You go to Clarke everyday for medical attention just trying to spend time with her, being as busy as she is hurting yourself is the only option. You've known Clarke for quite a while now, you became friends in the skybox before you got sent to the ground with the rest of the 100. Ever since you came to the ground you've been trying to get her attention for more then a few minutes but every time something or someone gets in the way. You started going on hunting trips with Murphy and Atom to at least be helpful around camp and take your mind of the blond savior. Turns out this hunting trip wasn't going to end well.

You had been searching for hours trying to find something to kill when Murphy spoted a black panther. You were the one who was supposed to put it out, it must have herd you coming cause it came running towards you as you prepped the gun. Before you knew it you were lying on the ground trying to fight of the predator with your bare hands. It scratched you deep in your stomach before Atom finally put it out. You screamed in pain trying to cover up your wound. Murphy and Atom carried you and the panther back to camp as quickly as they could. You tried to stay concuss but you lost more blood then you thought was possible.

"Clarke! We need Clarke!" Murphy screamed running ahead of you two into the drop ship.

"What's going on?" Octavia asked when Atom brought you inside the gates.

"She got attracted by a panther when we tried to kill it! Help me get her to Clarke" Atom said and Octavia took your legs as they carried you into the drop ship were Clarke was now preparing everything.

"Here, put her on the table!" Clarke yelled before turning to Murphy. "Get everyone out of here!" She then continued as she ripped up your shirt, or what was left of it. "It's going to be okey (y/n), just hold on!" The savior said before everything went black.

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You wake up feeling sick to your stomach, literally. You were lying on the top floor of the ship, Clarke were sitting across the floor, head in her hands.

"Are you okey?" You ask the girl who looks up at you with a bright smile.

"You're awake! I was so worried about you!"

Clarke giggle, water covering her eyes. She had been crying, her eyes were red and she looked exhausted, she must have been up all night you thought. "I thought I lost you (y/n), don't you ever do that to me again!" Her giggle filled your ears with happiness but your mind brush it away as quickly as it appeared.

"I promise" You try to sit up but your stomach is to weak.

"Let me get you some water!" The girl say enthusiastic before walking down the ladder.

"She cried all night, waiting for you to wake up"

Bellamy smirk as he brought you a blanket, passing Clarke going down in the proses.

"Really? Why?"

"I don't know, I guess she likes you or something"

He brush of before going back out again. You hear him say something to Clarke but you couldn't make out what it was.

"Here, drink" Clarke say when she comes back with the water.

"Can I tell you something?" You say nervously as you put down the glass on the metal floor.

"Anything"

"I know you only see me as a friend and I understand if you want to keep it that way, gently smile when I pass you, but it feels like you don't even notice me" You stated, tears starting to fill your eyes.

"Maybe in another time or place, it's hard enough as it is on the ground but this is not just a little crush, I don't wanna wait in line for you to notice me" Tears stream down your face now as your body sakes nervously. "So I ask you now, will you, Clarke Griffin walk along with me as we explore everything this world has to offer?" You didn't even realize you were holding your breath until Clarke takes a deep one. A tear fell from her eye down to her red cheek.

"(y/n)... I don't know what to say, I just... I never thought you liked me like that" The blond figure say taking your hands in hers.

"Do you really thing I'm that clumsy? I hurt myself on purpose just to see you! But I understand if you don't feel the same way about me as I do for you" You say closing your eyes waiting for her rejection, trying to hold your tears in the best you could. Instead of her leaving you feel her soft rosy lips on yours, you cup her face wiping away a few tears that find their way out of her barrier. The kiss taste of water and salt, it's gently but there's a lot of feelings involved. She part slowly not wanting it to end, you open your eyes to see Clarke smiling, you've never seen anyone smiling so big before.

"I do (y/n), I want to walk with you, I always have" The blond say wiping away the water on her face. "I love you (y/n) (y/l/n)"

"Say it again!" You giggle.

"I love you and your stupid ass!" You both start laughing at her innocent yet true joke. You tug away a string of hair from her face and she looks down at you, satisfied.

"I love you Clarke" She leans in to kiss you before pulling a blanket on top of you.

"You need to rest babe"

"God I've been waiting for you to call me that" You laugh at her as she just brush it of, embarraste. "Will you stay with me?" You then ask the blond savior, your blond savior.

"Always"