before pushing my mating vemon into her. We climaxed together. I licked her bite mark closed and placed a delicate kiss on the mark. I rolled to the side of her so I don't put all my weight on her. I pulled her closer to me.
"Damn babe, that was amazing. It's been 70 years since I had sex and I can barely remember it but from what I hear from the other couples its better as a vampire. They were fucken right."
"Good, you don't need to remember fucking another bitch anyway."
"Are you jealous babe?"
"No, why would I be jealous over a long dead bitch?"
"I like this jealous side to you, its turning me on, you feel that?"
I pushed my rock hard dick in her back.
"Mmm hmm."
"Well what are we going to do about it?" She pushed me onto my back and climb on top of me. She ground her heat onto me.
"Damn it."
"Buckle up babe, I'm about to ride this bronco."
Well I'll be damned if that didn't turn me on even more. She lifted up and slid down onto my dick. She then slowly started to grind on me. She placed both hands on my chest and was riding me. I tried to lean up and kiss her but she pushed me back down. 'Well, I let her push me down.'
I stared at her as she rode me. She leaned back and grabbed the electric blanket that was bundled around my feet and pulled it over us and turn it up all the way.
'Got to remember to thank Alice for getting this blanket'
She grabbed my hands ans placed them on her breast. I squeezed them and pinched her nipples. I sat up and ran my fingers through her hair. I gripped her hair and pulled her to me. I kissed her and moved my way down to her breast. She wrapped her legs around my waist and continued to grind on me. I matched her rhythm with my own upward thrust. She ran her finger through my hair.
"Joder, papi se siente tan bien." She said
'Fuck! She knows what that does to me.' I continued to thrust into her. I felt her tighten around me.
"OH, FUCK!"
We spent the rest of the night trying to dominate each other. By the time we finished and she fell asleep she was almost covered in love bite marks. I kissed her temple and surveyed the damage.
'Damn, I destroyed my headboard, pillows, sheets and my lamps.'
I walked into my bathroom and hopped in the shower. I walked back into my room and she was still fast asleep. I dressed and cleaned up the ripped sheets, the broken lamps and the chunks of headboard. I opened my door and saw two new lamps and a new set of sheets. 'How in the...Alice. That little pixie.' I put down the garbage bag and picked up the new lamps and sheets. I plugged my new lamps up and placed the new sheets on my dresser to be changed later. I grabbed back bag of trash and went upstairs to see what Edward damaged in his attempt to stop Penny and I from mating. I got into the living room and saw that Bash was sitting on Edward.
"What the hell?"
"Where's Penny?" Edward asked
"She's sleeping, why?"
"Carlisle needs to exam her." Edward responded
"Why do you even care? She's Emmett mate, not yours." Rose said
"Do you not realize how strong we are? He could've easily kill her." Edward shot back
"Well, I can still hear her heart beating and her breathing so I'm going with she's fine. Don't you know by now never to bet against Alice?" Rose replied
I ignored their arguing and went into the garage and toss my bag in the big trash can. As I walked back into the living room Carlisle was helping Edward reattach his arm. 'Pissed Rose off again, when will you learn.' He just clenched his jaw.
"Not that it's any of your business or concern but Penny is fine. Your prudish ass needs to mind your own damn business. The fact that you even think I could ever bring myself to hurt her in any way, shape or form is pissing me the fuck off. Unlike you, I know I can control myself. Unlike you, Penny is NOT my singer. Her blood DOES NOT call to me. Unlike you, I know my strength."
"Did you forget that you lost control before?" Edward replied
"Are you fucking kidding me, Edward? This is a completely different situation." Sebastian said
"You need to mind your business. Emmett knows what he's doing. Like Rose stated earlier. We can hear her heart beating and her breathing." Sebastian finished.
'Stubborn Bastard'
I shook my head. Arguing with Edward was like arguing with a brick wall. I went back to my room and watching my beautiful mate sleep.
~~~~~~~~8 hours later~~~~~~~~
I felt like someone was watching me. I opened my eyes and seen golden ones staring back at me.
"Good Morning"
I yawned and stretched my muscles. "Good Morning" 'Why am I so sore?'
Last night flooded to the forefront of my memory. I looked down and saw I was covered in love bite marks. I felt myself getting aroused again. I'm sure Emmett smelled it. I know this for a fact because his eyes darken from golden to black.
'Hmm...their eyes must darken when they're either thirsty or horny.'
"Babe, as much as I'd love to go another 5 or 6 rounds, Carlisle wants to exam you to make sure I didn't cause any internal damage. Plus aren't you hungry?"
My stomach gave a huge growl in response. Emmett laughed
"I thought so, go on and hop in the shower. There's a new bra and panty set in the bathroom and a new outfit since I destroyed yours last night."
I felt my cheeks heat up in embarrassment. I strutted my naked butt into his bathroom where there was a hot bubble bath waiting for me. My eyes stung a little with tears. 'He did this, I'm a damn idiot for letting my insecurities get the best of me.' I may be a independent confident girl but I sometimes have fears and doubt. I just don't show them as often as other girls my age. I relaxed in the hot water and washed my hair.
I climbed out of the tub and dressed. I came out and Emmett was waiting for me.
"Let's get this exam over with so I can eat." He laughed as he escorted me to Carlisle office.
Twenty minutes later I'm sitting in the kitchen with everyone except Edward. He's with Bella. I've got a clean exam from Carlisle. No serious damage. I'm eating some delicious French toast, eggs and bacon with some coffee while I chat with everyone. As Jasper is telling a story I realize that this is what I want. I finally have a family to call my own.
AN: THERE YOU HAVE IT! EMMETT AND PENNY SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED THE MATING BOND. I DECIDED TO WRITE THE MATING BOND IN EMMETT'S POV LAST MINUTE. WILL EDWARD FOLLOW SUITE OR WILL HE CONTINUE TO BE A PRUDE. LET ME KNOW!
P.S. IT WAS A LITTLE DIFFICULT WRITING FROM EMMETT'S POV BUT FUN NONETHELESS
NEXT CHAPTER: PENNY'S BIRTHDAY! YAY! WHO BOUGHT HER WHAT? AS ALWAYS THANK YOU FOR STICKING WITH ME! SMOOCHES