Geez, sorry I haven't been updating I feel horrible D: it's the end of the semester in college so everything is crazy haha. But here you guys go I really hope you all like this chapter I don't know who I want Anastasia to end up with so I'LL TAKE YOUR GUYS VOTES! Who do you think Anastasia should end up with? Ruvik or Seb? Either message me your vote or just write it in the review! Thank you all so much for all the wonderful support!


~3rd Person P.O.V~

Sebastian would visit Anastasia in the hospital for days on end without leaving her side. He would sleep in the run down chair next to her bed; all he could do was hope. Hope that one day she would wake up, so he could be with her again and hold the tiny woman in his big masculine arms. Sometimes he would let the tears silently fall down his cheeks from the over bearing weight on his heart.

Then one day returning from his visit at the hospital to shower and eat he passed by a liquor store in his car. He walked into the store with his flask in his coat ready to fill it up with the hardest whiskey they had, hoping it would dim the pain he felt.

Lonely and desperate the man drank and drank. He would wallow in his sorrows of losing someone so precious to him. He thought it was just a repeating cycle on his life, that everyone he cared about in this cold world would leave him alone and broken.

Days, weeks, months, droned on and he was beginning to fall farther away from her but one day a nurse came into Anastasia's room and told Sebastian news that was music to his ears.

Anastasia showed brain activity for the first time since the accident.

He wondered what was going on in that head of hers.

If only the man knew.

~Anastasia P.O.V~

My head was aching, slowly getting up from the floor I was laying on for god knew how long I analyzed my surroundings.

It was dark and grim, everything broken and bloody. Freezing in place I knew exactly where I was.

"Ruvik..?" I whispered lightly

Just like that he was in front of me.

"Anastasia." He whispered back down to me smiling.

"Why am I here?" I asked quizzically.

"Well, it seems the machine has done more damage than I anticipated it would to you. Since you went through so many traumas here I presume your brain thought it was actually happening to you in the real world. Once a brain thinks its body is in danger it presumes with the healing process and since your body wasn't injured at all your brain was overworking itself causing tissue damage to occur and rupture." He lightly explained.

"So…am I dead?" asking grimly I didn't want to know the answer.

"No, you are in a coma. It may take a while for your brain to heal, you're lucky the doctors operated when they did or you would have started hemorrhaging very violently."

"Well…Shit." I cursed under my breath.

My mind wondered to Seb.

I'm so sorry Seb.

He must be going through so much right now I feel so bad for him. I left him all alone again with no one.

"How is he?" asking Ruvik. I think he knew exactly who I was talking about because his eyes darkened the slightest bit.

"He went back to the bottle." He said simply without a care in the world.

My eyes burned from the tears I was holding back. Why Seb? Why would you do that to yourself?

"Do you have any cigarettes here?" I asked with stress covering my voice.

After I didn't get an answer I looked up at him, he was looking down at me with a brow raised.

"Why?" he asked with a hint of violence in his voice.

"I'm stressed why do you think?" I glared at him.

After sighing he led me through the hospital, It was the same hospital we were in before. Everything broken, cracked and dismantled with nothing in the place as it once was.

That office I came to know came into view and I let a small smile fall onto my lips. I've missed this dearly.

When we finally reached the office through the long hallway Ruvik walked in front of me opening the door and escorting me through. As I walked through the doors arms suddenly wrapped around me almost smothering me.

"I've been so lost without you, wandering through the halls of this forsaken hospital, it's treacherous. Without your light it's been dark and all I see is death."

I returned his hug by squeezing him back; I burrowed my face into his neck leaving a trail of kisses along his collar bone. He stiffened while I tortured him and his breathing hitched.

Hearing him exhale violently he grabbed my face with his hand pushing his lips into mine without hesitation. His hands were moving up my body now, I felt a heat rising in me. I wanted this man; even after all he's done.

His hands slowly made their way to my waist and I gasped for air while his thumbs started to massage my hip bones. He took the opportunity to move his lips to my neck. Torturing me with light kisses I felt his lips curve up into a smile before he bit down on my soft spot.

Gripping his cloak in my hands I tried not to scream. He was just too damn seductive. So mysterious, deadly, evil.. Girls loved those sides of men. The typical "Bad Boy" who would hurt you at any chance he got but women who liked that were just in it for the thrill of being with someone with those traits. But Ruvik was a different story, any girl would be terrified of him.

But I wasn't at all.

I loved Ruvik, I wanted to do all I could for him, give him something no one else would dare. Since everything was taken from him, his youth, his dignity, his emotions, his very being I wanted to be the person who could fill that giant gaping hole in his heart for him.

My feet were suddenly off the ground and I was being carried to the bed.

After gently laying me down onto the bed he was over me in an instant. Looking down at me with sincere eyes full of lust and love I felt my face heat up as I looked away squirming under his gaze.

In the corner of my eye I saw him rip his cloak from his body and let it fall to the floor. My eyes widened as he started to unbutton my blouse as he kissed down my body with each button.

"I love you Anastasia."