Alycia POV

"I'm just... I'll never be... I wish that I was good enough" Her words broke me. She was good enough, good enough for me.

"But you are! Baby, you ARE good enough" She continue to look at the ground. I'm standing a few inches away from her who's sitting on the Queen size bed. "(y/n/n)... look at me" I put my index finger under her chin and she finally looks me in the eyes. Her (e/c) eyes are covered with a layer of water that's about to break. She close her beautiful eyes and a tear runs down her cheek. I cup her face and brush the tear away with my thumb as I gently crease her red cheeks.

"You don't deserve this" (y/n) say still self hating. I've know since the first day that she had insecurities and anxiety but I hate what it does to her, what it makes her think.

"Babe don't say that! What is it that I don't deserve? Your unconditional love?!" I remove my hands from her pale face. She was getting worse.

"You know that's not what I meant" (y/n) looked more upset for a split second before her facial expressions turn back to sadness.

"Can't you see that I love you? That's all that matters, isn't it?" This time I was the one who was about to break.

"Yes but..."

"Then why isn't that enough?" My voice crack and I feel something wet sliding down my nose.

"Are you gonna go insecure on me now?" A small smile appear on both of our faces. I childishly push her shoulder biting my lip. I'm still standing in between (y/n) legs as she puts her arms around my waist. "You're to good for me Carey, to pure" She say seriously. I lay down my head on her (h/c) hair and start playing with it.

"I love you (y/l/n) so don't you dare leave me, you got it?!" I remove my head and take a tiny step back looking (y/n) directly into her (e/c) eyes making sure she understands. "Never, not even in my wildest dreams would I give up someone like you" We smile happily before I lean down to attach my lips onto (y/n)'s full one's. She grab the back of my head tangling her hand in my new showered hair. Once again I cup her face moving her up from the bed and closer to my body. I feel her warm breath on my lips once we have to separate for air. I'm quick to press my lips onto (y/n)'s again. Felling her smile make me smirk with satisfaction, I made her feel better, again.

"I know you just dragged me of the bed but maybe we should continue this..."

"Say less babygirl" I interrupt. (y/n) looks at me lovingly but with hunger. "You look so fucking hot right now (y/l/n)" She releases herself out of my grip and walk backwards to the bed.

"Just wait and see baby, just wait and see" We giggle and I attack (y/n) so that we both fall on the bed, her under me.

"I love you Aly" I always smile when she calls me that, she the only one who gets to call me Aly.

"Clothes off right now!" I order, I'm usually the more submissive one but sometimes we like to switch it up, and right now I'm hungry for my girlfriend. She obey taking of her black denim jeans and her black top. I remove my big sweater and my grey shorts before seeing (y/n) lay on the bed fully nude. I crawl on top of her pinning her arms down on the sheets, her body in between my tanned legs before I whisper in her ear. "Good girl" I see her body shivering and she pulls me down by the neck. Holding our lips on each other's patiently before I feel her tongue creasing my lips teasingly. When I can't take it any more I lean down and force my lips onto (y/n)'s and she smirks victoriously at me. I scoff and (y/n) starts to giggle. I detach our lips before saying. "Just shut up and kiss me (y/l/n)"