It has to be the most romantic, gentlest strap-on sex ever. Cosima thinks as she delicately rolls her hips while she softly kisses Delphine. Entry had been very easy, and Delphine had groaned just a little when she was all in. She can only hope it feels as good as it looks.
"Aaah!" Delphine cries out into her mouth.
Cosima withdraws only a little, inch by inch, and softly slides back in again. She makes a point of rubbing her fabric covered mons to Delphine's swollen clit. Another noise follows, so she does it again.
"You're so wet, you feel so good."Cosima moans trying to increase Delphine's excitement, which is going really well as she repeats her cautious soft motions.
Delphine hums a little more and grips her ass through her underwear style harness. Despite the française's initial reluctance, Cosima smiles at the thought.
"Do you want faster?" She won't go rough on her, not unless Delphine starts begging for it. But she wants the pace to hit Delphine just right.
"Non. This is good." Delphine moans back, clearly enjoying herself. And Cosima thinks if she keeps going like this Delphine's likely to orgasm quickly. She can only hope she's proving her point.
"I love you…" Cosima coos, continuing her motions. For missionary, it's pretty damn perfect, she thinks. Looking at Delphine's face. Kissing her as much as she can. Ensuring that this is perfect she rolls her hips just a little more firmly.
"Ohhh…" Delphine groans, her eyes shutting briefly. It's hot, Cosima thinks, as she's delighted to continue. She keeps her movements soft and deep. Keeps them seductive. Thinking if Delphine wants something different she'll ask or hint somehow. And it's clearly working, it becomes difficult to move within minutes, Delphine pants and she just has to try to heighten the experience.
"You're getting tight around me." Cosima lets herself try to increase Delphine's feelings of connection.
"But you can't…" Delphine looks up at her, distracted for a moment. Maybe she shouldn't have said anything at all.
"I can tell because it's getting harder to move, you just want to keep me in deep." Cosima offers softly.
"I… I do." Delphine admits. She pulls her in for another kiss and another, they rock and rub together as best as Cosima can manage while giving Delphine the kisses she demands.
"Aahh…" Delphine cries out and Cosima rocks with her until she's being squeezed so tightly she can barely move. When Delphine begins to relax, she rocks again and Delphine looks up at her hazy-eyed and satisfied.
"Oh baby…" Cosima croons, pistoning her hips again. "I cannot get enough of you."
Delphine whimpers… keeps clinging to her. It still feels good, Cosima reasons, so she begins to move again. She should be able to give Delphine this much anyway.
And sure enough, she feels Delphine tighten again within moments, this time she cries out loudly, repeatedly, voice raising beyond what she's heard before. And when she thinks Delphine is about to shatter around her again, Cosima feels her gushing, soaking the fabric of the harness.
"Ohhh… ohhh…" Cosima moans, and kisses Delphine. Now this is… it has to be perfect. That their lovemaking wasn't missing anything for Delphine now. That this woman, this amazing woman she already loves so much, will be satisfied.
"So?" Cosima prompts finally as she struggles out of the dampened harness. She throws it off the bed and moves back in to cuddle Delphine.
"It felt...good." Delphine shrugs at her.
"Just… good?" Cosima tilts her head playfully. Honestly she'd been expecting more praise for being good with a strap-on. But maybe it was too novel for that to be a thing right now.
"It was good." Delphine nods assuring her.
"So… what was missing?"
"Cosima…" Delphine closes her eyes, sighing.
"No… I am serious. What was missing for you? Because for me, it was pretty damn perfect. I felt you gripping at me, you made all the right sounds. You came... Twice?"
Delphine nods in agreement. "Yes. Twice."
"So…? What was missing for you to make it great?" Cosima could figure it out. Maybe a different position? Maybe Delphine preferred being on top? Maybe she preferred rear-entry? The pace had been 100% set by Delphine so that wasn't it.
"I want… I wanted you to come. And you can't… so… that's that." Delphine admits this slowly, looking at the ceiling.
"Oh." Cosima nods, trying not to react. "So… are you talking about...ejaculation? Or are you talking about just me having an orgasm?"
"Just… an orgasm. I do not care about… the rest of that." Delphine turns to face her slowly.
"But I did!" Cosima shakes her head. "Did you… like could you not tell how good that was?" She'd thought it was clearly a turning point for their sex life but she looks back at a rather concerned Delphine.
"Yes but every other time… it's been a struggle." Delphine says very quietly. "You've had to help me."
"So… is this about my endo? Or is this about your insecurities?" Cosima has to ask. It could, logically, be either. Fear of causing pain or irritation that she has to adapt. But… Delphine is so inexperienced with women anyway does that even matter?
"Both. I don't know."
"We… we can work around the endo, and… Delphine you… just need practice. That is all." Cosima sighs it out.
"Now?" Delphine asks.
"Now." Cosima confirms, letting Delphine settle back on top of her. They kiss, Delphine caresses her before beginning to tease her fingers against her sex.
"Make me come." Cosima breathes into Delphine's ear, and she can tell Delphine is trying. And it's going well enough, Cosima thinks but when she moves Delphine's fingers slightly she feels Delphine tense.
"Like this?" Delphine asks in a low voice, letting her fingers stroke the swollen bud. She is learning, Cosima thinks, and she tries to show Delphine just how much she likes it. She'll give her a good show. Positive reinforcement, Cosima thinks to herself. She can make this enjoyable too, as long as Delphine is into it.
"Yeah. Just like that." Cosima repeats and it is good, she kisses Delphine, and she eventually comes, slow and drawn out and lays spent underneath her. "Do you want to go again?"
Delphine seems surprised, but tries to recover quickly. "Do you?"
"Uhh… yeah. I am feeling a good opportunity for not-painful penetration and I am taking it." Cosima laughs.
Delphine quickly obliges her. And it's good, really good, Cosima thinks. Afterwards as she's kissing Delphine she cannot think of anything but how good it's been. It's a good weekend, a total success, Cosima thinks afterward. She'd had lots of really good sex with Delphine. They'd had fun together outside of bed too. And Delphine had usually been fine praising her during sex, and they'd managed everything fine.
When no Monday text comes in, Cosima tries not to worry. She shoots off two casual sounding texts checking in about plans for the week. She avoids the I-love-you she desperately wants to send and tries to be a calm human. A human who is just dating Delphine and can wait a day or two for a response if she's busy.
It's not until Wednesday she begins to panic. Delphine hasn't returned either of her texts. Supposedly isn't coming or going from her apartment.
Delphine? Is something wrong?
Cosima looks at the text message and sends it.
Non. I am fine. I just… I cannot go out with you this weekend.
The response comes quickly and Cosima tries to contain her disappointment.
Why? Do you want to schedule for the week after?
I am not home. And not sure when I will be back. Call?
Cosima looks at the last message and quickly dials Delphine.
"Hey Delphine."
"Hi Cosima…" Delphine's voice rings out through her phone. "I had an unexpected change in plans. I am sorry… I never meant to worry you."
"Where are you?" Cosima asks bluntly. She needs to know. If Delphine has just decided to ghost her or if there was some kind of emergency situation that she, as someone who is only dating Delphine, isn't privy to.
Delphine hesitates to respond, but she gets her answer. "Um… I'm in France."